TIME WITH BECKETT | WatersWife
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#301: We've decided to share some additional footage of our hospital stay with Beckett. Please be kind to one another and to us.
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@WatersWife 6 жыл бұрын
For those who don’t understand why we share this footage of our son... Being vloggers, we had our camera there anyway, and I didn't know if I was going to publish any of this footage. But I sure as hell wanted to film every second of my son for us to keep. While going through my 42 hours of labor, I was scared and feeling very alone. I felt like no one else was going through what I was going through and I turned to the internet to find people who could relate. I couldn't find anyone who had been willing to film and share their journey. I decided then that I would share what I felt comfortable - in hopes that it would be there to comfort others who followed us in this horrible nightmare. I don't regret one second of our decision to share. I didn't do this for fame. I did this because I will not be silent about my son. I will not hide my grief. This is real life. This happened. My son was real. Our story was real. That is why we shared this.
@feef6098 6 жыл бұрын
Your vlog your space...... Your place to share whatever you want to share hugzzzzzz (nobody needs to justify or explain what they post) hugzzzz again and it was and always will be beautiful footage for your beautiful boy xo
@williammister8336 6 жыл бұрын
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@debkerr5763 6 жыл бұрын
First I want to extend my sincere condolences to you and your Husband.Your baby boy was beautiful.I will keep you both in my thoughts and prayers.You owe no one an explanation for anything.The only people that have any idea as to what you are going through and your need to capture and hold on to as many memories as you can in such a short time,because you know the time is never going to be long enough..imagine trying to jam a lifetime of memories and only having hours instead of 20+ years to do it in, are those of us that have gone through it.I truly wish that those that have an issue with what you chose to do and how,that they would not bother saying anything at all.I don't know this couple but my heart hurts for them for having lost such a precious gift,and it hurts me to know they are even being asked to explain why they chose to do this and share it with whoever they want,it's their journey and I for one am very proud of them to have done this after such a sad experience.Good luck to you and any other couple going through such a sad life changing time xoxo
@chumperzy 6 жыл бұрын
I appreciate this video so much! I'm crying my eyes out as I didn't have chance to spend much time with my son who was born in sleep on 30th of December '17. I absolutely understand your loss. But our babies will always, always be with us! It's such a small amount of time since this happened, and there will always be memories about them. They love us, and we love them! Thank you for sharing this! Much love! Take care!
@SuperOlivia1 6 жыл бұрын
WatersWife Vlogs the So sorry for your loss .❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️. My heart breaks for you all xxxxx.
@ulrike1103 8 жыл бұрын
Your son is not only beautiful to you, but also to us. He is gorgeous, I love his little fingers - I cannot believe something as beautiful as this even exist. Lots of Love to you and your family
@jarenedelport4189 7 жыл бұрын
It really was beautiful
@heathercriswell793 5 жыл бұрын
My heart breaks for y’all. I don’t have kids and I have know idea how it feels to loose a child but my heart is braking for y’all. God bless your son, it’s not good bye it’s see your later. Til you meet again. precious baby boy.
@DorysStories 8 жыл бұрын
I made a donation in Beckett's name to childhood cancer research, yesterday. I promise to continue to give back in his name, as often as I can. This breaks my heart, guys. Aimee, you napping with your baby. Tyson talking about his little Pal. Oh, sweethearts! I am so sorry!!!
@beyoncefan2382 8 жыл бұрын
Tyson had me near tears
@DorysStories 8 жыл бұрын
Me, too :-(
@anwayapimpale2644 7 жыл бұрын
You are a gem
@terri9318 6 жыл бұрын
Bless :)
@debismith2802 7 жыл бұрын
Oh sweetie, I'm sitting here bawling with you.....your stronger than you realize, and Breckett is beautiful and I can tell how loved his is....sending soft hugs....
@glennabowman9290 3 жыл бұрын
Wow this is so amazing and moving to watch. When my baby boy was born stillborn on August 7 1993 they did not allow me to spend time with him back then. I never saw him. I have only 1 picture of his last ultrasound to memorialize his short life. He was born in my 3rd trimester 12 weeks early. This is so good that you had time with him. Lots love from me to u two.❤
@alzheimerslifeofrosie260 7 жыл бұрын
In case nobody has ever said it, Congratulations on a beautiful son.... I know the socially correct thing to say is "Im sorry for your loss" and I am sorry but you have a son as well and I want to acknowledge that too. While I am not religious, I am spritual and I believe this amazing child was given to you as a gift. You may not see it yet but you have learned so many wonderful lessons from him. You are blessed!
@michelleann414 7 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss... I understand your pain completely. Back in 1988 I lost my son Brandon Michael to Potter's Syndrome. A rare birth defect where a baby is born without kidneys and without kidneys there was no amniotic fluid. I was just starting my 8th month when he was born. He was the same weight and size as your son. He could've lived up to 2 weeks on machines but we didn't want him to suffer. We gave him back to the Lord the day after birth. All I have of him is a scrapbook with a few pictures, a lock of his hair and his cap he wore in the hospital. You are blessed to have so many cherished memories on film. Back in 1988 we had no cell phones and video was hard to come by. None of his funeral pictures turned out because something was wrong with the camera. Most of my memories of Brandon are tucked away in my heart. 28 years later, I still cry once in a blue moon. He will always be loved and missed until we meet again in heaven. I went on to have 3 more beautiful children.
