I will pray for you - but you can ask your guardian angel and your spirits from the other side for help - always - all the time - 24/7 you are online with help from the other side - so don´t hesitate all they need is that you are asking for their help (free will) and you will get help for sure - promise - found out for myself by asking for help - just listen to your heart - get quiet - they do communicate telepathic - don´t worry.❤‍🩹❣🙏

I’ve been where you are. The Lord saved and rescued me out of my abusive marriage and he will do the same for you! I am praying that he will rescue you out. Hold on tight. You will survive this. You will be rescued and safe. This is not the end of your story. There is so much hope after abusive & I pray that you will have the strength to divorce him and never look back. God loves you so much.

I am praying right now. Remember you are beloved by your Heavenly Father.

Will pray JESUS helps you and HE will sometimes you need to be wise and take your moment to get to a safe place bless you 🙏

God bless you!🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

Thank you for sharing your adorable story about the sweater. I imagine Heaven smiled when you got it back.

Brilliant 👏 👏 👏 👏

How fortunate you were to experience this wonderful story. To feel love and to see the other side is a miracle. I hope your surgery worked out for you dear lady and I am so happy you met a wonderful man in your life!! God Bless you!!

Thank you for sharing your beautiful story. Your voice is so soothing to listen to.

I know I have encouraged and helped a lot of people. Even a smile is free and can make someone smile back and we both feel happy .

Amen 🙏

That was a devil in human body.Iam very sorry for what happened to you..May God heal your wounded body and heart..

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Proud of you for having the courage to leave! Hope you're having a great life now.😊

Oh my God, you endured that for 14 years!!!!

Hello how are you doing. God bless you so much. Where are you originally from? I look forward to hear from you stay blessed

But why don't the abused people understand this ?

@@nicollerochelleofficialBecause they start out VERY nice and caring acting. They have a lot of narratives why they have their issues, sometimes saying they had a bad childhood. They are con artists and manipulate you. They slowly start eroding your self confidence. They slowly start to break down relationships with people that care about you. They make false promises. They hide their true colors until it’s hard financially or because the victim has already gotten cut off from family, and it’s now not easy to just leave. After they do something bad, they apologize profusely and they can act better for awhile. Hopefully there’s enough info online that more people won’t get into that situation.

@@nicollerochelleofficial trauma bond

​@nicollerochelleofficial Because it's rarely abusive at the beginning. You become bonded to that person and then they show their true colors. By then you're too broken and used and scared to leave. You keep thinking they'll change back to the person you loved at the beginning but they don't. This is where the shift starts to change...you start to decide to get out or stay, knowing it will never get better. Planning to leave is incredibly scary and takes a tremendous amount of courage.

​@@nicollerochelleofficial Abused people often do not leave the abusive person because of insecurities which involve fear.... Lack of financial resources. Lack of life skills, ie work experience, knowing how to navigate practical issues in the big wider world. Emotional needs/insecurities. Dependants/children. Psychological trauma. Loneliness. No family support. Guilt (usually due to gaslighting, and/or psychological manipulations). Leaving home because of an abusive relationship would normally require help from a Doctor, Social Services/welfare, CAB, Solicitor or legal advisors. Without family support it is so much more difficult to break free especially where dependants are concerned.

Yes… this statement is deep.

"I needed to stop trying to change him. I needed to get away." Amen. "If you let me go back, I promise you I'll get strong enough to leave him." Wow.

This applies in many ways ❤

For me it was more of a gentle nudge as if saying this to me..."do you see and understand it now?"

What ever happened to her ex? Jail or ??

This is spot on! Our body is Gods temple, where he lives, and no one is allowed to abuse us/him.

100% agree

I completely agree with you❤

Thank you for that quote.😇🙏

You are absolutely correct. God does not expect any person to suffer physical or mental abuse. That is an act of the devil. We do not have to abide the devil! We are NOT to tolerate the devil.

I believe a lot of people have experiences that they are afraid to share.

