Violet has left the material world behind...

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Quantum of Conscience

Quantum of Conscience

5 ай бұрын

A few final things needed to be said.

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@jeffreebailey4464
@jeffreebailey4464 5 ай бұрын
Violet sounds like a wonderful soul and fully squared away in her gnosis. She knows the secret now ❤
@debwirtz
@debwirtz 5 ай бұрын
Thank you for doing what you could for Violet, and for being there for her in her final hours Matt. 😢❤
@cyndeetaylor
@cyndeetaylor 5 ай бұрын
If the comments are any indication, Violet was carried on waves of pure love into her next realm. We should all be so blessed. Thanks for always being your real self, Matt.
@evawinchester6122
@evawinchester6122 5 ай бұрын
Exactly what I was thinking.
@Savoiefair64
@Savoiefair64 5 ай бұрын
Your feelings and emotions about all of this is so big and kind Matt! We appreciate you and this understanding that we all share. I have a friend currently dying of cancer and I gave her some of the thoughts that we have been sharing and that you have been highlighting. I think it was a tremendous comfort and help to both of us! I appreciate also Violets initiating this conversation and the peace provided by the two of you will have a ripple effect beyond measure.
@jenniehughes6927
@jenniehughes6927 5 ай бұрын
I feel so blessed that Violet shared her experience with us. ❤
@evolunacy2
@evolunacy2 5 ай бұрын
Matt, you are a wonderful soul, and I love you. I truly appreciate this channel💗
@debbieulrich2449
@debbieulrich2449 5 ай бұрын
"Ditto!" ❤😊
@RtaniDean
@RtaniDean 5 ай бұрын
On my channel is a song I wrote titled, “Hope and a Prayer.” Matt, I humbly dedicate that song and this moment to Violet and you Matt. Dude, you bring out the best in all of us. Much love to you, Violet, her family & friends and all here. Thank you for everything Matt! Your friend, Dean.
@MrsJakas
@MrsJakas 5 ай бұрын
Its beautiful Dean! I love it!
@grandmakim5195
@grandmakim5195 5 ай бұрын
very beautiful
@RtaniDean
@RtaniDean 5 ай бұрын
Lyrics to Hope and a Prayer Yes, Here ya go. Hope you like it. I wrote & recorded this about an initial version very similar circumstance about my father - same as violet when he was just 50. This video & Violet really resonated with me. Love to all. Dean. Hope and a Prayer: 🎵 To the bridges we cross The crosses we bear To a sun forever shining To an Angel in the air The waves of children laughing The pain of hunger dying The bell of freedom ringing Halt the fighting. Find the answers in all you see Holding on to a Hope and a Prayer If our fortunes come Be the will that will be done For in the mind we are confusing It’s life’s illusions A chain of small conclusions The past is here tomorrow is beginning Find the answers in all you see Find the answers from you and me Colors of the world shine everywhere Holding on to a Hope and a Prayer…
@MrsJakas
@MrsJakas 5 ай бұрын
@@RtaniDean Its lovely, Dean, thanks for sharing it. Incidentally, my father also died at 50. In his case it was the surgery and radiation for cancer that spread it all through his body. His death was protracted and agonizing and he asked us to 'kill him' 😭 But we didn't know of any options back in 1989. This is the main reason Violet resonated with me as well, and I dare anyone who has not experienced that kind of suffering in a loved one to tell me what they think is right and wrong.
@RtaniDean
@RtaniDean 5 ай бұрын
@@MrsJakas Ugh. So so sorry. Thats terrible!! That kind of agony is just too painful for both your dad and all who loved him and had to see that suffering. Again, I’m truly sorry!! My dad died in ‘88. It was unexpected. He left a note. His pain was internal as he fought alcoholism most his life. He always treated us kids GREAT. He was my mentor and hero. That loss was so so rough, but I was aware of his internal strife. He was such a good man. He was so honorable to call his 3 kids (grown adults @ time with families) to let us know how much he loved us. I had a bad feeling, I heard something different in his voice. By the time my brother got there (he was closest in proximity to dad), it was too late. I hate my brother had to find him. My dad went to garage, started the car & passed on that way. Left us a note that gave us closure enough I guess. We were all devastated, but what an honorable great man he was. He’d had enough. It was his job that proved just too much with the alcohol. He had a big position and ran a tool & die plant, super high stress. He had loads of talent, and what a fun dynamic personality he has. Thanks for sharing type here. And, thanks for mentioning the song, glad you liked it. We march on friend. Best to you, yours and all. Much love. Dean
@bluebutterfly244
@bluebutterfly244 5 ай бұрын
Been following the story of Violet since the video the other day. You're a real one for holding this space for her, Matt. ❤ Fly free Violet, to your best and highest, always. All the best to you. ⚘
@sirbaronvoncount4147
@sirbaronvoncount4147 5 ай бұрын
You are a beautiful human being Matt. Proud to be part of this community
@daniellelichtblau5340
@daniellelichtblau5340 5 ай бұрын
Agreed. He has empathy and compassion along with a logical rational mind. Kinda hard to find these days in a person.
