"I'm growing up" I'm so so so glad you said that. That's what most of your fans need to realize. You're no longer 13 you're growing and maturing. No one stays the same forever. I'm glad that I've been following you for so long, you're one of my biggest inspirations. I'm proud to be one of your youtifuls :')

"I'll be different, but I'll still be here." Made me cry tears of joy inside.

"i will still be here"

Amber, I really don't know if you'll see this but I am who I am today, Because of you. I've been watching you since I was 12 years old and I am now 16. I honestly would have no idea how to do hair or makeup if I wouldn't have watched your videos. And now I dye it different pretty colors all the time and I love it c: I get super excited everytime you put a new video up. You inspire me to be myself and love myself no matter what anyone thinks and I can't thank you enough for that

Cosmetology school sounds absolutely perfect for you. I just graduated from Aveda and it was one of the best decisions I could have made. It was a hard year, but more than worth the struggle. I've watch your videos for years and I think you're indescribably awesome. Best of luck!

I love how she went through the “grunge” 2014 phase

Amber, im recently getting over a really bad heartbreak, can you do a video on how to get over breakups? :/ love you ❤️

It's awesome that you actually have a conversation with your viewers. I hate when I meet a youtuber, band member etc. and they think I just want a photo with them. Like no, I could care less about a photo, I want a meaningful conversation. I can't wait to meet you one day and have a nice conversation because you seem so real and so chill! I'm sorry you went through a hard time, sometimes you just have to walk away from things for a while to feel better and be able to do great work which I'm sure you will! c:

I am actually so impressed by this video. You sound so cheerful and just really positive and I'm very glad you made this. Just the reminder you gave everyone that you're extremely appreciative made me smile (:

I have watched you since the beginning...which was what like 2007 or 8!?!? Lol. You grew when i grew, you shut down when i shut down. You changed when i changed. And now your happy and found yourself, and im trying to rediscover me. You have and always will be one of my idols i look up to. Your videos helped me, made me laugh, i cried a few times haha. I freakin grew up to you dude!! Its soo cool realizing that!! Like miles away your in Cali, im in Oklahoma, and just can like connect to you through your videos!! Haha i remember i used to be soo happy to see a famous Amber on youtube, i was such a dork. Your the reason i wanna start youtube eventually!! Thanks Amber!! ILYSM!!

you took your viewers on a journey with you and your relationship with frankie, i dont think anyone will have any kind of closure on that because no-one knows what happened, ie what did he do to break your heart?, just saying people will always wonder. wouldnt it be better to give the basics like he cheated on you or whatever the case is? and then people will be like oh ok time to move on. that's just how i feel about it. i always wonder about it every time i see you on here or instagram. so glad to hear you are going to beauty school, i love seeing people use their natural talents and make something of themselves and their life. love how honest and open you were in this video and super jealous of where you staying (looks so relaxing) xx

I'm 26 and u remind me of myself when I was ur age. I loved I hurt and I got lost in my own mental health. When I pushed ppl away I done myself the biggest harm but when I opened up to trustworthy ppl I felt a million times better and stronger. Your such a happy inspirational character follow your dreams and believe in urself. Also could you pls do some more of your fav music vids :)

amber i love to see you happy, i remember when you were a teen making videos of yourself dyeing your hair in your bathroom and you always seemed so sad and i was worried about you and now you're so grown up and i'm proud of you for coming into yourself!

You have NINE SIBLINGS?!

Hey, Amber! I've been watching your videos since I was about 12 and I'm 16 now. I think you've helped me just express myself. You've been a big part of my life, not even knowing you really were. ^^It might sound weird, but you really inspired me when I was younger and you still do! Seeing you still make videos makes me really happy. (:

awhhhh im so happy you are backkk!!!!! ive been watching you for yearsss ive missed you girl.. hope things are better loveee!!!! loveee youuu

I'm obsessed with how happy you are in this,it makes me happy. I love you.

Hi Amber, I hope your doing good and I miss you hearing your voice. Whenever I feel down or not myself, i rewatch your videos and remember who I am. I love you, girlie! 🥰🤗💗🤪

THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS VIDEO... this shows you as a person how and who you are,I actually think this is one of my favorite videos right now,You are an amazing girl I will be watching you FOREVER !!!

