Surely you will hit 7k subscribers today! Congrats girl your smashing it!! ❤ Ps, just finished the vlog sending you lots of love, i know theres nothing i can say will ease your pain, but im pretty sure your dad would be very proud of the strong, courageous, beautiful young woman you are! Your a force to be reckoned with girl!! ♡

You are such a big inspiration Jodie! I could never understand the trauma you have been through but we all adore you and I'm here for you!! xx

Showing raw emotion is so brave of you ❤ be strong. Sending all my love to you and your family through this difficult time😘

Hey Jodie, I finished watching your Vlog. I can totally relate to what you were saying about grief and your dad. I lost my dad when I was 18 and he was 48 that was 21 years ago now. It doesn't get any easier but each year you learn new tools that help you cope. Like you my biggest struggle has always been and still is the week leading up to and around the date of his anniversary. For me that's December and it has made me hate Christmas ever since. Just a bit of insight as this is something I realised I was doing - I became so focused on what I was doing that day X number of years ago, where I was, the fine details of this time X year ago I was going X, Y, Z and getting caught up on the small details subconsciously as it meant I was overall avoiding with what really happened and my pain around it. Focusing on the less important details was a distraction from focusing on losing him if that makes sense. It took me years to realise I was doing it especially as it only happened around the anniversary. Like you day to day I wished he was here. It's okay to feel how you feel and totally understandable, it's incredibly painful and grief works in funny ways. Also I love how grateful and appreciative you are or everything. Never change this and always grab any opportunity that comes your way with both hands even if it's difficult to face. I can't remember if I mentioned this on a previous Vlog but I went from someone who was super fit, active and healthy, I travelled loads and designed luxury itineraries for the rich and famous to now having been bedbound nearly 7 years due to Chronic illness. It has turned my life upside down and was totally unexpected and out the blue. It was something that happened travelling and it took 4 years of being in and out of hospital to get a diagnosis. It's crazy to think I have gone from travelling the world to spending 7 years in bed and it has made me realise that I took things for granted when I was well especially things like going for a walk, grabbing a coffee, having a shower, eating a meal all the things I'm unable to do now. Anyhoo didn't want to make this a sob story just in light of sharing and hopefully helping others make the most of life (which it comes across strongly that you do anyway) as you never know when life can change in an instant. I hope the anniversary itself wasn't too painful and you were able to prioritise yourself and self care... Sending lots of love, PS - sorry for thr essay 😂 Vicky 💞✨ xx

Your so strong. I work in a surgery and see the aftermath of grief for families. Your doing so well and just remember he’s always with you throughout. ❤❤ he’ll be so proud of you xxx

❤️this tan looks really nice

So excited to watch this vlog, love sundays angel ❤

I lost my mum , brother and Nan only a few years apart from each other and the grief was all consuming. I had to have counselling and antidepressants just to get through the day. From my own experience, it does get better with time and the counselling was a great help. There isn't a day goes by that i don't think of them but i have faith and believe I'll see them again some day. Sending lots of strength your way X.

we love you so much jodie!!!!! stay strong brave girl

Well done on hitting 7k !! Love your videos ❤

I lost my dad in 2016 and it’s exactly how I feel. Traumatised is the word. You feel so many emotions and it’s so hard. People say time is a healer but for me it got worse and worse. Now I’m like you I learn how to live but that feeling of Dad not being here is so hard. I totally get how you are feeling because although people say remember the good times and of course we do it’s hard not to think about them end stages. It’s so horrible and you feel like life isn’t fair. Stay strong you are strong and you’ll only get stronger. Your father would be so proud of you for how you’ve carried yourself since and that you keep his memory alive.

I hope you are doing ok Jodie. You are such a kind soul. 😘

Grief is such a constant roller-coaster of emotions. I know Birthdays and Anniversaries can be extremely hard love 💔 I will be thinking of you on the Anniversary of your Dads passing. Sending you so much love and a big hug your way Jodie ❤ We Love Ya! 💞 😘 Xoxo P.S. I absolutely love your channel girl! 💜 You and Mia are just so lovely 🥰

I know exactly how you feel as i Lost my Mum in January to throat cancer and it still hurts thinking about her hun bless you Jodie Xx

Grief never ends. You should get some counseling. You have a lovely family. It’s worse living alone with grief.

Sending love ❤️

Be careful giving your dogs tea, there is something called tannin in tea which can be poisonous to dogs and make them sick! Wouldn’t want any of your cute doggies getting ill 💓

Can't wait for 7K Subscribers!❤

I'm excited for 7k Subscribers

Who is Mackenna that you like to watch their vlogs? Xx

Embrace process ur doing well ❤

Stay strong beautiful thinking of you xxx

I can really relate to you regarding loosing your dad, it’s a horrendous situation, didn’t you get offered counselling from the hospice or macmillian?? I had counselling from the hospice after my dad passed, it did help me to a certain extent.

you’re doing so well Jodie ✨🤍 I’ve never dealt with grief but I wish I could just give you a hug after seeing you speak about it. You’ve got this!!! ❤️