I know it's been a long time since your world has felt right. But please, for the love of God.. Don't give up.. It breaks my heart knowing that there are people I don't even know giving up.. I don't know who you are, but my heart is out to you. I love you so much..

You know when you relate to one of the tiktoks when you start tearing up. Your body speaks for you.

y'know these people have courage to vent through their art. Even I'm trying to learn how to communicate through venting and stuff, but I'm starting to feel like I have to start it again because sometimes I feel like what I say will either get me a lecture, or yelling.

When you're a therapist friend, you have nobody to vent to. You're terrified of venting because you're used to listening. You're scared that if you vent, they won't pay attention, they won't wanna be your friends, ect. I have a lot of respect for you guys who can put it out there, unlike me.

The depersonalization one hit hard. I’ve suffered from derealization since I turned 11 . I’m currently 13 and because of that no one takes me seriously, even with a diagnosis. I was diagnosed with g.a.d in 5th grade, I started taking medication for it and ever since I’ve had derealization issues, even if I’m off the meds. Older folks tell me it’s “just because I’m a teenager “ and it’s caused from insecurity but to be honest, I’m not very insecure about most things , of course I still get very insecure but not all the time. My derealization sucks and I don’t want it. I don’t understand why people think it must be cool or fun. I spent twenty minutes sobbing my eyes out last night before passing out because I didn’t recognize my reflection or my father , someone who I spent my whole life thus far with, for the whole day. I don’t know how I can get out of this

After watching a long video of vents you look in the comments, wondering what you’ll find next. Until you see one comment in particular that seems nearly relatable to you, you simply scroll further to see the rest of it. “I hope you are doing well, have a nice day.” You appreciate the comment and scroll further, “Are you okay? I know things have been tough.” This statement makes you feel warm inside. You scroll further to see this one particular statement: I hope you are okay. Things haven’t been the best in life.. hatred, everywhere. No matter what I hope you are okay, I am here, I am listening, to you, YOU. I do not care who you are, I know how it feels to be complimented but feel nothing inside. This is that relatable comment showing you half of your life, you are very pretty I don’t know how but I know it. You are there looking at this screen searching for something. I do not know what, I do not know why, but please, PLEASE stay safe! Don’t give up, I am here, I am listening, to you, YOU. Remember it. Remember it forever. “I am here, I am listening, to you, YOU.” This is not a joke. This is not a trick. I love you, stay safe. I hope everything is well.. You pay no mind to this comment because it does not make you feel anything you scroll to the next comment seeing what awaits you next. But the main question is: “Are you okay?”

What really gets to me is knowing that this art is posted by a bunch of kids who are suffering mentally and sometimes physically. I could tell you the typical "it gets better" but that's never enough, and I'll admit that even though my life is better I'd still be cool with slipping into the void. The best I can say is that I have a cat and a boyfriend who I care for a lot. While you may think you won't get better or life won't improve, trust me, once you leave your parents house it becomes a lot easier to live day to day.

Can we just pause a moment to appreciate how amazing these animations are? Like literally that's like, the smoothest animatic I've ever seen

A lot of these are very relatable- *except* the ED ones, I will not lie about that kinda thing. It’s a very serious thing as you know. I also am genuinely surprised by how much talent these people have like OMG GIVE ME UR ART TALENTS PLSSSS

these people are strong. ik they can get through it and u can too. ive been there. maybe not as bad. but if you persist i promise things get better. hang on.

the real personality one scared the shit out of me i was like “HOW DOES IT KNOW” imma vent a little because i want to im the type of person who gets like really REALLY invested in a tv show, movie, video game, etc, and i have almost shaped my personality around them because i admire them and love them so much? i also dissociate which is a whole other issue, but anyways, my mom brought this up as: “are you really who you think you are or are you just doing it because others are or you like that thing?” (not exact but i tried to remember her exact words) and ive been dealing with identity for a while, so this broke me for a while. still kinda am but it’s all good im uh fine(???). ok you probably didn’t read this but thanks for listening to my problems I created inside my head lol edit: soooo it got worse i dissociate constantly, im more pessimistic than ive ever been, and i have literally no idea who the hell i am anymore yayyyyyy

