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Why I was in Hospital | Toxic Tears

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On Sunday we were livestreaming on Metal Ass Gaming and something went wrong and we had to phone an ambulance, just explaining what happened for everyone who was worried.
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@itisblackfriday 7 жыл бұрын

Oh I had the very thing happen to me last year, made a video about it called "I Had a Heart Attack?", and everyone being like, "it was probably a panic attack blah blah" OMG NO, that was so annoying. Like an epic, growing, crippling pain in the diaphragm that makes it hard to breathe. If it's any comfort, it never returned and seemed to be a once-off :)

@laysagnabuyy3449 7 жыл бұрын

hey!

@jessica9886 7 жыл бұрын

I had this as well. The NHS said to me when a doctor checked my chest that your breast bone can slightly come out of place like something very subtle that won't cause too much harm, like if you bend your wrist wrong or strain it too long and it gets cramp. So always sit up right. I've had it when I slouch for a long period of time. I think it might be due to leaving a bra on too long or something or simply just having it too tight around that top part of your rib cage. It HURTS like hell though it's like having leg cramp in your lungs and you have to take tiny little breaths because it hurts so so so much. It will pass though you just have to massage your chest and it'll go away with time, I've ended up crying with it so many times but you gotta make sure you breathe because I legit think you could probably pass out because you can't catch your breath. It properly winds you though and it's absolutely horrible. I'm not surprised Tears went to A&E because it literally hurts that bad. It's like someone punched you in the chest almost and makes you feel sick from the pain.

@kathorror7103 7 жыл бұрын

hey 💜💜💜 love your channel

@softsounds8087 7 жыл бұрын

My mom told me that to!

@gothikgurl0719 7 жыл бұрын

I had something similar happen to me a few years back. I couldn't breathe, my chest was on fire and really tight, and I felt sick to my stomach from the pain. I called an ambulance because it felt like I was having a heart attack. After being examined and tons of tests later, the doctors diagnosed me with a condition called costochondritis (spelling?). It's basically when the muscles of the chest wall get inflamed, causing the restricting feeling and extreme pain. They couldn't really tell me why it happened. I guess it's just a random thing that happens sometimes. They gave me muscle relaxants and painkillers, then sent me home. Pretty scary, but after a few days of rest, it went away.

@1015SaturdayNight 7 жыл бұрын

I wish we had a healthcare system like yours...that ER visit would cost thousands of dollars here...some people just chose not to go because it's so expensive. Also, after hours, you have one choice, hospital or nothing. WTF, America, you fail! Anyway, I'll stop ranting now and say once again I'm glad you're ok :)

@Mira_Blackthorn 7 жыл бұрын

Yep, I've had one ER visit that cost me almost 5 thousand dollars and it was just bloodwork and an ultrasound. After that I just accepted my fate and thought if I was gonna die so be it, I wasn't going to leave my husband with the bill.

@1015SaturdayNight 7 жыл бұрын

My decision is usually like, "is it serious and have I met my insurance deductible?" If one of those is no, no ER visit.

@sleepingstarsXI 7 жыл бұрын

I've had a problem with my arm where for reason really no reason at all becomes tight and painful to move also the chest muscles across my upper body like at the collar bone to my boob's becomes slightly tight and it constricts my breathing 10% at least but it happened for absolutely no reason at all but iT wasn't painful enough almost to the point where I have to call an ambulance or anything ant after like two hours or so it went completely away. I hope this help you a bit but yet again I have no answer as to what might have happened. I'm sorry..

@maybekrazi 7 жыл бұрын

and the cost of the ambulance alone is horrendous. I had a kidney stone a few years back and actually thought I was dying (because I didn't know at the time that it was a kidney stone). Security at my college called me an ambulance. I had insurance too, but the ambulance still cost me over $800.

@SacramentalSims 7 жыл бұрын

If the pain is in your left arm it could be a heart related issue, same with the chest pains. You may want to check your blood pressure and have your blood levels checked. I'm only speaking from my experiences though, it could be something else, but I wanted to comment because these are signs of heart attack or heart disease. So if this is related to that, it's better to catch it early.

@ToxicTears 7 жыл бұрын

For anyone who didn't see the livestream, you can watch it here: kzfaq.info/get/bejne/braboq1pntnbko0.html The issue starts at about 1 hr 51 mins

@autumnclockwork 7 жыл бұрын

I have had something very similar happen to me and it was gas! I know it doesn't sound painful, but it actually did cause the muscles around my lungs and my diaphragm to constrict and spasm, and it was the most painful experience of my life. Somehow the gas had gotten into my chest cavity, which was why it was so painful. I thought I was actually going to die. Just wanted to share a similar experience :) I love your videos.

