This is the closest thing to closure I have been able to have. Thank you so much. The survivors guilt and not being there with my person when he passed has been tormenting. It's like a nightmare I keep thinking I will wake from and it will be over. He passed three weeks ago today from heart complications, breathing issues, diabetes, copd, and I felt everything that day and that evening. He was 42 and his name is Brian

Since my loved one passed a month ago, I have received such clear and precise messages from your channel and some other readers, it's just so unbelievable. I just know this information is from the Divine and meant for me. I am awestruck honestly, I dare not tell people this, as most will think it's my imagination.

WOW PILE 1 my eyes are swollen from crying I can barely type 🥺🥺🥺🙏🏻 thank you for being a channel ❤

So, I picked 3 fluorite. My passed person was my mother. In life, she was hypercritical, judgmental, mean, played favorites, didn’t support me and made me choose between my parents when I was like 9, when they had separated. She told me if I chose my dad I could leave right away and she would never see me again. I instinctively knew that my dad would understand this (he did) so I placated her and “chose” her. However she remained awfully horribly insecure and jealous especially of my relationship with my dad, which though strained ended up strong. My mother decided to leave her entire estate to my brother, her favorite, who could do no wrong even though HE DID. She left me $10, which was simply to prove it wasn’t an oversight. I am struggling with how a parent could live such a cruel life and then have an equally cruel parting shot. I am very grateful that my relationship with my own son is loving and kind, I have a wonderful relationship with my father, I have good loving friends and a loving partner. I know I always deserved all of that but I am just struggling with getting such a gut punch after a life of gut punches. My brother rubbed his inheritance in my face literally at a gathering so I won’t see him again, it’s too much. I guess my closure is that it was terrible, she has regret, and I should focus on what I built but it would be great to have had support from her along the way or at the end.

Be nice. Be kind. Be loving now. Because once you’re gone. Your apologies from the other side are too late All I’ve had from my parents since they died last year is apologies But the emotional scars inflicted by them are ingrained Surfacing as lack of self worth But they taught me. How not to treat my own children I make sure I love them and they feel loved Breaking the cycle of abuse

This breathtaking reading came to me after a lot of praying for it. I will cherish this unbelievable and extremely accurate reading for the rest of my life. I can't thank you enough 🕯️🕯️🕯️💔💔💔

Pile 2. Dark amethyst. Thank you for this reading. My loved one, my late husband (the Emperor), gave me the message that no matter how it looked in the physical, the reality is that we had a strong bond. He has always been protective, and still is, because our souls are very connected. He wants to be supportive from the other side: a shield that protects. He wants to give me energy. He regrets being neglectful of my emotional wellbeing. He knows I was stripped of self-confidence and feels responsible for my lack of self-esteem. He speaks about what he didn't do. Wishes he could have made more beautiful memories with me... I am getting our grandchildren in this connection. Yes, he was a Friend... we were friends until it all fell apart, and yes, we missed out on a lot because of his "walking away". He says there are so many things we could have done if he had spend more time building a happy relationship with me. He did not live life to the fullest with me... He is very much aware that he left me before our most fruitful life could begin. The Dragonfly is significant. He knows he did not give me good fortune and did not give me emotional blessings. He left me feeling abandoned and lonely. He knows that he completely failed in his role. He will make up for it in spirit. There is definitely Hope... a lovely Rainbow of Hope and Joy. His final words from your messages are that he is sending signs, such as Rainbows. Butterflies. Feather. An orb from your window! He says I must remember him when I see a sign. We can make up for it in a next life, so he says I mustn't feel as if Life failed me and he failed me... The Magic can be manifested again. He is extremely remorseful and regretful... a black horse... He wants to make it up. Forgiveness and Love can make things better again.... even a fresh start in the next lifetime. THANKS SO MUCH FOR YOUR READING XXX

I too cherish this reading. Pile 1. Runs so deep for me. Blessings to you ❤️. Wish I could leave 50 likes