@oliviarcxo5737 7 жыл бұрын
R.i.p and so sorry for your loss😓❤️
@AmberDawnLee 7 жыл бұрын
Beckett had more love in his short life than a lot of people have in their lifetime.
@ayonahmarie 3 жыл бұрын
Just know that I would like ur comment but there is 100 likes and I don’t wanna ruin it
@ninabonita1129 3 жыл бұрын
ain’t that the truth 😭😂
@xo0sainty0ox 8 жыл бұрын
I have lived vicariously through you with the last few vlogs. When my daughter was born sleeping, I had disconnected from the world, I never held her. Something I regret to this day. Seeing you hold and love on your precious Beckett, I imagine what it would have been like to hold my Isabella 💛
@OrlyC 8 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss. Can't even imagine going through this. I had a miscarriage and was a wreck. Sending you xoxox too
@padafamfans 8 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry for your baby girl. She's an angel that's looking out for you now. My mom lost my brother (during her pregnancy) when i was little, and i'll always love him. His name was going to be Matthew.
@briannad5476 7 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry bless your heart❤️
@queenkatherineofaragon513 7 жыл бұрын
Ash Sainty would you let me make a memory baby for you I would love to...no charge...my email sognoak69@ gmail.com think about it
@lynettesbeautyspot4475 6 жыл бұрын
Mary Stewartjr you are so unbelievably sweet xxxxx
@larissanijholt939 8 жыл бұрын
I have never cried because of à KZfaq video, but dang how much i have cried watching this one.. You guys seem so strong! Baby Beckett must be really proud of you watching from heaven
@kimpowers3916 8 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your experience. Our first daughter was born sleeping all most 39 years ago. The pain lessens, and the love grows. I still wake up about an hour before her birth time every year. When she was born in 1977, they did not allow the parents to spend time with the baby. I never saw my daughter. So happy you have these beautiful photo/video memories. I am here if you need an ear...We were blessed with two more amazing daughters who know about their sleeping sister. We all will be together for eternity. We have 5 terrific grandbabies. Our oldest granddaughter born on her Auntie 's 24th birthday. Much love and plenty of hugs to you!
@Balentine4 6 жыл бұрын
Thank you for letting us see a glimpse of your precious & beautiful Beckett. You are amazing and strong!!!!
@stacybyrd-everett4533 8 жыл бұрын
This is the first video I've ever watched of yours. I am a new mommy myself and going through something a little different. When I was 6 months pregnant, my husband was killed. So while I still have my little miracle baby, I am doing it alone. I know this is not the same grief, but know that we all are grieving in our ways, especially for you. Having just been introduced to your family, you can see the love you have for him. He is one lucky lucky little man.
@christettec3045 8 жыл бұрын
beautiful baby boy, I hope this quote brings you some peace: "An Angel in the book of life wrote down our babies birth, and whispered as she close the book....."Too beautiful for earth." sending hugs xoxo
@francescanguyen6703 5 жыл бұрын
Christette C wow, that is so beautiful. It says it all really..........
@itsme2365 5 жыл бұрын
That actually made me feel better❤️✝️❤️
@k-popprincess1480 3 жыл бұрын
My heart just goes out to you. I'm very sorry for your loss. Beckett is growing up in heavens nursery. ♡♡♡
@aubreylange09 8 жыл бұрын
my husband and I watched our full term daughters heart beat for the last time on ultrasound, 4 days before her scheduled c-section. watching your videos brought all of the emotions back. Kimberlynn Grace was our daughter's name, and she would be 6 right now. my heart is aching for you and your family and I hope you find peace and comfort in this time of sorrow
@shesinherapron 8 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing sweet Beckett with us. He is beautiful! We love you guys are thinking of you.
@tracyc.8992 5 жыл бұрын
I just came across this so I didn't have the privilege of following your journey with you but I have to say, I have never seen a 'vlog' more sincere, genuine, honest, open and not a hint of anything self satisfying. I feel like you are 100% truly talking to your friends the way a great friend would. You have a beautiful son and family. You should be proud.
@WatersWife 5 жыл бұрын
I really appreciate your comment. Thank you so much.
@rwitter5333 4 жыл бұрын
Your story brought back the memories I have of my son Connor. Born at 6mos, 2lbs 14oz. He lived for 9 days. When we took him off support we finally got to hold him for the first time. And we held him for a long time just like you guys did. No matter what that baby is beautiful in your eyes! I understand the need to share him. Because you are proud. I did have a daughter later who was early too. She survived and is 36 now!
