This sermon is for every person that has been used, talked about, deceived, lied to, or rejected, and you're trying to figure out why God would allow you to experience this pain. God is saying that every time you were crying, He was trusting you with those tears because those tears are going to produce glory, but it can only come through a womb that He can trust.
God is looking to see how you respond when you’re experiencing affliction. Yahweh knew that Jesus was the only person who could handle Judas properly. Jesus understood his assignment, and He knew that Judas’ betrayal was the only way He would get to the cross. Jesus called him a friend even though he knew Judas would betray him. God is not surrounding you with people who you like, but he’s surrounding you with people who are going to try and test your patience because that’s where He will get the glory from your life. When was the last time you were thankful for the person who gets on your nerves but makes you watch and pray?
Sometimes we get discouraged with our past because we don't know the details of our tomorrow. The word of God tells us to stand still and see the salvation of the Lord by letting our enemies do whatever they came to do. One day you'll see why God allowed you to experience those struggles because He was preparing to birth something out of you that the world will not be able to forget.
Remember, the key to unlocking your next dimension will solely depend upon how well you respond to your scheduled struggles. Know that God gives His biggest battles to His best soldiers, so you wouldn't be going through what you're going through if God couldn't trust you with your troubles.