I definitely had a moment where I nearly quit, and moments after that where I’m like “maybe I’ll just enjoy my horse in private” … but then I get DMs from people saying how much the content has helped and I love my community and what I create. Funnily enough I have often wondered “how does Esme cope with this?”. Well done for talking about this publicly. ❤

Ahhh as a mom I just wanted to give you a big hug! This is a very important topic to talk about. Especially for the younger kids out there! ALWAYS be kind!

I am older and have been watching your KZfaq channel for a long time. You are one of the kindest, sweetest and most generous people! Do not let the haters change who you are, your life is not the golden spoon one, but instead you have lived a life of hard work and dedication. The effort you put into giving your horses, donkeys and all the critters the best life ever shows clearly. I often share your channel will young and older people, because you work so hard to keep everything so clean, organized and beautiful. I have never seen any young person with as much drive as you have in so many aspects of their lives. ESME, you are a STAR!!! So sorry that people have tried to hurt you emotionally. Stay strong sweet lady

Girl, I’m in my 30’s and I watch with my 7 year old daughter. Love your raw emotion and the fact that you share. We love your content and are glad you didn’t quit. Thank you for doing what you do. ❤🐴

I don’t understand how anyone could think that you would abuse or not care about your horses we all know for a fact you love all your horses and other animals so much ❤❤

I take my hat off to you Esme, for having the courage to share your equestrian life; I think you are amazing. I feel like giving up horses every other day because of my 'critics' , but I have lovely horses, and some very supportive friends and instructors that help me keep going. I think we just have to focus on our horses, remember why we are doing this and have confidence in our own abilities (or ask for help from the right people when we don't). Shutting out the noise from trolls and barn witches is easier said than done, but not worth giving up on our dreams.

My dad taught me as a kid the phrase.. "the more you learn about horses the more you realize you have to learn ". I found that to be true about horses and life. Also, it somewhat depends on your instructor and their riding/teaching style on how improvement comes. You explained it so well. In all walks of life there are people who are just gonna be mean like that. Unfortunately.

Esme you’re such a positive light in the horse world! I love watching your videos when I’m having a bad day. Keep doing what you’re doing!❤

NOOOOOOOOOO DONT EVER QUIT! You we’re the one who inspired me to start riding! And I’ve learned how to look after a horse because of ur videos! So please don’t ❤❤

March 2020 first week into lockdown I d begged and begged my mum for a lesson. She finally gave in and told me to watch some videos with her and you came up and ever since then I have learned how to tack up, muck out, ride?! And now I’m about to get a 1m all rounder pony because I’ve gained that experience because of you. Thank you ❤

Esme, seriously these people are just jealous of how amazing you are.Genuinly look at all of these 925,000 followers that follow and adore everything you do. To me, your such an inspiration I couldn't imagine going through hate like that. This sort of behaviour that people do like this is absolutely ridiculous and your handling it really well.❤

So glad ur sharing this I'm just turned 15 and started riding about 2 months ago so obviously not long but i did my first canter and was pround so i was inspired by people like you and made a TikTok but i had to delete it because the amount if attention it got and i mean BAD attention so ye i really love the fact your bringing awareness i love ur channel!

Esme, hearing all this today is actually so inspiring and has helped me a lot. I’ve been getting a lot of hate lately and have been wanting to quit KZfaq because of it, but hearing this has really helped me! The equestrian community is such a toxic place, and it hurts me to have to say that, but it is and that’s sad. You are such a huge inspiration to me! (I’ll have to try the delete and block trick 😉) Thank you so much I love your content! ❤

Honestly I could never imagine Esme quitting KZfaq,she is the queen of equestrian KZfaq ❤️

As someone who was suicidal this year over this topic- I really think it’s amazing that you’ve brought it up and I think it should be spoken about more. It’s sad that so many people who don’t know you or the truth about you are so opinionated and obsessed with your life - I think it’s strange behaviour! What happened to me is under serious police investigation, so I think people need to also remember that just because they’re behind a screen, it’s still a crime. I always remember, no one who is more successful/ happy will never ever speak down to you. Positive vibes only! ❤

Esme, You are one of the most nicest kindest genuine people on you tube, you are honest open and loving. You clearly love your horses and love your followers, do not give the haters the satisfaction of upsetting you and making you feel like giving up. My horse is from world horse welfare it’s a amazing charity and I’m blessed to have her, you give so much to us and your horses it’s your passion and your calling. I have lost my confidence a few times and am currently struggling with trying to get it back , it takes time and people need positive people like you to listen encouragement and understanding, I’m hoping it will come back in time but keep doing what you love your amazing. Xx

We love you Esme! Never quit.

