Your videos helped get me through Covid lockdown, my son's death, lots of my longtime friends and clients dying because we're getting older, and dealing with learning to downsize my life now that I'm seventy five and alone. I hope you share more of your adventures. Long before you started doing videos or were even born, I visited a lot of the countries you've featured, had crazy adventures and am stunned by the changes. I hope you'll be back so I can see the world changing through the eyes of the generation that gives me hope for a future.

You're the man! Gabi. Noone should feel forced to do anything, just come back if and when you want. We'll be waiting 🎉

Gabi, I have suffered off and on my whole life with depression. I'm now 75 and it's still there lurking. The times when life loses its' meaning I now just call "reporting to headquarters" as I am looking for direction on a deeper and deeper level. That's what happens to me. God bless you in your searching. You are beautiful.

Stay strong Gabi! If you wake up in doubt or feeling lost, just read these comments we all love your videos and to follow your journey ❤️

Welcome back GABI WE MISSED YOU.

Brave video, After losing my mother and brother in the past 5 years, i unknowingly fell into a depression and anxiety state. I broke up with my partner, who is the love of my life. I have the same emptiness and no purpose or fulfilment in my life. It's so hard and felt like just clearing off and going abroad. But i realised i would be even more lonely. I now walk 10km each day in the fresh air, sometimes it comes in waves, and i feel helpless again. Im going to keep trying to exercise daily and take each day as it comes and try and ride through my emotions. You're not alone my friend. Take care, and I hope you have the fight to keep going.

That's why it is said that BEING RICH AND DOING ALL THE EXCITING THINGS LIKE TRAVELING AND HAVING FUN doesn't mean you will be happy. That's why being poor, stuck in one place doesn't mean somebody is unhappy. Happiness comes from inside. Everybody needs to find PEACE inside first in order to be happy. No money or status will give you the inner peace.

Good to see you back Gabi! One thing I admire about you is that, even though you are struggling to find a life purpose, you know what is going on inside yourself. And that is key to keep on moving on in life. Wish you a great journey ahead and take it easy on yourself.

Will support you in Asia as well my brother - thank you for your honesty…your supporters are your KZfaq family - we got you 💪🏻👊🏻👍🏻

Life is a roller coaster; sometimes you're up, sometimes you're down, but remember never to give up. Your travel videos are probably some of my favorites. I love watching them and learning a lot. I love to travel myself, and I am currently traveling in Thailand as well.

Hey gabi! I recently started watching your channel. I am from india. I have been through this mental phase of feeling nothingness inside myself and understand on first-hand basis how much having an existential crisis sucks. What helped me though, is a mindset shift; which was as simple as accepting that this nothingness that i feel inside me is probably what the right way to feel is (at-least not the wrong way to be feeling, for sure). What i mean is, nothingness is what we all came from, so if that is what your mental self is trying to align you with, in reality there is nothing wrong with it. We are no-one, which is why we are one with everything. When we accept that everything else (other than this truth) is just a facade, is when we can feel joyous again, in participating in everything else (we become an observer first, and then we participate). I hope it helps you.

Was thinking of you last night, and there you are today.

The though ght of you not making regular videos sucks. Just understand how many of us also have emotional issues and look to you and your videos for comfort. We struggle too my friend. Love you bud. 💜

Hang in, Gabi! Glad to see your new video! Thank you so much for connecting back and for not giving up! Riding those waves you described can be very challenging. Please remember to keep going forward step at a time no matter what. Better days are coming soon, brotha. ✊

no problem my friend Gabi, is just good to hear from you, Big Hugs from Toronto, no hay problema mi amiga Gabi, un abrazo grande

i think most creators who have tried to create videos for several years in a row can definitely relate to how you're feeling. something that I have been trying to remember is that wherever you go, there you are. By creating this you are putting it out into the world and a problem shared is a problem cut in half. Wishing you nothing but the best!