@allynyx5427 7 жыл бұрын

Im glad your ok 👻

@oksanaburdette5193 7 жыл бұрын

hope everything gets better soon

@CATcatCATwoof 7 жыл бұрын

I would agree with gall bladder spasms. my first big attack sounds exactly like this, specially as the pain subsided after a while. I wonder if the docs found any stones in there?

@Applezys 7 жыл бұрын

i agree with the gall bladder... i was misdiagnosed for 6 months :\ and that was my exact pain!! did the check your liver enzyme count? if so and they were slightly elevated that is a sign of a gall bladder attack. i hope it was a one time thing... but the little spazzes you are still having i am a little worried it will happen again :(

@nikitasantamaria 7 жыл бұрын

i had no idea you were in the hospital oh my goodness, im so glad your ok!!

@Choccoco 7 жыл бұрын

14:19 that's a creepy glitch xD

@ToxicTears 7 жыл бұрын

+NeonRain Oh god I didn't even notice that!

@sandraromboutssr 7 жыл бұрын

that is indeed a greepy glitch

@brynjinx 7 жыл бұрын

Oh Gods I thought that was my internet connection. That was pretty creepy.

@Hailz12211 7 жыл бұрын

I had to go back cause i didnt see it 😂

@queennix2278 7 жыл бұрын

still didn't see it so what glitch?

@AmourAnnette 7 жыл бұрын

I'm just glad you're safe and sound! Love you! ❤ **hugs**

@TheBellaRogue 7 жыл бұрын

I'm so glad you're ok. That is terribly scary when that happens. I had the same thing happen to me, and they had no clue either. Take it easy, and I hope you continue to get better.

@t.t.4804 7 жыл бұрын

I'm glad you're doing better! Hopefully whatever happened doesn't happen again. I've had weird muscle spasms in my chest before just from moving in an awkward way. That was insanely painful, so I couldn't imagine how horrid your experience was. I loved hearing how concerned and supportive your fella was. You guys are such a wonderful couple. Sending love to you both!

@EllieJayden 7 жыл бұрын

Hope you're okay ❤️ sounds like a crazy night!! Xx

@steenenoir 7 жыл бұрын

This is going to sound weird, but it has happened to me and a few people i know... trapped gas, aka gastritis. It feels like you are going to die and hurts everytime you breathe etc and yes, enough to make you cry, go clammy and nauseous. It can cause excrutiating pain anywhere in your abdomen from your upper back, chest, to your groin, depending on where it is and what it's pressing against. If you think this might be it, try a hardcore anti gas pill, lots of h2o and some major stretching, yoga style, to get it moving to a less uncomfortable location. Hope all is well! xoxo

@katysutherland849 7 жыл бұрын

I was thinking the same thing 😂

@ELeeHamm 7 жыл бұрын

That's what I have. It doesn't happen as much anymore, but damn does it always feel like a heart attack.

@MarieWinton 7 жыл бұрын

I recently had very similar happen to me. I took exlax, drank a bunch of water, put a heating pad on the area and after a little bit it went away. Scary feeling for sure.

@PassionForOldFashion 7 жыл бұрын

I have these attacks frequently, it is hell! And I feel the gastritis every day. Controlling which foods I eat, anti acid pills, and no caffeine, alcohol and smokes helps a lot, but it still hurts baaaad some days!

@Prettybitch666 7 жыл бұрын

My Step-Dad went through this. He thought it was a heart attack every time cause the pain hurt so much. I know a lot of people will refuse to believe it just cause of the pain itself like how could it be trapped gas but, yeah. I agree it's a possibility.

@emilijaobradovic29 7 жыл бұрын

Your mega positive energy towards the situation is so freakin' amazing! Ly so much

@CanadaxIreland 7 жыл бұрын

I saw the stream and was very worried glad to see you're alive and well, take it easy and let's hope it never happens again ❤️❤️

@cathrenriddler45 7 жыл бұрын

I am so glad you got things checked out. Especially the gallbladder and appendix. I had that for two years and it sucked. Take care of yourself! We love you.