Oh Esme! I'm so sorry about the trolls. We're Israeli and I understand scary messages from experience. It is very threatening. I'm a mom of 4 and my younger 3 love your channel (biggest is a non horsey teenage boy!!). You are such a hard worker and even being not quite 20 years older than you, I'm very inspired by your ethic and how you used your creativity to fund your horse passion. Its motivated me to find a way for horses to work in our life style in Israel and I love the example of resourcefulness that you give my children. I was about to get started in lessons again after 15 years of not riding, since I moved here. Then a war broke out! It will happen soon though! Anyway, the love for you outweighs the meanies. You're bringing joy to so many, and helping former horse-moms like me get back to our love! I'll be praying for you!!

Aww Esme I'm so sorry that happened to you. You're such a kind person, I hope it never happens to you again because it sounded awful 😢

Hey Esme! It's so true that the things people say over the internet, they would never say to your face. I honestly feel like I don't want to be around other horse people sometimes because of the constant, constant hate and correction and mistreatment of other horse people and horses, so too hear you speak out about it was so awesome!!! The horse world is so dark. I just found your channel and you're like a ray of sunshine! 😄 I also say all the time that "you can't judge someone for not knowing something they just don't know", which is something I have to remind myself to when I see people "not doing something right", I just have to remember that they simply don't know what they don't know, and try to find a positive way to tell them! But yeah! Anyway! I like you! 😊😄

if someone tries to disturb a channel's success or other people's enjoyment of a video by commenting hateful stuff, it says more about them than it does about you. these people are often hollow inside and have serious issues with feelings of worthlessness. the only option they see is harshly criticizing or even trying to take down others in the hopes of looking more worthy in front of themselves. The best remedy is to see them as what they are: narcissists who are handled best by keeping your distance and totally ignoring what they have to say. I recently discovered Jay Reid's channel, which might be of help for anyone having to deal with people like this in their life.

You’re so brave for sharing your tough moments with us Esme ❤❤

Esme, I love that you would discuss this topic with everyone, sharing your story, giving examples of what people said and how you felt. Since you asked....I started watching this video while I was working out. My daughter came in and wanted to listen as well. It gave us a beautiful opportunity to discuss how our words can hurt people. Thank you for using your influence to teach others.

Back in 2019 I searched on KZfaq" How to tack up a horse" because I stopped for a few years and wanted to get back into it .Your video popped up and I've been watching ever since. You take excellent care of all you animals and your passion is obvious . You are not only a good rider,but a good person.I am so sorry you had to experience such atrocities.You derserved better. I hope it helps to know that you helped me pass my Veterinary Technician National Exam by provided positive, uplifting content for my study breaks during stressful times at school. Your positivity makes a difference!

WOW Esme, you are such a mature young lady!! I follow you as my my young daughter is obsessed with you. I must say, I am very sorry that you felt so sad because of the hatters. You are correct, anyone who would negatively comment on a post, clearly have issues in their life and need some form of help, sadly though ‘haters going hate’ and we must rise above them. You keep doing you, that is why we love you 💕 I am taking my daughter to your meet & greet at Tyrella on 2nd and we are really looking to meeting you 💕

Awww, this needed to be said! Thank you for speaking about this Esme, you are an amazing person and Jesus loves you so much! God Bless! ❤❤

I know this is kind of a late comment, I only saw this now but I know what you do isn’t easy and you are an amazing riser and taught me so much with the beginner series. I can’t believe someone would say that to you and the fact that you are still smiling throughout this is incredible ✨❤

I cried listening to this!! For old Esme and current Esme as you were still dealing with those hurtful and scary old emotions while speaking up on this. What a horrendous and awful experience just from from one video post. I remember watching that one thinking how well you were doing on a very young, strong and over excited beautiful Joey!!! I hope you never ever have to experience it again. I love your attitude to block and delete. Yes let's call them idiots, I think they are idiot bullies and oh where did that comment go , delete delete and block. Your chanel is for the non idiots. We watch you cos you make us smile and we love you. Please never forget that!!!!!! Xxxx

Jumping with Ivy is a channel with a 7 yr old equestrian who is amazing. Her channel recently posted about the hate comments she receives. Horrible stuff. The internet is a double edge sword. I would love to see the 2 of you collaborate on a video.