I had too much anesthesia when having my daughter, I understand. I remember, some of that experience. 🥰

I experienced the same. I saw everything being done to bring me back. I felt peaceful and was disappointed I was brought back. I was 13. I never spoke of it until I was in my late 40s to my father because he told me he had a NDE. I'm 64 and I've thought about it often the last few years, maybe because I've had health issues and a lot of deaths of relatives and friends. When I was very young I had a fear of my parents' deaths. They've both passed in the last few years. I haven't had any fear of death since the NDE.

I remember as a little girl, when I had my tonsils taken out, I woke up during the surgery and tried to talk. I think they must have given me more anesthesia. I remember hovering over my body ( like at the ceiling above)but my body was blurry. I could see the medical people around me but I was blurry. I don’t think it was a NDE but rather an out of body experience. I wonder if that’s what you experienced as well?

God bless you 🙏 ❤️ Thank you for sharing .

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She's proud of you and watches over you. She's happy.

Your story made me cry. I left my narcissist husband a yr ago after 30 yrs and I don't know how ill ever get thru this "aftermath and rebuilding" part or be vulnerable enough ever again, to luv and trust a new partner. But id like to find out one day before I leave this earth. Im 54 w a 19 yr old who also put up w a ton of mental abuse and later discarded just like I was. Your story makes me so very happy and proud of your mother ❤

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Thank

Thankyou so much

She's an angel. One of the best ndes I ever had. So many life lessons. I applauded her life becoming so wonderful and love that her consciousness lived on. Shes wonderful addition to this world, this amazing planet. Gentle, beautiful soul, thank you for the inspiration. God Bless her ​@user-ch1zz7rg6d

Thank you God she got out of that bad husband

Bless this woman 🙏

That is so true ❤

I pray you find the strength to get out. 🙏

Get out of that situation please

I can’t get out. Only God can deliver me from this evil.

Praying for you stranger 🙏🏽💞

I believe you and I believe you have the strength and resilience to get out. ❤

But those kids went through years of hell. That's not fair to the kids.

Praise God that peace is priceless!

eveything is god .there is no separation , which means you are god ,, we are all gods .

How dare you judge so many years after she got the strength and circumstances so that she could leave. You don't know. If someone doesn't have the means or anywhere to go. Donna, you. Don't. Know. Don't judge. ​@donnadiesburg7451

As fast as possible God will give you the strength 😮

Yes.....run.

Yes!!! I know it's thé thing to do...run..I did!

Her words are very.powerful, very moving

But I thought God hated divorce??

Yes, most people who experience childhood abuse carry that into adulthood, believing that that's all they deserve!

Yes !

Tolerance as well as the desire to abuse. Let’s be careful not to victim blame

its not about blame, its about taking care of yourself and empowerment, we do have something to do with tha, to deny that is delusional. Its a good thing we do bc how else would you explain people going from one abusive relationship to another until they heal. Its all just our patterns, not who we are. And dare I say, the same goes for the abuser as well, they just werent as strong@@mariaj4239

Not always. I had ZERO abuse as a child. Parents never even cussed. I was spanked one time because I had put myself in danger. Mom wasn't mad. she wanted us to NOT visit the rest area for fun. never did that again. anyway, I now have a verbally abusive marriage that is somewhat physically abusive as well.

Oh Jeffery praise be to God for your life God's not done with you and he has do much in store for your life and only he can give life an take it away. The fact that you get a second chance is proof that he loves you so much. May the Lord continue to bless you and keep you and make his face to shine upon you. We serve a living God.

I hope you are doing well.

I wish you the VERY best in life. I wish you love, peace and happiness 💯❤️

Don't give up!!! One day at a time..

God bless you. I'm going to pray for you. ✝️ ❤

Have you considered red and infrared light therapy? It penetrates the flesh and energises mitochondria (the 'batteries' of our cells). God bless you❤

Please be repentant before Jesus and hold on to him never let him go. He will guide you and be with you all the way❤❤❤

Heel veel sterkte .

💜 prayed for you. Do not be afraid

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Especially the demons.