@P9rkour90
@P9rkour90 5 ай бұрын
Took the words right out of my mouth
@DDXY2K
@DDXY2K 5 ай бұрын
He really is.
@billcullen8380
@billcullen8380 5 ай бұрын
Matt's voice makes me cry.
@blazonbyrd5996
@blazonbyrd5996 5 ай бұрын
Indeed... Matt's one of the REAL Souls.
@shivashampoo8435
@shivashampoo8435 5 ай бұрын
Listening to you Matt made me cry. More accurately, I allowed myself to cry. You didn't "make" me. You did what is natural and so did I. Much love to Violet and to all the good people here. Thank you for being you. 🔱
@WildAlchemicalSpirit
@WildAlchemicalSpirit 5 ай бұрын
I love this ❤️
@originalatman4519
@originalatman4519 5 ай бұрын
Beautiful indeed. 💯
@shivashampoo8435
@shivashampoo8435 5 ай бұрын
Reading the comments in this video and hearing Matt's words again, I cried again. Not out of sadness but gratitude that Violet passed the way she chose. My friend in Quebec told me of some native Indians who chose when they left this realm, with dignity and no sense of sadness or fear, just knowing when it was time to go. We love you Violet and I would like to extend my love to everyone, wherever they may be in their journey. @@WildAlchemicalSpirit
@gt3092
@gt3092 5 ай бұрын
I said my silent prayer for her after your video yesterday. You are a good man Matt 👍
@BACKOFFFOOLICU
@BACKOFFFOOLICU 5 ай бұрын
I second that!!
@Jalleer
@Jalleer 5 ай бұрын
In my humble opinion, learning to truly love yourself is why we are here. Perhaps Violet deciding to leave early is being good to herself and loving herself...?
@billcullen8380
@billcullen8380 5 ай бұрын
That's hard for me because I hate my own guts most of the time.....
@Jalleer
@Jalleer 5 ай бұрын
@@billcullen8380 Why...? Are you the spawn of Satan, Elohim, lizard or ...? If you are not, I think your good...!❤
@billcullen8380
@billcullen8380 5 ай бұрын
@Jalleer Thanks, I guess I too hard on myself.....
@Boviathan
@Boviathan 5 ай бұрын
Violet = Can’t C her
@evawinchester6122
@evawinchester6122 5 ай бұрын
YES!
@SupaXeph
@SupaXeph 5 ай бұрын
I'm sorry, Matt. 😪 what an experience....wow. I send you so much love. 💙
@CosmicLightnINe
@CosmicLightnINe 5 ай бұрын
🕊❤🪽 Fly Free Violet...Bless Your Dear Heart Matt
@xzombielar
@xzombielar 5 ай бұрын
Dear Violet leveled up. Happy travels Violet!
@originalatman4519
@originalatman4519 5 ай бұрын
🌈💯❤️
@rororobertson
@rororobertson 5 ай бұрын
❤❤ I love " leveled up!!"
@AmbassadorFox
@AmbassadorFox 5 ай бұрын
We truly do have an amazing group here. Thank you all for being part of mine and each other's lives. I dreamed last night, spending time with and traveling on a bus with some woman i don't know the name of. After accounting for time zones, it's obvious who she was 💜. The tears on my cheek right now... Proof. Violet, Matt, all of the true souls here; I love you. 🦊💜🐾
@evawinchester6122
@evawinchester6122 5 ай бұрын
That’s so beautiful.
@debysteele6846
@debysteele6846 5 ай бұрын
Fly free Violet ❤ you are healed. No more pain. I understand.
@hfleo5188
@hfleo5188 5 ай бұрын
I thought of Violet as I awoke this morning and throughout the day. She's so fortunate to have so many people send her love and support as she leaves this realm. That's all I could ever wish for, for Violet, for you, for me and mine.
@evawinchester6122
@evawinchester6122 5 ай бұрын
I thought of her too as soon as I woke up.
@williamlodderhose8967
@williamlodderhose8967 5 ай бұрын
Oh Violet, I wish you well.
@diviningrod2671
@diviningrod2671 5 ай бұрын
And now she is free
@melodydonnallie6471
@melodydonnallie6471 5 ай бұрын
Sending out much love to you Matt & everyone here at QoC Tribe, which has been touched by the passing over of Violet . I am blessed to have found this channel, & You Matt & all the Real souls here at Qoc.. Much love Mx
@jenniehughes6927
@jenniehughes6927 5 ай бұрын
I'm so glad she reached out to us through Matt. That makes me feel truly blessed , Melody. ❤
@diviningrod2671
@diviningrod2671 5 ай бұрын
Same , Much live take care
@melodydonnallie6471
@melodydonnallie6471 5 ай бұрын
@@jenniehughes6927 Hey Jennie, I totally agree.. I wish we had some sort of group, where all oof us QoC tribe to connect with each other In the crazy world.. Mx
@herefornow9671
@herefornow9671 5 ай бұрын
Good for You Matt A caring man, displaying healthy emotional release/ expression Certainly wish I had more of this around when I was young! This is a Good place 🙏 Violet is free from all this pain RIPV 🌟
@jimmyboy131
@jimmyboy131 5 ай бұрын
All throughout this week I would think of Violet. On Wednesday evening, as I was in my room looking at the colorful patio string lights I often have on, and at the fading sunlight, I thought, "she'll only see one more sunset". Yesterday as I was driving to work it had been raining and I looked at the clouds and thought, "some day I too will depart and will see no more rainy days". Being from Arizona I LOVE rainy days! And then last night I went to bed and thought "by tomorrow when I rise for work and get a cup of coffee, she'll will be gone". It also reminded me of my chronically ill brother, and that Friday afternoon when he asked if I could take next week off from work. I asked why and he told me he will be gone by next Friday. It was a sobering week for me and it helped me appreciate the time I have in this beautiful yet horrible world. We all have a limited number of sunsets and days to experience life here. Rest in peace, Violet.