This podcast is so precious, I am so sorry that you had to go through this. I hate to listen and see you cry. It is so precious that you got so offended by the hate comments saying you didn’t take care of your horses, that truly shows how good of a care taker for your horses you are. I am so sorry that you had to through having all those comments and threats. ❤❤❤❤ I have a new channel, on one of my shorts someone’s said “please give mom her phone back” that really hurt me, I had a couple more but did the same as you I blocked the person and reported the comment. I can’t even think of how much worse your hate is.

DEATH THREATS? YOU DO NOT DESERVE THAT! WHO WOULD SAY TOU DONT CARE ABOUT THE HORSES! YOU ARE AMAZING❤❤❤❤❤❤

Hi Esme please don’t quit your a HUGE inspiration to me!

Don’t listen to the haters! I’m a massive fan of your channel and if you quit it would ruin this whole month! PLEASE DONT STOP!!!!!! 🐎💨

Yay Brave Esme! I'm so thankful and happy that the haters didn't run you off, you are the best! Great job, with a hard, tough subject! You are truly awesome!

No please don't ever quit!!! You are such an inspiring person and so many people adore your content

Never quit Esme 😚 You are the only person that gets me through bad days. 😊 And also can we just think about how she said " I want to have kids one day" 😊

you inspired me to get serious with my riding and i’ll always be grateful. seeing your joy in the little things like matchy sets and just enjoying your horses helped me keep going after my confidence knocks. and i’ll always be grateful for you speaking my matchy set addiction 😉

Don't ever quit. I enjoy watching you and your horses. The people that say hateful things are really jealous.

Emse,you probably won’t see this, but you really inspire me to be a positive person towards everyone and animals, and when I get older I would want to be like you❤

I have had multiple moments where I nearly quit, and in the last two/three years I have taken a major step back from social media as I just don’t have the energy to deal with it anymore. Although now I only occasionally get odd hate comment and it doesn’t bother me - it definitely bothered 15 year old me, who was new to horses and just starting to enjoy and learn a new sport. Realistically no matter how you ride or react to a situation someone will always say something negative - sadly some people just go through life viewing the world in a negative light. I love that you have spoken up on this, because I do think the equestrian community is awful for putting others down, when really we all just want to enjoy our ponies and have fun🤍

Emse i couldn't imagine youtube without you! Dont ever quit you do amazing stuff here on KZfaq alot of young equestrians look up on you, my little cousin says you are the queen of horse riding and thinks duke is absolutely adorable ❤

Barbara from California, USA. An "intermediate" level, three-day eventer. My love for each horse -- whether "fancy," unattractive, unathletic -- and the rider who wants to be correct, and kind - I love them all. I've spent money on horses, unrideable rescues, too -- and I have loved each one, deeply. I keep them until they die. I never part with my animals. Mickey, he's my man! His darling character is what life is all about. Brilliant Esme has made us see that.

Death threats are never ok and I'm really sorry that that happened to you Esme I hope it doesn't get bad again ❤❤

Hi Esme, I just listened to your podcast and I just feel so blessed to have you on social media and being able to listen to you when I want to, you are my best friend even though I never met you❤️ if anyone says something bad about you just ignore them you are amazing in what you do and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise, I wish to be like you one day❤️❤️❤️

We love you Esme !!!! Don’t let a few haters get you down! There are so many more supporters then there are haters. You are the reason I started riding, you rekindled my love for horses! Thank you, you always make me feel better ♥️

dont let anyone stop you from doing what you like and we will support you!

54 seconds ago! I’m so glad you didn’t quit Esme! This is a really important topic that you handle very well ❤❤

I’m so glad someone of your following has spoken up about how horrible the equestrian community can be, things need to change. I am so sorry about all the horrible things that were said to you. Jealousy is a evil cruel thing and it seems very prominent in the people who decided to talk bad about you as they clearly do not understand how hard you work and the care that goes into your horses.💜💜 it is very brave of you to keep going and to talk about this

Thank you Esme 💗 it’s does happen a lot and you are very brave for doing this. I’m from Australia 🇦🇺 and I think it’s everywhere. We do need to be kind and support each other. I really feel for you when this happened to you but you look after your horses very well and I would trust you with mine. And I’m picky. Take care and thank you ☺️ xx