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Completely agree. I saw small red flags and signs in my ex but ignored them, continuing to give him the benefit of the doubt.

I hope you somehow see this! For some reason, I'm not able to comment on my own. I reached out to you on Facebook messenger. I had a NDE and I want to ask you a few questions if I may. If not, God bless ❤

Perfect timing for me. I'm leaving an abusive, toxic work environment. I saw evil in people. Smiling people who play the victim. The sabotage I saw left me feeling helpless. They are leaving me look like I was the failure. I feel ashamed. I'll be honest in 5 weeks. I thought God was going to save my job.

God bless you! ❤

That is so awesome… there are boundaries in marriage and when those are crossed saftey is of great importance

I pray 🙏 for that outcome after 18 yrs of narcissistic abuse. But if it’s just me, I’m OK with that ❤.

So when is it considered adultery?

@@sierrastokes9897 why is leaving an abusive marriage adultery ????

That's exactly what she's doing here.

Yes I agree , I think she works with I ands 💜🧡❤️

WOW

I feel similar, her life story is inspirational.

Yes, and the peace she exudes is just amazing.

I believe in NDE.

❤❤ God bless you Barbara and all involved ❤ I'm grateful God restored you to full health care 🙏 🙌 ✨️ ❤️ 💛

Wishing you the strength to leave and praying for you right now🙏🏻

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I took a class on abuse for work and you are spot on - you can't change the abuser, you can only change yourself. Beautiful account!

​​@@Ark-ys2upanger is demonic. Deliverance and psychotherapy are required.

Thank God that you escaped that hell of abuse.

Never Again

Hello Christine😊

The ultimate phase of Existence is "material" too: another State of Matter before gas liquid solid.

The kids are always the reason why many decide to eventually change up.... God bless their dear heats

Bless you for knowing and understanding that if the conditions aren't right, you can't really leave. Abusive isn't limited to emotional and physical abuse. My narcissist also abused my/our finances. Ruined my credit by opening cards behind my back in my name. Created tax debt that I was legally responsible for half of. I finally left at age 54 after being w that man 30 yrs but married 23.5 of those. My son is 19 and came with me. We are now in the "aftermath phase. Which is a tough place to be. I've had to move us in with a sister and her husband. Im working but was stay at hm mom for half the yrs of my sons life so I'm lacking skills for competitive high paying jobs. This rebuilding stage is painful and grueling. I feel like I'm in a rip tide and keep swimming and swimming but not really going anywhere. And my head is right at waters edge. And God forbid if ill ever be vulnerable enough again to trust another man. romantically.

Let God hear your heart❤​@@normaespinoza1228

We are still suffocating traumas from childhood....all of us ...

He doesn't need psychiatric help, he's evil, there's people that are simply evil and will never change, they don't want to change, they like being the way they are, people must start understanding and accepting this to really change and make things for the better, they need to start understanding and accepting that evil is real, unchangable when it's really there and pure and some people are just like that, you can't change them, and some people simply don't seem to be able to understand how someone can be evil and unchangable or can't understand it and they may be afraid of it, of the idea of evil being what it is

@doloresgronenberg5882 your right, some people enjoy being evil and don't want to change for the better x

Yes, it is, isn’t it?

Exactly! Its Gods guidance. People call in a 6th sense or intuition. But its all the same. God still speaks today.

I'm sensitive and when I tell people 'I have a thought to..' and I say 'It's not me (mine)!', people do not understand me. I finally feel understood. It seems simple, but it is, it's just a knowing, & ignoring worldly noise. And faith.

It is so hard when you love people who décide to stay inside abusive relationships out of "love" 😢

It's usually years in and often once she's married and had a child......that seems to be an inducer for abuse to start.

When my dad died it was such a sense of relief to be away from him. I suffered from PTSD and had a nervous breakdown because of all the psychological abuse. It took 12 years to free myself from the demons.

Im so sorry you went through all that. Its so much more common than I care to think about. I hope your doing ok now lots of love to you🤗@@adrienneterzen2604

Yes, they can keep up the false face for a long time but not forever. That's why as soon as there is any sign of abuseive behaviour it's best to get out.@@AG-nn8lp

Hello beautiful lady Monica how are you doing😇

Same here, May God make it easy and bless us with what our heart desires so much

I just thought the same.

