Weirdcore Nostalgia vibes. I love it

I feel like there's something missing from my childhood. I went to public school from Pre-k through 2nd grade, and after that I was homeschooled basically until late middle school. Within that window I lost all my friends and was secluded for a significant time. My only friend was the next-door neighbor's which was 3-4 years younger than me. That time was when I was supposed to develop my social skills, but I didn't. My siblings were autistic to a significant extent. I say all that to say that to say that I didn't know what it was like to be around normal people, and today I struggle with talking to people, it gives me great anxiety to as much as relay information. I'm very quiet and with the few friends I have now are not normal, they're like me, loners struggling with porn addiction and are chronically online. Watching this video made me remember of simpler times for those few years when nothing seemed wrong even if they were. My parents at that time were coming out of poverty and we ate on food stamps. Hell, I didn't even know that until a year ago when my mom brings it up in a casual conversation. Simpler times, when I would play with my dog and my sister. I remember coming home from kindergarten and grabbing a plastic cup to snack on marshmallows deciding to play Mario Kart DS or watch PBS Kids. Now I spend most of my time on KZfaq watching content I don't really like. There's no second chance to have a childhood. I'm now 18 ready to head to college. I want to write stories through television and film. That's probably a horrible idea financially but it is something worth living for. I'm realizing now that I will never be able to capture that magic of being a child, seeing the world in rose-tinted glasses. There's nothing much I can do but experience a life, for better or for worse. God, I wish I could be able to communicate with other people more effectively and to not be so callous. I want to care for people, but I am just not wired correctly. I want to understand and feel empathy towards people. But I just don't. This video makes me feel sad that I couldn't have a childhood in a way most people do in which it benefits them.

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Someone else commented this on the other video but the first and last part really sounds like a clock ringing.

Feels like childhood trauma

It fit when I was a kid :(

Dreamcore vibes

Nostalgia ❤

Idk y but the song sounds comforting

HERMOSO

it fits when its a kid

Real.

Кайф песня

Audi❤

я хз как, но мне больше всего нравится эта: нунунунунумууу. объясните пж

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh

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Is it the backrooms?

porque vcs colocam coisas assustadoras em musicas crystal castles como se eles fizessem musicas amedrontadoras?

where can i find this song but not slowed or speed up or remix with liars bro i need this in normal speed T.T

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самосиру быть

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