@leighcarver6826 7 жыл бұрын

my daughters appendix burst when she was just 4. scariest thing ever watching them wheel my little bitty girl down the hall on a full size stretcher. then I really lost it when I had to sign the paper saying I understood there was a chance she may not come out of the anesthesia because she was so little and they couldng be held accountable. scariest thing ever but she's 13 now and perfect. I'm glad we have you back in one piece as well, and party as ever 😘

@adrianmaxwell5857 7 жыл бұрын

Kaya, bby, please don't ever feel bad for calling an ambulance or going to the hospital. I had excruciating back pain a few weeks back and I ended up going to the hospital (I refused to call 911 just for the reason of feeling ridiculous) and they had to run tests on me and stuff, and it was only a pinched/pulled muscle. But the point being, like the cliche saying goes, it's better to be safe than sorry, especially when the issues are near your heart and lungs and you can't breathe. I'm glad you're doing okay and hope you're feeling better

@BloodyRoseKiller 7 жыл бұрын

Glad to hear the whole story, and that you are okay. Lots of hugs and streingth to you :) love you!!

@brynjinx 7 жыл бұрын

Sending lots of good thoughts that everything is good now and that things will stay a-OK. I'm sorry you went through something like that :( Lots of good vibes coming your way!

@roseakitohavok 7 жыл бұрын

Gallbladder problems can sometimes feel similar to heart attacks and it kinda sounds like maybe that's what you have, good luck girl

@fallendeadlove 7 жыл бұрын

Glad that you are better Kaya.

@mercifl1 7 жыл бұрын

So glad you've recovered! Sorry the mystery wasn't solved though -- thats so frustrating!! I had tons of censors attached to me (even on my scalp!) for a sleep study, and they said dish washing liquid is the best thing for detaching those thingies. I hope the final two finally come off with no problem.

@10minakopakkouzumaki 7 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry that happened, I'm glad you're doing better! I hope it was just a bad muscle cramp. My mom has had a muscle cramp in her diaphragm (breathing muscle under your ribs) before and it lasted hours. She had to go to the hospital, as well. *sends you health beams~* Stay in good health!

@mrsnewyork1000 7 жыл бұрын

I hope you're okay, beautiful! ❤

@taishaortega6652 7 жыл бұрын

Rubbing alcohol will get those off lovely ❤️ I had to wear a heart monitor for a couple of days and mine kept falling off 😂 I'm happy your ok ! Good vibes and gentle hugs sent your way ❤️👻

@diannajett 7 жыл бұрын

So glad you're ok! Love and hugs and positive energy ❤️

@Renae_Medeiros 7 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry that happened to you. glad you are ok and recovery well!

@buffybot 7 жыл бұрын

this sounds exactly like when I was going to the hospital a few years back, it was actually costal chondritis, i thought i was having a heart attack. We found my trigger was acid reflux causing it to get inflamed. maybe have them look at that. (if you have issues in the future) its not something that can be easily figured out through blood test or questions ^_^

@ShelbyGTMustang60 7 жыл бұрын

I just Googled this (I'm a bit obsessed with ailments and am looking for something to focus my dissertation on, so I look up anything I don't know). I just wanted to add that it's spelt 'Costochondritis' (I had to copy and paste it, because I can't spell), I'm only writing this so it's easier for other people to find :)

@ltplauren4138 7 жыл бұрын

costochondritis is what i was thinking too when she described her symptoms because those are the symptoms i have when it inflames

@lanebreakerRBH 7 жыл бұрын

thanks for this! I'll bring it up when I next go to my gp! I had the exact same experience twice before. only conclusion was "maybe a musculoskeletal issue"

@emeliatazman9993 7 жыл бұрын

Damn I was kinda hoping there was a reason because the same happens to me once in a while but I don't know what it is either. Hope you're feeling well and it doesn't happen again!

@tterbay 7 жыл бұрын

I'm glad you are ok now. I'm also glad that you took it seriously. You never know. Thanks for the update. Take care of yourself you are loved by many out here.

@EllayyTyler1331 7 жыл бұрын

Glad you are okay, and hope that you never have a painful incident like that again! Your story of what happened reminded me of the muscle spasms I get that make me pass out or become physically because they hurt so much. Last time I had an issue with my back and abdomen doing it's stupid uncontrollable spasm's I wound up being stuck on the floor for 6 or so hours and after someone managed to get me up I was barely able to move for almost a week (not even exaggerating) because it felt like every muscle in my back and abdomen had simultaneously torn themselves.

