tour of my art books (part 1)
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Күн бұрынSorry for the stop-n-go rambling, I will try to articulate my thoughts a bit better in the next video lol. I really want to do these artists and their works justice, they are all very good.
ps: there's a quote i mention at 10:12 regarding the subjectivity of history saying i'll get to it soon but I wound up not getting to that book. i will make sure to include it in the next video because it is quite interesting to me.
Books mentioned:
The Art of Andrew Wyeth: www.amazon.com/Art-Andrew-Wye...
Zdzisław Beksiński: www.ebay.com/itm/224190099142...
Ken Currie: Details of a Journey: www.amazon.com/Ken-Currie-Dr-...
Scorn: The Art of the Game: www.amazon.com/Scorn-Art-Game...
Anime Architecture: Imagined Worlds and Endless Megacities: www.amazon.com/Anime-Architec...
Life Wants to Live: Phil Hale: secure.grantbooks.com/product...
Alfred Kubin: Confessions of a Tortured Soul: www.amazon.com/Confessions-To...
Music:
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@saviorcompl3x Жыл бұрын
you really just have an ominous noise in ur house all the time huh 😭😭
@thesilentcomposer1278 Жыл бұрын
I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST ME
@saviorcompl3x Жыл бұрын
OH MY GOD YOU PINNED MY COMMENT
@ayoma8798 Жыл бұрын
Anyone else think it kinda sounds like the ambience from Five Nights at Freddy's? Anyways ily meemaw
@mneils Жыл бұрын
Lynchian youtube sketchbook tour
@weedthief69 Жыл бұрын
i think the song in the background (if thats what ur talking abt) is an ambient song she wrote
@memoriam.victoriam Жыл бұрын
i love this its like my cool big sister finally let me in her room
@mirabelarmstrong8518 Жыл бұрын
I was abt to comment something just like this lol
@worldeater10 Жыл бұрын
no bc this is exactly how it feels
@Kiara.step-daughter Жыл бұрын
yess
@kaleidoscopia_ Жыл бұрын
NO YOU ACTUALLY RIGHT
@belsku 8 ай бұрын
literally
@MissSunTonic Жыл бұрын
What a day to be an Ethel Cain fan and an art major
@antlerbraum2881 Жыл бұрын
Same fr
@queerpeopleinthehouse3294 Жыл бұрын
Literally
@jameslamontagne784 11 ай бұрын
SAME!!
@kenna942 10 ай бұрын
PERIODDD
@koikun 5 ай бұрын
here!
@bluehour386 Жыл бұрын
never seen an artist so connected and willing to share their interests like this, we really appreciate it
@Nai911 Жыл бұрын
it's amazing honestly, this world needs this
@chadwagoner7056 Жыл бұрын
Beg for attention
@bluehour386 Жыл бұрын
@@chadwagoner7056 ??? It was a genuine compliment i dont care if she see it or not what do you mean by this
@kahanviction Жыл бұрын
this is about to be the best 50 minutes of my life
@antlerbraum2881 Жыл бұрын
I love art books
@chadwagoner7056 Жыл бұрын
Really?
@katnissgayverdeen Жыл бұрын
Mothers voice is like ASMR. So soothing. So excited to watch this.
@faeshotton463 Жыл бұрын
“Sometimes i just do k*tamine and just lie in bed and read” i love her
@Moonlight-mz7mu 10 ай бұрын
Thats not cute yall are weird
@faeshotton463 8 ай бұрын
Mind ur business
@tjobro5438 Ай бұрын
Timestamp?
@hm397719 Жыл бұрын
“It’s one thing to be hurt but it’s another thing to be hurt and forgotten” Ethel you kill me i love you
@Null257 6 ай бұрын
I read this comment at the exact moment it was said.
@doomerdear Жыл бұрын
The ambiance track really fits the nightmarish art work discussions. Imagine if Ethel Cain did horror ambiance tracks too, would die. Literally.
@furby2720 Жыл бұрын
housofpsychoticwomn?
@doomerdear Жыл бұрын
The ambient track IS Ethel Cain. Omg
@chadwagoner7056 Жыл бұрын
This is so pathetic. You beg for your shot at being acknowledged.
