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I felt so bad for the little girl having to be in the car with her mom acting crazy.. you can tell she's used to it too.

Post aneurysm Tila sounds exactly like my friend's schizophrenic ex boyfriend. There's a really specific pattern of nonsensical thinking that you can recognize after you've seen someone go through it. It bothers me that people make fun of it when she desperately needs intervention.

Sad that she isn’t receiving the helps she needs. She seemed super sweet and genuine in her early days.

I can’t imagine the horror stories her kids will share when they grow old. Living with a parent as unstable as Tila is a bonafide nightmare, and I hope that they can be taken away from her before she irreparably damages them.

I had no idea she spiralled so much. It was like one day she just disappeared, didn't realise she was out here doing the absolute most. Her poor daughter.

Having worked for many years with people suffering from dementia, I feel that the brain aneurysm she suffered caused catastrophic changes in her thinking process. Her religious outbursts are also similar to things said by people living with untreated schizophrenia. Sadly, it's unlikely she'll ever be normal again. I have compassion for her, but it would be difficult to be in the company of someone saying the things she says.

Her making videos while driving in the car, with her kid, screaming about how she's jesus' wife is so disturbing. I'm actually worried about her kids.

As a partially deaf person I just wanted to mention that you both have great speaking voices and easy to follow your information. Thank you.

Never underestimate the power of traumatic brain injury. It doesn’t excuse her disgusting behavior or views but it definitely adds a thick layer of context & nuance. If you’ve ever known someone who has dealt with TBI, you know how dark it can get.

Her talking about the death of her supposed fiancé is so detached. It’s obvious she is on something but she is so distance from any real emotion. This is very sad

The *baptizing* random children in A STRANGER’S bath tub part is absolutely wild. Those kids were ready to go too!!

tila is a combination of addiction, outsiders taking advantage of her, and health reasons. seeing her now is sad i honestly feel terrible for her

Tila tequila is such a sad story. I met her at her book signing and she was so nice. It makes me wonder if she just snapped or was her thought process always off?

Her saying Casey had issues in an interview while Tila is stumbling over her words and slurring is just ridiculous. She needs to get honest with herself.

This is heartbreaking. Truly. I’m so sick of people in the media continuing to make a mockery of people with such clear mental health issues that have just seen and been through too much. Growing up in a cult during her formative years, to Hollywood, to the death of the person she wanted to marry around anyone love was clearly what she was seeking. All of it documented, judged and mocked. Who wouldn’t crack eventually? Gonna watch the Casey Johnson next.

It's so sad to see what has become of her. I'm older so I remember her in her prime. Fame is to hard for a lot of people.

Man she started out a hustler, personable, and business savvy to absolute nuts. That a tragedy.

One thing I’ve noticed with people who fall down extremist pipelines is that their *typically* unstable. A lot of speakers/ or “leaders” for these extremist groups like to pray upon young or mentally unwell people. And I see it with Tila a lot, and it’s sad to see. I really hope she gets the help she deserves instead of using social media as some form of therapy.

Wow. Just wow. Tila Tequila walked so Kanye West could run. I was NOT prepared for the Nazi stuff. I really didn't know much about this woman, aside from her reality show and her relationship with Casey Johnson (and I only found out about her because of your other video you made about her).

Nothing is ever going to convince me Dr Drew ever acts in good faith & is the last person who should have access to someone in need of help. I don't know much about him but he just gives major Creepy User-of-Other-People Vibes.

losing Casey, drug use and nearly dying 3 times. yeah she's been through a lot of shit. I clearly don't agree with her antics but it's hard to not feel for that. Can't believe she rose and fell soooo hard

Wow. It’s so crazy that Tila invented bisexuality.

Wow, that footage of her raving with the kiddo in the backseat is absolutely heartbreaking 😔

Great documentary! Tila was the original influencer, or the blueprint of how to do it, i always said it. She is a big part of 00's pop culture. But that downfall is just ....really terrible and sad.