@BrookeKVlogs 8 жыл бұрын
So sorry for your loss!! I am sure these videos were hard to edit, but you will be so glad you have them. I had twin girls that were born at 23w5d, 1 passed away after 2 days and the other after 8 days. All I have left of them are pictures. I wish I had taken videos while they were still alive. It's been 10 years now and I have 2 healthy children, but those 2 babies are never forgotten! I also wanted to share a quote that is very fitting... "It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone." Rose Fitzgerald Kennedy I found this quote about a year after my daughters had died and I thought it was the best way to explain how I felt. The pain will lessen and it will get easier but your baby will never be forgotten!! big hugs!! ❤ -Jamie
@sakurayaoinightcore7220 5 жыл бұрын
I haven't cried in 6 years, I felt so cold to everything but I bawled my eyes out
@KP-zq8sf 8 жыл бұрын
I don't admire people, honestly I really don't like people in general but I admire you and I think about you everyday since you opened up about this.
@medoingmomthings3385 8 жыл бұрын
Wow, you guys. He is so, so beautiful! Thank you so much for sharing him with us, and for sharing all of this with us. It's an amazing thing you've done for his memory. Peace and love, Hayley
@loriadams1588 7 жыл бұрын
Cry as often and as much as you need. I am so sorry. Much love to you guys.
@loriadams1588 7 жыл бұрын
You have every right to be proud of him. He is, and will always be your little man.
@elizabethlane880 7 жыл бұрын
Absolutely. A beautiful little man indeed.
@chocolatebar1592 3 жыл бұрын
Lori Adams exactly!! These 2 should be crying their hearts out all they need!! They did not deserve a stillborn baby boy at all!!
@nise612 8 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing your beautiful son. You have every right to be a proud mommy. He will be forever with you. You continue to amaze me with how much you are thinking about others through all of this. Sweet Beckett is loved by so so many people ❤️
@kansaswifediaries5534 8 жыл бұрын
How special you have all these pictures and video while you go through this grieving process. Sending you all the hugs and love I can!
@tootsiem731 8 жыл бұрын
Makes you realise how lucky you are to have healthy children, don't take it for granted. So sorry for your loss he was beautiful xxx
@NadoriKaija 7 жыл бұрын
Aee. 4 months after this, I gave birth to my 2lb 5oz 16" preemie. Somehow he survived. I like to think Beckett helped him through those rough 75 days in the nicu.
@persephone2706 5 жыл бұрын
@@cherylnelson8392 Where did they imply they feel guilty?
@ItsMia1 8 жыл бұрын
Take as much time to heal as your momma and daddy heart needs. You both will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers 💙
@baconr333 8 жыл бұрын
So its almost 1 in the morning and I finally finish the dishes and decide to get on KZfaq before I go to sleep like always, then I came across this channel, and this video, I've never seen a video from you guys and I just fell in love with you both and your beloved son and your family. My heart goes to all of you. I'm so so sorry..oh my God my..God bless you. May all the joy in the world be with you. This made me appreciate my pregnancy even more. I will pray for you and continue to pray for you both. Rest in peace baby Beckett. 💜
@dunebuggie 8 жыл бұрын
I started watching their channel tonight as well. I watched 3 videos already. I admire them for being able to share this with other people. I'm sure it will be helpful to other parents that go through this.
@bhoustin2012 7 жыл бұрын
1:22am here today... And I am doing my all not to cry. My wife is sleeping next to me, kiddos in the next room and I cannot allow myself to crumble. I miss you Alexis. I miss you so damn much Mijo! No sabes cuanto lloro por dentro por ti Mi Rey.
@saga2964 7 жыл бұрын
Gabriella Cocoa Chanela Me too! I have to get ready for work in 4 hours and I'm here, crying for them! My heart goes out to all those who have lost their little ones. ❤
@TheGothicMother 6 жыл бұрын
I found this video so sweet. Seeing you holding him and texting, telling him off for making your bladder hurt. It's just so beautiful to see to me x
@cyndy8052 8 жыл бұрын
My heart goes out to you. I delivered my stillborn daughter at 42 weeks on Dec 4, 2014. Thank you for sharing your story. You will feel this loss for the rest of your life. No parent should bury their child. It's ok not to be ok and you will feel incomplete but know that you are still a mother. You still have a purpose in life. You have every right to brag about him and share him. He is your forever baby. Take it day by day 💕
@katelynalexandra96 8 жыл бұрын
For the first time, I am going to tell someone outside of my family what I have personally went through in attempts to express my condolences. At the age of 18 I found out that I was pregnant, a few short weeks later, I found out that my baby was ectopic (a tubal pregnancy for those of you who don't know). All in one night, I went from being an excited mom-to-be, to a grieving, sobbing mess of a shell of a person. I am in no way trying to make this unthinkable, unbearable situation that you are going through about myself, I'm just simply trying to show you how sorry I am for your loss. While the pain of losing a child never gets easier, ever, it gets to a point that it's more manageable. At some point the tears stop coming as often, they still show up, just when you're least expecting it, when you think that you're finally strong again. Your Beckett was absolutely beautiful and I only wish I would've had the opportunity to love on, hold, and kiss my baby, the way you did for your son❤️
@luvdove6330 8 жыл бұрын
*~*PEACE BE STILL!*~* You are a ~Mother~ & you gave birth to a sweet & angelic son. Beckett! O:-) What a handsome & strong name! Beckett has truly touched so many people's lives in so many different ways, in his short time here with us on earth. Heavenly Father's Twinkling Star! New subbie, Carolyn~"Mema"
@thevballchick05 5 жыл бұрын
Your strength in displaying your pain to the world is absolutely incredible. My heart is with you!