I thought that part was magic. Her nightly writing good attributes of a possible future true love in the journal is so, so sweet. Seems to me it was a kind of prayer, because so deep and heartfelt. She was incredibly brave to pick up a pen each night and write in such a way, daring to hope for true love in the face of so much terrible pain and heartbreak she'd been through.

Agreed. Gave me hope. Scared to leave and ashamed, too.

Does anyone have any thoughts on the doctrine of hell teaching? I'm struggling greatly with this doctrine. 😢

​@@cherylwilliams4738I'm a Christian and if you have a relationship with Jesus and accept that he died on the cross for your sins you will go to Heaven. I believe there is a hell but that the people that end up going will not be there forever. It's called annihilation. If you read the Bible it's clear they will be burnt up not suffer forever. But I'd rather know Jesus and live forever with him.

Only by accepting Jesus will you go to Heaven. God is probably showing her the truth in baby steps.

​@@user-yz2lx3br7r I see, I suppose no eternal torture is at least a step up, but still distressing to my soul. There are probably many precious people that have passed away without knowing of Jesus!? Do you think maybe He gives them a second chance? Why is the last breath a point of no return... couldn't He offer Himself to a person on the other side?

@@cherylwilliams4738 I believe God is a just God and everyone will be witnessed to and have a chance to receive him before they die. Just like you know now ahead of time. I believe the Bible teaches annihilation not forever torment but one needs to read the Bible for themselves. Jesus,♥️ you.

Thank you 🙏 so glad you enjoyed it!

Blessings to you as well

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I agree a million times over. Absolutely beautiful! ☮️💗✨️

Her relationship with her husband was similar to mine with my ex boyfriend. He drank himself to death I spent almost two decades with my unhealthy relationship where he beat me physically and verbally and tried to kill me. I didn't love myself He finally was diagnosed with cirrhosis 18 years into our relationship after I spent years not loving myself. He passed 6 months later in hospice I spoke to God and said I can't do this anymore. I'm handing Joe back to you. The day after he died, I was in our apartment fully awake and heard him crying like he used to when he said he claimed he was sorry after either choking me or throwing me down the stairs His soul literally returned to our apt I spontaneous. "Go to the light and don't return here." I was angry for a while after he died but then I realized without this relationship I would never break the unhealthy pattern. I felt we had a karmic contract that was planned before we got here. "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger."

I will pray for you

You will be fine ❤❤❤ stay strong mentally, your never alone ❤ 🙏🇨🇦

Prayers that you feel better 🙏❤

Hello Tanja how are you doing. God bless you so much. Where are you originally from? I look forward to hear from you stay blessed

What kind of signs?

I feel like my soul mate left me also

Thank you for that I lost my dad about 2 months ago And it has affected all of us He got to be home with us And my mom took care of him After he passed My dad put it in my heart to buy her a outfit Because she deserved it for taking care of him And a thank you from him I will never forget that My mom is really going through it We all are We miss him

Thanks for listening

Yes a lovely voice and story

Thank you for your feedback. Glad you enjoyed it!

She went through hell And back and met the DIVINE ONE. That is what her calm presence is. She is radiating that love.

Yes so true her voice is so soft and calming.

LOL

What actually caused her near death? What was “the wrong button?”

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AMEN

❤❤❤ sendin love your way

Been there got out just in time thanks to God 😢

Hello how are you doing. God bless you so much. Where are you originally from? I look forward to hear from you stay blessed

Amen!

I left years of marriage after the last physical attack. He tried to kill me.

Hello how are you doing. God bless you so much. Where are you originally from? I look forward to hear from you stay blessed

So glad you enjoyed it!

