It's crazy that one person can make you don't wanna feel love anymore

This song is where all my tears go off

and im always where the sun dont shine.

"The life is so dark now,my blood ain't red. I went to sleep normally,and i through all my my sadness under my bed. Then while im sleeping, they go up. Start to annoy me, then they join my head. I feel like im alive, but my heart is dead. Cuz when x passed away, the happiness just left. I can' forget him, i cant forget every thing he said. No help no motivate, no one can feel me or even understand me there is no "go ahead". No "how are you" from a heart, i feel like im alone. Idk why me, i have to do every thing on my own. Idk if that normal for any one turns 14, or I really have lack of dopamine. There is no body that i can ask, the life is really an impossible task. I wanna cry without any one to see my tear,i wanna just hide or put mask. Its 2024 now, every body sad. The happiness is none,there is no body glad. Every thing is fine with me, but i am not fine. I am really so sad, i dont know why. There is no reason for me to be sad,but that what am i. I just wanna hide, I just wanna cry. That what is happening to me, no lie. Every thing was so good,but now i just wanna die. The life is so hard, i am really so sad. No trust no happiness maker, every body is bad. I don't know why i hide all of my depression inside. I am so lonely, although i had friends. I am so tired,when will it end?. I feel like i am two persons, but in one. In the morning i am happy, in the morning i feel fun. But in the night, i am another one. I feel like there is a lump, in my chest. Hardly to breath, i miss you so much X. Is there any body, can understand me on this earth?. I wanna die,i wanna reach to my death." THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I FEEL IN THE NIGHT. IDK WHY... I THINK MY HEART CHANGE HIS FACE AT THE NIGHT... I JUST WANTED SOMEBODY TO ASK ME HOW DO I FEEL OR EVEN TO ASK HIM IS WHAT I FEEL IS NORMAL... I WISH ANY BODY COULD HELP... GOODBYE

New day same old shit...

My heart stopped....... It's fucking sad and.... distressing

The devil lies. Everything wont be fine.

oh this is perfect...

That's the dark place for me... 👉👈

Well done its something I'm going probably fall asleep too😴

"What you crave will soon be yours, But what I crave is already mine". The devil just needs you to give up on yourself to give your the fakest version of everything you ever wanted. This serves as a reminder that in all the hardships of life, varying from death, sickness, abuse, failure, suffering, etc. can all be overcomed in their own right and asking the one below for help just brings more pain in the end, X is an example of that.

Im glad I'm out of that toxic relationship, where I was giving my all to someone who didn't want it. But gave me just enough to keep me there. Nah, I may be sad over what I lost but I'd never crawl back to that spot again. And neither should you.

esta canción siempre me recordará a ella, poder escucharlo es algo perfecto

Imagine ur the last person on earth and listening to this in the middle of a city or where you what while it's actually raining and it's midnight and just laying there overthinking about what life is like now Gives me chills🖤

This is something wayyyyy different never expected someone to make that kind of instrument piano wow this hits me sooo hard the impact make the Breast shake and being cold. You can feel the depression, the darkness and the message the piano trying to send

I knew i had to play this for relaxation

Beautiful And Relaxing 🙂

You should do an hour loop of this

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I spoke with the devil in miami.. he told me everything will be fine..

Eu me sinto horrivel pq meu dia foi pior💔

new day same old outfit

Mda очень хорошая песня я😐😑🙁

1k ❤

Love the video but do u know the anime name?

whats the anime on the cover of the video?

when my mom thinks im bum but um trying like a dog

i hate death af

Meu último vídeo antes do suicídio 🙂

My mom hates me and wishes for my death💔🖤💔