Thank you, Gabi, for your update. Great to know you are in good health, financially secure and happy in Thailand. Two of my best friends from childhood suffered burn-outs during the careers. One is a physician. the other an investment banker. When a third person, another mutual friend, suffered a "breakdown" these two friends advised him to see a family doctor (general practitioner) to get a referral to a psychiatrist. By coincidence, all 3 of them were diagnosed with GAD (general anxiety disorder) and depression. Good news: after just a few months of medication, all 3 are now feeling as well as they have ever been. Two of them continue their medications while the third no longer needs it. Sometimes, exercises, diet and fresh air work by themselves, sometimes they need medications. Good luck to you and Ploy

Hi Gabi! I just wanted to drop you a quick message to let you know how much I appreciate all the hard work and passion you've put into your videos over the past two years. It's truly inspiring to see someone so dedicated to their craft, and your commitment has not gone unnoticed. I know that the journey can be tough at times, especially when it feels like the results don't always match the effort you're putting in. But remember, every video you create adds value to your audience and contributes to your growth as a content creator. Your authenticity and creativity are what make your channel unique, and that's something really special. Keep pushing forward and stay true to your passion. The impact you're making is real, and your dedication is sure to pay off. If ever you need a reminder of why you started or just a bit of encouragement, know that your KZfaq family are here cheering you on every step of the way. You've got this, and I can't wait to see where your journey takes you next!

I adore your vulnerability- how strong you are, Dear One. Much love your way! Thank you for all you do. Warm hugs from Brazil. ❤

Glad to see you back gabbi Best wishes and strength for your next adventures 👌🙏🏻

Thank you for taking the big step of being transparent and authentic, it’s so good to see you. Glad to hear you are walking out this journey with respite time for yourself as you cope with this season of life. Taking care of our mental health is even more important than addressing physical health. Rewatching your videos is still a great experience for this armchair traveler in the USA.

When I feel an inner peace, I have everything, even if I should have nothing. When inner peace is missing, I have nothing, even if I had everything.

I really understand you. I feel exactly like you. I'm trying to overcome depression. I've been following your travels and I hope you continue with the videos when you feel better.Right now the world is really grey. In August I'm going to Vietnam and Singapore and it was after watching your videos that I felt like visiting Southeast Asia. I wish you the best! A big hug from Portugal.

Heal first, make videos later. Finding something new to be passionate about and taking care of yourself should be your focus. Having those same issues at one point, I had to temporarily rely on anti-anxiety and mood stabilizing meds, just to be able to get out of bed every day. Many blessings to you and your family. Be kind to yourself, always.

Love & Light dear brother!!! We love you!!! 💚💚💚

Hey Gabi. You have a style I never seen from others, and that's why I always watched your videos with much pleasure. Seeing places by the other side of the world, and feeling so near you. Please don't stop here, and continue even if with smaller projects.

welcome back, i stop my portuguese channel for the same reason. After 3 years and around 280 videos i get bored and back to focus on my business

You have been missed my friend, Gabby ,I’m struggling mentally myself, it’s not an easy path to walk. Hats off to you, your more in the clear than I am, out and about, I’m still struggling to go out in the world, frightening as it is, best regards pat.

Thank you so much for sharing what’s happening in your life now. I completely understand your loss of enthusiasm for what you were doing so well. I was an artist and achieved all I want to until 2019 when suddenly I was done with creating art. In my mind I felt like I was at the point where I would just repeat myself if I continued. To me that was pointless. So I stopped. And began to teach myself to write, which was a potential way to create I began to develop. I don’t have the same intensity I had for making art, but I do have the same satisfaction of creating. Let’s say it’s a more peaceful, steady way of living and feeling that life is what it is. Accepting myself as I am. Making peace inside. Realizing that life is a precious gift. Being always grateful from the moment I wake up in the morning to the moment when I fall asleep. It’s taken years of experiences and introspection to arrive where I am mentally and emotionally. But I really am who I always wanted to be now. Universe listens to all we think about and feel and gives us what we want and need. 🙏🧡

Hi Gabbi, So sorry to hear your struggling with your mental health my friend. I know from personal experience what you are going through! I find physical exercise and keeping busy with my job helps me combat my Anxiety and depression. You are a wonderful person and just remember you have got a lot of Brothers and Sisters out here who care about you! Can't wait for your next adventure. Take care, Mike

Just because your life looks wonderful from the outside it doesn’t negate how you feel on the inside. Happiness definitely is an inside Job! Having retired, I too struggle with purpose and direction so I get how you feel. You take care and keep your head up! 🙂🇬🇧

Gabi thanks for sharing and best wishes on your journey 🙏

Hey Gabi, so good to see you back. Please do continue making videos. My 7-year-old daughter loves your video. We were in Thailand for a month around March-April this year and your videos around Phuket, Khao Lak really helped me plan a lot. My daughter kept on repeating she wants to meet you when we were in Phuket. I should have reached out; we were there around Songkran. We love all your videos, kudos to you and take care of yourself and your health.