@lisacollins5197
@lisacollins5197 5 ай бұрын
I am sending you a big hug, keep swimming.
@jimmyboy131
@jimmyboy131 5 ай бұрын
@@lisacollins5197 Thank you Lisa, right back at you!
@evawinchester6122
@evawinchester6122 5 ай бұрын
Sending you so much love. Trust me when I tell you that you will never be without your brother. Love never dies and neither do we. Big hugs.
@rororobertson
@rororobertson 5 ай бұрын
❤ lovely comment
@jimmyboy131
@jimmyboy131 5 ай бұрын
@@evawinchester6122Thank you so much! Same back to you!
@consuelaofthenorth4768
@consuelaofthenorth4768 5 ай бұрын
Bon voyage, Violet. 💕 We weren't put here to endure endless suffering. Our bodies aren't perfect and malfunction. We don't have to stick around because of some redemption/salvation fantasy.
@originalatman4519
@originalatman4519 5 ай бұрын
Boom 💥💯
@tides_of_truth4245
@tides_of_truth4245 5 ай бұрын
Violet, you were and are a special being. You added much of value to this world. We are all blessed to have known about you and your story. Blessings
@pointzerotwo
@pointzerotwo 5 ай бұрын
Matt, your opening minutes were as uplifting as the ending of Shawshank. You did perfect with Violet. Sincere thanks from the base of my inner tuning fork.
@Joeandfran
@Joeandfran 5 ай бұрын
Violet has given a very beautiful gift to us all, Matt, and you so graciously, lovingly, and courageously delivered it to us. We feel very privileged to be a part of this group of people that love, in the deepest way. Thank you, Matt, as well as all who shared in this.
@originalatman4519
@originalatman4519 5 ай бұрын
❤️
@rororobertson
@rororobertson 5 ай бұрын
@julzee111
@julzee111 5 ай бұрын
I know this is a very difficult time for you regardless of how much you support Violet’s choice. Thank you for allowing us to see your brief moments of emotion. Vulnerability shows our humanity and is something all of us should value and protect. You have truly made a difference in people’s lives - but when you can literally watch it happen in real time is a gift most of us may never see. So thank u for sharing it with all of us. It was a brave thing to do and I hope you never loose sight of the spiritually edifying effects. It should give all of us a fresh perspective on what is truly, truly important. My prayers are with u.
@originalatman4519
@originalatman4519 5 ай бұрын
❤️
@SugarySweet100
@SugarySweet100 5 ай бұрын
None of us can imagine the pain Violet was in. She was on her journey we're on ours. She has completed her journey, Godspeed to Violet on her way home.
@pointzerotwo
@pointzerotwo 5 ай бұрын
Why are there so many here using the Notnilc term "godspeed" here? John Glenn was an actor delivering his line, no different than "Oppenheimer's "I am become death." Tricks that apparently work.
@SugarySweet100
@SugarySweet100 5 ай бұрын
@@pointzerotwo I didn't know the Notnilc had a monopoly on references to God...
@pointzerotwo
@pointzerotwo 5 ай бұрын
@@SugarySweet100 Please spend some effort learning what "In God We Trust" on the back of a dollar bill actually means. Cheers.
@SugarySweet100
@SugarySweet100 5 ай бұрын
@@pointzerotwo The English language was invented by the Notnilc. Good luck trying not to use it. Cheers.
@bethcorcoran9714
@bethcorcoran9714 5 ай бұрын
I am sending love from the bottom of my heart to Violet, her family and friends💕
@girlfrommars7015
@girlfrommars7015 5 ай бұрын
You are free😁Fly high violet.hugs to all who knows & love this brave lady🥰🥰
@jeremymarquart1065
@jeremymarquart1065 5 ай бұрын
Hey Matt, thanks for everything! I feel like this channel has me to find the fortitude that is necessitated for the path which I find myself on. I sincerely appreciate your hard work and willingness to bring forth the ideas and concepts and the emotion. I enjoy the fact that you are willing to share the emotion. I have found a clearer notion of equanimity. Thanks Matt. Thanks Violet. And thanks to all the members who are True, Pure and Complete Divine Love!
@recynd77
@recynd77 5 ай бұрын
Godspeed, Violet. We will see you soon. ❤
@suzylogan3524
@suzylogan3524 5 ай бұрын
Sending a prayer for you Violet wishing you peaceful experiences on your new journey.