Esme i love you. i couldn't imagine my life without you ❤ you don't deserve hate

Esme, YOU ARE AMAZING! You are so inspiring! Anyone with half a brain can see that you take the very best care of your horses and that they are so happy and loved. Thank you for being so honest on your channel. And thank you for talking about this, and you did it with such grace. You got this!! ❤

Thank you for sharing this. It blows me away and I cried with you to hear you had such horrible comments and…death threats?! Like, what?? I sometimes think if I had to come back as an animal in my next life I’d want to be one of your horses because they are just absolutely loved on! You are such a genuine, kind, honest person and it comes through in your videos. I so enjoy and am inspired by your horsey adventures and I am sending all of my “no more idiots” vibes your way.

This Esme, if you quit I probably wouldn’t have gotten back on at my first fall last week, even if it was in canter, and my legs were in pain, I remembered all equestrians went through it, and I didn’t want to be THAT person who just gave up right away, so I got on after I wasn’t as shaken up and continued on, although I’ve been simply just trotting from now on, but next week I should (hopefully) canter again on one of the lazier horses like Rocky or Scooby at my barn! Thank you for staying with us all this time, and if you ever feel the need to take a break, take that break! You deserve a break after how much work you’ve put into this channel. ❤

It's really good you spoke out about this issue Esme. You are a brave, strong woman with one of the kindest hearts.

Thank you for bringing this up Esme and I am so sorry for what you went through. Online hate is hard to deal with and personally I choose to see it as coming from pain. No person that is truly happy, grateful and secure in themselves would leave hateful comments like the ones you describe. I fully support your strategy of blocking them because no one wins if we give that narrative more space and you should certainly not spend your energy on it! Thank you for being a voice of support and kindness in the equestrian community ❤ Keep shining your light!

Hi esme, i feel so bad for you. Your amazing and you treat your horses so well. Your amazing and I love your content. Have a great rest of your day :D

Glad you did not quit! Ppl are so mean sometimes ❤

I feel this. I had tiktok. I commented on something not fully watching the video ( it was not a rude comment at all ) someone made a video out of this slandering me and it got THOUSANDS of hate comments from something I commented not fully informed. I deactivated my tiktok that day and I haven’t looked back. Disappointing but people know by hating on others they can get huge amounts of likes, follows and views. Not a world I want to be apart of. I think although hate is evident in the horse world, I think it’s just evident everywhere in many aspects of the world nowadays. ❤❤

Esme please never quit you were the one that made me start riding and probably many others you are our role model ❤😊

Well said, I can't even begin to imagine some of the comments that you must receive. I'm an adult rider and although I've ridden for a long time I'm not very confident and just lately the bitchiness in the equestrian world has really become apparent to me. I listen to what people say about other people and can't help but imagine what those same people say about me behind my back as well, to the point where I wonder if it's worth it. Well done for putting this out there and I hope in the future the equestrian world becomes kinder and more welcoming to everyone.

I just stumbled on your channel this morning. I watched your video on how to tack a horse and then a few others. Being a rider myself, it's clear to me that you are a completely competent rider and a nice person. Im sorry that you've had to go through this. I know its easy to say but sometimes difficult to do but don't let them get you down. The world in general is lacking in love and kindness but I won't give into it. You are beautiful inside and out. Ride on!

Hi Esme! Thank you for sharing your story and point of view with us! ❤ I would love it if you did a live stream sometime ❤❤

I’m so sorry to hear that people have been so awful to you! I hate to say it, but it’s not just the horse community. The internet is a nasty place, it gives insecure people a platform to lash out with no real consequences. It’s funny because most people would never behave like that face to face, but give them a keyboard and no in person interaction and they go wild. I’ve been following your channel for years and I love everything you share. I’m so happy to see you thriving and the work you’ve done on the cottage is lovely. Stay strong! Much love from the US!

Dear Esme, don't let any bad comments discourage you! You are a great person and great rider and you take care of all your animals in such a wonderfull way. Unfortunatelly in this world there is a certain percentage of negative people and with the means of social media, they can easily distribute their hate speech with a mouse click. Just keep going and keep your faith up!