Mate take good care of yourself as I also suffer a bit like you so I understand how you are feeling and you will get back on track again try and think positive your a great person and may God help you and thank you for opening up about your life

Welcome back Gabi. Please do continue with your good work and make more videos. May happiness and joy be with you all the times❤

Happy you are ok. Thanks for sharing your experiences. Best wishes.

thank you for sharing, it was so relatible

So happy for the update. I've missed you and your wonderful videos.

I'm a newbie here, Gabi; was drawn here because of your Hue video. I'm so happy I found you. You are a good man [French, no?], speak from your heart and exude real beauty. I live and have lived, off an on, for many years in Chiang Mai. Hope serendipity puts you in my path. I once read this and it might resonate: "If you haven't yet found your purpose in life, your purpose in life is to find your purpose in life." All is well, mate, and may you know it. I say this for you as much as myself. Best to you, man, and may your mind find peace and acceptance. You are a beautiful man!

Glad to see you back and you are well! Keep making videos! Sending love from Australia ❤

Take care Gabi !! I always enjoyed your travel \ explore videos. Just drive around and see what's around the corner.

SO great to see you back on KZfaq.. its also good to know that you took some time out for you! and you come back when you are ready! You have a great following here and there are so many people love your energy and are thankful for you sharing your journey xxx PS - thank you for trusting in us with what you have been through 🥰

Another interesting (WHY I STOPPED MAKING VIDEOS) video! Full support as always & Best of luck/Ned 👍👏👍

#1 🙏 I went through something similar. Bless you amigo.

What a great surprise and joy to see you came back to explain why you disappeared. I felt sad, as when you lose a friend, when you stopped posting videos. You treat your viewers as family in posting such personal information, that is why your viewers are so loyal and full of love for you. I wish you the best in dealing with your mental health and hope you keep us updated when you feel up to it. Whenever you need to feel uplifted just read the commemts from all of us who love you my friemd..😊😊

Keep on Gabi, you got this!! We are here for you :)

Your personal journey is your own. If you decide not to make anymore videos that is ok. Your health overall must come first. We have always enjoyed your videos! You seem happy and full of energy and smiling all the time. However I have to say I feel you on what you said about the depression and anxiety, I go through that myself and what you said is so important but yet heartbreaking because you are loved ( like we do) by so many and it is very hard to get back on track when you suffer and don’t know what direction to go to decide what to do next. Now maybe the time to do things for yourself and do something new and exciting! Things change over time and believe me I know about that! Don’t worry about what everyone wants from you, do what is best for you and your life and what you want, not what others want!! Life is a gift and should never be wasted! ❤️❤️. Continue being you and have fun in your life !!

Thank you for always being yourself Gabi. I’ve watched your videos since you began your channel and loved everything you upload and missed them recently. I relate to a lot of your feelings and experiences a lot as a fellow Thailand expat. Although I love your videos, I’m also glad you took a break if you weren’t feeling into it. I will always come back to see your videos if you decide to upload more in the future. We’ll always be here for you. Much love brother ❤️

Thanks for sharing your thoughts and other issues in your life. I miss your videos and interactions with people everywhere that you had visited. Best wishes to you in all your future endeavors!👍

Thank you Gabi. Good to see you again. Wish you well in your travels .

You're always wanting more and waiting for the next thing, you are effectively continuing the same loop. Honestly you need to stop chasing and start accepting what you already have and only then can you see the true beauty of things.

You have travelled all around the world to search something like happiness, love, peace….. but as you say you still feel empty and not happy. Maybe you could reduce exploring outside of you and spend more time in your inner journey. What you are looking for is your true nature, who you really are, the pure being of who you are. This is what will make you feel full of joy. And this joy can be only discovered in silence and deep inside you. The way out is inside you. And when time comes when you have no feeling to explore more or do more new things, it is a blessing : your time comes to turn inside . And there is so much to discover in ourself!

Good to see an update, keep up the good work and I can certainly empathize with mental health struggles. Much love

You look good thank you for the update!! Take it one day at a time❤ love from Sophia and Gareth

I struggle with the exact same stuff, brother. It’s no joke! I don’t know if you dive or not, but since you liked the Similan Islands, you might want to explore the underwater world of Similan and Richelieu Rock. It’s magical!!