@figuenoire 11 ай бұрын
Hi Ethel, I'm really happy you like the work of Beskinski! He's from Poland (my home country). Just a small correction referring to what you said: he didn't fight in war, he was born in 1929 so he was 7-16 years old when the war happened. He was a boy during WWII and lived most of his life during the communist era in Poland, and the atmosphere of that time might be reflected in some of his paintings. It's important to know that he always insisted he doesn't use symbolism in his work and the things he paints don't have any "hidden meaning" behind them. He was initially an engineer, then a photographer and later taught himself to paint when he was around 30. If you ever visit Poland you can see his works in museum in Sanok(his birthplace) or in Warsaw (Muzeum Archidiecezji Warszawskiej).
@mothercain 11 ай бұрын
oh interesting, thank you!! i must have read something wrong haha. i very much hope to visit poland someday, i’d love to see his works in person :’)
@YuqiOlczyk 9 ай бұрын
@@mothercain COME TO POLAND PLEASEEE ♥️♥️♥️
@golevka 7 ай бұрын
thank you for the insight Alex, I have always loved the overwhelmingly foreboding feeling of beskinski and it's interesting to hear that he was purely expression himself without any focus on a specific theme
@kekoxoxo Жыл бұрын
she's so wellspoken and sounds so calm and relaxing..... can't believe she wrote ptolomaea
@tshypooooo Жыл бұрын
imo she’s exactly the kind of woman that WOULD write a song like Ptolemaea and I absolutely adore that about her
@kekoxoxo Жыл бұрын
@@tshypooooo no wait i see the vision you're absolutely right
@chadwagoner7056 Жыл бұрын
pTolemy is a Biblical character you obviously know little about. Go to your Google search before you answer so you look so idiotic.
@Gaidiprimes Жыл бұрын
If she made a podcast id be listening to it all day
@rebornrosess Жыл бұрын
listening to people infodump about things they're passionate about is so comforting. :) will be listening to this while i hang up some thrifted picture frames!
@chadwagoner7056 Жыл бұрын
Find your own life
@greenonionbabey 9 ай бұрын
@@chadwagoner7056I think you need to heed your own advice bro 😭😭😭
@annaw.7504 8 ай бұрын
@@chadwagoner7056teenagers ruin everything my god
@junaidahmad5428 Жыл бұрын
Her sentence goes on and on but her train of thought never break. Her intuition is quite strong.
@chadwagoner7056 Жыл бұрын
Glad you have such a connection with others. Rolling eyes.
@crispyburgas7163 11 ай бұрын
literally what are you doing when you reply to several comments with this obnoxious tone, leave loser@@chadwagoner7056
@Butchbodfempuss Жыл бұрын
i love you so much mama. i started crying a bit watching this out of pure adoration. you are so beautiful, talented and intelligent. truly a gift, ty for sharing ur art with us & i hope that ur well ♡
@fayephos Жыл бұрын
zdzisław beksiński being on this list makes so much sense. both his work and ethel's discography is so so hauntingly beautiful.
@chadwagoner7056 Жыл бұрын
Are, not is. Get a reality check
@Ploist 10 ай бұрын
@@chadwagoner7056 just a grammar issue.
@elsieegrace 2 ай бұрын
her liking beksiński is so correct
@witchingbrew3 Жыл бұрын
Pro tip on the any Mexican soda or Cola. Put it in the freezer for 20 minutes. Part of the end gets slushy and frosty. It's sooo good. Also, could be the reason you like Mexican Cola more than regular is because they use sugar cane natural sugar. So it's made a bit differently.