Thankyou sincerely for my ecstatic reading. It was so beautiful..My dearest husband passed away at home. He'd been in and out of hospital several times with Liver Cancer. He knew he was slowly dying, so his last wish was to be at home with me. He got his wish and died peacefully.at home.. Before, he passed on, he whispered that he loved me, and I returned the same gesture to him. It was very sad but very beautiful. I know he's with me in spirit. I have a large framed photo on my wall of us together 💕while on holiday.However, I get this feeling, he's watching me daily. It makes me feel content. We were married a long time and we were very much in love, before and after he fell ill. I try to visit his resting place as much as possible, but with winter been here, it's awkward to place flowers because if ground frost and freezing fog. I'll visit when early Spring arrives. However, thankyou once agsin for this beautiful reading and inspiration. God Bless you Always 🙏 ❤️ 🙌 🤲🙌🙏

This is about my Aunt that gave me up to her brother & his wife. I didn't put 'two & two' together until she passed over... my Uncle did not want children and I always found it strange as there is only 1 baby photo in a bassinet (no other people) of me. I took care of my 'Aunt' for the last years of her life. I never bonded with either parent growing up - was treated very badly - never a hug - never a kiss - never an 'I Love You'! I could never figure out why I was left my Aunt's entire estate when she had 8 other nieces & nephews; and I think about 'her' constantly... never cared about my 'other parents' after they both passed!

Nia, your readings are such an incredible gift! Thank you!

I chose to go to detox because my husband asked me to on his birthday Sept 17. he had been asking me for a while. I told him it would be the last time that I would see him face to face he said no it won't I love you I'm proud of you, please don't divorce me and when you get out I will come to you. Not long after that he and his girlfriend our sister wife or whatever she is went to jail. He asked to go to the hospital from the jail and when he went to the hospital somehow he walked out and things happened and he ended up being shot and killed by the Claremore Police department. The last time I spoke to him was Sept 25th. I never got to speak to him again. I got out of detox on October 4th. he died on October 5th. His death was live on TV in Tulsa.

Love and light as always, that was very uplifting 🕊💫💜💜💜

Thank you for your reading

Wow! This reading was on point! I chose the amethyst stone and my husband was not only very sick with chronic hepatitis C, pancreatic cancer and high blood pressure, but he died from a drug overdose as well. We were separated on and off during the last year of his life and he was very cruel and cared what others thought of him more than he cared about what i thought. I am beyond grateful to you for doing this reading and my husband used you as a vessel to come through and speak to me to give me the closure I desperately needed! Thank you so much!❤

It resonates so much. Thank you again. ❤❤

Thank you for your reading ❤️

Pile 1, husband was in a coma/unconscious ...never said goodbye...get many many signs from him in spirit, he hasn't left me. Thank you.

Wow. My prayers have been answered. He came thru Pile 1. He was in a coma, brain dead from accidental overdose. It was so tough saying goodbye in the hospital. This is what I've been waiting to hear. Thank you for bringing this message forward. I will cherish this.🙏

I think pile 2 is my father who has NOT passed over. We are estranged, but I am going 'home" this summer. This gives me hope that we will "get right" with each other so that he can pass on being peaceful about our relationship. He is 90 years old, after all.

Thank you Nia.pile 1 resonated as he was in ICU for more than a month,waiting for signs

Thank you so very much , every word you said made perfect since ,.

I listened to the reading I was the first drawn to, then 3 wow did it all make sense...❤️ This!!!

2 resonated with my Mom..This was healing. THANK U

I really love your rainbow crystals! 🌈🥰

Thank you sooooo much i feel alot better now. You are an angel❤

Pile 2, for my husband everything resonated. Just happy that we will meet in next life. I so wish to meet him right now.

Oh 😮 I have no words except 🙏much gratitude 💜 💜💜💜

Reading 1 so spot on yes she lives inside me yes I wish we could have had a conversation before she passed

Pile 2…Everything resonated. Everything 🖤 it was my dad. thank you for bringing this message to me even if it was really painful

2 thank you 💚. Accurate.