@latayaheroneme4960 7 жыл бұрын

That's so scary 😱. I'm glad you're okay!

@laureneliza9770 7 жыл бұрын

I'm no doctor but it sounds like Costochondritis (also know as tietze syndrome). how you explained the pain is exactly how it feels when my costochondritis flares up.

@ashleyxofashions 7 жыл бұрын

That's the name that I was trying to remember! Cause I've had those pains too and the doctors thought it might be that.

@UVStardust 7 жыл бұрын

I had this too for a year, and it happened again recently. Truly the worst.

@chiralityraven337 7 жыл бұрын

Yes I think so too.. I got diagnosed two years ago and it is extremely painful. An RA doctor can really help with this.

@lunarainbow4768 7 жыл бұрын

I'm glad you're doing okay. I hope you figure out what was wrong. I know what you mean about going to the ER I was just in there tonight due to a tooth problem. I'll keep you in my thoughts best wishes. Glad to hear you're ok. :-)

@paramorelove123 7 жыл бұрын

So glad you're ok kaya

@LokiStarOmen 7 жыл бұрын

I hope it's not Fibromyalgia. I have fibro and I have that kind of pain constantly and once it starts it continues to happen more and more often. If it is Fibro then it will take a very long time to diagnose because it is completely invisible to testing. You have to have tests done for everything that can possibly be wrong before they agree it is fibromyalgia. I hope you find out what it is though or that it never happens again

@bloodfan101 7 жыл бұрын

It took doctors testing me for 15 years before I was diagnosed and this was with many other medical problems being diagnosed I do get those pains and in the same area and have nearly passed out from Them so it could be that

@Synicizm 7 жыл бұрын

Ha! I think the rheumatologist got to tender point #3, then quit, because I was in tears and couldn't take the pain anymore, and he saw it and didn't want to be cruel. Now, 10 years later, I kind of want to die tonight and hope it's better tomorrow, despite the drugs I'm on. At least the muscle spasms are under control, but the pain is out of hand. My husband thinks he has the flu and thinks I'll get it too, but I have no way of knowing other than the congestion, lol. 23 years is a long time. I hope you have lots of "good days" ahead.

@ghost_nebula5822 7 жыл бұрын

It is also hard to diagnose when it seems to "spread". The pain started in my ankles and went up my body over time.

@lanebreakerRBH 7 жыл бұрын

I have fibro too :/ and I've had this twice before. sucks.

@LokiStarOmen 7 жыл бұрын

lanebreakerRBH Hope you find a way to cope with fibro that works for you, it's horrible to deal with when you have an active life

@TheDrakon 7 жыл бұрын

Seriously, if you're in pain, there's no need to keep random strangers on the internet updated. If there's anything to diagnose it's to understand that the internet doesn't take priority over your own health. Get your health sorted out first, then update people.

@ToxicTears 7 жыл бұрын

It was a welcome distraction from what was going on.

@TheDrakon 7 жыл бұрын

Fair enough, but from my perspective it sounds like your priorities aren't where they should to be. I get that your online community is very important to you, but they'll understand if you vanish without a trace and then resurface because of a medical emergency. As soon as I'm in any pain or discomfort I couldn't care less about what the online world thinks of me. Online popularity is the new addiction and it leads to many people being injured and sometimes dying.

@ToxicTears 7 жыл бұрын

TheDrakon Sorry, but your view of the situation is completely incorrect. It wasn't like "hold on don't treat me yet, I gotta tweet". It was a case of having to sit around for a long time waiting to be seen and not knowing what was wrong with me. Whether I was tweeting, talking to family or playing a game on my phone, it really wouldn't have mattered, it was any distraction while I was waiting around to be seen.

@TheDrakon 7 жыл бұрын

Oh okay thanks for clearing that up. There's a lot of people who are that way and it's a big problem in today's society. I've met people who put their health in jeopardy over frivolous things like worrying about getting fired if they take time off to get looked after. The last thing I'd want is for you, or anyone's health to not be a personal priority.