@ChristiansPrayingTogether
@ChristiansPrayingTogether 5 ай бұрын
💐 Matt you are so authentic, kind, and loving. Violet was truly blessed to have you as her friend, supporter, and defender of her decision. 🙏💗🙏💗 I am so deeply touched by your tears and caring of Violet ....Now she is free ..I'd like to think of her as running through golden grassy fields with children and dogs towards the ocean like a happy child, free of pain, worry, angst and suffering ...running in bliss under the sunshine to the waters edge yellow flowers everywhere ...happy children and playful puppies ...thank you Matt for sharing this deeply moving experience with us. We love you so much be cause you are ultimately, a champion of good. Rest in peace, joy, bliss and absolute freedom Violet and thank you Matt for watching over her. Much love and God Bless us all 🙏💗🙏💗
@rororobertson
@rororobertson 5 ай бұрын
@gabrielsyt
@gabrielsyt 5 ай бұрын
I support Violet or any person making this kind of decision. This place is already so difficult. It is not my place to judge anyone. For my part I would want to help as much as I can and support other's decisions. Thank you, Matt, for sharing this difficult experience and being a good and decent human being.
@jenniehughes6927
@jenniehughes6927 5 ай бұрын
I can only hope that I could be so brave if it came down to it.
@originalatman4519
@originalatman4519 5 ай бұрын
❤️
@madeleine5070
@madeleine5070 5 ай бұрын
dear matt, since the violet video, i tried not to get involved emotionally too much. waking up today i couldn’t avoid thinking of violet, wondering if she was already free. my heart sent her loads of love. i live very close by the town where she must be, assuming she might have seen a documantary „simon‘s way“, a brit guy choosing the place in basel. must have e resonnance if someone looks for a place.. embrace your honesty and human soul 💫💖 sorry, my english, im swiss..
@richardwilson3548
@richardwilson3548 5 ай бұрын
We aren't meant to suffer if we can do otherwise. Live a good life and leave memories. I'm sad that she's gone, but grateful that she's in peace and no longer in pain.
@rororobertson
@rororobertson 5 ай бұрын
❤ agree
@jenniehughes6927
@jenniehughes6927 5 ай бұрын
Tears of happiness for her release and relief. I never cry anymore but here I am 😢😭😢 I didn't know her but I love her and I know that she feels our love now.❤💞
@originalatman4519
@originalatman4519 5 ай бұрын
❤️
@cathycansew9573
@cathycansew9573 5 ай бұрын
Yes my Best Friend was so strong and courageous when I went to spend that weekend with her to say goodbye . she Comforted Me !!! we were only in our early 20’s !! I Love ❤ her so much … I’m 62 now .
@fearnilia9410
@fearnilia9410 5 ай бұрын
Oh Cathy. Much love to you ❤
@d.aardent9382
@d.aardent9382 5 ай бұрын
Crying is sign of empathic ability also. I many times dont cry about someone i knew had died, but its when i feel the sorrow of others who were closer to the deceased. I legit missed my mom who just died suddenly recently, i had to watch her die on the floor when she had a heart attack and i had to drag her out of the crumpled up pile she was in and try and do CPR on her while i was screaming at her to stay with me , it was so difficult. Its a long story. But i was a caregiver for my dad and my grandma, we had them at home in hospice care, and at different times had to watch them both die lingering awful deaths, that we couldnt do anything to help their suffering. It was pretty horrible watching my friends i knew my entire life dying in suffering. Because i know some people who dont even like their parents or cant get along with them, but i considered my parents real friends and we all really loved each other. So i had deep sorrow because i felt a gigantic hole in my life, because i truly missed them. I know they are back in better realm, its just really lonely without them.
@bmac5242
@bmac5242 5 ай бұрын
Many blessings for you. My father moved on end of 2019; we were very close. During first yr, I would grab the phone to dial him. Now I talk with him regularly. He hasn't answered but that's okay.
@jusme8060
@jusme8060 5 ай бұрын
I wish i could see what she's experiencing about now....rest in piece violet.
@rororobertson
@rororobertson 5 ай бұрын
❤ me too!!
@breaking-the-fiction-addic4185
@breaking-the-fiction-addic4185 5 ай бұрын
Extremely moving video Matt. Thank you and thank you Violet for helping make us all stronger.
@LadyMI777
@LadyMI777 5 ай бұрын
All my love and hugs to you Matt and your beautiful community here💗Thank you so much for sharing throughout 🙏
@friendelasrflat8501
@friendelasrflat8501 5 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing this incredible story of Violet the brave. We should all wish to have her courage. I’m so glad she was able to share with you her journey and be received so gracefully into your heart and become an inspiration through your words,Matt. 😻
@JoelAntoinette
@JoelAntoinette 5 ай бұрын
So beautiful to see this woman going off with high praise in so many consciences. Wanting to quit is not good enough reason to quit. Violet obviously had proper reason and finished her life properly. God bless her and YOU reading this comment
@MrsJakas
@MrsJakas 5 ай бұрын
What is 'good enough reason'? I would suggest that those wanting to quit are also suffering horribly.