Never quit Esme you are an amazing rider! What ever people say ignore them they are just jealous of how amazing you are we all support you never quit!❤❤

please don't give up on things. even when things get too much, too hard or too overwhelming. we all love your videos. just please don't go down the rabbit hole of those hateful comments. depression is a hard thing to get over, especially when your alone, believe me. i'm going through it myself but your videos bring me joy and happiness. don't give up and keep fighting. we are all here with you every step of the way. ❤❤❤❤

I'm so sorry you had these experiences Esme. I love that you share all the good and bad of just being a plain old normal equestrian. I too love watching the top riders but thats not what I will ever be (as a horsey girl who stopped at 14 and then didn't get back in the saddle until I was 30). I still find the equestrian world cliquey etc but being older mean I just tune it out. Social media is such a double edged sword and I agree people use it as an excuse to throw all good manners and social convention out the window because no one is actually responsible for anything! Keep doing your thing!

Esme I wanted to let you know that people who hate on you are crazy you’ve brought me to so much laughter and happiness I don’t know why they would hate. Remember to never give up because of them❤❤❤❤❤

You are so lovely and genuine! The horse world can be brutal, even offline, everyone has got an opinion on everything. My goal is to have my own land and rescue some horses/animals. You are very inspiring, please don't let people stop you from what you enjoy doing.

I love watching your videos were you just go right in front of us and are talking about things that have gone on or how you feel, without dealing with all the horses (even though that’s really fun to watch too) keep up the amazing work. ❤

Dont ever quite you have inspired me to get back into horsesand im 32, so im going back to basic by learning to ride at a ridings school, then i will get a horse of my own, so thank you so much. Dont you listen to people like that. iv always said to myself and my children that people like that are just jealous of you and wish they were you, and they just dont have anything better to do with their day ❤😊 alway think positive 😊we love so keep being you x

I can't believe people were hating on ur the best you've really helped me love the equestrian world as I used to be terrified of horses

I’m so sorry that people have been so horrible to you. I love your videos. They inspired me to start learning to ride at age 23. It’s the best thing I’ve ever done and brings me the most joy. Please don’t listen to the hate. Your work touches people’s lives.

oh Esme, you're only human! everyone is only human. You're not silly for feeling the way you did, and it still affecting you now. You're an amazing woman! I've been around horses for close to 20 years now, and started watching you during the first lockdown when I was missing horses (local stables had to close), you inspired me (and I'm sure so many more) to make the steps to get back into it in full swing, and I've had my own pony now for 3 years. Your amazing nature, grace, confidence and ability to show exactly what it means to be a normal horsey person is what made me realise I could also do it, just like you do. You're an absolute inspiration, and I'm so so sorry you had to deal with far-too-real threats and nastiness. You ARE doing the best for your horses, and it doesn't take a rocket scientist to see that, just someone with a bit of understanding and empathy for others. Keep up what you're doing girl, I'm sure you're *almost* over it now, but feelings are raw at the best of times, and you're strong enough to push past those bad feelings ❤

people are like that sometimes esme but you just keep on riding and doing what you’re doing! you’re an amazing rider and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise ❤️

OMG Esme...my heart was breaking when you told us what had happened...for some reason, some people are so unhappy with themselves that they think the only way they can feel good is to put someone else down. If only they could realize that those kinds of comments say more about them as a person than about the person being dissed. You come across as such an intelligent, humble and kind person who is looked up to by so many young people. Being threatened is scary, not to mention against the law. Those idiots could use some time under the tutelage of a horse whip...just sayin'. I am so sorry that happened to younger Esme and you have been very brave to face the issue this way. You rock girl!!!

I think - whenever you have created a success story - there will always be miserable people trying to tear you down. Part of success is not just getting there, but staying successful. I don’t think anyone can ever predict the way others will react to our good fortune and personal achievements. The thing that seems most important is to surround yourself with people who will protect you and support you. It looks like you really have that!

I’m so glad you kept pushing through the hate and threats Esme!! You’re an inspiration to me not just as a rider but as a person trying to navigate the world. I look up to you and look forward to your videos every week! ❤

Very inspirational Esme - I appreciated your thoughts around why people improve at different rates. After riding all my life, I was then really poorly, in hospital and couldn't ride for nearly 2 years. I was certainly very rusty when getting back on my horse. I struggled to ride him in the school, just couldn't get him bending even though he is very well schooled. I wouldn't be brave enough to do your job, putting everything out there. You are a lovely rider, look after your horses beautifully and are amazing at your job 😍

WHO ELSE HATES HATERS!!!!!!!!! DONT LET THEM GET TO YOU!!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Why would someone send death threats at Esme? How rude! Please ignore those naysayers. People don't know anything about your channel or your life or what you do or know your horses like how you do. Esme, you are a wonderful person and equestrian who deserves to have more likes and love towards your channel and towards you too.