@bruce-le-smith 9 ай бұрын
that natural sugar cane makes all the difference
@giogiogiogiogioo Жыл бұрын
this just feels so cozy and warm, i hope you know how loved you are by all of the children of cain. please post more content like this!! love you forever meemaw
@Clitdick2000 Жыл бұрын
YES
@giogiogiogiogioo Жыл бұрын
@GreenMayoMan69_ perfect! just made a correction
@tobygurd8752 Жыл бұрын
@GreenMayoMan69_ its very much daughters of cain. Daughters, in this regard, is inclusive of everyone. I go by he/him pronouns, but consider myself a daughter of cain...I get wanting to feel part of the fanbase, but the name is definitly inclusive. Daughters of Cain is for everyone! Children just doesnt hit the same :((
@ayodeledavid3034 10 ай бұрын
@@tobygurd8752nigga what
@jovianjune Жыл бұрын
43:43 i really like this part about being surrounded by scary creatures that don't pay attention to you as being scarier! i feel like as a person who has been very isolated from/rejected by my peers for a long part of my life, it would have been almost preferable for my peers to bully me rather than ignore me? because at least if they were directly giving me a hard time, i would have a goal or a way to escape it or fight against it or whatever, but you can't punch away loneliness. when you grow up and think back about it, it feels really hard to resolve, in a way, because you can't really blame them for not being interested in you. there's no clear enemy to "blame", there's just you and all this time you had to spend alone. i just thought it was a very interesting perspective about how feeling invisible could be represented through art (:
@Crypticcrybabie98 5 ай бұрын
It’s the “hurt & forgotten” that draws me to abandon & liminal places it’s speaks to my innermost self
@taylorflopera Жыл бұрын
I love seeing this side of an artist. The haunting dark themes all come together
@chadwagoner7056 Жыл бұрын
UGH!
@Speaking4lines 8 ай бұрын
same
@brubeck1 4 ай бұрын
artist..hmm
@idkwhatimdoing9233 8 ай бұрын
i wish i had a mind like hers, she gets me in a way i never saw, but she manages to amplify those thoughts and deepen in a beautiful way
@SinthetikLED Жыл бұрын
Could we please get more of these? You taste in art is so good I’d love to see your book, music, movie, and video game collection!
@mirroredhour Жыл бұрын
I need to hear her talk more about anime tbh
@chadwagoner7056 Жыл бұрын
Video Game???? UGH. This is ... I give up
@SinthetikLED Жыл бұрын
@@chadwagoner7056 yes video games???? She literally has a whole ass stack of them behind her???? Are you ok????
@AnotherParamoreFan 11 ай бұрын
Ignore him! This Chad guy had posted several comments just complaint about other people’s comments. I don’t know why he’s here!
@persephone6457 Жыл бұрын
I love how you’re sharing us more of what you like and what you’re interests are in art and paintings. You feel like such a sweet girl Hayden.
@bunnyfrosting1744 Жыл бұрын
Needed proof that all this relentless pain is worth it, and you delivered fruitfully
@chadwagoner7056 Жыл бұрын
Begger
@ashernelson9669 Жыл бұрын
We love you!!! We need a Preacher’s Daughter vinyl!!!
@chadwagoner7056 Жыл бұрын
Fucking clingy
@dariusoprea5741 Жыл бұрын
a video game collection vid would be so fun I d love to see what games inspire you and formed your storytelling!
@chadwagoner7056 Жыл бұрын
I just threw up a little.
@humanflavouredhuman4573 5 күн бұрын
Huh??@@chadwagoner7056
@Iggmundpopp Жыл бұрын
Hearing Ethel speak about her dream was truly fascinating, it actually quite reminded my of a dream I once had despite the similarities being liminal. I've always loved talking about dreams but it's difficult because I've never really met someone that thinks the same way.
@hopehurley1151 Жыл бұрын
I love hearing how you describe things, particularly your fears and nightmares.
@nursemain3174 Жыл бұрын
Ethel not only is your music beautiful but you’re so magnetic to watch and your art education is phenomenal
@chadwagoner7056 Жыл бұрын
She stated clearly that she had no education in art. Cling-on
@knuckleveIvet 11 ай бұрын
@@chadwagoner7056education can be self taught and she is in fact educating people? ur so annoying
@greenonionbabey 9 ай бұрын
@chadwagoner7056 screaming over you replying to seemingly every single comment telling people they're just begging for attention or calling then stupid or whatever....... baby look in the mirror
@thesilentcomposer1278 Жыл бұрын
her voice is so calming and nice
@clearlakeproductions Жыл бұрын
It's always intresting to see an artist pick apart and let you in on things they're into.
