Amelia’s disciples in the First Heaven secretly created doppelgängers to pray as Buddhist monks and nuns. They always knew Amelia was God and they always believed in Buddhism. They just couldn’t connect the dots.
I was ok with this Gautami until she created the nuclear weapons and destroyed Hiroshima and Nagasaki. I even watched a documentary about that where clothes get burned into the human skin. Nuclear weapons were strong enough to only destroy this planet. But it existed in the First Heaven and it could destroy the First Heaven too. I cared about that. I always talk to Mayadevi in my sleep and forget about what we said. But I do follow what she said in the end. I hospitalized myself as she said. She told me to wake up fully today and I did. I did whatever she told me in my sleep both in MDU and in ward 33B. I don’t know what I am doing. I just sleep and everything I do turns out right. Mayadevi also doesn’t always know what she is telling me but it always turn out right in the end. We just cannot stop being God.