All I see are horrible comments about people saying she's only doing this for money when she is sitting here pouring her heart out about her shattering breakup and saying she is sorry for not being on KZfaq for a while and telling us we are beautiful. What we should do is tell her we are here for her and we feel for her and thank you for pushing through the hard stuff and still comeing to us with a positive message. I can't belive most of you people who call yourself fans of hers. She is a person with real life problems too. Well I love you girl! I can relate to what you're going through and I hope you are feeling better! I'm looking forward to seeing you on my subscription feed more often :)

Wow Amber. This video was great and we got to see a side of you that we haven't seen for a really long time. It seemed like for a while you were simply making videos because you felt you had to or else you would get hate. Seeing you be so honest about what has been going on was awesome. The fact people were still talking about your ex was annoying. It was over and I didn't get why so many people still cared. You have been with your current boyfriend for a long time I think. Anyway these are my favorite videos of yours where you just talk to us. I'm so glad you are doing what makes you happy. Love you! :)

This video LIFTED MY MOOD! Its so nice to see you happy again. Im looking forward to the amazing videos you'll have for us next. Forever a fan

I'm glad you are back and happy again! Thank you for making this video, and for always being you. Don't listen to everyone talking shit about the advertisements, they don't know what they're talking about. I live a few hours from San Fran, near Sacramento. I think the contest is a great idea!

im glad you're back and feeling better. been watching your videos for like 4 (?)years the first video i saw was you doing your hair rainbow and coontails! haha, and still here! you're great and the best of luck in your new relationship and look forward to more videos. x

im really touched :) super excited for all your future plans. all my best wishes for you

This video made me SOOOO HAPPY! I wanted to cry, your back and I know all of us are super joyful and this made all of our thanksgivings that much more better!

You seem so much more mature in this video, its really endearing:) Nice to see you're back and I know me and everyone else here will ALWAYS be here for you Love you xx

amber im sososoo happy that you're back! i strarted following you like 3 years ago and i died my hair blue also 3 years ago because of you and i've dyed my hair since! you're the one who thought me to be who i wanted to be and made me become someone different

The day I met you at the ghost town concert talking to you about KZfaq made me love you so much more. It was amazing to talk to you on all personal levels about your goals and aspirations through modeling and KZfaq. And now I cant wait to see you back, coming from someone who's been watching you since the literal beginning when you asked me on MYSPACE to check you out lol 3

Amber if it wasn't for you id still be that chubby girl who always wore her frizzy long hair in a dorky low pony tail, wearing no make-up, and looking like a complete mess. In September 2011 when I had just turned 13 I saw your 10,000 subscribers video of you dancing in the mirror. At that moment I fell in love with you. I stayed up until 2am watching your videos. I loved your hair, style, make-up, humour, everything. The next morning I woke up and did something that I had never done before that was a HUGE deal to me. I straightened my hair and bought my bangs out, and left home for school WITHOUT tying it in that low dorky pony tail. I went to school and got so many compliments on how different I looked and it only made me want to be like you even more. Weeks went on, I got better at styling my hair, and I even started wearing make-up. I even had a boy tell me I looked cute! I started taking care of myself because I fell in love with my new style. I even lost some weight. I never would have guessed that one simple click of a video would change my life, and I'm glad it did. I transformed my appearance in one night! Now, 3 years later at the age of 17 I still watch your videos (old and new) and I don't think I will ever stop. Amber you changed my life, you have no idea how big of a deal you are to me. So what I'm saying is, THANK YOU SO MUCH! You helped me be who I am today. You helped me gain confidence with my appearance. I have never written a message like this for anyone before. We have never even spoken before and you mean this much to me. Thank you so much Amber, you're amazing!

i havent seen u ever so happy and yourself :)) x i watch u since 4 years already.. i love u u helped me to develop my personality and where i stand now, i am so glad to see you happy im crying XD no seriously im crying im weird

I really like this side of you c: You don't open up very often, and it was nice to hear from you! I'm happy that you're gonna be making more vids :D You're the cutestttt!

I freaking love you!!! Missed your videos so much💜

your energy in this video is really great and I love it a lot ugh 💕

every one of your videos seems to be an ad now.