There are no coincidences - we were all meant to meet, to learn the lessons on our own paths. I am so happy for your psychic energy. 💖🌟🌟💖

💜I love to watch you do readings 💜

Thank you so much for this message, this message was for me! It totally talkes about what I went through with my husband. He passed away 2 years ago, and he stayed 9 years in a hospital bed in vigil coma, I literrally lived with him in the hospital room for 8 years, but due to the pandemic I had to leave the hospital and coudn't be with him tha last year and 4 months. I needed to hear this message frm him!! Thank you. God Bless you immensely! 🙏🏻💖💖

Your are so amazing and I thank you will all my heart and soul for what you have given me in answers.. that I needed to here so bad. Thank you so much

Light Amethyst pile... WOW, JUST WOW MS NIA 😲 100% accuracy and 1,000% resonance! Yes, my husband-in-Spirit "Mark" was quite quiet and silent and we were in a no-contact situation before he passed back in 2003. I was pregnant at the time (not his child) and my son was born and Mark passed away 5 months apart. Yes he did love me and care about me and yes we separated before he passed. Yes, he was an alcoholic. I was later told he told a family member I was his one true love. Yes, he had his other women. OMG! 😲 Seems every word of this is resonating with me!!! Yes! He always sends me birds (blue jays and cardinals) and dragonflies! Yes he died from cirrhosis of the liver (he drank himself to death). WOW, I'm just floored right now with tears of joy in my eyes, my eyes are tearing up, you are so right about our situation! 🥲🥲🥲 Yes, I've been feeling him, his birthday was on April 26th and his death anniversary will be in July so I know he'll be coming through. Yes, he does live in me. We are STILL one. I know he died in love with me and I'm STILL loving and in love with him. Oh yes, there IS unfinished business with him and I. We will finish it in the afterlife. We will reunite and love again. Where are you from Ms Nia? If you're German, my mother is German so I already feel so connected with you and the Old Country! This was so very beautiful! Thanks a trillion for this! "Much love and peace be with you!" God bless you for these videos! Your channel and videos were right on time for me to be able to connect with my top Spirit Guide, Mark now! God bless you in all you do! You're 💯!!!

I love my past on loved ones. I understand what cards are saying.

Pile Number 2. It's my Dad, who committed suicide when I was 9. I have never felt any anger against him. His validation is that he says I might have seen him as "cold". Looking back, there were very few memories that were happy. And yes, I did have a life of feeling abandoned, but I am so grateful for this readings. He always talks about rainbows in his messages to me. He wants so much for me to be happy and to find Hope. I do see the Signs... Especially orbs and light sources! Thank you so much for being the go-between for this message to me... Bless you x

hello my grandfather passed away years ago and i still can not get over the fact that i never got to tell him goodbye and how much i loved him

Bill upon his last breath visited me in spirit. In tears with a hug he said he loved me and he was sorry.then said revenge. I replied: it's gonna be ok, the Lord will take care of the wicked group. He knows what they have done, and I love you too. Then I witnessed the angels guiding him up to Heaven, heard the Angel say; Born Again, yes I said,the Lord answered my prayers. Thank you Jesus.

Thank you for this reading it gave a lot of clarity and help me with my healing. I quite a lot my mother was sick with cancer. She was on a lot of medication‘s to help with her pain towards the end she could not speak anymore and I was going through some issues with my father, who is very toxic, and I felt throughout my life she was more for there for him and for me and I forgive you Mom I thank you for your apologies. I miss you so much it hurts.

My mom was very sick when I went to spontaneously visit her for my childrens’ birthdays (their birthdays are back to back on the 16th and 17th) we got there on the 17th and my mom passed away on the 18th in the hospital. It’s the most beautiful and touching story I would love to share of if you allow me. It was true magic the way it all happened. I love her so much and I give my heart to my mom. She’s the love of my life. And while I feel I always put my mom second especially when it came to my personal romantic relationships but when she passed and “she gave me her heart (I felt her last heartbeat on my palm as I touched her chest)” I completely gave my heart to my mom, the most beautiful being to enter my life.

Pile 1 yes this is how it was

I accept apologies & forgive them & myself.

💜beautiful 💜 25:53

Thank you 💜

❤ thank you

pile 1 resonate... my husband was in ICU in his last days.... I am waiting for him..... we couldn't even say goodbye......

Listening to this a year after it posted. Pile 1, husband died from an overdose ❤ spot on

Pile 2- i lost my mom 3 weeks back..n i m still processing the loss..it was so sudden that we are still in shock 🥺

I picked pile 1 and my mom told me those things in life and yes she couldn’t speak on her deathbed but she shed a tear and she tightened her grip when I held her hand although she was “gone” in vegetable state. She was always proud of me and I was so so so proud of her. I have a peacock feather I lay on a plastic moon on my wall. My Mom’s name literally translates to Moon Light (our family name is De Luna) 💜🌙🌟

Thank you

My Name is Hiya and yes#1 is definitely my pile thank you.