@OurWorldAhead 7 жыл бұрын

Perhaps your priority should be to sort out your own priorities first before you try to "fix" other people and make snap judgements about them. She also did mention in the video that she had to sit and wait

@viviblanc2444 7 жыл бұрын

I'm glad you are ok. My husband and I weren't able to tune into the live stream so when I saw the posts on Twitter and Facebook we were really shocked and freaked out a bit. Just take it easy. ❤️

@Bobbiii0.2 7 жыл бұрын

Im sorry you had to deal wih that! Sounds terrifying to be honest! Im glad you're home and doing better. And poor Jake! Bless him I can just imagine he was in a right state.I hope you're both doing well now, and Im glad your Hospital was thorough. P.S - The corner behind you is looking amazing :)

@dinnikeato 7 жыл бұрын

I was in hospital (the royal) too on Sunday... I had chest pains too, but I got a diagnosis of gallstones, I've to wait for a surgery date :( Hope you feel better soon!

@ToxicTears 7 жыл бұрын

+dinnikeato HA that's where I was! Can you imagine if we ran into each other 😂 So sorry about that though, hope you feel better soon and get through it all!

@EmAmortentia 7 жыл бұрын

Good luck darling, sending hugs and magic x

@dinnikeato 7 жыл бұрын

Ah it's like ships in the night! The reason they brought you to such a far hospital was in case you needed surgical help, some hospitals don't have enough surgeons or anaesthetists but the royal has them 24/7! Hope you are feeling better

@andysworld2370 7 жыл бұрын

I'm so glad your okay

@AzureHart 7 жыл бұрын

That must have been very scary for both of you. I hope you continue to improve in health. Thank you for letting us know how you're doing!

@jemdemonbelle2097 7 жыл бұрын

I hope you feel better. And hopefully it never happens again. I love seeing your videos. You're like a goth queen!

@camxx2973 7 жыл бұрын

Please get better soon!

@zoeyrinatashi 7 жыл бұрын

I literally had the exact same problem a couple weeks back and I went to the hospital and they couldn't find anything and I had tests done even after that and I still have no idea what happened to me it's kind of crazy

@helanaclonch8319 7 жыл бұрын

Kaya, i'm so happy youre okay. it made my day seeing youre able to laugh and make jokes again. i look up to you so much and j absolutely adore you! feel better soon 💞

@Nekogal18 7 жыл бұрын

I really hope your ok now! I didn't see the live stream till today because I didn't watch this video till today. I was hell of busy on the 21. I am glad your ok I'll keep you in my thoughts

@seltzer9541 7 жыл бұрын

Ambulances are stupid cause they cost a whole lot of money and idc if my guts are falling out of my stomach I'll get myself there

@ToxicTears 7 жыл бұрын

+Phanime I live in the U.K. Free healthcare

@kraze4kaos 7 жыл бұрын

count me in!

@sunium 7 жыл бұрын

I'm jealous of that aspect of the UK. ;-;

@ViolentAurora 7 жыл бұрын

Cosmos I hate America.... I live here and I still feel like I wouldn't care if the entire country went up in flames and we all died.

@SilhouettesFade 7 жыл бұрын

But small tax is a lot better than $2000 a year for insurance which is a round about rate for American insurance.

@angussneef 7 жыл бұрын

I can't stand the "internet doctors." I hope you're feeling better!

@LilithLovedrop 7 жыл бұрын

Happy to see you're fine :) I had a similar problem a few years ago, I never knew what the problem was but it was so painful my tears were falling, I guess sometimes our body does weird things!

@deedeeblackwater8354 7 жыл бұрын

Glad to heat your feeling better. Hope everything works out ok. I have asthma and I know how scary the whole not being able to breathe thing is. I'm sure not actually knowing what happened is nerve wreaking as well, so I'm sending good vibes out into the universe for you!!!! (Also to Jake too!)

@randaboo37725 7 жыл бұрын

i LOVE that top! shirt?/dress?

@ToxicTears 7 жыл бұрын

Its a top! It'll be in an upcoming haul!^_^

@papablesss4341 7 жыл бұрын

You look beautiful in this video

@sylvia7777 7 жыл бұрын

So glad that you are now okay, I know how it feels to be in so much worlds of pain completely different reason but can relate with the scaryness now live with pain that can bed bond me at times every so often, hopefully and fingers crossed it won't happen again and it'll be one of life's mysteries. Wishing all the best

@505Vegeta 7 жыл бұрын

I am happy that you were ok! I am happy that you tried to keep calm and give the right info. I am a nursing student so I was reading the comments that night and I am happy that you didn't listen to them. I know that they were trying to help but if you are not a professional health provider then please don't diagnose anything. I am glad you are better now! Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you and Jake!