I used to love watching Tila. I was a little too young to realize what was going on. Now as an adult, I realize just how scary the situation is. She has literally abused her daughters on live (hitting them, screaming at them and threatening to beat the day lights out of them) and the fact that people still donate and give her money makes me absolutely sick. She needs to have her children taken away, they don’t deserve to live a life like this

I'm so worried for her daughter. And every child who must live with unstable parents.

I'm a Jew and a granddaughter of a Holocaust Survivor and actually, I'm truly not offended. I feel sorry for her and her child because she needs mental health help. Someone to help her.

I don’t hate AG1 but it’s so damn expensive. It’s extremely unrealistic for most people to spend nearly $100 a month just on a supplement powder. And I really didn’t like the fact that they say so much of its proprietary blend and they don’t give you exact amounts of each ingredient. So you really don’t know if you’re getting beneficial amounts of everything. I tried it and was really into the hype at first but after a little more research, I really don’t think it’s as amazing as everyone makes it out to be.

I feel so bad for her. I’m sure her aneurysm caused her dramatic personality change. I hope someone can still help

I remember her show like yesterday.. I was in middle school. She definitely made being openly gay/bisexual "cool" in my world. I know plenty of girls that started "coming out" or at least questioning their sexuality shortly after her show got popular. Her show surely had something to do with it becoming so popular or mainstream to share your sexual preference. Now here we are today.

While she’s definitely been through some stuff, and has had a rough life. However, the fact that she openly hates Black Women makes me, A Black Woman, feel safe with returning that same energy back to her.

Tila Tequilas a “shot at love” is one of my earliest memories of raunchy reality tv (also reality tv that showed some level of queerness) and I was LIVING for it. I used to watch it on my family’s box tv late at night after I would shower (I hated showers as a kid) and the only channels we had on the upstairs tv was teletoon at night (also why I watched South Park as a kid) and MTV 😭 growing up in the 2000s (not born in them but actually growing up in them as a late 90s baby) was such a wild time

i really do hope she starts getting the help she needs. young tila tequila seems really nice and honest and just trying to be genuine.

The fact that (it says online) she still has primary custody of her daughter and is raising her with her hateful beliefs is so sad.

I feel for her She really is trapped in that delusion. It might be drug induced psychosis. Happened to me for a month after I got laced drugs. Absolutely crazy experience because no one can convince you what you think is reality, actually is not. But this is years and years. Hopefully she gets better, some people don’t come back from it. And this is also why I always say, THERAPY! THERAPY! THERAPY! Not forever, but sometimes we need someone to help teach us and walk us through our emotions and thoughts. A therapist isn’t someone you “pay to care about you” You’re paying someone to help you take care of your mental health in better ways. Starting to become emotionally aware is such a beautiful thing. Emotional intelligence is extremely important . BREAK GENERATIONL CURSES Be aware and try to learn and change. It’s super hard. It’s not a race, and it’s never easy. It’s the little victories that mean the most 💖

She basically made it cool for bisexual or gay people to be shown in television with few or none judgements. Crazy how that drug overdose made her turn completely into different person.

I remember following her every move on MySpace (I was a teenager and was so easily influenced), I hate hearing about how bad life has gotten for her 💔 and with children too, I cleaned my act up after having a kid. You either step up to the plate and mature up when having a kid, or you keep going down that sad spiral, it's so so sad.

OH god do I feel for her kid. My mom had a bipolar episode when I was 9 and I was sooo scared driving in the car with her.

I used to love Tila when I was younger and living my best life on myspace. When I saw what she started turning into I was absolutely shocked and at such a loss for words about her change.

Hope the brief Snooki mention is a sign that a Snooki deep dive is coming uwu

oh my GOD. i used to be OBSESSED with Tila Tequila in the myspace era. my 14 year old ass had a CRUUUUSSSHHHHHHH. i watched her reality show and everything too haha. obviously with everything that’s come out over the years, i can’t even call myself a fan anymore.