The one where the friend told them to stop talking hit me like a punch in the stomach and I remembered a time that I was talking about this book I was writing (because I'm weird like that, I like writing) and they told me that I talked too much. That I shouldn't talk about my book as much, that it made me unlikable. That liking writing was weird. They said that they were saying that as a friend, just letting me know. I thought it was normal for them to say that, and didn't talk about my book to anyone but my best friend and sister. One day my cousin learned that I was writing a book. They asked me what it was about. They were interested. I got excited, but then remembered what my friend had said and told them that it wasn't that interesting or important, that I didn't want to bore them. I thought that my friend telling me that was them helping me. Until I saw this video. And now I'm crying for like the 5th time today.

There's nothing wrong with your eyes. There's nothing wrong with your nose There's nothing wrong with your height There's nothing wrong with your skin There's nothing wrong with your mouth There's nothing wrong with your hair There's nothing wrong with your face There's nothing wrong with your body There's nothing wrong with your hands There's nothing wrong with your fingers There's nothing wrong with your teeth There's nothing wrong with YOU you are perfect. I am so proud of you:) You made it to this far. You are amazing:) Don't give up. NEVER GIVE UP you're pretty You're precious Don't need to be insecure abt your face. You are so beautiful

1:48 okay but this is so beautiful and true af-😭🤌

The fact that I can relate to this edit 4:03-4:18 the most is actually scary. I’m not trying to say that other people don’t go through this more severely but these artists are actually on point with some things

6:59 - aki_the_potato is my daughter and that's her video that went viral (1.4M views) Congrats, Ale!!! 👏 Love you! 🥰

I wish I could hug everyone in these videos and help them

It's kinda hard for me to not cry at home infront of my family. But since school is starting soon, I can cry there. Without anyone *DUCKING JUDGING ME OR LAUGHING AT ME WHEN IM LITERALLY CRYING*

These comps are always a stress reliever to watch. Amazing comp!

3:42 when you realize that someone put someone playing fnaf over music, i think it's markiplier??

7:57 My mother does this all time and gets mad at me for it, literally one week I told my dad we hardly had any food in the house and she got mad at me and said it wasn't true cause we had leftovers and instant Ramen (I had been having Ramen for breakfast 3 days straight)

Every time I watched a compilation like this, I can’t help but feel horrible inside, I see so many people, humans just like us, being misunderstood, some have the courage to vent, but there are many out there who are hurt in the inside, only choice for them to bottle up their emotions as their feelings slowly hurt them more and more. Please, whoever you are out there, whatever it is that is troubling you, don’t give up. I might not know you, but I care so much for you, and remember that you matter❤

My cousin scared the shit out of me one time because it was 2 in the morning and she said. “See you in another life” she was messing with me but it scared me and it gave her a laugh because I called her like 7 times and sent 20 messages.

9:50 not the Sayo-nara music..oh no…it’s all coming back to me……..SAYORIIIII

Ima vent a bit I’ll delete it if this isn’t okay 😊 So basically I was telling my partner about my trauma ( abusive dad) and telling her all my worried and my few suicide attempts ( I used to and still sometimes do think I was never skinny enough ) she straight up said no you didn’t

Vent warning: 9:43 i can really relate too. Everyone finds me annoying for some reason and they all treat me different (eg. If someone did something slightly annoying it's fine but if I do they get incredibly annoyed and start using threats and taking advantage of me). I can just be talking about what makes me happy and people find everyway to tell me that the things that make me happy are stupid and I'm just annoying. I'm really sensitive but after being bullied at primary school I learnt how to hide my emotions so people don't realise and think they can say anything to me but I go home and cry all night and wonder what's so terrible about me because I've tried completely changing personality's, voices, styles but it never changes how people treat me. No one ever stands up for me, not even the 2 people that actually care. I told one person but they won't stand up for me because they're more scared of losing their toxic friend than me just like everyone else. If I were to stop talking or disappear I know that only 2 people would care but even they wouldn't care enough to try and actually help even though I tried my best to help them.