I freakin love Amber so much. She's so cute and caring. She's just such a beautiful person in general. I've watched basically every video she has/had up. And I'll admit I got RLLY upset when she stopped making videos but I totally understand now. I will always support you amber !!!! No matter what (-::::::

I honestly love you so much Amber! Your positive fun loving energy is back. Your completely on good vibes and i love that, because before i honestly noticed something was off. I completly understand you taking that time off, so dont feel bad about it. It brought our old Amb back. I think i may know who your talking about ive been here sonce the candy bracelets and the pink hair. We all love and missed you Amber💕 Ps. Youtifuls is awesome

glad you back properly! i love your hair tutorials!!! :D

I have never commented on your vid Amber, but now I feel like a have to... I have watched your videos for many years and in past year I haven't really been into them. But after this video I am really happy that you are being so real and telling things as they are, and as a subscriber I really appreciate that! Now I am looking forward to your next videos.

I love you so much Amber you are so amazing I have been watching your videos for like 5 years now and you are still my fav youtuber! 💁

I always watched your videos, they entertain me and I enjoy them everytime :) I'm from France by the way ! I can perfectly imagine the way you felt because of this guy, last year I was in depression and had to do homeschooling.. I'm better now and I can do what I used to do aswell. I'm so glad you are happy now.

I love you so much Amber! and you were the first person i subscibed to here on youtube! And you will always be my favorite youtuber!

Gorgeous as ever Amber! I've been following you since 2009, and I'm like 17 now and you've inspired me so much! you and Leda were my biggest inspirations in middle school, and honestly helped me be myself❤️

I'm so surprised. I never would of thought that you were going through all this, especially over your ex...I'm sorry Amber :( I'm so glad your being open. I've been watching you for years, and I've wondered for a awhile why your videos changed. I figured you were busy with work, and that your an adult and have a lot more responsibilities than you had when you were younger, and the time just wasn't there, but never less I am glad you still pushed past that to make videos anyway. Shows how strong you are. I'm excited to see what new things you have in-store for your channel :3

Dude....I really fucking love you ; you're one of the few KZfaq people in am still subscribed too! I remember like 3 years ago when you came to long beach & tweeted you were walking around in pjs I tried to find you but I failed D: You made me become addicted to dying my hair ; even inspired my current hair. xD You're really super amazing amber dont change ♡

ifly :') feel like i've been waiting for this day. You have a heart of gold and i'm glad to hear you're happy! Luv from Canada xo

I loved this video so much. You were the very first KZfaqr I started watching. You've always been such an inspiration to me. I'm so happy that you're doing so much better! I love you Amber!(:

I have been subscribed since your channel was new and I'll always be subscribed. I have seen you grow in so many ways and I am so happy to see you happy. I am so sorry you had to go through that and I definitely know how that all feels. I'm sure it will be easier than you think to get back in the habit of making videos. Happy for you! xoxoxoxo

You were one of the first people I subscribed to. Even though you fell out for a little bit, you still had those past videos that are my old time favorites. I love you forever and always! Haha I'm so happy that you have healed and that you are now happy and content. You're awesome. Keep it up.

Amber, I've been subscribed to you since you first started your channel. It's been great seeing you grow and transform into the lovely lady you are now. You helped me figure out who I was in high school and you gave me inspiration to not be afraid of what others thought. And now, years later, we're all here. Sure there were some bumps in the road, no one is happy their entire life. You're allowed to go through rough times. Remember that your true supporters will be here for you always

Thanks amber for like just being honest with us I personally understand disconnecting from everyone and I'm truly happy with you feeling better and being happier and I hope you continue to be happy

I love you!! I have been watching your videos for years!!!! You are amazing!!! Do what makes you happy!!!! No matter what it

Honestly when you said we make you happy when you're down you made my whole night I've been watching you for years and I love you sooo much! I'm so happy you're in a better place now ♡

This video made my day! I miss seeing your new videos so I've been rewatching all of your old ones! I'm glad your back!

I'm glad you're happy now Amber c: I really appreciate the effort you put in your videos and honestly this video made me happy and made me forget about some crap I've been dealing with lately. Love you Amber!

Yay you're coming back!! :) I'm an old subscriber and I always loved your videos. I was sad when you wouldn't post as much but im glad that youre coming back!! I would love to see more advice videos or just videos of you talking :) love you xoxo

Love you Amber!!!