So sad. Psychosis from drug abuse? Regular psychosis? 🤷‍♀️ I hope she gets help and can recover if that’s the case. I feel for her daughter more than anything.

I remember her downfall! I also remember being in like 7th grade during her dating show and calling the tila tequila hotline talking to probably 20 something year olds. Yikes 😬

ironically, her being brought up buddhist is funny because the story of sidartha is very similar, a very protected sheltered wealthy prince who became independently intrigued by the world outside the protective gates of his little estate that his parents kept him protected in. idk the contrast of her story in the beginning and siddarthas is apparent to me. she had that buddha like mind in her, she wanted to find her own truth and realized that no matter what, her problems were always gonna follow her. shes a lot more intelligent than people think. she just kinda fell down the rabbit hole of fame and it got the best of her

I actually feel bad for her, I don't think she was a bad person, I feel like the industry is a dark, and dangerous world to be a part of , especially for vulnerable people like her. You did a great job on your video 😊

I had no idea she spiraled like this. Wow. I wondered where she went.

The sheer amount of hate in that woman's heart...it's tragic.

Trust me we all saw it coming we just were selfish and watched her downfall for entertainment.

Its amazing how she ran away from her family to be "free" but when her life got difficult she came back to cultism to keep herself alive

i really think she was extremely abused through out her time in the industry... and it finally broke her. so many woman try to come out about their abusive famous bfs/ sport players and they never get heard an the men get protected... though the thing she says nowdays are beyond.. i still will always feel bad for her and know something had to have made her crack and now shes just mentally unwell

This woman was exploited to the tee and mocked many times by the industry and media who hated on her. Its hard without any support the drugs for sure causes major psychosis.

I remember her from MySpace and MTV a while back. I definitely didn’t expect the last segment of this very detailed and well edited video. Thankyou :)

I think there's a clear distinction, in behavior, between pre-aneurysm Tila, and post-aneurysm Tila...This woman is obviously struggling with her mental health, and could probably use some compassion and understanding from the World, considering. Just read the ridiculous nature of some of these offensive claims, they are laughably absurd, at best! Unconscious cries for help and attention? It just makes me feel unbelievably sorry for her, really....Get well, Ms. Tequila!❤️‍🩹

You guys are the literally one of the best KZfaq channels. It completely makes my day when I see that you posted!! Thank you guys for the hard work and amazing content!!

Used to be a huge fan. Had a crush on her growing up too because she was the first openly bisexual I saw on reality TV at the time, so yeah... This is just depressing.

I love how the beginning is dramatic and then it gets all calm

Girl, you always know exactly who I'm the most interested in you taking a deep dive on!! I cannot express to you in words adequately how much this genuinely entertained me throughout the entirety of this video, lovely XX Steven PS you have an absolutely lovely speaking voice

This is so well done I thought I was watching Netflix doc series when my husband asked what I was watching 😂👀🔥

Deep dive never fails when it comes to making great content. 💖 Love this channel 💖

I had no idea all this happened to her, terrifying… hope her child is safe

You did a great job the editing and we are learning so much!

YES, was waiting for this video since your Casey Johnson vid 🙏

She’s essentially disabled for the rest of her life and will never be able to have normal employment ever again from drug use. She needs a lot of support just to get by daily and I feel worst of all for her daughter living through her mother’s spiral. It’s so sad but hopefully others will learn not to go down the same path of drug abuse from Tila’s example.

Not her hating Mexicans just to have the name Tila TEQUILA

Just finished the video it was so good

this one of my favourite channels i really appreciate the time and effort you put into your research

I love all your deep dives I swear

Omg I’m so happy about this upload!!! I used to watch Tila Tequila when i was in junior high lol

I've been waiting for this!!!

And here I thought "A Shot At Love With Tila Tequila" was just a middle-school fever dream of mine. Sad that it was the beginning of something so much more...