@missmaryfabela98 5 жыл бұрын
This is honestly so beautiful and so precious the way you two delt with the pain. And how you,momma, can smile at times and still talk to your baby boy as him still there,because he forsure could hear you and see you both as you spoke to him,he has very high frequencies that I couldn't help but feel as his spirit crawls,walks&jumps with you everywhere you are. A passing in the womb is so sacred. I know that sounds morbid but the spirit of Beckett was born under your heart and went through an entire cycle of "life"in a sense. This lil pals spirit rests under your heart forever.
@orangedazzle 8 жыл бұрын
He is such a beautiful baby! I'm surprised at how long he was! I'm so thankful you are sharing your story for the people who are going through this and feel alone. My cousin had a baby boy who was born sleeping also. He was perfect and beautiful and although I was pretty young, I can vividly remember his sweet little face. She had a daughter before him and went on to have another little girl but Zachary has always been remembered. I'm sending so much love and many prayers to you, your family and friends. I'm sorry for your loss but I'm so thankful for the time you got with him.
@carolyn4500 8 жыл бұрын
Sobbing for your beautiful boy. You are wonderful, amazing parents. Bless your family. Hugs from Pennsylvania.
@kaitlinshields1815 5 жыл бұрын
Your son is flying high with my daughter and all our little angels. He will never feel pain. Or loss. Or hurt. He will forever be filled with your love. Bless you Beckett.
@tjn21rawr 8 жыл бұрын
you have every reason to want to show him off and be proud of him. he's beautiful. I'm sorry this happened. 😭
@nicolecollier9752 7 жыл бұрын
Such compassion you have to be concerned with those of us who have gone through this pain & for those of us that are praying & crying with you. A beautiful story that not to many people see. Sweet angel you are a beautiful angel, spread your wings & fly.
@iAlexis3 8 жыл бұрын
😭😭 I can't imagine the pain that you both felt and continue to feel. While I don't know you, and I've never really watched you I found myself sobbing for you and your beautiful baby. Somethings in life really don't make sense, and this is certainly one of those things. I'm sending all the love in the world your way! xoxo
@lindseyc7915 7 жыл бұрын
I randomly came across your page & find myself in tears... sweet little Becket, may you flight high with all the angels.. including mine. I know this pain all too well, my daughter lived for 14 hours before becoming an angel. Today she would be 8 years old...some days are better than others but not one day goes by that I do not think of her. You are in my prayers. I love the tattoo memorial idea (I have a couple for her!), I too wear her ashes & have her ashes at home with us; where she belongs... there is nothing I can say to make you feel better but I just want you to know that you're not alone. Thank you for sharing your beautiful baby boy with us! He certainly was perfect.
@wish2goback 7 жыл бұрын
Hun, I just read and watched your story tonight. I am a L&D nurse who has shared this experience with parents more times than I care to remember. Never apologize for showing off your beautiful boy! You are as proud a mom as any, and if people become offended, they may deal with it as they see fit! Thank you so very much for sharing such a precious and private time! May your sleeping angel watch over you always!❤️❤️❤️
@savannahlq9600 7 жыл бұрын
You guy's aren't alone. I lost my baby boy at 5 months 7-7-2016 4:27pm gave birth and all it's so hard. 😢 he was our first child that we've been waited for, for 5 years it took my husband and I to get pregnant and for it to go away so soon we always ask why things like this happen. Prayers to you and your husband. Our little Angels are in heaven waiting to meet us one day🎈
@WatersWife 7 жыл бұрын
+Savannah Lq I'm so sorry you lost your son as well. A club we never wanted to be a part of. Thank you for sharing your story with us.
@timothybrockman2708 7 жыл бұрын
I'm so so sorry for your loss
@chocolatebar1592 3 жыл бұрын
@@WatersWife I'm sorry for your loss too. Beckett would have been 5 this year... you're both being very brave about all this..
@jgr_lilli_ 8 жыл бұрын
My heart broke a million times watching this. Beckett is so lucky to have you. And I am so sorry that you couldn't have him here in the way you hoped.
@staceyanne9023 8 жыл бұрын
I don't think I have ever cried so much like I did watching your vlogs about precious baby Beckett. I cannot put into words how sorry I am for your loss but to hear all off the love and support you have from your family, friends and viewers is Truley heart warming. X
@CMDewey33 Жыл бұрын
I saw the birth video of Beckett and I’ve never cried so hard at a KZfaq video in my entire life. So seeing this video on my feed I was so hesitant to tap on it for fear of crying my eyes out again. But it’s totally worth it for Beckett. What a sweet, precious little baby boy. I am currently 26 weeks pregnant with my first little baby boy. I keep thanking God every single day for keeping him healthy and happy inside my womb. And praying that the pregnancy continues to stay healthy and that all will be well when I deliver him. Thank you for sharing your story. As hard as it all is, I know that I would want to have a supportive community of people standing by my side. So I think you are doing a good thing by sharing Beckett’s story. Sending love and prayers your way💕
@catherinedrew203 2 жыл бұрын
I cried and cried and cried when seeing this. It's been 5 years and I'm praying you are doing okay now..the pain from losing a child is the worst. I've been there. Hugs to you and your husband
@adriankam2922 6 жыл бұрын
I’m crying so hard right now...Your baby boy is beautiful, no matter what shape or form he came...I never got to meet my angels, but I’m so glad that you got to at least hold him. I love you and pray for your family. ❤️❤️❤️
@missykitty6579 8 жыл бұрын
The photos are absolutely beautiful. Your precious beautiful boy will be waiting to see his momma and daddy again. He is forever in peace. My condolences for your loss and praying you have a smooth journey to healing. The hurt never goes away, but it gets better. Praying for you.