You are Awesome. I've been here for years. I never get tired of you. I really like this videos. I love watching your videos. :)

Awww youre too cute , happy thanksgiving ambrehh

AMBER, I REMEMBER WATCHING ALL OF YOUR VIDEOS WHEN I WAS YOUNGER! I STILL WATCH ALL OF THEM TO THUS DAY BECAUSE YOU ARE AN INSPIRATION TO ME. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

Hey Amber :) I've been watching you for years and its been amazing seeing you grow. We're about the same age and its been awesome growing with you. I'm so happy for you that you're in a better place now, and its so nice to see you making videos again. I love that you're planning on going to beauty school!! I'm finishing up at Paul Mitchell right now, and i live in the SF area, so if you have any questions or anything about beauty school then definitely let me know! I think you're going to love it. cosmetology is an awesome career and you would definitely go far in the industry :) So so so glad you're doing well. Happy holidays!!

i have so much respect for you amber. you inspire me like no one else did before.

seriously love you Amber, you are such a honest youtuber and you really tell it like it is, and you have changed, but literally in a good way, and it's awesome that you do change but still have passion for youtube and all us Youtifuls

Videos like this is the reason I subscribed to you in the first place. You are like the love I can't get away from, I always end up coming back to your channel. You are amazing and because of you, I am who I am today.

I love your videos ive been watching you since your first video, and sometimes we all need time to ourselves and as viewers and youtifuls we need to understand you let us in your life alot cause it makes not only you happy but us as well so for sharing your life with us i say thank you and you kick ass :p

It’s crazy to go through channels like these and see people grow up and just have fun on their channels and not know they could blow up even more than they already were

Amber i love you ! Ive been following you forever !!! I felt like i got to know more of you when you spilled your heart out ! I will always follow you ! You are one of my favorite youtubers !! !! I love u and i thank u for making videos ! I always get excited when i see ur vids !

This video actually made me smile, we love you Amber♡ I've been watching you since the way beginning! :)

awwwwh >.< ive watched you since you first started, and ive always supported you. you inspire me so so so much . thank u so much

I almost cried!! Lmao I've followed you from the beginning! So I've grown to love you soo much and just seeing that you're happy and that you're back in the KZfaq game made me soo happy! Lol love you amber....can't wait to see what you have in store

I'm so glad you spoke out Amber I love your videos x

Ive been watching your videos for a few years now and just wanted to share... I dont know how I even came across your stuff, probably a hair tutorial that I was searching for... regardless, I ended up subscribing and I think you're so cute and have so much potential!! I could probably be your mom lol ... ok no, not really, but a much older sister at the very least and this video made me so happy for you!! I, Like many others, have been through bad breakups and life shit and have felt the way you described soooo many times, so I completely understand how hard it is and I honestly felt proud hearing you open up and be real like you did. You are so young and have such a creative, beautiful energy about you and youre super talented girl!! I honestly wish the best for you, nomatter what that is and I know if you put your mind to it you will get to where you want to be!! xoxoxoxoxox

you are genuinely so down to earth and kind-hearted

You should make a video of your favorite places. I Love you AMBER!!! I'm so glad that you're finally hapoy!

I missed you too. I know that you don't know who I am but I started watching your videos a while ago. Pretty much when you started and I've always been watching since then. The fact that you took the time to just have a conversation with us really did felt like you were talking directly to me. Like if you were just beside me and I really felt like it was a benefit conversation. I love you Amber and I wish you the best. PS: I would really like to get my hair done by you but it totally sucks that I live in Canada :(

hey darling, i just wanted to let you know that ill always watch your videos no matter how long you take a break, when you come back ill still be here and you mean so much to me and i hope things keep getting better. i was depressed earlier today over a similar thing i know it isn't quite as hard to get away from for me because people aren't reminding me constantly, but it's always in the back of my mind whether someone brings it to my attention or not and so i understand its hard, but i know both of us have the strength to forget it and go out and have fun again, and do what makes us happy. i have faith in you and i know you can do it. just leave everything in the past and move on because youre amazing, and you're beautiful, and you mean so much to me and all of your youtifuls c:

Awe girlie this was a sweet video! You'll be alright in life. Just keep being yourself and you'll do great things. :-) I've been a subscriber of yours for a few years now (and I follow you on instagram) and it's cool how you have grown up with all of us over the years. Never give up on life and love! :-D