@bandsandbooks6133 Жыл бұрын
this is so soothing, I love hearing people talk about the things they love!
@ravenfrae5895 Жыл бұрын
Something about this feels so extremely comforting and warm. No pressure to present a certain way, no formalities, just existence. Thank you for introducing me to the world of art in a simplistic, easy way to comprehend~ much love meemaw 💜
@williambock1821 5 ай бұрын
Knowing you exist is reassuring.
@72631 Жыл бұрын
your thoughts on horror are so interesting. it's like you explained thoughts+feelings that I didn't even know I had
@egodeathmaniac Жыл бұрын
The anime of the 80s and 90s just have a sort of ambience the modern kind doesn’t. Some that make me feel that ambient feeling is Cowboy Bepop and Serial Experiments Lain. Something about it was different, and like the works and lines were more personal, in a way? I don’t know, but it’s not like those of today, where everything feels more crisp and vibrant.
@mirroredhour Жыл бұрын
The 2000s also had some good stuff going for it with the likes of ergo proxy, texhnolyze, and boogiepop phantom, but that has been lost over the 2010s and I wonder if that could even exist now. It would've been wonderful if dorohedoro had gotten an anime adaptation earlier so it could've had an older look to match its already dark visuals that the recent anime doesn't. It's too clean.
@egodeathmaniac Жыл бұрын
@@mirroredhour yeah the 2000s is honestly my favorite era of anime! Fooly Cooly is one that comes to mind when i think of that stylized, kind of gritty animation
@iJD124 8 ай бұрын
This is the type of content I'd love to see a part 2 of, seriously. I find myself coming back to this video all the time cause it's so fascinating and low-key relaxing and the fact that it all implies a second part is leaving us hanging lol Whenever you get the time it'd be really cool to follow up on this cause I'm so invested!
@ariel7222 Жыл бұрын
I was so excited when you pulled out the Beksiński collection, his work is just so interesting to look at. You might enjoy Leonora Carrington's art too. Her work is considered surrealist although I don't believe she ever considered herself to be a surrealist painter during her life. I can't find a source for that but I was deep into her work in highschool and remember hearing it somewhere. She's my absolute favorite artist of all time, her work is so fascinating. I think it's definitely in the realm of alien and otherworldly type stuff. So incredible.
@cristianpeck877 Жыл бұрын
You are truly an icon! I hope in the future you will preform at award shows!! You deserve all of the awards❤️❤️
@danaea2069 Жыл бұрын
WE NEED A DVD/ VHS TOUR PLEASE
@IndieRider111 Жыл бұрын
I majored in art history but since leaving uni I haven't met many people that talk about art so thanks❤
@hannahdobby845 Жыл бұрын
"sometimes i just do ketamine and lie in bed and read them" phahhahahahah i died at that casual comment
@lmaolaura2985 11 ай бұрын
was looking for a comment mentioning this lmao i adore her she’s so funny
@jamesmurry5910 9 ай бұрын
Just ran into her Music and it’s some of the best stuff I’ve heard in recent memory. This woman is mesmerizing in every way.
@zombiesun44 Жыл бұрын
This was unintended ASMR. I did art the entire time while listening to you talk about artists that interested you. I love the way you explain how and why things mean to you. I really hope you post more video like this.
@chadwagoner7056 Жыл бұрын
Find yourself
@mayaa5522 Жыл бұрын
well butter my back and call me a biscuit! this video will be perfect for my ipad kid meal time!
@abbys5133 Жыл бұрын
love getting these intimate glimpses into your room and mind!! thank you so much for sharing 🫶
@junlucas69 Жыл бұрын
I probably wouldn't understand most of what she's saying but this is so relaxing and it's Hayden talking passionately about books and art. ❤
@SimplyDivineTV14 Жыл бұрын
the coke and burrito bowl are too good of a combo
@ellafuller226 Жыл бұрын
these types of videos are so comforting to me and the fact that it’s hayden makes it so much better
@dirtycelinefrenchman Жыл бұрын
I enjoyed this a lot. I was into the third year of a music project when an ear injury forced me to not only abandon the project but music listening entirely. After a few dark months I started getting into modern art and writing and finding fresh inspiration. This pulled me out of the abyss. I still miss music terribly but this video reminded me of the inherent connection between music, art and literature and how one can channel the inspiration from one medium into another. They’re really not so different, in a creative and spiritual sense. Sounds, colours, words. Hearing, seeing, translating perceptions into language. It’s important not to limit yourself. There’s inspiration everywhere and hidden depths waiting to be discovered, if only you fine-tune your senses and dial in your perceptual apparatus. It is a matter not just of art but is the essence of life.