@bookiebear4777 3 жыл бұрын
I don't know whether you'll see this or not since it is an old video, but I just recently gave birth to my son and first pregnancy. I lost my baby around the same time in my pregnancy as you did. I have been watching videos of yours here and. I feel for everyone who lost a child, but im thankful to find someone who lost their first child, same as me, who has a success story. I feel hopeful seeing your story and seeing beautiful little Mallory. I hope my husband and I get to share our success story and give others hope like you gave me.
@kaydencebradley3696 8 жыл бұрын
he is absolutely beautiful and perfect the way he is. but im so sorry for your loss. stay strong!
@courtneynicole7968 6 жыл бұрын
It's been a year now, Beckett you're very special and loved by many. As an atheist I do not believe it god but Beckett I believe you're spirit is always around and you're such a good big brother! I hope you're watching you're sister and feel proud of her, Beckett! ❤️❤️
@bew1972 8 жыл бұрын
I also came over from E&J and I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. As a parent, I can't imagine the unspeakable loss you're going through. However, these vlogs that have detailed your birth story and time spent with your precious Beckett are by FAR the most beautiful vlogs I've ever seen. While the pain is so immense, the joy of seeing, and spending time with, Beckett is evident and incredibly special. He will be forever in your hearts and your angel will protect and guide you always. Your family is in my thoughts.
@samanthachamberlainelkound8428 3 жыл бұрын
Beckett's Birth Video was recommended viewing for my infant and pregnancy loss support person certification, and I am so thankful that you shared your story with the world. I look forward to catching up and following your journey from the last 5 years now. Just know that your journey is helping people like me to help others going through the same thing. Thank you!
@kaylalazzari6949 8 жыл бұрын
I find you both so brave and strong for being able to share this with us and i just want to say thank you.
@wendyjones4213 8 жыл бұрын
ive watch Becketts birth and now this blog and I think I must have cried a thousand tears. I'm so so sorry for your loss and I admire you both greatly. love and best wishes to you both xxxx
@marinemom351 2 жыл бұрын
I am so glad you shared your precious boy. I know what it is to lose a child and what it does to you. After my son died I wanted to stand on a mountain top and yell his name into the heavens so everyone would know he was. Then I thought, I don’t want them to know he was but rather, he is. He is a son, a brother, a nephew, and so much more. It is an honor to get to know your beautiful son through pictures and videos. Thank you for sharing.
@meganmurray6382 8 жыл бұрын
With tears rolling down my face I am so so deeply moved by the stunning photos of your handsome man! Your loss hurts me so deeply! I hope both of you can find closure and continue to cherish the memories of your sweet angel!
@stephaniepimentel760 8 жыл бұрын
let your soul be still and at peace baby boy. thank you for sharing your story. he is so so beautiful! oh my heart hurts for you...sending love. :(
@MattandAmberPlus3kids 8 жыл бұрын
Love you guys girl! I know I keep saying this but hang in there mama. At the beginning when you said something about "focusing" it totally brought back memories. I remember feeling like I was in a fog. I wonder if it helps us mamas cope?... He is so special and has helped so many. I'm so grateful for the moments I was able to spend with your little family.
@nicolecollier9752 7 жыл бұрын
You have such strength. Such a sweet baby angel. It's ok to have your moments, even now. If I could wrap my arms around you & cry with you, laugh (which is ok), & just comfort you both, I would. Bless you all.
@Alissaw98 8 жыл бұрын
Beckett will ALWAYS be with you. You'll always be parents, no matter what. You both are incredibly strong and inspiring!
@PaperTerrace 8 жыл бұрын
You guys are such an inspiration. Today my husband and I talked for a long time with a lady who works for save the children.org and I told her your story and how I wanted to do something in Becketts name. We didn't end up sponsoring a kid today but we hope to soon.the girl was super touched by your story. As are many. Constantly praying for you guys.
@christianabarrett3438 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing.... this is so difficult but important to understand!! God bless you and your husband and your little angel in heaven
@SilverDaisyDesigns 6 жыл бұрын
You are so lucky to have all of this beautiful footage. Beckett is so beautiful and I'm so happy he is now a big brother.
@micheledavis3735 8 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing these precious moments frozen in time...I feel I must apologise for any commenters who will feel privileged enough to leave negative words here...if only you could never know that mean people exist and want to hurt you and detract from your memorial. They don't matter one iota.