Im so happy to your back 😊 And I'm glad that you think we are all your friends instead of your fans you are here for us and we are here for you as well we are a community together we also grow with you your youtiful inside and out we fkn love you hope to see more of you 💕

Oh Amber, we'll always love you and your videos, no matter what they're about! We're all glad to hear that you are doing better now, and getting back into the swing of youtubing. Super excited for new videos to come! Stay awesome

I've been waiting for a video like this for sooooo long. But I'm glad you are finally moved on & happy with yourself & your love life. I've been watching literally from the beginning, I seen you at Disneyland like two years ago on Fourth of July. Your such a an amazing person, & I'm not going any where either. Love you amber

I am so glad you're doing better sense the last time I checked in. I've been showing your videos to my friends and they say our resemblance is super crazy.

love you Amber happy thanksgiving to you hope u have blessed time with your family and loved ones ;)

Aw Amber! This is amazing, and I'm so happy for you. Shit with breakups suck. I love you soo much and I hope to see you at VidCon!

this video made me soo happy, love you amber

Break ups are so flippin hard and I'm so happy that you got through it and are now stronger c; I'm excited to see new content ^.^

You inspire me, thanks for being awesome and glad to see you're happier :) xx

Amber I've been watching your videos at least 5 years since I had started to know who I was and how I wanted to be and this video is my favourite of all. You're the most amazing person and watching your videos when I was younger and felt overweight and ugly helped me love myself for who I was and I want to thank you so much for that. I'm so so happy you're happy and have a great relationship and if you ever come to the UK you must do a meet up! Bc I'd love to meet and tell you how much you've inspired me in person x

Love you babes, been a sub since day one, glad you're better

Oh Amber!!! I just Adore youuu!!!!!!! Don't let any boy break your heart like that because they are the ones missing out on a Spectacular girl!!!! You are such a sweet girl just keep on doing the best you can do and you are so talented with hair it's unbelievable!!!!

I tried Opinion Outpost several times, & I don't know if it's just me or what, but it seems like it's impossible to actually complete a survey. Like to take the survey, you have to answer a zillion questions to qualify for the survey, & then often times it'll tell you after you spend a good 15+ minutes that you don't qualify. Or other times it seems like it just keeps taking you from survey to survey & it just seems like I've never gotten to the end of one, & it's not like I'm impatient or anything, I'll spend awhile & it'll just seem like I never get anywhere. So yeah, Opinion Outpost seems to be this huge mystery to me as to how you actually complete a survey & gain points, lol.

I've been watching your videos from day 1 and I have always loved you ^.^ you were someone I looked up to... I got so much inspiration from you... I feel like when you left I was bummed because I wanted to know how your life was going, and I wanted to make sure you were doing okay. It also upset me when you left your scene phase, but so did me and all my friends... we still laugh about the crazy things we did with our outfits and the songs we listened to (brokencyde, millionairs...etc) when I was younger I thought the scene style would never die out... but as people grow we go through so many different things :P...

I loooove your videos! Happy that you are back making these videos where you are talking♥

I am soooooo glad you're making videos again! 😊 Could you make one of the hair products you use to make your hair so healthy?

I've been watching your videos since I was in high school, I'm 21 now! Haha. I think you're a cool girl, and I know what it feels like to feel completely destroyed by somebody you were in love with, it's hard. I'm glad you're happy now, and you don't have to apologize or explain yourself! But I understand why you did it, and I thought this video was very genuine. I hope you have an awesome day. :)

Aw that's awesome you may be going to cosmetology school! I can honestly say I've been watching your videos from they beginning, and they really got me interested in hair and beauty in the first place. Which inspired me to go to beauty school currently. So thank you for inspiring me with my own future so long ago! I wish you the best of luck(:

I've loved your vids for ages. You're awesome!! Keep the way you are Amber!! :)

Love you! im glad you are back!

My ex did the same thing to me that happened to you.... It took a year to get back on my feet and back to loving myself. I have faith in you :) You're such an awesome person and your true fans support you no matter what

I'm so glad your doing better, we love you!!

Been a subscriber for a long time.. It looks like you took the videos down that directly involved him, and I'm glad. Your channel is about you, and you alone. People shouldn't obsess over your relationship, it's personal and you chose to share some of it. I don't get how people just kept obsessing over it. But I'm glad you're over everything now, and you're with someone who makes you truly happy. Love you Amber!