#2🥺 So sad... Thank you 💜

Wow pile one nailed it and I been so depressed and crying randomly the past two days , he passed in the summer and I was just asking him last night what exactly happened to please come tell me .. I know he passed from addiction and my heart has been so heavy ..then this video pops up in the perfect timing. Thank you for sharing..111 ,💜💜💜💜💜

Thank you 🤍

Thank you for this reading , I am devastated that you didn’t discuss with me the cruel and despicable lies that you were told. I never stopped loving you and I have peace now that you know the truth about the matter. I forgive you after hearing a few years ago what was said to you and I’m so sad that you believed that lie and thought I would do that to you. . I hope you’re at peace now and RIP my love 💔until we meet again 😢

Pile 2 got me , my step dad passed away out if nowhere die to a medical emergency and the hospital really failed him and that breaks my heart because when I seen him last , he couldn't even walk man 😭 and I had to take care of everyone while still grieving. I never got to grief properly, half a year ago I went to a medium find out more but I still miss him dearly , there was so much going on that no one knew about and it breaks my heart . I only have a few memories and that's with going fishing and boating , that's the only memory I have . Dragonflies are one of my animal guides and I have them land on me all the time . For some reason like one also got me , both Amethyst crystals , my step dad sends me hawks and they can come up to my window , he was in the hospital for several days and his health just went down so quickly , everything happend so fast .

Pile 3

Wow pile 1...mom was in a mental health hospital when Vivid broke out...she was put in coma... I waited 3yrs to speak with her... didn't get to...I did spend Mother's day with her by her bedside...she passed the next morning...she was in perfect health aside from a mentally health issue... I was in shock to loose her... I was taking care of my dad with leukemia at home...lost him 3 months later unexpectedly...he just came home from having it put in remission and passed at home that day as I went out to get his meds...

Pile number 2 was so my mother who passed away in 2018. Alot of things left unsaid. She passed away suddenly, I had already saved her life twice before and this time was out of state. We had issues growing up where I didnt feel loved but became very close friends as I got older. I now really feel abandoned as my father is extremely toxic and one of my sisters is as well. I'm an empath and have seen and felt my mother in my home but still struggling to connect with her to get her messages. Thank you for your help. I would love to do a personal reading w you! Much love and light to you!

I cant believe this my ex-boyfriend of 9 yrs passed away on the 28th of January. I still loved him. I broke up with him because of my alcoholism. He did want to stop and I didn't either. I had to go. He was at a party freak accident chocked to death while conscious in front of ppl. Now they are saying there were drugs involved. He died with party friends none of his real friends were around him. It devastates me he struggle with addiction himself. I knew it would escalate. He doesn't need to tell me this already know. 😢

Pile 1 I sat with my late mum all night and day, then I popped to the coffee shop in the hospital and she passed i never got to say goodbye, she passed away with my dad and brother there 😢 she was on chemo and morphine.. loads of birds 🐦 around me right now strange as it sounds a bird said hi the other day 😇 we were besties... miss her every day 😊 spot on xxxxx p.s I don't need an apology ❤

#2💜

Is that an orb at the top left corner

Pile 1 🙏😢💔

Pile 1....❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Caught an orb on the left side at 55:55 but to see go to 55:50 and 1:14:30

#2 resonated with me...may I ask one question? Did she hear all of us when we said goodbye at the hospital?? We couldn't see her until the last day when we decided to pull life support she had COVID n on a generator ...