@AmourAnnette 7 жыл бұрын

14:19 scared the shit out of me o_o;

@poi8ongirl 7 жыл бұрын

I've never clicked a notification so fast

@ShowMeLoveFilms 7 жыл бұрын

I've actually had pain (not to that level, of course) in the ribcage region before. It's never been that serious, though; so hopefully it's just a one-time thing. Glad you're better (well, mostly), and let's hope this event doesn't repeat itself.

@midnight5778 7 жыл бұрын

It's so adorable how much jake cares about you. I'm just glad you're safe! Much love💞

@lunartesmisticas Жыл бұрын

We now can see Jake's true colours...

@jetta.silence6356 7 жыл бұрын

Woulda been horrid if you had gone and once they got you relaxed...you farted and that's all it was ...gas. Sorry had to. Hopefully if you read this you laughed. Glad your ok tho missus💕🍀

@junglepitts 7 жыл бұрын

Hahahah!!

@Synicizm 7 жыл бұрын

Haha, after my daughter was surgically removed from me =P, I had a pretty bad pain in my shoulder. The nurses told me to walk. I didn't believe them at first, but a few belches later, the pain was all gone! =P

@AshsModeratelyInterestingLife 7 жыл бұрын

why were people saying that it was an asthma attack that's not even an asthma attack you literally can't breathe with one what the hell

@micdropmags 7 жыл бұрын

Ash's Moderately Interesting Life literally why would people say it's an asthma attack?? And oh yes she's totally pregnant 😂

@AshsModeratelyInterestingLife 7 жыл бұрын

ikr look at that pregnancy totally pregnant 1000%

@micdropmags 7 жыл бұрын

Ash's Moderately Interesting Life yup definitely and totally a panic attack too 👌🏻

@paigeherrmann1551 7 жыл бұрын

I hope everything works out ok for you. I'm glad you're alright and I hope your fans are supportive and respectful!

@jenniferstone2567 7 жыл бұрын

Glad to hear you're recovering, I hope whatever it was doesn't come back. Feel better soon x

@lillyfontaine8776 7 жыл бұрын

I just got out of the hospital I had meningitis

@thatsteampunkguy6528 7 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry. get well soon.

@AlishaCarte 7 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry lilly but I'm glad you're out of the hospital, lots of rest in your future. Dark cuddles and furry bat kisses!

@mirandabarrett8987 7 жыл бұрын

Shit, glad you're ok!

@curtwall7089 7 жыл бұрын

do you wear corsets? might be that sounds bad hope your ok now well better anyways :)

@LadyAhro 7 жыл бұрын

I personally wouldn't consider this likely however there's been a trend of goth KZfaqrs receiving fashion corsets (aka the Lucy's corsetry do not buy list contenders) so the potential for injury through cheap corsets (and not quality corsets, that's less usual) is a bit higher. But I don't believe she's a big corset wearer honestly.

@BVBfanEllena666 7 жыл бұрын

Corsets never do that as they don't restrict your chest, only your waist as they are designed differently now than they were when they were in fashion many years ago :) I've worn corsets for years and nothing like that has happened because it only moves your free ribs that aren't attached to your rib cage :)

@sunflowermonroe666 7 жыл бұрын

yep, this can also cause trapped wind!

@jebbiew97 7 жыл бұрын

Glad to see you're much better since that, I hope you stay well! Look after yourself.

@brennaann6822 7 жыл бұрын

aw! im so glad you and Jake are okay! Ill be sending positive thoughts and vibes your way

@SpookySnarf 7 жыл бұрын

it's a guess...but it seems like acid reflux.

@Tobias.Sterling 7 жыл бұрын

i've had issues with acid reflux before and it's nothing like what she described.

@SpookySnarf 7 жыл бұрын

I have acid reflux and what she was describing is exactly what she is talking about. Also, you can't tell if you are having a heart attack or acid reflux.

@Tobias.Sterling 7 жыл бұрын

Chaotic Jes if it was acid reflux the doctors would have been able to tell her that. They're as clueless as the rest of us.

@SpookySnarf 7 жыл бұрын

Why do you think they ask questions? my dad and I have acid reflux. when I had my first experience with acid reflux I had no idea what it was and neither did the doctor until my dad said something. then the doc was, "oh, ya. that can be a possibility." a doc has to get as much info as possible and then analyse on the possible diagnosis.