vent i keep feeling like all of my friends hate me. I keep getting removed and then added back into friend groups and i don't know if they say shit behind my back. On calls, they'll suddenly all leave at the same time to call somewhere else and i always have a feeling it's about me. I'm sorry, that sounds narcissistic. I sound so full of myself. I'm sorry.

I would love to vent trough something other than words like art but I’m not good at drawing so when I try I get frustrated which leads to bad mental health mode. 🙃 I’m just content watching these because at least someone who might feel like me has a way of getting it out instead of bottling in up inside fearing if they open up people will never understand and call them dramatic. 👍

Kind of a vents I have this friend and Im diagnosed with Autism and at school teachers told me I had social anxiety / social fear of failure. So Im mostly scared to ask people things and that friend of mine also said she had social anxiety (she may have but not sure) so she was saying jokes which were kinda mean like ´lol ofcourse I dare to ask the teacher a question Im not a coward´ like Im scared to ask the teacher, when I told her I didnt like it she told me I shouldnt overthink the joke and that Im not the only person who overthings so Im not special I dont want to be special, I just wanted to let her know I didnt like that joke I feel like Im overreacting but who know. I once vented to my friends about intrusive thoughts (which gives you out of no where unpleasent thoughts) and I asked them not to tell the teachers, this friend of mine did tell the teachers so the teachers ended up talking with me, I told her that I didnt like that she did it and that she kind of stabbed me in the back, this escalated quickly were she ended up calling me ´ toxic´ and that I was trying to manipulate her to feel bad since she did it for me to help me. Was I the bad guy to tell her I didnt like it and to call her a back stabber?

id just like to share a milestone ive just hit. i havent bit my nails, or bit my lip on purpose, or anything like this for a total of 3 weeks. ive never felt prouder of myself. after 9 attempts of trying to quit, IVE DONE IT. im on the rise, baby!

vent yey so yesterday i had one of the worst panic attacks ive ever had. my mum came in and asked who i was texting so i said my friend and she said "can i see?" we were just writing a story so i said sure then she asked to see my photos. nothing bad but that was a little iffy so i said ...sure she noticed i was getting nervous and she was like "do you have anything to hide? because everytime i get near your phone you act all scared." i dont have anything bad i just like privacy. at this point i was almost throwing up, like dry heaving and i was visibly shaking really bad. my physical symptoms have been getting a lot worse recently and i hate it. we then did a back and forth of "if you dont have anything bad, then let me see your phone." "no" for a really long time. then that turned into her asking if id ever tried drugs or alcohol, if id ever had sex, if id ever seen innapropriate photos or parts, etc. she then had the audacity to say "i wont ever look through your phone unless i think youre unsafe" when she literally just looked through my phone for no reason??? why would i be unsafe? she fucking read the conversation me and my friend had and there was nothing bad or unsafe. anyways she almost made me out myself and caused me to have a bad panic attack and now im getting put on meds for anxiety yay ✌️

5:39 I relate to this so much this one day my math teacher was getting mad that I missed a couple days due to family problems,he had to teach me the stuff I missed and I didn’t under stand I kept telling my self don’t cry in front of everyone people with bad anxiety start to cry even when we try not to so I ran out the class room having an anxiety attack outside the door

“I stay awake at night because I don’t even know what my favorite color is and I’m afraid I don’t have a personality” I- this hit me with a bus called realization… Kinda made me see I’m a people pleasure who changes myself for people, I literally was saying pastel yellow was my favorite color and the moment someone saw the color aquamarine and said “hey that’s your favorite color!” It changed so fast. I gotta work on that.