@victoriav389
@victoriav389 5 ай бұрын
Im sorry for the loss of your friend Matt. She sounds like an incredible woman. Although we know she is in a wonderful place, in the arms of our creator, we still hurt. It is our loss, this worlds loss of a beautiful, rare soul. A soul that made this realm bearable. Thank you for sharing Violet with us. Her courage and grace through her illness is inspiring. Her love remains.
@barrydixon7944
@barrydixon7944 5 ай бұрын
To the freed spirit..Godspeed... I've followed for a couple of years now could not watch the last two hits too close anyone who thinks they can deal with pancreatic pain is welcome to the experience. Thanks for holding a candle in the most Matt
@coleburner6867
@coleburner6867 5 ай бұрын
Maybe this spring your Yard will have violets growing in it.. that would be cool.
@captainrankin6865
@captainrankin6865 5 ай бұрын
*we luv ya Matt, 100%* ❤
@julzee111
@julzee111 5 ай бұрын
NOBODY need justify OR explain their tears. We should all thank God he gave us the ability to FEEL. To LOVE.
@DRooPY_eYeZ_tellsNoLies
@DRooPY_eYeZ_tellsNoLies 5 ай бұрын
Matt, you painted a picture in this channels' minds. For a moment, we were all connected (the kind souls). Disregard the trolls, don't give them more than 30 seconds of recognition. They are low souls, with plenty of "Worry bout your damn self" to accomplish... Anyway, the short journey we all took to expierence that darkness and beauty at what seems like the same time. Bittersweet, yet profound. I feel at home when I interact with this tiny community. Thank you for sharing all of this with us. Amazing ❤
@rororobertson
@rororobertson 5 ай бұрын
❤ beautiful
@julzee111
@julzee111 5 ай бұрын
Many if not all of us are committing slow suicide thru drugs, eating, wreckkess behavior etc - but we do it in spiritual weakness. I believe Violet exercised strength and bravery by her complete awareness of the end result of her actions. Let he without sin cast the first stone. Being Christian requires acting and speaking from a place of love and compassion. For those of you that spoke in condemnation - I wud ask that u take a long moment to really contemplate this. Being Christian, “Christlike” is not a label one can put on one’s self. It is action it is behavior, so call yourself a Christian all day long, it does not hide your actions and deeds from His eyes. And He will say “ I NEVER KNEW YOU”.
@adamhope8689
@adamhope8689 5 ай бұрын
Beautiful Matt ❤ I experienced a lot of unexplained grief all day today and shed many tears, not something i typically do. Our community is far more connected than we realize
@evawinchester6122
@evawinchester6122 5 ай бұрын
It sure is.
@rororobertson
@rororobertson 5 ай бұрын
❤for real
@reallygraceful
@reallygraceful 5 ай бұрын
violet enters the great unknown. i hope her last breath in this life was a sigh of relief.
@rororobertson
@rororobertson 5 ай бұрын
@arian-rh2fh
@arian-rh2fh 5 ай бұрын
Hey matt. i wanted to leave this comment on your previous upload but i might as well comment it here i have also been living with chronic pain for the greater portion of my life due to my disability. for reference im a 23 year old guy and i have been living with a neurological disorder called cerebral palsy which affects my right extremeties for my entire life. i have constant muscle spasms and basically i cant come to rest, ever. on top of that im physically disabled and can only walk with crutches. i have always been aware of my circumstances and i have had suicidal thoughts since i was an early teen so i felt the need to comment on Violet's situation because this topic is very close to my heart and i believe it is also the reason why i found your channel. just thinking about why im here and constantly thinking about what happens after living. from my perspective death was never really a negative thing for me due to my condition and i always regarded death as a kind of liberation from my suffering. however i regard the death or departure of a friend or family member as soul crushing and i dont have the same feelings for the death of another human the same as i think about my own death. living with a certain condition for your entire life can make you disregard your entire life as a whole. i have had people cry when i simply told them my opinion about living life with a disability and chronic pain even though the feelings i have are normal for me. but i too have cried at the thought of people having to live their lives with even worse disabilities than my own. and having such little regard for one's own life can also make you seem alien, like a sick monster. its a shock for most people but the thing is NOBODY knows whats it like living in a certain way except YOU. to be honest i dont know where im going with my comment and i wish i had more time to prepare but i only found out about this situation yesterday. to answer the question if suicide is ever justified i have to say i have absolutely no idea. i have always looked for a reason of my and other people's suffering and i do not know if there is a definitive answer. i like to think there is. i think a soul can grow IMMENSLY through suffering however i dont believe it is a necessity. in the case of Violet and if her (assisted) suicide is justified, i too have to say i have no idea. suicide is probably the most complicated topic i have ever encountered. ending one's own life requires UNBELIEVABLE willpower, the most a person will ever need in their life. the thing about suicide is that you do in fact end the life of a person and the person is you. so you are the one commiting a murder and i