@defenderofchildren753 7 жыл бұрын
You have the sweetest spirit about you! I love watching your vlogs. I found you by accident actually......I go on KZfaq a lot of times because I love watching baby videos. I never had children after losing my child 18 years ago. I just never had the courage to try again. I always had this "what if it happens again" in the back of my mind. I didn't think my heart could survive another loss like that. I regret that decision most days.....I am 49 years old now and way past the age of ever having my own children so watching baby videos helps to fill that void a lot of times. That is how I stumbled upon your video of Beckett's birth. I just fell in love with you and your husband. You both seem like the sweetest, most gentlest people and your story REALLY touched my heart. This is the 2nd one of your videos that I have viewed and I can't catch up to present day to find out how you both are doing now. God bless you! I have subscribed🤗
@defenderofchildren753 7 жыл бұрын
Birddog 99 you are right about the regrets, my friend, but I TRY not to dwell on it. There's no going back and changing anything. I've learned (and continue to learn) that it's best just to focus on what lies ahead😉
@ladymandella9 7 жыл бұрын
I applaud you for your bravery. we literally just went through this same situation. we lost our son July 31st..... and your right its very surreal.... they tried for two nights to induce me but finally I went home and the next day I went into labor and got to the hospital just in time. I had a feeling just like you and during my regular ob visit we had no heartbeat with the Doppler wand and ultrasound. ours had a growth which caused him heart failure. it was huge now I know why I was so huge... I was supporting him and his growth, which comprised his growth. I know it never helps to say it, it never made me feel better when people said it to me but, I understand its to be said that I am very truly sorry you had to go through this. I'm so happy you got to meet him and spend time with him. I did the same thing.
@WatersWife 7 жыл бұрын
Oh honey. I am so, so sorry that you know this pain also. And so recently. Every time I hear of another grieving parent, my heart just shattered for all of us. It's not fair. We shouldn't have to deal with this. I'm so sorry.
@erinpatterson846 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for opening yourselves up and sharing yourselves and your beautiful son. Loss is never easy, but the loss of a child is unfathomable. I have two angel babies in heaven, whom I look forward to seeing someday. Lots of love on your path to healing.
@tipoftheicebergicy6448 3 жыл бұрын
💔 hearing your words made my heart ache. I hope you and your family are well. Tiny little Beckett made a massive impact on this planet and in our hearts. 🥰
@Bianka0206 7 жыл бұрын
Little sweet babyboy.... I am crying so hard with you.... Because i lost my Baby this year too. Wishing you all what you want and more Sorry for my bad english :(
@WatersWife 7 жыл бұрын
+Bianka Moll I'm so sorry you lost your son also
@Musicgurly100 8 жыл бұрын
wow im a first time viewer and i am just in complete aww of the strength and grace in which you have survived this. Your son is absolutely beautiful and he is very lucky to have you. rip beautiful little angel
@WatersWife 8 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for your love and support.
@emilyhigh537 5 жыл бұрын
What did he pass from?
@flosso1986 8 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing a little bit of your sweet Beckett with us, he is just precious. He has really touched my heart. Sending lots of love
@rachaelsays3184 5 жыл бұрын
I wanted to say that you are an amazing family. Your courage and dedication is an inspiration. Your son is beautiful. I have struggled with faith my whole life but I believe that when we leave our mortal bodies behind, we go to the most beautiful garden you could ever wish to see. And that is where we wait, to us but mere moments pass while our loved ones live out there lives. That’s where we’ll be reunited. That’s where your son will be. I can have faith in that. Stay together. Stay strong. Love from the UK.
@sxynatty1989 8 жыл бұрын
My heart has shattered into pieces feeling this with you. I felt everything with you. Wow he's such a beautiful little man. He would have been a cheeky one... You can see it in his face. He was born into a world where all he felt was love. He left the world being surrounded by love. I'm thinking of you all 💗💗💗💗 sleep tight Beckett 💙💙💙💙
@shelveybowman8195 5 жыл бұрын
I know its been a while since Beckett went to b with Jesus iam a 66yr grandma with 14grand. 11greatgrand and 3 children. I dont even pretend to know what u went through cause all ours were healthy.thku for showing what u experienced it mskes me thank God for my blessings.when i go to heaven i will meet him and tell him what coragous parents he had.God Bless You.👼💔
@D3ViiANT 8 жыл бұрын
Please do not let this discourage you from trying again in the future. So many mothers go through this tragedy and completely lose the will to be a mother at all. It's hard, very hard. And I know at times you probably think you can't possibly risk going through this ever again but you WILL get to have the baby you've always wanted and Beckett's little brother or sister will make you so happy. I don't know from experience but when my mother was just barely an adult she lost my older sister. She was born about as developed as Beckett. Afterwards she had been having a lot of suicidal thoughts but it didn't happen. A few years later she tried again and here I am. And I have 2 more younger siblings as well. Just don't throw all of your hope out of the window. Don't let this destroy your determination. You were clearly meant to be a mother and it will happen when it's time. Even if it's years and years from now. It will happen. I believe and I know a lot of your other viewers do too. I'm extremely sorry for your and your husband's loss and I hope that you both will be able to recover from this some day. I know it won't be a full recovery as there is always a lingering emptiness from losing a child but I know you will recover enough to keep moving forward. Beckett will always have his own V.I.P section in your hearts and thoughts. Stay strong. - Kado.