@jenniferwilson2746 Жыл бұрын
I for one love the stop n go rambling, this is fascinating, please do more soon 🙂🥰
@peytone1572 Жыл бұрын
And the art she showed us, would only be described as Ethel Cain. Also… your voice is literally so calming I was like anxious and now I’m so calm.
@chadwagoner7056 Жыл бұрын
She's quite an inspiration, but art critic... come on! She likes what she likes. Get over yourself
@boredboard8508 Жыл бұрын
I am so happy you posted this, I was in the Instagram live where you talked about different books you owned and liked and I couldn't find a recording of it to rewatch. Thanks!
@oliviawren152 Жыл бұрын
you have a very advanced sense of the through lines that weave all these different artists together. Thank you for the recommendations meemaw ❤
@llamaswithhats69 3 ай бұрын
i want my house to look like yours one day😭😭😭 i love the decor
@hihello-7396 Жыл бұрын
literal unintentional asmr queen
@senajay. Жыл бұрын
Bless you for putting me on to Andrew Wyeth, I love his work. I can’t really put into words what his pieces make me feel, it’s magical.
@creepy5245 Жыл бұрын
Please continue these kinds of videos this was very comforting and I love the art
@arcanaandtheimaginarians Жыл бұрын
Mother's voice is so soothing 🥺💕✨ istg there's always an ominous ambience and I'm here for it.
@iris-cl5oj Жыл бұрын
literally jumped on outta fear of deletion so quickly!!
@luvmufvin5752 Жыл бұрын
I love this video so much, an artist talking about art in a different medium and seeing how that parallels her artistic expression is so cool!
@hillaryr2627 Жыл бұрын
Your Tumblr account is already so inspiring but hearing you talk so openly about your thoughts and what you love is such a gift. Thank you, Hayden 🖤
@zonk35 Жыл бұрын
All I want is for all my favorite artists to be this candid. I know I’m not entitled to it, but it is such a treat seeing into the raw inspirations behind the music. Love you, praise you, Ethel Cain
@malachismith6444 7 ай бұрын
I’ve genuinely never felt more connected to an artist in my life. Thank you for being you.
@majcia9636 Жыл бұрын
I could listen to you for hours its like finally someone with a ruminative mind I love you so so much
@maaniac Жыл бұрын
Perfect thing to end my day with. Feels good to see you after so long. Love you mother!
@mathisgrivacla Жыл бұрын
that was so interesting and so refreshing i appreciate so much the fact that you took your time to ho through those beautiful pieces. Thank uuu for smoothing out my day
@jewelhuxley6649 Жыл бұрын
I could seriously listen to you talk about your favourite art/artists all day long. Would adore seeing more vids like this ❤️
@naveah4799 Жыл бұрын
Ethel is the epitome of an angel on earth. Such a sweet soul
@Champagnecardcollects 7 ай бұрын
You’re an artist to the core ! I love it !
@therealestbitchalive 5 ай бұрын
I love listening to her talk while I’m drawing, she’s so inspiring, relaxing and informative, I just recently discovered her and I’m so glad I did, I’m trans too, and seeing her thrive helps me find comfort with being trans, I don’t know how to explain it, I see her as a role model, I hope I get to meet her one day.