That my husband dearly so much 💕

I picked 2 for an ex boyfriend and 3 for my grandmother. When 3 came on the first thing you said was a 3rd party, which was his child mother and another female I found out about in a crazy unique way. It was his family as well and friends that was no good for him. Very toxic

Yes, my best friend died f illness, love him very much, inside my mind, heart & soul

And my daughter

I was born autistic they did not recognize it not only that but my mother suffered from bipolarism and a very bad heart condition God has shown me so much about my mother I have been able to forgive her and release her from the things that she was unable to give me she was severely abused and had a low self-esteem herself it was not her fault it was generational sin that was passed down over and over again and never recognized I came in I separated that tie I've cut that tie of that generational curse off of us I know what she is saying is that the next life there will be greater rewards greater expression greater everything it will be a reunion of love not a circumstances beyond our own controls

Choose pile one lost my partner to covid lv t xx

Pike no 1 true fr my ill mother

I looked after my ban 24/7 and my family caused me to me to leave for 2 days abd sge died alone i watched it on canera demensure

Nia can you please help me understand what parrots symbolize?.The evening my husband passed ,I saw a pair of green parrots one male and other female sitting by the window side...I do not know why I keep on remembering the sight..As you mentioned green birds,I again got reminded of it ...

How do i get a reading? Everytime i click the link it says no time available every month

My nan brought me up she done more than enough before she fell ill me and my daughter were apart

It's been there a minute

My boyfriend passed away NOVEMBER 27th I can still feel his presence 🙏

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I know that physical restrictions caused tgem not to beable to say goodbuy & I love myself as they do.

I THANK YOU FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL MESSAGE SWEET SOUL IVE BEEN IN THE 🏜 DESERT IN A SPIRITUAAL WAR, WASNT A ABLE TO GET HOME IN TIME MY MOTHER, THEN MY OLDER BROTHER 💔 😢 🙏 😞 ❤ I WASNT ABLE TO SEE THEM, OR SPEAK TO THEM AND OUR PARTING WASNT TO GREAT TRUFULLY IT WAS HORRIBLE, 💔 I LOVE THEY JUST DIED AND THEY ARE IN HEAVEN. THANK YYOU FOR THIS MESSAGE SWEET SOUL 💐 IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN LOVE YOU ❤ CHRISTINA MARIE FORESTER ❤ 💖 ♥ 💕 💗 💙

I have a full size tiger teddy in my room im lookin at it now so they both gere 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

111 💜

She did tell me but would of forgot it broke me that was un 2021 she brought me up i wouldbt let her go in a home she was ny world x

My mum exactly, abandoned at 4 then, after struggling to survive and years of therapy I let her back in for a few years then she passed away 😞

Yes i wasn't able to go into burn treatment to say I love you and say goodbye too him after I wás there his wife wouldn't allow his sister or I in the room dearly I blame her for his death because house gotten robbed and next morning he woke up and lite a cigarette up and house blew up and they gotten him outside of house ,I was living in Marietta ga I woke up in tears 😭 💔 and he came in dream said Mom god told me to come and say sorry I was so definitely in tears dearly it was hurting getting through it but it took me a long time get through it I think of happines that he brought to my life ❤️🥰 🤗 to him ,I shouldn't said this but noone can hurt him no more but his children are the ones are suffering though it dearly

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She was his sugar mama

We had separated and I was out of the country 😢😢😢

Think this my nan now

I MEANT TO TYPE (I LOVED THEM BOTH, ITS A VERY LONG STORYLINE AND A STORY TO BE TOLD) WHEN GODS FOR YA WHO CAN BE AGAINST YA . I NEEDED TO HEAR THIS,I SENT IIT TO MY BABY BROTHER HES 💙 💙 😢 STRUGGLING ALSO GOD BLESS YOU

I don't know how dependable these rdgs are I want to know as these r general n these r such imp personal moments ..ppl r these dependable..I want to know..

My daughter was controled

Ohhh how I needed 😢 to hear that. My father wasn't in my life. He chose alcohol not me and was issue head. I meet him by accident I was 8, on the street passing by. I called him dad and he took me on his hands. Explain something about 💰 but for me important was have father 👨‍🍼 and 🫂and attention. Unfortunately my grandmother 👵 she 🚫 him to visit 😢. Years after he passed away on his grave put🕯and asked him to come in my dreams to know, why he left me. Ok I had 👵 ❤ but wasn't enough for me. I passed daddy issue when growing up and now as well can't trust a man. You're amazing Nia 👏 💖 always I can take what I need at the moment ❤🫂✨️🙏 P.S. I wish can have partnership where my needs will be in balance with past ❤ thank you 🙏 and I forgives all 🫂

Pile2 resignation 98 perent

Is it coincidence when I click this reading the time shows 11:11 am