@pol1265 8 жыл бұрын
I was going to say the same! I know it won't be the same, but hopefully bring so much happiness into your lives! I don't know of two more loving & caring people who would make such wonderful parents! I'll keep praying God blesses you again with a beautiful baby!
@pol1265 8 жыл бұрын
+Jesse Phoenix Yes, I saw that too! That they had pretty much given up on having kids, but I'm still gonna continue to pray God blesses them again or if they want.. perhaps think about adoption? They would be the most awesome parents!
@WatersWife 8 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your sweet comments. At this point, having another child is the furthest thing from our minds. I was adopted, so we are pro-adoption, but having just spent our life savings on a house for Beckett, that will not be an option for many years and we are just getting older. So, we will just have to see. But right now, there will be no more children, sadly.
@pol1265 7 жыл бұрын
+WatersWife Vlogs You're welcome Aimie. I understand the financial obligation you & Tyson have now. I just wish you both healing & happiness in the future! ❤
@CuteBubblez202 5 жыл бұрын
WatersWife Vlogs and now you have a beautiful girl!
@riyasinghpathania1536 8 жыл бұрын
Idk Why will anyone hate this video. You are so strong to be calm,heads off to you. Bless that angel and love and tons of hugs and support to you.
@Bethnesjourney 8 жыл бұрын
Randomly came across this vlog. I am so truly sorry for your loss!! What an amazing mom and dad Beckett was blessed with to honor his little life.
@fleurdefrench8018 8 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry this was something you had to experience in your life, but you did it wonderfully, and you are amazing parents for the little time Beckett was with you, and will remain in your hearts. I hope this doesn't stop you from having children in the future, because I am hoping life gifts you with everything you both deserve... be strong, and bless you.
@suungirl128 7 жыл бұрын
I hope this isn't triggering but like a week a ago my brother was talking about how he found photos of a stillborn baby that were taken in like the style of a newborn photo shoot. And he was going on and on about how 'gross' and 'wrong' it was to take photos of a dead baby. I quickly schooled his ass and I asked him "Are you saying those parents shouldn't have photos of their daughter?" (The baby in the photo was dress like a princess) I then told him about how everyone grieves differently and how some parents might want to do a photo shoot with their stillborn and some might not want to. I told him to stop judging someone's grief journey because he has no idea how they're feeling.
@DaniRae24 5 жыл бұрын
I so agree. Also I see casket photos all the time and I didn't understand it until i lost my father recently and I knew I had to take pictures of him in his casket to have and hold forever.
@catmom7628 4 жыл бұрын
@@DaniRae24 Loss is normal but never easy..i want to say im sorry for your loss ❤
@ninabonita1129 3 жыл бұрын
plus, it’s for memory sake, not for clout. if it was for attention then that’s different. but if you wanna have a picture of your stillborn to remember then that’s ok!
@tamaraallen1326 5 жыл бұрын
Your son Beckett is Beautiful to you both family and friends. He is Special to myself and so many other's. We have had 2.losses at, 28 and 34 weeks. We grieve because we love. We love and grieve because we have known them and love who they are. My prayer's are with you both, family and friend's of your beautiful Beckett. Thank You for sharing Beckett with us. Please know, you are beautiful and strong... 💝
@40lilgemz 7 жыл бұрын
what a strong inspirational woman you are. I'm so sorry you lost your precious little boy, Beckett. God bless xx
@jaeraee3437 7 жыл бұрын
What a beautiful video.... I just loved the connection you n hubby have.
@angandnap 8 жыл бұрын
Another Beautiful vlog!!! We love you!❤️❤️
@alysiasmith2447 8 жыл бұрын
I am so, so sorry for your loss. Your videos touched my heart. My precious baby boy was stillborn 3 months ago. I had complications with preeclampsia and delivered Eli stillborn by c-section at 30 weeks. Nothing can prepare your heart for that ultrasound where they cant find a heartbeat. Thank you for your courage in posting this video. Your son is beautiful and even though he isn't with you on this earth he will be yours forever. God bless you and your husband.
@ebbiegonza 5 жыл бұрын
Your story is so strong and beautiful, Beckett knows he is loved. He was and still is such a beautiful baby. Keep your head held up high for him mama 💙🙏🏼
@zainabghamdi6387 8 жыл бұрын
I cried the whole time I was watching your video. I'm SO sorry you guys had to go through this. I know it's very difficult and I know it's so painful you feel as a piece of you being taken away from. I hope you find piece soon and be able to heal. I myself went through a miscarriage in May at 12 weeks I know the pain might not be comparable since my my baby stopped growing at 8 weeks and I didn't really see anything when I passed the sac but the pain of a loss is so real. My sister had a stillbirth and it's been almost 2 years since her loss and her heart is still broken. But we will all get through this and well all be blessed with rainbow babies soon. 😘
@jthanz87 8 жыл бұрын
im so very sorry for your loss. rest in heaven beautiful lil angel :(
@whatthecroc3483 7 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss!!! What a beautiful baby boy!!!! Thank you for sharing him with us!!!! My heart hurts for you guys
@annamarie4422 7 жыл бұрын
Just remember he will always be with you! He will look at you from the heavens. I'm glad you could have him for a little bit! I know this is a hard time for you but push through and think positive. This video and the video before this put me to tears. Love you!