@Tobias.Sterling 7 жыл бұрын

but i guarantee you this is not acid reflux. there nothing about what she describes that sounds similar to it

@kytsprite 7 жыл бұрын

So glad you are doing well and that you're home so quickly. Love you much!!! 💋🏩💞

@adeleprior4451 7 жыл бұрын

Hey, I am really glad that you are now feeling a lot better and that it was nothing serious. I know that it sucks not knowing what caused it but from my experience with medical issues, quite often if the tests show nothing and you don't find out what it is, then most of the time it's nothing too serious as that would normally show on the tests. Also hearing you say that it was really weird for you to phone the ambulance just sounded strange to me, not in a mean way, it's just i have had to phone it many times now for different medical reasons (my mums epileptic and my sisters allergic to a lot of things) so it's just so normal to me and I never really thought of it being a strange experience for someone else. Any way I'm really glad that you are mainly ok and also that Jake was so supportive. I love you to and all of your videos xx

@giovi9992 7 жыл бұрын

Glad you're all better! Sorry you had such a bad experience! I have felt like I couldn't breathe but never with the pain you felt. I got X-rays and saw 3 doctors and they just said it was stress. It's been years and years since and never felt that again, so who knows. Hope it never comes back!

@MidnightJazz_ 7 жыл бұрын

I'm glad you're alive & ok! But hope that they find out what's wrong and it's not a serious health issue.

@shinobusora 7 жыл бұрын

Thank goodness you're alright and feeling better. Fingers crossed that it never happens again because that whole ordeal sounds terrifying. Glad you're okay!

@marcd1061 7 жыл бұрын

I'm just glad you're okay. So glad it's not your heart doing anything weird. Hope you stay healthy and happy. :)

@xMarsRabbit 7 жыл бұрын

I'm so happy to hear that you are alright though, scary that they didn't find what the problem was. Take care Kaya, love you xx.

@msgaripoli 6 жыл бұрын

Oh, wow. I know this is about a year+ old, but I'm so sorry to hear that happened and I really hope that you're doing well and know now what it was or could have been? I suffer from a lot of mental illnesses, anxiety and panic disorders to name a few, and it's really frustrating when something happens to you, and you know it's not your anxiety, but others keep saying it is. It's frustrating! I completely understand. Everyone knows their own body better than anyone. I'm glad you were okay and hope you're doing better! ❤❤

@cynthiashipley9486 7 жыл бұрын

I hope you get to feeling better. Take care of yourself and listen to your doctors. You are one of the loveliest people I have had the joy of finding on the internet and I would be crushed if something happened to you. Take care of yourself.

@BinkyDaKitty 7 жыл бұрын

I'm so glad you're feeling better and that Jake is feeling calmer as well :3

@copsareapublichealthcrisis8786 7 жыл бұрын

holy freaking crap woman all of those terrifying experiences just to not find out what happened?! when I went to the emergency room I thought the same! "please don't let it be serious but please don't let it be a waste of time!!" lol. glad you're ok! hope it doesn't happen again and sorry u had to go through all that.

@HaileyxHurricane 7 жыл бұрын

I am so glad you are okay!! i was so worried when i heard! i hope it never happens again.

@coraline171 7 жыл бұрын

I'm happy you're okay! By the way you and your room looks stunning. I love your makeup and your chocker

@alannapreylo8452 7 жыл бұрын

oh my goodness. I had no idea any of this happened. (I haven't been connected lately.)I almost cried watching this. I'm glad your ok. You are one of my biggest Goth role models. I hope you find out what it is, though, so u can stop it if it ever comes again. But as a whole this scares me (even though it probably scares you more) because a singer I love also has a strange illness that makes her sick all the time. Ugh I just want all the people I love to be happy and NOT SICK. I hope you keep feelin better. Love you!!!

@Emma92Speaks 7 жыл бұрын

Hi Kaya, really glad you are OK, you should treat yourself to feel better :). Also bless Jake for being so worried, so sweet. hope you both feel all better soon. xoxo

@blackened_unicorn 7 жыл бұрын

Poor thing. I had something similar turned out to be my galbladder. Horrific pain, it sounded a lot like it but ur doc would have seen it on ur ultra soundo so ur safe :) . Sounds so scary. Glad you are well now and hopefully it doesn't happend again. Sending u love. Xx

@dimitriscloset7730 7 жыл бұрын

I'm glad you're okay!!! I've had the same thing happen to me 3 times! And no one knows what happened. Bizarre. Hope you feel 100% better soon.