Glad to see you are well. Stay grounded, eat healthy and exercise will help you. We all go through periods of instability, it will pass. Stay strong, you have a world of support wishing you the best

Thanks for the update and opening up to us Gabi. It was great to see and hear from you again. Like hearing from an old friend. I really miss your videos but so thankful for the help you gave for travelling to Thailand after covid. You have also inspired me to visit Laos next year as part of a round the world tour, which will also include Taiwan. So either see you there or hopefully you would have made some useful videos for me before I go 🤣.

I'm happy that you're in some shape, thanks for checking in! I am addicted to spend Jan-Feb in Thailand since 2015, and I wouldn't have made it in 2022 without your videos on Thailand Pass and insurance. I pray for you to get your head back to where you want it. Consider building or creating something: house, product, new channel, design, a busineess, family, a bike, a book, a practice, or community. Putting aside a purpose and looking for a new one is totally ok. We really wish you the best with my girlfriend, I've been checking the comments section in every 2 weeks just to know if you're OK. :)

Hello Gabi! Nice to see you again and I hope you keep going! All the best and I hope see videos sometime about your trips. Cheers from Singapore!!

Wow, you really made me smile, Gabi, by the end of the video which I totally didn't expect (I've just watched yours from Hong Kong as the first one after a long-long break, it was awesome) as I'm apparently going through similar mental state too.

thank you for sharing. Everyone enjoys your videos. Hope you get a producer so that you can focus on having fun while experiencing the places you visit. Many blessings to you.

Sooo happy to see you again! Thank you so much for this heartfelt video and sharing your insights. Your sensitivity is what makes your videos so unique and special but sadly it can also lead to some dark places. You were wise to listen to yourself and rest. You, my friend, are one in a million and the love we have for you is real. Big hug!💕

So nice to see an update from you brother! One step at a time. Excited to see your Asia updates.

Big hugs from Sweden. 🤗 We always look forward to your videos even if we have to wait for the. 😃

So glad to see you're back! Im a friend and if you ever need someone to talk, im here Gabi! This journey never ends and our struggles only make us stronger 💪❤❤

Ohhh Gabi sorry to hear, have missed you. Love your videos. Don't feel under pressure. Will watch your stuff if and when. Just keep in mind how many of us out there enjoy and appreciate what you are have done. ❤

Gabi - Good luck brother but just wanted to let u know that your video(s) about the "Indian Girl School" inspired me to give to those lovely girls as a donation for their future! I hope you can see - what a difference your videos make for those local communities you're visiting either "directly" in that example or "indirectly" to show how other Westerners can travel safely around SE Asia and stimulate those economies! You're definitely providing a spirual service for those SE Asian communities. Cheers Daniel

I totally identify with you Gabi. I've been feeling the same way. I travel like you but somethings missing. Hopefully it's just a phase! Let me know if you find answers! All the best

Hi Gabi. I’ve always enjoyed your videos in Thailand. I spent the pandemic in lock down at home watching them. And I understand what you’re saying in this video. I think you give of yourself more than you realise in these videos. Thank you for including us in your life and your journey.

Wishing you all the best, look after yourself and thank you for your videos, hope you make many more when your ready ❤

Glad to see you back and sharing your experiences with us. Your openness is really appreciated. Stay strong and take care of yourself!

Prioritizing self-care for the win! Good on you. And its a total "grown-man" move to share personal challenges so publicly. I hope you feel proud! Thanks for this and take good care. (We likely crossed paths in Kibera in December 2023--I was there shooting, too...).

Thank you for being so honest and sincere. We are all in this same boat. You are on the right track opening up for HELP🙏😇🙏😇🙏👌👌👌👌👌

Hi Gabi, I'm so happy to see your video! Thank you for the update ❤ I've missed watching your journeys and hearing your stories good and bad. I'm glad you're safe. We'll all be here for when and if you decide to make more content. Take care of yourself 😊

Thank you very much for your openness. I've missed you. I started following you when you were in "my country" Kenya and have since seen many of your films. I really like your seriousness, your way of making films and that you are a kind man. I can't wait to see more films from Asia. But most of all, I wish you the best of luck with your mental health! 🙏🏻