You are amazing Esme. Your channel is always uplifting and entertaining! You always show great love for your horses and you are such an inspiration for younger riders. Just keep being you! ❤❤❤

I appreciate your honesty. Words do hurt. Sorry there were horrible people out there that said or posted those things.

If you put yourself on a public platform there will always be comments, good and bad . It doesn't mean anything unless you take it on board. Embrace the positive and ignore the negative 👍 Xx

You are my favourite KZfaqr, I would be heartbroken if you quit KZfaq. NEVER QUIT! I once saw a comment on one of your community posts, saying something really rude about your position. I replied to that comment and said it was rude. I will support you forever! I hope you never quit. Everyone who hates is just jealous of you! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Your such a kind and under standing person who thinks about all aspects of how people feel and you come up with so many good examples of what its like dealing with horses and struggles a lot of people may have been through, thank you Esme💓

Yeah I was bullied by my classmates for 2 years and it didn't affect me then i was still a positive young girl but now it affects me alot, like alot alot and its been like 3 years. I just think people need to be more positive and friendly and welcoming because no one likes being put down so why do it to others? I don't know, but thank you Esme for making this video and sharing how you feel it means alot as viewer I love you and your videos and this video is reallll, and it was so strong for you to mke this and post it, im proud of you keep being who you are!

There is so much hate in the industry. I did some showing, experienced so much backstabbing, entire cliques of people I didn’t know who apparently disliked me because someone else disliked me, I minded my own business and was polite to others. It's sad. I quickly realised who the Judge was friends with also. I just want good, friendly sportsmanship and fair judging.

oh, Esme, don"t worry about the mean things people say, they are just jealous and unhappy with their own personal state. if you ever think people hate you, your thinking wrong, because so many people look up to you and will forever love you and your horses. you are an amazing rider, equestrian and a wonderful human. so many people love you and you will always be special. ❤ I hope to one day make content as good as yours ❤

Oh sweetheart you have so much love for your horses and it shows thru, thats what drew me to your videos, yes people who hate show the true reflection of themselves , you go girl and stay true to yourself, love watching you

I’m an older American horse owner who adores your lovely, honest, joyful take on horsemanship & your life in general. Keep you head above cutting, evil comments. The people dishing them out must be empty of joy in their own life.

Also, you have inspired me to have my own youtube channel and film every step of the way from the good and bad parts as nothing/no one is perfect 😅😊

Nooooo that's sad everyone loves you! Proof 👇🏼

Don’t ever let the haters get to you! You are such an inspiration to the Equestrian community, I always enjoy watching your videos. And your fantastic content. ❤ 👏 NEVER 👏 STOP 👏 MAKING 👏 AMAZING 👏 CONTENT 👏 🎉😎😎✨

i am so sorry you are awesome. you are the best do not ever doubt your abilities you are great and you are a great rider and so much more. you are loved by millions of people in this world and beyond. be kind to Esme she is a person just like Us everything we all love you i love you. please do not QUIT. we you post your videos you put the biggest smile on my face. and i think my horse loves to hear you too because i play your podcast to him while i muck out. AND WE ALL LOVE YOU UGNOR THOSE BAD PEOPLE YOU ARE THE BEST.

Please don't quit youtube. Esme your videos and horses help me get through depression and bring back my happiness and joy at watching your videos and your horses funny antics.

Can’t believe you had to go through that, that’s so sad 😞 well done for carrying on, I hope you know how amazing you are ❤

Esme we all love you! People who are hating on you actually shows a lot more of a bout them, all of those haters are showing that they have a dark hate full soul, I am sure those people who are hating in you Esme are just jealous of you that you take such well care of your horses, Your so privilege for everything you have and so much more! A you said " people who visits my hors/ponies can tell that I take really enough care for them" and that is more than enough to show you and all of us, That you are trying to give your horses the best life as possible! IF YOU WOULD EVER QUIT KZfaq I WOULD CRY MY HEART OUT FOR YEARS!!!!!

So sorry esme, never quit! Ilysm and your such and amazing person and rider❤

I’m just starting my equestrian KZfaq channel and it makes me so excited, but nervous! But I also know I want it more than anything. Thank you Esme ❤