Thinking about how theres literally no reciprocity between me and my parents. Like I’m supposed to be super nice to them and not upset them or disagree with them in anyway, but i shouldn’t expect the same from them. For example, when I’m feeling sad or angry and im in need of the slightest form of consolation or affection and empathy, they tell me to “grow up” and “solve my own problems” and that im a “crybaby” and that they did not raise a “softie” and often threaten to beat or abandon me if im upset in anyway around them, even if in most cases they are the reason im upset because they insult and make fun and bully me everyday and they tell me to stop being a drag when they constantly feed off my energy and love and make me feel like garbage. But when they suffer im supposed to empathize with them and understand them. And you know what? I do. Because I’m afraid of what will happen if i don’t . I swallow all my pain and listen to theirs instead. And when they go to sleep, i start crying my eyes out before i go to sleep and wake up in the morning with splitting migraines and feeling unrested because i go to sleep at ungodly hours. Why? Because even though i know they are being toxic to me i still need them. I’m only 15 . I can’t live on my own. I’m dependent of them . I need to put up with this and hope that eventually things will turn out but idk… it just feels so sad because I can’t even remember the last time I was hugged or gently touched by my parents, and j miss it so much that I actually fantasize about finding a gf kr bf and just allowing them to touch me but it never happens and i end up feeling depressed because i want things I can’t have … anyways thats my story. Anyone else wanna share?

3:04 or “now why do you feel like this” like idk your the professional here, and I can’t figure that out I have ADD 😀

I'm the therapist friend and I just comforted a friend, I didn't mind it but it made me really annoyed when she wouldn't stop crying even when I comforted her to the maximum amount. It's hard as I can't just "vent to another person" because I'm so used to listening and comforting. I have no where else to turn to

school camp. I'm remembering it now. 3 days without my family or people who knew how to support me. Crying in the middle of the night, and only getting 2 hours of sleep. No one cared about my mental heath. I had to deal with torture. This is not me being overdramatic. And now, I have to deal with... ✨trauma and ptsd✨

i’m in a dark pattern where i’m actually forcing myself to get worse and worse because i feel like i deserve it.

Im honestly so proud of all these ppl and all those in the comments, it takes a lot to talk about these things. please reach out if you need help! everyone wants to help you, you are not alone. I want you to know that. love you all and stay safe please.

A quote I will remember forever is "it's all going to be okay in the end and if it isn't okay right now, then it isn't the end"

Vent: I've relapsed all month. basically I didn't stop harming myself everyday. I did it until my hip was pouring blood and i feel dizzy. I hope I make a good friend since I moved into canada just two months ago. I feel overwhelmed and I want to kms. I get random bursts of energy that run out as soon as mom tells me to stop acting like a kid. I wish I was never born. I want to open open up, but I am scared that my parents will react. My life is a mess and I want to od whenever I take any type of pill.

9:40 i thought this one would go into their head and be like "OMG AM I BEING SELF CENTERED I BET THEY TIRED OF ME HHHHHHH"

I know you've been feeling down so I just want to say whoever you are i'm proud of you

I know that these people are going through hard time but I’m glad they made videos about it. It makes me feel less alone

tw!!! bpd and sewerslide, struggles with sexual and romantic orientation read at own discretion x 6:33 this happened to me when i was eleven. i'm aroace, but at the time i thought i was pansexual and i was in a 'relationship' with a different girl (we broke up, i came out to her and we're still good friends hehe). i got love letters from my friend, who had been struggling with their mental health, particularly bpd and sewerslide. because some of my other friends helped me find out who the letters were from, news spread quickly, and soon the whole class knew they liked me. they were so humiliated and the guilt i felt was overwhelming. but the point of this story is that we are still best friends. they have helped me find my identity, and helped me feel safe as a trans kid still in school, and i have protected them from abusive relationships and been a shoulder to cry on. being on the aroace spectrum is not something that should make you feel guilty, and it's okay if you simply don't like them back. it's such an awful situation, and especially bad since i was only in year seven. but it gets better. this comment is dedicated to all those here who have been the friend of somebody struggling, and all those who have felt insecure of their identity. you are beautiful, you are valid, ily x