It reflects her inner beauty :)

I found her voice extremely soothing to listen to. I'm so happy for her getting out of a dangerous relationship and into a safe loving relationship she and her children deserved. Her NDE wss a blessing in disguise. She came back for her children. It would have been easier to walk away but she didn't. I feel sorry that no one believed her. I'm glad she spoke up in the hospital instead of them letting authority figures dismiss her. Can you imagine how NDEs people have never seen spoken about because of this type of attitude. Even to this day, a lot of people are afraid to talk about their NDE or simply like to be private. Only the people who have expressed it can tell you if it was real or not. Anyone who says it's not real or they are making it up for attention or publicly, have no rights to say it isn't true just because they have never experienced it. I had a close nde if you can call it one. I had a cardiac arrest during a serious operation. It was a few hours after the surgery and I'd not long finished a cup of tea and toast that my lung started collapsing. At first I thought it was the toast had gone down the wrong way, but I could feel bubbles I'm my chest. It was like checking for a puncture in a tyre when you put it in water to see if bubbles come out. This continued and I tried to get a nurse by the call button. It was then I realised if I moved it was starting to push to the other side, so I stayed still and waited for the nurse. I was unable to scream or call for help because I was barely able to breath. I was in the end bed of the ward when the nurse was doing her rounds. She had the standard test equipment for heart beat, blood pressure etc. I told her what was wrong. She looked at me and picked up the equipment and walked away. I was relieved because I thought she was going to get help. I was trying to stay as calm as possible because the more I panicked, the harder it was breathe. The pain was indescribable. I know a few hours had past because the dinner lady had asked me what I wanted and I was trying to respond loud enough to hear, but she must not of heard me and thought I was ignoring her. So, I knew another while passed. I just remember sitting up in the first bed of the ward with a warm orange glow around me and it was like I was being an actual photo album of people but images were nearly like a 3D image. Only the happiest moments of my life and the people I love and cared for were being shown to me. I was feeling content, warm, blissful. I didn't feel any pain at all. I don't know how long this lasted, but it wasn't until 10pm that night someone noticed there was something wrong. This was 10 hours after I had first felt the bubbles in my lungs. It took a further two hours before the xray was imspected by the surgeon who did the surgery. I could hear him calling my name really loudly throughout the corridor in a rushed and panicked way. He tapped on my chest and back with his fingers, listened to my lungs and asked me to point to which lung. I could still speak but I must have been barely barely able to whisper at that stage. He brought in a portable xtay machine into the ward and x rayed me on the bed. We both knew that if I had to sit up it was game over. The second the tub😢went in and the liquid came out. The doctor asked me when did i first notice the lug collapsing and i told him 12oclock that day. I had been lying on the bed dying and not one person noticed! I heard him going ballistic at the nurses. They said they were not on shift at the time it happened and he said you were on shift for the last 4 hours and didn't know? She has been lying there for 12 hours with a collapsed lung and not one nurse noticed? You did no post operation stats on the patient? I had to have a drain for a few days and the recovery was excruciating. But I think I got a partial nde.. I don't know if I died during them 12 hours but what I did experience was not a hallucination or lack of oxygen. I believe to this day that God in his loving wisdom helped me to continue to fight to live for the people I care about and how much they cared for me too. You don't always see the people who care about you but I know that you are always in their hearts. I wouldn't have survived them 12 hours without God's "little NDE". I truely believe this woman. You might not see God but you can feel his love. Like a father we all want to have an amazing relationship with. I hope this lady talks to a few more media interviews to let people know that life doesn't end when the body dies, its just a learning experience we chose for ourselves, even the most horrendous lives. We come back to help other souls who are younger to grow in pure love. I'm so happy that lovely lady had the wonderful life she deserves.

She is such a beautiful person, and I can sense her peace and kindness. God Bless her for sharing her NDE.

She has a very nice way about her.

Thank you 🙏 we think Barbara’s story is amazing too 😊

Please repent your sins to God and to your confessional father. It is critical if you want to save your soul. You sound repentant. Apologize to your wife and those you hurt and start anew. This time is given to you so can use it for repentance. There is no sin that Our Lord Jesus Christ can’t forgive. Even the reason you came across this video is a calling to you. May God be with you through this journey.