never liked that thought. i too have looked into the assisted suicide centers in switzerland and contemplated the idea of having an assisted suicide as i live relatively close by. i have never had a girlfriend, my parents who are everything to me will eventually pass away, i may grow old alone and die without having lived life to it's fullest. basically having the mindset of "life is a b*tch and then you die". i once saw a video of an assisted suicide and it was very bizzare to say the least. they provide you with everything the care, the staff, the hospitality, the killing juice however YOU are the one in the end who has to take it YOURSELF. YOU are still doing the final act. as i mentioned i do not know how to feel about suicide. i didnt know Violet and i didnt walk in her shoes. only SHE knew if her suicide was a means to an end. chronic pain is a horrible thing and no one can expect someone else to endure it. they can talk the talk but they will NEVER be able to walk the walk. no one except herself. this is why perspective is so important regarding death and suicide. as for myself and if i'll endure it to the very end or if the pain outweighs my will to live - i like to think i will. i like to think there is a reason for my suffering. it gives me a unique perspective on so much and i can FEEL how it has FORGED my soul. and not fearing death and being ready to face it at all times is also an empowering feeling. giving up is easy but pushing through until the end is hard. maybe thats the purpose of my life. i like to think God wants to see me win and push through. i didnt want to make this comment solely about myself but give you Matt and the others my perspective about this topic. i wish i knew earlier about Violet's situation and for her to able to read my message. wherever she is i hope she found peace and is free from her suffering. i wish for her to never endure pain or suffering again. and Matt youre a wonderful human being and this is exactly the reason why i have been a sub for 5 years now. i like to think this experience has also forged your soul and left a positive impact on you like you said in your video. my current mindset is to be a beacon of light, to only spread love and positive energy - even in death and to always be ready for the tide to turn. i will include Violet in my prayers tonight and hope she reaches her destiny safely. you and the community are awesome Matt and its so beautiful to think that she had so many people accompanying her in her final moments. (sorry for any grammatical mistakes im not a native english speaker)
@evawinchester6122
@evawinchester6122 5 ай бұрын
I love everything you had to share and I am so sorry for your chronic pain. Your English was just great. I have also suffered from chronic pain with arthritis since I was a child. I have had the same thoughts you have had over the years. I live in Oregon where suicide is legal and on some level have been comforted by that. I can tell you that since I began the Carnivore way of eating that my pain has decreased by about 90 percent. It may help you too as it has helped countless people with virtually every condition, illness and disease we know. Dr. Ken Berry and Homesteadhow are two of my favorite channels for learning, support and lots of love. Sending you waves of love from the USA.
@rororobertson
@rororobertson 5 ай бұрын
​@@evawinchester6122what's the "carnivore" way of eating? ( Truly curious) I thought that's how most of us eat, I thought you were going to say the vegan way of eating or the keto way( maybe that's it??) Thanks in advance I'm curious because I've stopped eating sugar and carbs on October 24th and as of this am I'm down 18.4 pounds and I think it's helping my pain🤔 again, thanks
@MandyMorris-gy3xb
@MandyMorris-gy3xb 5 ай бұрын
Wow Arian your comment has really moved me. I am so sorry for your pain- I cannot imagine what it is like. I wish I had some wise advice but I don't. But I truly wish you well. I think this is the best channel to be on with all of Matt's constant wisdom. Wishing you much love
@lisacollins5197
@lisacollins5197 5 ай бұрын
Matt, thank you for doing this for Violet. What a brave soul. This is a wonderful channel and so grateful I found this community. I went outside today and sent her so much love. It’s so funny, I feel like you are a dear friend even though we are strangers! Sending everyone a big hug and let’s go and worry about ourselves ❤
@matrixabandonedanddissolve9172
@matrixabandonedanddissolve9172 5 ай бұрын
Love ya, Matty. You are a special soul. Hugs and love to you. It's so wonderful to feel your compassion for Violet.
@jeannettecallymodified
@jeannettecallymodified 5 ай бұрын
Violet has gotten her proverbial WINGS & is no longer suffering, May peace be with you Violet. Sending Lots of L❤VE to her family & friends that have been left behind.
@terrylucas630
@terrylucas630 5 ай бұрын
Sending love to Violets family and friends❤️🙏
@austincromwell
@austincromwell 5 ай бұрын
It's the bravery that stands out. As if it weren't enough to have fought the good fight, there's always the gatekeeper class to castigate and rub salt into the wound. It makes you realise this system and its pious minions needs the real souls more than we need it.
@CindyLakeLasVegas
@CindyLakeLasVegas 5 ай бұрын
May her sprit soar. ❤
@Aeifur
@Aeifur 5 ай бұрын
Its a no brainer... Why struggle to remain here... If its your time.... Just go.
@hoofhearted304
@hoofhearted304 5 ай бұрын
God bless you Matt!
@7ravenwolf
@7ravenwolf 5 ай бұрын
You cry because you have heart Matt. You are compassionate and empathetic. Crying is healing.