"thanks but im not that good" lol whenever i say this ppl just call me a pick me girl or attention seeker

0:15 Yup..me.. it feels like I did everything in my life wrong, WRONG WRONG WRONG like I can’t do anything like I’m a mistake since I make mistakes like I’m worthless

7:53 welp. This one hit hard. Still does. I hear my name being yelled in my head and I always hear footsteps. I can’t tell if it’s real or not anymore and it’s causing me so many problems. I just want to go to my dads and never leave because he is nice.

Hello everyone!! Hope you all have a great day and I am just here to say that you are doing a GREAT job in your lives and you are doing PERFECT in each small step. Please do not give up you all, even if you have mental problems or issues, they are just JEALOUS OF YOU because you are FANTASTIC!! Hope you all have a great day/night!!

sometime it does feel like everything is fake like its just an illusion and the person up there is just laughing laughing at the pain i feel and how ive lost almost lost everything and all i feel is numbness at this point knowing that some people actually have that person to listen and ive been abondoned my whole life spending every day crying

*This whole compilation makes me cry. I relate to every one of them. It’s heartbreaking for me.*

that moment when you start overthinking about how much you overthink :)

My name is Craig Tucker. Last week was my birthday, my grandma gave me a check for 100 dollars. I was so happy. But then, 4 kids from my school came to my house, and said I should use my 100 dollars to invest in becoming a Peruvian flute band. they promised I would double my money in one afternoon. But the government arrested us, along with all the other Peruvian flute bands, and took us to an internment camp in Miami. We begged to go home, but instead the government told us they were sending us to Peru. And so that is why I'm now in Peru. if I die let it be known it is because of 4 guys I don't even like from my school lied to me and took my birthday money. I hope your all doing good, I understand how you feel ❤️ have a good day ❤️

you know you’re numb when you don’t even shed a tear to these when you used to sob you eyes out till you can’t see

Sometimes ….. you just have to be a material gorl 💁🏽‍♀️💋💝 :)

Your stressed or overthinking? Sit down and relax, maybe relax enough to take a little nap! Talk to someone you trust! Your crying? Sit down, Maybe listen to some music, Lisa has amazing playlists! You cut yourself? Start a stop watch, 5 minutes? Amazing work! You just got in a fight or experienced something? Stand up for yourself! You deserve the world!

7:42 this is soo relatingg

My suicidal friend said she liked me last year and was stuck in the relationship for 5 months before she broke up with me but were still besties and we help each other in tough situations

i really wish i could explain how sorry am i to my younger self, i would never hurt her, and i mean NEVER, she was so sweet and wouldn’t hurt a soul :(

Anyone else be dealing with things for so long that you’ve become happy about it?

4:24 is imo honestly amazing. I adore the artstyle way too much and the song just perfectly matches up to it, I know this a vent but I would like to point it out.

0:04 omg I've literally done this though. But, like I was relapsing and was thinking about suicide 🥲

me when vent tik toks are about sh but in funny ways: "Great joke, however, I cannot laugh because that's rude," edit: My coping mechanism is joking around or trying to forget about it, the same reason why Technoblade's death only phased me for about a week

When I was younger I had these toxic friends when I would even sit next to someone else that wasn’t them, they’d just say “we’re not friends anymore.” And I’m just with my other friend on the bus being like 🙁🤨 and then she would come back the next day and say “Hey! Wanna go play?” And I’d just be like “Uhm sure? But don’t you remember what you said yesterday?” And she was just like “I was just joking jeez can’t you take a joke?” And she kept on doing it to me every time I didn’t sit with her and that’s why I have trust issues 😃

1:35 i relate-

Jesus, the swimming one I can relate to- I wear shorts and nobody bothers me about my arms because it's not visible. It's depressing how smart I am about things like that- I love each and every one of you. You are loved and deserve the world.