I really hope you haven't been putting your wife and kids through the hell of physical abuse. There is help out there.

Nobodys perfect. Day to day we have to try

​@@mimigm6595Saving repentance has absolutely nothing to do with turning from sins whatsoever. Jonah 3: 10 calls turning from sins," works." "And God saw their *works* that they turned from their wicked way and God repented of the evil that He would do unto them and He did it not." Furthermore, sin is transgression of the law, therefore, repentance of sins is law keeping and is certainly a lifetime of works and has never saved anyone or contributed in any way to salvation. If repentance of sins helps save you in any way then it had better be perfect repentance. God's standard is absolute perfection not your best efforts. Trying doesn't count. Not even one sin is allowed to be in Heaven. The book of James says that if you follow the whole law and offend in one point you are guilty of all. Oops so much for helping out with your salvation by attempting to repent of your sins. God grants repentance unto the acknowledgement of the truth. *Saving repentance is realizing that you are a sinner deserving of God's just punishment in Hell and turn (repent) from whatever you trusted in before, if indeed you trusted in anything; to trusting in the person and finished work of Christ alone for salvation.* I serve God faithfully out of love and gratitude for the free gift of salvation. Salvation is absolutely free and not conditional upon service to God.

@@mimigm6595there was no mention of Jesus or repentance in this nde experience

I am sorry to hear that. I hope you will be safe. Maybe someone you trust can help you with shoping etc. I live in a very rural area surrounded by forest so i can't imagine how difficult it is for you to go out of that tower🙏🏻...

I am so sorry to hear that..... :)

@@Bojan_V Yes, I am grateful to have an outstanding aide to help me with shopping, laundry and cleaning, etc.

Am sorry you are going through this. I lived in a tower block similar to yours after i lost everything. Had no money only good family around kept me sane. I Just kept praying to God to find a way out and he answered my prayers, got a nice flatwith good neighbours. Keep asking and don't give up and pray for those druggies and jakeys cause we don't know what terrible things caused them to get that way.

Do you have a local Area Agency on Aging?? Or something to that effect? Perhaps they can help you find different housing……

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Yes I’m sure Jesus will reveal himself to her soon

Jesus is the Way

I am glad someone mentioned that neurosurgeon. Clenched fists and storming out of the operating room...wow. I suspect what angered him most was that no, it was not HE who played God and 'saved' her, but that a higher power that is everything and everywhere. He was just the tool. At the time she had that experience, there was no internet and very, very few books available about spirituallity, NDE or reincarnation. And to talk about it to hard core Christians would have been difficult. I remember well back in the 70's, such works were considered 'devils work'.

the surgeon mustve been rather worried if she had seen the whole process, he could be in trouble

You are free to be now. Be at peace and live your best life.

I hope you find peace. I pray that you refined the steps that you have already set for yourself with your creator before you came into this world. You will rise, you have already. It takes time to take those steps. Babysteps…

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I don’t mean this in any rude way at all, but I used to be into the new age witchcraft stuff and manifesting is included in that even if it seems harmless. Im 17 yo and raised as a christian but became athiest (im now saved and christian again) but please stay away from manifesting, it’s not from God.

Professor. I made manifestation list too. It worked.

There is a Difference between Manipulation and manifestation. Ask and it shall be given!

Wow ☺️ congrats ❤

@@brookeparker4193 I think you can also just write a list praying in your mind and heart, praying to Jesus about what your heart desires not just manifesting to the universe.

Yeah i was thinking that aswell, clenching his hands and having a literaly tantrum infront of her for asking real questions

I hope she changed her doctors as well as her husband

​@@jordanhenderson3307sounds like he was a stubborn atheist who carried his whole weight behind him, I wish people could realize there's life after death and to not dismiss things so quickly just because we merely cannot comprehend

Yep@@svalerie98

She should still sue them.

Fully agree, it's easily the best, heads and shoulders above the other channels... It's not even close, the production value, the vetting of the stories, interview quality are all way ahead of any other channel.

I hear you ❤