@MrsJakas
@MrsJakas 5 ай бұрын
I was thinking of her all last night. Total stranger/my sister! How it feels for it to be night time, your last night time. The night often makes one feel so vulnerable. While I had tears for her today, I am so happy for her, her freedom and her final peace! I believe it is only the ego that makes judgements about right and wrong. The ego is frankly a piece of shite, what we are essentially trying to free ourselves from. Its all good; we are loved eternally. Be in Bliss now Violet ❤
@rororobertson
@rororobertson 5 ай бұрын
❤❤ exactly! That ego has a hold on so many
@m_christine1070
@m_christine1070 4 ай бұрын
Thats a very beautiful sentiment. ❤️. Also, I agree about ego. Its as if all or most of us, have our own personalized internal little notnilcs to deal with 24/7. We have throughout our lives, unknowingly been at the mercy of/held hostage by/have had our lives destroyed by, this little shit.🙂
@MrsJakas
@MrsJakas 4 ай бұрын
@@m_christine1070 100%! It permeates everything!
@daniellelichtblau5340
@daniellelichtblau5340 5 ай бұрын
I have heard it said that we are more compassionate and caring with our animals than other humans. Why do we let eachother suffer. When i was in high-school i did a paper on dr. Kevorkian.( Aka dr. Death for assisted suicide)I also just read how this lady was dying and told the preist she wanted to die with a fork in her hand. The preist looked at her funny and was like why?? She said when you have an amazing dinner the waiter said to hold your fork for something better is coming. We should all die with a fork. Something better is coming. This is a temporary place and we move on to a better place. That is what i believe. Rest in peace violet 🍽💜 🪻and Matt you did good. 🙏
@Madgardian
@Madgardian 5 ай бұрын
That was lovely. Thank you.
@upfinan
@upfinan 5 ай бұрын
What Violet did was some hard-core pipe hitting sh#t. I'm not sure if I could be so courageous
@chrystalblue7170
@chrystalblue7170 5 ай бұрын
So sorry for the loss of Violet from the world and the pain it caused this family and her family.
@user-nt1zv8ic5m
@user-nt1zv8ic5m 5 ай бұрын
yes you and the listening audience sent great love to Violet. Thank you for providing the platform, time and energy for such kindness and care
@ritasjourney
@ritasjourney 5 ай бұрын
Almost first! 😅 It was touching to hear you speak about Violet Matt. 😍
@Gh0stDiaz
@Gh0stDiaz 5 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing Uncle Matt, We All will Meet again I truly believe that. Death is but a door Time is but the Key...
@Art-OfficialIntelligence
@Art-OfficialIntelligence 5 ай бұрын
Very nicely done Matt, May God Bless Violet’s soul.. 🙏
@lululafayette3880
@lululafayette3880 5 ай бұрын
Hey Matt, bless Violet on her journey, bless her heart. I heard an interesting thing the other day: our tears are 'water' which trickles from our eyes directly into our mouths. The (al)chemical composition of them has components provided directly by the chemistry of our bodies in order to provide the cathartic needs we have at that moment, whatever reason we may be crying for... drink the tears and smile again! so much love, to you, to the soul that once was Violet, to all 💜
@julzee111
@julzee111 5 ай бұрын
You are correct. And the chemical makeup of your tears differs with the emotion being experienced at the time
@rororobertson
@rororobertson 5 ай бұрын
❤ amazing
@roowah33
@roowah33 5 ай бұрын
So Violet is most certainly not “gone” she just cannot be seen here but I know what you mean. The physical is one of the challenging things a soul chooses to experience. It’s not for the meek. Not all souls choose the physical, it’s a scary feeling being separated from yourself.. the idea that there is space between the hear and there is so misunderstood… she is right here.. we are just not vibrating fast enough to see her.. it’s my understanding dimensions are stacked on top of each other in the same place just different vibrations.. you threw her a loving homecoming Matt.. I’m glad you shared her journey with us.. it actually helps all of reconfirm the magic of life itself.. the delicacy of things. The reminder to always stop and smell the flowers. Your gentle soul feels so much I would say most of us here probably cried right along with you.. I did.. because where there can be so much darkness.. it’s so refreshing to reminded of the love that is steadfast in a place that tries to rob you of it… sending you hugs. This is Tammy by the way.. I send you emails now and then.. but you wouldn’t know it’s me because of my channel name.. 😊
@angelatateclownreality869
@angelatateclownreality869 5 ай бұрын
This was such a lovely video, I even had tears at the points you were struggling. Seen your evolvement since the Texas Shrugged days and I've appreciated and embraced every single moment. God bless you Matt x
@blazonbyrd5996
@blazonbyrd5996 5 ай бұрын
Matt... In case no one has told you recently - You are awesome. Thanks for your content, bro & enjoy your weekend & Holiday.
@stacyadams3351
@stacyadams3351 5 ай бұрын
You are so sweet Matt, you're one of the good ones I am sure that Violet is now somewhere over the rainbow 🌈
@brubakersflatcakes9755
@brubakersflatcakes9755 5 ай бұрын
Love is all that's real. God bless you Violet, and Matt
@BangChief_AllIsOne
@BangChief_AllIsOne 5 ай бұрын
Happy Graduation Violet. You're a good dude, Bradda Matt. Salute
@youtubeblockedme5864
@youtubeblockedme5864 5 ай бұрын
No one can say what they would do.... Most people can hardly sustain a headache without rushing for relief...