I stay awake at night because I have no earthly idea what emotions feel like and I just copy others peoples reactions and have no clue how to feel about anything so I get placed as the weird kid. All because I project their emotions back . I WANT TO KNOW WHAT THEY FEEL LIKE

me finding someone i really like (and have a crush on) at martial arts planning to become very good friends with them: im so happy! them leaving the martial arts class before i got their number after we had a really good time at a martial arts party: im so sad...

i like the one at 2:40

The one where it says have your parents showed you warmth or love got me good

that last one hit hard, im good at art but idk how to make convo by myself, i just pick up basically small talk from others which results in me being awkward when idk what to say.

i honestly never thought about this until now but i can never express my feelings freely when i'm around 'him'? like i love him dearly but sometimes I just think that things are gonna go wrong when im feeling upset, mad or sad when im with him.. he makes me feel bad in some way and i get scared of him about leaving me because of how i am.

9:38 that was how it always went with my old friend. I always had to care about what she had to say, but she apparently never had to care about what I had to say.

hello there

I was venting and this came to me home page

No cause i was literally just crying and then a Steven universe song came on in my instrumental comfort playlist....made me feel so much better so fast. Song sounded so magical and fun.

These people are so lucky people actually noticed their vents.

you are amazing i don't know if anyone has told you this in your life , but you are ,believe it

9:06 resonated with me pretty hard, I won't go into what happened for me, but that sent shivers down my spine and I shed my first tear for months after that.

i’m sorry to everyone that feels like shit right now :( we feel you

sometimes I wish I could give the work a big hug and never let go.

Hey you in the comments. I know you're here to not feel alone. You're not a mistake. You're not worthless. You're worthy of love. You're worthy of respect. You deserve to feel joy and be happy. You are not weak or a victim, but you are smart and beautiful. This is true without me ever meeting you. Be kind, because no one else will. Drink water ❤

3:15 felt really familiar to me

POV: you can’t open up to ur family about your anxiety and slight depression and decides that I can’t draw at all and watches these to relate and thinks I’m getting better but it always ends when my favourite sport ends letting my “depression? Out I wish I was better

8:51 this is relatable and reminds menof the time when i was 12 yo and i lost my dreams and goals and became depressed and at that time i lost my ability to have interest in my hobbies and i also lost most of my emotions at that time (dw my emotions came back after 1 and a half years later.) and i left art for 6 or 7 months and distracted myself with school and studies and then somehow went back to normal and started drawing once again but this was exactly how i felt and people who somewhat relate to me here pls comment i did like hear and know.

The third one is so fluid omg

3:33 this is relatable to me as my results are near and i am getting anxious as i know i haven't given my best this time and i have been getting constant nightmares about exams and because of that now i hate sleeping so i skip sleeping most of the times so as to avoid getting thise nightmares.

yk, its hard Depression War Suicide Lgbtqa+ Self harm The commuinity’s toxicism Ur “friends” The loss of ur real friends Dęæth.. But you gotta keep going! Were here for you!