@witchintherain Жыл бұрын
This video was so comforting but also so captivating. Really love the way you talk about different artists, excited to see part 2. I've never explored art before but now I'm definitely going to visit my local library and browse the art section! You've inspired me, thank you for your content 🫶
@camila-pl9bn Жыл бұрын
yay i love this. great replacement to the similar insta live u did that seems impossible to find now. thanks for giving us this little window into ur world❤❤
@sybilcyndis Жыл бұрын
Not you being a Mexican Coke fan, I always knew you were Latina 😍 you’re an honorary prima 🤭♥️
@jane6062 Жыл бұрын
I didn’t expect to enjoy this as much as I did! every artist astounded me when I looked them up. thank you so much for sharing
@leftoutside 11 ай бұрын
could listen to you speak for ages your voice is so nice and you’re genuinely so well spoken can’t wait for a part 2 🤍
@krudcobain Жыл бұрын
these are so cool, i love how you talk about these books it makes me want to get some of my own. i hope you do more like this!
@sarahcayron2227 11 ай бұрын
Love the painting of Andrew Wyeth, Christina's world on your wall. One of my favorite painting 🖤
@ponykris Жыл бұрын
thank you for this! i really loved your livestream where you discussed your art books so this is such a major blessing.
@d4mpire3598 Жыл бұрын
I haven’t posted a yt comment in years but just listening to you describe art you care about has inspired me so much and I’ve actually picked up my paint brush for the first time in a long time. You are truly such a gift to the earth. 💖💖💖
@grimtheghastly8878 Жыл бұрын
Listening to you and Ghost has given me the inspiration and the push I needed to start writing again
@underworldly Жыл бұрын
Yessss ! Write that book !!! Release your written world unto the earth for all to sink their teeth into ♥️
@chadwagoner7056 Жыл бұрын
Ghost?! I JUST explained why Ghost is the 2020 KISS. Pathetic.
@grimtheghastly8878 9 ай бұрын
@@chadwagoner7056 if you don't like the band or my comment you could have kept scrolling. It costs zero dollars and zero cents to mind your own damn business 🙄
@cannibalbunny 8 ай бұрын
Isn’t Ghost Satanic tho
@c0yluvr Жыл бұрын
ur collection is so good im so jealous 🙏
@supremeleaderdrpepper Ай бұрын
the way you articulate your thoughts is so perfect for my brain to understand.
@thunderwalk Жыл бұрын
this was so nice 🙂 very calming and super interesting. can’t wait for part 2!
@CharmCharmedone Жыл бұрын
You nailed pronunciation of Beksiński meemaw.
@tulsajesusfreak609 Жыл бұрын
I didn't know I needed a video of ethel showing us her art books
@byebyememeboy2912 5 ай бұрын
I love Scorn. That game just lives in my head at all times. It’s so surreal it’s like a playable nightmare.
@freelobotomykit 6 ай бұрын
Hayden im so glad you use such amazing words I can add it in my vocabulary😭 you’re amazing
@janerra_ava Жыл бұрын
Glad you're able to by art books for the artists you see on tumblr 😊. I love sharing that stuff, but don't have the money to buy art books or photography books so I try to collect/upload the ones I can find on my account.
@OutWithTheOdd Жыл бұрын
I strive to have a space like yours. Absolutely beautiful room and a great taste in art books.❤
@haveyouacceptedjesusasyour5696 Жыл бұрын
I love seeing the art that inspires you Hayden. Thank you ❤
@paulaalonso5573 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing with us your collection. This feels so special and intimate and I really truly appreciate you taking the time to do it. I struggle finding people around me who are willing to listen or speak about more “obscure” art or not as mainstream media because i come from a very small town in spain. love you 💚🤎
@ibisqo Жыл бұрын
that Beksiński box set oh my god i need it
@Anonymous-xl2mf Жыл бұрын
Very excited to watch this!!! 😊
@highatthebeach Жыл бұрын
your description of being in a place where everything is frightening, but nothing is out to get you, resonates with me deeply. there's a lot of emptiness in that.
@shaojunqingjiu Жыл бұрын
watching this while i crochet. love your voice so much and i cannot wait to see what you have in store for us xoxo
@alisonhall7362 Жыл бұрын
You would be perfect at voicing a relaxing podcast that goes into history, art, music, film, etc. I know I would love it and be an avid listener!
@tjlaxton5570 Жыл бұрын
I would kill for more videos like this! 🤍
@iswimmi8915 Жыл бұрын
Absolutely love Scorn and the way they handle body horror!! Super excited to see more of your art books, I love looking at peoples collections of inspo 💖
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