Thank you for making this video. I’ve been concerned about Tila for awhile now and really wish she could receive and accept help. Growing up, I almost only saw white, blonde haired, blue eyed rich women in media. Though Tila isn’t the best role model for a young teen, I really related to her. Not just culturally, but also her hustle to improve her living situation and to have a better life while watching her Asian parents struggle. Tila was seen as hot, she was on Playboy, and I would have never even imagined that an Asian woman would ever be considered sexy since I grew up being made fun of for my Asian features. It’s really sad what she’s gone through. The celebrity life is not for everyone and when surrounded by the wrong people, I think you can really hit rock bottom. I think the death of her fiancé really affected her. I really hope she can get better one day.

Tila songs are etched in my brain! She really did have an impact. So sad where it's gone

She invented the internet and then she invented bisexuality! Thank you Tila Tequila!

Always love your deep dives! Watching her ranting with her daughter in the car and the rambling about religion reminds me of my childhood with my mom who has schizo-affective disorder. It seems so clear that she is unwell and everyone is focused on exploiting her instead of helping her. I do hope her daughter makes it out okay in the end.

I would love to see a deep dive into eteri tutberitze and her teaching methods. It's not well known by the general US media but damn, that whole drama could be a Netflix reality show!

Wtf. Her poor daughter sitting in the back seat, while her mother is ranting & raving is so so sad. She didn'teven react to it because it probably happens everyday. It's normal life for her & that's horrifying. I hope she's ok, poor thing.

this was so good, y'all 💕

You guys need more followers!!! One of the best channels on KZfaq.

She would’ve been so huge right now on platforms like TikTok and tumblr. This is such a tragedy.

happy new year! thanks for all the great videos this year!!

Your reporting is really interesting.. the way you all tell the story, even I I can’t stand a person, I want to know .. that’s saying a lot.. good job guys!

This is very chilling to even watch, really... Out of all the Deep Dives I've watched, this one was intriguingly different scary & down right crazy!! Lord I pray for Tila as well as her daughter 🙏😇

I remember my daughter watching her show from being her friend on My Space. She was brilliant in utilizing her SM status to Segway her career into Hollywood fame. She was a 'Keeping Up With The Kardashians' trend in the making and definitely started a trend. You did your homework on this in displaying that fact here.👍🏽🙂💙

Very well made video

Not your fault, but I wish that channels discussing adult topics for adult audiences weren't forced into bleeping out words for fear of being demonetized. I'm 57 years old. I know about suzzabluzz (putting an end to one's own life) and Hizzblatt (the German dictator.) It's almost like KZfaq is run by a bunch of superstitious twelve-year-olds who think if you say Bad Things, those things will appear like Bloody Mary.

Oooooh I’m so glad I found this channel

Obsessed with your channel!!!

I love your videos. They are so well done. I also love your banner on your KZfaq page same with the profile pic, sooo cool with how it almost looks lit by a black light. Just unique and really well done like your videos! 💜💗💜💗💜

Thank you for sharing this video. Wow. So sad. I really can’t fathom how something happens in someone’s brain to make them think and act like this. Or how they could be helped to undo that if that’s even possible. 😔 I was 13 in 2007 when tila did her dating shows and she was one of the first girls I had a crush on as a baby gay.

Great deep dive as always Jake and Shelby!! Happy New Years!!!! 🤍🤍🤍

This editing is *chefs kiss*

I feel so bad for her kid 😞

Great editing 👍 I remember when she was popular back in the day. I didn't know all that happened to her after. I hope she's doing much better these days.

This video is so well done I’m now a subscriber

The song in the very beginning brought me back!!

Her music would have blown up on tiktok now

I forgot about Lady Sovereign until I just heard that opening beat!

I was waiting for thisisisiisisisisiisiis

She really screwed herself up with all the drugs, alcohol, partying, and attention seeking behavior. Shameful.