@LoveMeg2.0 8 жыл бұрын
Makes me hug my babies a little tighter today! My heart breaks for yall! Much love from the Hickmans! ❤❤❤
@trulyah 8 жыл бұрын
yes same as you, after watching this and balling my eyes out. I just had to go over and hold my son tightly. 😢
@christinabutts32 7 жыл бұрын
HickmanVlogs same im so thankful to have 3 grown babies and a g.baby on the way.. and my babies have the last name of Hickman.
@KelliepbAclecticChannel 8 жыл бұрын
I watched your vlogs of Beckett and I totally understand, because I lose 11 babies and I so thank God for blessing me with 3 children when they said i had a 50/50 chance of getting pregnant and a 50/50 carrying full term...my son (1st) child was 3lbs 13 1/2oz. and 15 and 3/4" long but was strong second was 5lbs 5.1/2oz and 18 1/2"long redheaded son and i was carrying twins girls at 5 1/2mons i lost one and because they were identical twins i refused to have the other baby girl removed I said it will happen if it's to be! when i got the paperwork it said on second line enviable natural abortion, but they did blood work each day i drove in and i suddenly had blood counts going up which shock them. They called the doctor so for a week each day my counts went up the doctor said something is going on so then I had an ultrasound and she was growing and healthy praise God! she's going to be 21yrs old in January my baby now after her 3 miscarriages gave me aka Nana a little girl! so keep your head up and ask God to touch your womb before trying again, because he answered my prayers! Francis 27, Stephen 22 and Shavonne 20 happy tears! I'll be praying for you both! God bless you both, Kellie
@KelliepbAclecticChannel 8 жыл бұрын
my daughter weighed 6lbs12oz, and 23 3/4"long with jet black hair, I couldn't believe I had a girl! :")
@WatersWife 8 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry for pain. I am grateful that you trusted your motherly intuition and have your three living children. But I wish I could take the pain away from you with the other babies. It's not a fun feeling. Thank you so much for watching and supporting us. We really appreciate it.
@KelliepbAclecticChannel 8 жыл бұрын
Well have you found out what the reason was for him being called to heaven yet? I have a gene disorder that caused a problem, plus I had ovarian cysts aka 20 surgeries due to it and I'm tiny inside me which was another issue, and being told at 13yrs old this info, really hurts! You have a beautiful Beckett :) ♡♡♡♡ thanks for the condolences also I'll be praying for you guys, God will bless you guys!
@kathiewidener4790 3 жыл бұрын
I just came across your videos. I can't believe I missed them. I had never saw them pop up on my KZfaq. Over 4 years...... my heart was broken and crying for your loss 💔 What a precious little soul.......God bless you both for your courage for sharing your life with us. You will be my prayers wherever God journey takes you next..... God bless 🙏 🙏🙏❤❤❤
@johndecurtis3197 5 жыл бұрын
My heart breaks for u two. We lost a twin to SIDS 29 years ago & I replay the entire thing in my head nearly every day. I hope u have another wee one to bless your lives one day soon. I will be happy again....believe! Love to you both...Valerie
@racheldeborah 8 жыл бұрын
Love and hugs from one Angel mother to another...my son passed away in 2009 after being born prematurely and spending 6 weeks here on earth with us...nothing harder than burying your child. My son was born in 2009 and I still miss him dearly. I will give you the best advice I was ever given, embrace your emotions no matter what they are o.k. they are normal. I still have those days where I cry out of nowhere. And remember it is okay to talk about your son, he did exist, and he will always be your son. Don't try to worry about making others uncomfortable talking about him. Prayers for y'all.
@mcrxatthedisco7019 8 жыл бұрын
So sorry for your loss
@1964ghfan 8 жыл бұрын
My heart is broken for you. There are no words.
@NewYorkDollxo 8 жыл бұрын
I had health issues during my pregnancy but my son was born healthy and I cannot get over the strength you two have during this time as going through a pregnancy thinking my baby might have something wrong with him felt like torture and for you two to go through what you did shows what strong people you are. To hold Beckett and show him love whilst it must be such a hard time for you is amazing and shows you two are truly loving parents to him. How lucky is he to have two parents who love him so much and have shared his life with others to help, educate and also show everyone how important family and love is ❤️❤️❤️ I hope you two continue to stick by one another as together you two will always keep Beckett in your hearts and will be each other's strength
@WatersWife 8 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for taking the time and commenting. I am so sorry you had health issues. No matter what the outcome, having scares during pregnancy is stressful. I'm grateful you had a more positive outcome.
@hollandrose116 8 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful baby boy Beckett. Thank you for sharing these special moments with your son. I lost my baby boy in November of 2014 and we just lost another baby in February of 2016. My heart goes out to both of you.