had my dad back in hospital last 3 days intensive care all my powers go to him on this night might be his last we are told what ever is going to happen i think will be soon tomo visit is going to shed light as am just going and holding his hand and talkin she said he cud here us i have problems and trying to keep forward gear i will carry on recoding as am sure this is going to ocupy my mind some what life is prity crule am not impressed thanks guys will always record music