@vondutch666
@vondutch666 5 ай бұрын
rest in Power Violet! See you on the other side ❤
@DDXY2K
@DDXY2K 5 ай бұрын
I can hear your emotion coming through within the first minute. All of the blessings to you, Matt. 😢🙂
@rororobertson
@rororobertson 5 ай бұрын
I rarely cry..i mean very rarely but man this has got em rollin, thank you Matt❤
@rororobertson
@rororobertson 5 ай бұрын
❤the fact that we are taught that " suicide is the absolute worst" tells us it's not!!! Apply the rule of opposites people!!!
@diviningrod2671
@diviningrod2671 5 ай бұрын
MATT,LOVE YOU BROTHER. disregard the antics of " men shouldn't cry " Why should we deny an honest expression of this experience. We are men We build We endure We expect nothing And are offered little And yes we cry Take care Much love
@theloveleeone
@theloveleeone 5 ай бұрын
our souls knows when it is time to fly from here. we're at a point that a lot of us have figured out or still is figuring out our path to get to the next part of our journey which is embedded in our dna blueprint. it is a knowing only for us to feel that some will not innerstand but want to judge and dismiss another perception of their reality and beliefs that may not fit their own. Violet was brave to have endured so much while being here and made the commitment to reunite with her soul. It's the goal a lot of us want to achieve. our hearts are pure gold. Violet's story is inspiring and confirms how we should always trust ourselves and fear nothing. may she fly in peace 🕊💖 peaceful healing to you kind sir, thank you for sharing her story and your great insight as always. love and hugs, stay safe!! ✨💞
@lindamatus4429
@lindamatus4429 5 ай бұрын
Oh Matt- you are one beautiful man😘😘😘.
@goodolfashion
@goodolfashion 5 ай бұрын
All my love Matt and Violet's friends xx
@panzerfaust1322
@panzerfaust1322 5 ай бұрын
Love you Matt. You’re a great man. Stay strong brother.
@user-xn1gd7xm4m
@user-xn1gd7xm4m 5 ай бұрын
Thanks for your compassion, Matt.
@amerenae
@amerenae 5 ай бұрын
Matt. Thank you. Sending love❤
@JohnsTake-cg3ss
@JohnsTake-cg3ss 5 ай бұрын
Bless you brother.
@vortexofdew8489
@vortexofdew8489 5 ай бұрын
Oh my goodness you sweet dear Matt .we all know her now. I really do not comment on your channel very much, but I watch everything. I've been part of the Lifeboat jumpers off the ship of fools for many years . I cannot tell you how much emotion this is a brought out to me. so much love I have towards Violet whom I didn't even know.to be totally honest at first when you started telling the story, I thought it was a chapter in one of your cat rescues ,which I feel personally is such a commitment to life my goodness, Matt this is brought so much to the emotions to the table of what we're all going through thank you so much. blessings to Violet! she's a brave true soul, the pain that she might have endured maybe have Tangled her up in this Nock nilt existence, that none of us want to effing go through. thank you so much. My daughter had to watch my mother endure severe trauma due to the Action Jackson explosive c word .it was horrible. she didn't have time to make the decision. the struggle is real be brave souls😢 Much love to everyone that has that feeling in their pit Of their stomach we are the real deal don't doubt it
@jennifert2469
@jennifert2469 5 ай бұрын
Matt you believe there is a GOODNESS in real people and being alive, that is what brings us to tears. Those moments where we all “get it” on this plane as effed up as it is PURE. All of us supporting violet is emotional and wholesome. We would hope others would have the same view for us ❤
@susanpeelybear7719
@susanpeelybear7719 5 ай бұрын
Fly away sweet soul beyond the pain.
@d.aardent9382
@d.aardent9382 5 ай бұрын
But she has gained everything...
@SomeoneIsAlwaysMovingOnTheSurf
@SomeoneIsAlwaysMovingOnTheSurf 5 ай бұрын
Aircraft pilots were given a gun to avoid getting tortured by the enemy and revealing mission info.
@manicbull
@manicbull 5 ай бұрын
Thank you Mat for all you do! She ended her journey on a high note with your help and she knew she wasn't alone. Another light has been released and freed. Another experience logged in the book of life in this simulation. Give youself a big pat on the back, you have helped more then you could possibly know crossing paths with so many people. I also truly appreciate all you do! 😎👍
@equalopportunityoffender6732
@equalopportunityoffender6732 5 ай бұрын
Violet - Godspeed on your transition to your new journey 😘
@scottsmith6643
@scottsmith6643 5 ай бұрын
I don't feel so bad now about getting so choked up leaving my comment the other day. Bye, Violet. Thanks, Matt.
@mdorn6592
@mdorn6592 5 ай бұрын
This material world is a very hard place to be right now...I pray for all those who are struggling physically and/or mentally - the struggle is real - and it isn't for us to judge. May Our Heavenly Father and Jesus be there to meet her and bring her home in His Holy name
@courtyG.
@courtyG. 5 ай бұрын
Sending lots of love - to you matt and to everyone in this beautiful community 🙏
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