bloop vent* So its been about 3-ish years since something that happened and Ive noticed that i cant really feel empathy for some people or i just dont really care and ive become really distant and rude to my friends bc of im scared of getting hurt again. i also feel like I can't really fall in love and it being able to last and i dont really know why. and i have times where my life will seem perfectly fine and then i just shut everyone off and go into my own little box. i also tend to get more panic-y when theres a lot of ppl i dont know around me. I also tend to really hate it when im telling one of my friends something that happened to me and hurt me really bad and they go "omg same" its like i just finished sharing something that completely messed my life up and all you could say is that u can relate like its okay but it getting really annoying when it something the effected me so badly bc you dont really know wth i went through. i also tend to hate it when im like "oh im feeling kinda sad" or smth like that and ppl respond with "ok". my wonderful parents: ok so my mom is a really good mom but she tends to get a really short temper when around me and yells she alson hates when i cry and will say " if your not hurt why are you crying" or just get really annoying and ive only really ever remembered her saying she was proud of me when i had won a soccer game and thats only time that i can remember her saying that. she also has become really emotional recently (which is perfectly fine) due to the fact that my grandmother will not be attending her wedding due her religon and may have to do with the fact that she may have not gotten over that fact that my mom is lesbian. and i dont really know how to feel about bc i dont really care and cant really get my head to wrap around the concept. i just wrote two paragraphs and just realized the ppl have it a lot worst then me and im just here complaing about life heh (my name) you dont have it bad ur just faking it u have no reason to feel this way ANYWAYS i hope u all have a nice day/night AND ALWAYS REMEMBER I LOVE YOU AND THAT YOU DESERVE TO EAT AND DRINK WATER

oh, that first one reminded me of my friend (who is on the same time as me) decided to stop talking to me at 12 something at night bcz they got too busy

when you hate overthinking and start overthinking about how much you overthing

One time in school i had to do acting, it didn't go so well. I had a panic attack and felt so ashamed, something else was going on with my sibling at that point so when i told my mother she just simply said, "Why did you start crying!?". She then turned to my sibling and said "Was everything alright at school today?". It absolutely crushed me, i felt like she didn't care. No one did, and thats why im writing this comment. Im just laying in bed in darkness like alot of people watching this video and reading these heartwarming comments are probably doing and that memory just came to mind. I just want anyone to know that reads this that no matter what you are going through there will always be someone out there that loves you. It might be some holy God or maybe just a random person that is thinking of you, thinking of how beautiful or handsome you are or simply just thinking about that good deed you did for them one day. Who knows y'know? Anyways i hope whoever reads this has an amazing rest of their day or night, and remember to never give up and that i love every single person that so much as glances at this comment even though i have no clue who you are. Goodbye you amazing soul

9:08 : )I get it….

Everyone, dont harm your body. Its the only one you will ever have. You are perfect the way you are. Your skin isn’t paper, dont cut it. You dont need to be a toothpick to be pretty. If someone says something about you, its a reflection of them, not you. You are perfect the way you are

1:35 for some reason this is so relatable for me.I literally do not have a personality.It constantly changes and that's also the reason most people don't like me,I'm never the same,I'll never be the same way I was a week ago,or even one day ago.I don't know who I am anymore and there's no one there to listen to this.I have so many things I want to say and I'm afraid to tell anyone because it will ruin the way they see me and nothing will be same again but at the same time I'm so close to killing myself because I don't have a purpose and I'm just a useless member of society at this point

9:39 ok this hit hard, vent warning ahead! Ok so, I am like 90% sure I have ADHD, I have all the symptoms and whatever. I hyper fixate a lot, I get really attached to fictional characters because of my lack of friends irl. Nagito Komaeda, for instance. I talk about these characters a lot because they are my comfort, and I feel so happy with them. But I have this bad habit of slowly moulding myself into the person my friends want to be, and since I talk about these characters a lot, my friends get sick of them and hate them. I then mould myself into someone that hates that character, and I go into a depressed period because I have no comfort from these characters, and as I try to love them again their like in a pit, below my reach and hurting me slowly because I’ll never get the joy of that character again. Thanks for reading.

i havebrepressed my own emotions and needed a good cry so i watched this to cry about other peoples problems and trauma! :D if i cant cry for myself ill cry for strangers

*Always falling in love with someone I can’t have.* *Always having to leave them.* *always hurt beyond words.*

on 9:54 This is what I think my friends think about me when I join a Rp with them in roblox :[

The stranger things song at the beginning I'm dead lol 🤣🤣😂