Released on April 10, 2024
This is a cover dedicated to one of Ren's songs I've been vibing to a hell of a lot lately, considering the fact that I'm sick, the timing would be ironic xD
LYRICS:
Oh my, my, my, my
I seem to feel so much better when it
Kicks in, chemical kitchen
Feel my brain destruct
Oh di-, di-, diazepam you
Turn the volume down on my demons and you
Give me but live just for a second and you
Make it all so numb
Oh why, why, diazepam do
You make me feel like everything's not dissolving?
Spinning doors are revolving
Swallow a tablet, I'm over-indulging
I've tried, tried diazepam to
Be the optimist and resist cards folding
You're the crutch that I'm holding
Don't want tomorrow 'cause right now I'm golden
Oh di-, di- diazepam
Don't lie, lie diazepam
Oh my, my, my, my
When you leave why can't I breathe like you've stolen
My very essence, my coding?
Went for a swim and then drowned in your ocean
Don't lie, lie diazepam you
Promised me the world but now I'm rotting and moulding
And my face it feels swollen
Anaesthetic I block that emotion
Synaesthetic dreaming, I'm carried away
Anaesthetic bleeding, a place for the pain
Self-destructive healing, it's one and the same
Oh, di-, di- diazepam
Synaesthetic dreaming, I'm carried away
Anaesthetic bleeding, a place for the pain
Self-destructive healing, it's one and the same
Don't lie, lie diazepam
Oh di-, di-, di-, diazepam
Synaesthetic dreaming, I'm carried away
Anaesthetic bleeding, a place for the pain
Self-destructive healing, it's one and the same