Hang in there & just follow your bliss. Will be following your next chapter. I am 78 & have gone through all the ups & downs . That is life

Wow great to see you back Gabi.. You are my inspiration after following your vlogs, I also started posting shorts n vlog of my travel.. God bless u.. And keep posting

❤❤❤️ be happy in yourself Gabi...your videos are wonderful 😊

Complimenti per averci condiviso i tuoi stati d’animo ❤ sei più forte di quanto credi. Daje 🎉 tutta Gabi ! 🥳🥳🥳

Gabri you made me cry because I feel you deeply, I also travel the world sometimes with that feeling inside me. Yes It is supposed to be joyful, fun and an incredible experience but unfortunately it's not alway like this. Even though the beautiful places and people you meet, but after a while it looks like a infinity and aimless research. Sometimes I feel better stopping going out there in this crazy world and I live the quiet and the simplicity of the dailylife. You know better than me that what we keep seeking is always an inner thing. When I'll find it I am gonna tell you! 😄 P.s. You know I sarted following you in 2020 in the other channel you had and I felt a big connection with you, I really hope to meet you somewhere and have a talk one day, would be great :) Ti abbraccio forte :) Mi raccomando!!

Very interesting with Muy Thai, been trying a few times but definitely want to take it up again after relocating to Manila. Really hope you feel better now 😊 Strength training can be another path 💪

Hey Gabi glad that you posted this video &we are still on the ride with you .Thanks for sharing update about ur life and keep going (in every direction that will make you more content).Cheers

Thank you for sharing your status and being honest and open about your situation. It takes courage to openly address mental health issues. I wish that you find a way to cope with all the challenges ahead of you and that your mental health gets better. You have been a part of our locked-down lives during Covid and have provided many of us comfort and escape during hard times with your useful and interesting videos. Now it is our turn to be here for you to offer you support. Take care!

Honest Gabi❤ thx for sharing. Ur not alone

Hi Gabi, its very nice to see you again. Missed your videos a lot. Its great that you oke and healthy. You can visit Turkey actually Antalya as well. I will be very happy to be your guide here. Wish you all the best

Thanks for the viedo you really gave me some great information when i came back in the sandbox days life is full of ups and downs you have ploy maybe start a family that will give you a purpose and happiness for sure safe travel Gabbi.

nice to see you back, hope you manage to keep this up and and keep yourself safe.

Good to see you back making a new video! I also thought about what might happened to you… 😊😊😊 U r very open and honest, I really appreciate it. Keep ur head up! 🙏🙏🙏

I relate to your mental health struggles. Thank you so much for being open ❤️ and bringing awareness. Maybe you can make more videos on this topic and what helps you.

Good to see you again and looking forward to your new videos about Asia! Life is never easy, and especially when you're a deep feeler. Stay well and be blessed! Saluti dalla Croazia ;)

🤗Gracias por tu apertura!! Haces mucho bien a los demás compartiéndote tan sinceramente. Quizás esta sea tu misión y lo que le da sentido a tu vida. ¿Por qué no hacer de vez en cuando un directo con tus seguidores, contestando sus preguntas y dando tus consejos dada tu gran experiencia viajando? Te animo a que lo pruebes. Un abrazo!!

🙏 thank for the news ✌️

It's nice to see you again Gabi! I really love your videos; they help me learn English, so this channel is my favorite to watch during my study sessions. Personally, I hope to see some videos from Macao and South Korea, and if you want, it would be great if you came to America! Stay well and don't give up!

Thank you for the update, Gabi! I hope you will continue to shed light on small business and charities in the places you visit, like Fior di Loti and others, so that we can send donations and support from around the world. Maybe doing something like that, for the benefit of others, will help light the fire again. Anyway all the best to you in whatever you decide to do!

Much love to you man. Really courageous to open up like that ❤

Happy to see you well and healthy. A lot of folk missed you from already all the messages.

I don’t used to comment but honestly I admire u so much, and u really inspire me. I missed ur videos and I appreciate all your feelings nowadays. I completely understand every single world and I just wanna send u a huge hug with all good wishes and energies. I can’t wait for the next trips in Asia!!!! Follow ur heart, don’t look back!!!

Thank u for sharing ... we are all flawed people no body has the perfect life ...

So happy to see you again take care and let s.go to Hong kong🤗 ❤

Thank you for your honesty.