@MysticSilvermoon 7 жыл бұрын

I'm glad to hear you are doing better, and I hope that whatever it was doesn't come back.

@kimmccallum5697 7 жыл бұрын

I'm so glad you're feeling better Kaya!! I'm gutted no one could tell you what was wrong with you! The same thing happened to me earlier in the year but it was in my lower abdomen and no one could find out what was wrong with me and I was sent away from the hospital a few times before it was finally discovered I had, had a cyst on my ovary and it had burst. It's horrible when they can't find out what's wrong and everyone jumps to assume that you're pregnant or it's just something simple. Also, be careful with the stickers huni they're really painful to get off use loads of moisturiser xxxxxxxxx

@KriminalPsychie 7 жыл бұрын

Glad you're doing better. Please stick around. I need the smiles and laughs.

@Emicatmon 7 жыл бұрын

Hey! Been a follower for a while now. I just wanted to say you're not alone! I actually have a very similar condition. I've had it since I was around 15-16 and it flairs up every now and then. I've been into hospital a couple of times for it, and no one knows whats wrong either. My chest hurts, I can hardly breathe, and it can wear off between 5 minutes to a few hours. I'm glad you're feeling better and I hope you get some answers soon. Take care!

@OptimisticPessimist5 7 жыл бұрын

Glad you're OK that sounds scary!! I had to go to hospital a fee months ago for chest pain and I wasnt doing much same as you, I was just chilling on the sofa eating my dinner when it hit me really bad! went to sit on my bed and it got really sore like crushing my lungs 😞 out of hours told me to come into hospital too, although I had my dad there to leave me in. I think chest pain can be something to do with the heart so it's not to be brushed aside!! sounds like Jake was so worried aww bless him :)

@AshIsAWolf 7 жыл бұрын

I'm glad you're okay! also i just about died laughing when you were like "ya know what would be fun!?". in my medical school we always had a joke about how situations like this were diagnosed as 'bawnos' which stands for "bodies are weird not other wise specified"

@xIvyMoonx 7 жыл бұрын

I'm so glad you're okay! I'm sure that was terrifying. :c Tons of love from over here in the US!

@KMarien 7 жыл бұрын

Oh man, that sounds so scary. I'm glad you're feeling better now though and I hope you continue to feel so

@officialfox0079 7 жыл бұрын

Omg Im glad your doing well!! Keep us updates and im sending all my love!

@strawberrireli 7 жыл бұрын

I'm glad you're better and I hope that it never comes back. Bless you beautiful.

@mangametz4964 7 жыл бұрын

Glad to hear you are doing better! Kaya I actually had the same think happend to me. I never found out what it was either but I also didnt go to the hospital. As you were describing it thought I did remeber it happening to me as well. All I did though was take pain killers and fell asleep and when I woke up it had gone down but I still did felt a bit sick afterwards as well. Human bodies are weird xD I definetly agree with what you said at the end xDD. Thank you for keeping us all updated! ^^

@errorcode-qx2jv 7 жыл бұрын

I'm so glad you're okay :) I hope they find what it is

@JessyGroen 7 жыл бұрын

Wow that sounds horrible Im sorry you had to go trough all that , and that they didnt even find out what it was thats awful I hope you never have to go trough that ordeal again.Hope you feel better now :).

@daniellelucas9116 7 жыл бұрын

How scary!! I certainly hope you feel better very soon and that NEVER happens again!! (hugs)

@velvetvampirism 7 жыл бұрын

I'm so glad you're doing okay now! Hopefully it wasn't serious and doesn't cause you problems in the future. c:

@deaddayfly 7 жыл бұрын

Poor Kaya :( Sorry you had to go through that..but glad to see you're ok! Seems like one of those weird freak things that just randomly happen and no one ever figures out how or why. Btw I love your look here :D Very Morticia-y.

@kochanadee2963 7 жыл бұрын

so glad you're okay, just make sure you look after yourself :) also Jake is an absolute keeper

@ashleyxofashions 7 жыл бұрын

I'm hoping this doesn't happen to you again. We love you Kaya! And bless Jake for worrying that much. I have some crazy health problems already, and I have what sounds like the same thing happen to me pretty regularly. And the doctors just don't know what to do for me either. It is scary and it does just kinda spread from my core all the way around and makes it difficult to breathe. Oh the joys of my body just trying to attack me for no reason...