It's Been Two Weeks Since My Girlfriend's Passing And I've Been Listening To This Song Everyday Since She Passed On💔 I Miss Her So Much💔

She has such a haunting voice. I listened to this song over 100 times and it made me feel like she knows me. Like she's telling my story. I've struggled with anxiety for over 25 years and I still do today. It is an unfortunate fact that in African families and communities we overlook the importance of mental health and talking about one's struggles. More particularly amongst men.

So happy I found this song after 2 years of looking for it... There was a guy who used to love playing this on repeat at night.. Yooooh God that time I am going through one of the most depressing times of my life.. With a 1 month year old.. Just kicked out of a place I knew as home.. No where to go but a friends house.. Cried every day.. The only time I had peace was when I was asleep and I'd wake up in the middle of the night or early hours of the morning to her haunting voice yooooh I'd wet my pillow coz reality would hit that I am not home.. Id look around me feel like I am dreaming that the family I thought was mine would do the ultimate betrayal of kicking me out because of lies of a person who was old with dimensia...this song hurt me more but healed me in a way used to hear it from afar that time I can't even Spotify it I just could hear bits and peaces of what she was saying and the melody.. I now listen to it without crying I love it love love it. She has an amazing voice.. Whatever debt I have collected from loans to renovate a home and buy furniture only to be kicked out I am slowly getting there.. And I hope all those who are depressed may God give you the strength to pull through it and may he heal all of us from all the kinds of pains we experience and have experienced.. This song is a true reflection of how we feel what depression is. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

2024 and we are still hete😍😍😍

The team behind the music video deserve a raise 🧎🏽‍♂️

Song lyrics I stand to be corrected though Nanga la mathunzi (Here are the shadows) Afika nenyani (They come with the truth) Ahamba nelanga (They go with the sun) Nokuncuma kwam (And my smile) Andikwaz’ ulala (I can't sleep) Ingqondo iyala (The mind commands) Kubuya iingcinga zokuzibulala (Thoughts return suicidal) Ndinovalo Oooh ooh ooh (I'm scared, Oooh ooh ooh) Ndinovalo Oooh ooh ooh (I'm scared, Oooh ooh ooh) Ndinovalo Oooh ooh ooh (I'm scared, Oooh ooh ooh) Ndinovalo, Oooh ooh ooh (I'm scared, Oooh ooh ooh) Emini ndiyakwazi (At noon I will know how) Ukuphilisana nani (Living with you) Ndincuma ndiveze elokugqibela (I smile up to the last one) Ndibaleka iimizubo (Hiding my true feeling) Ewe andifuni kukubuzwa (Of course I don't want to be questioned) Ngoba ukukhala akusizi (Because crying doesn't help) Ngakho ndifihla zonke iintlungu zam (So I hide all my pain) Ndilinde ubusuku, Ndilinde ubusuku (I'm waiting for the night, I'm waiting for the night) Ndinovalo, Oooh ooh ooh (I'm scared, Oooh ooh ooh) Ndinovalo, Oooh ooh ooh (I'm scared, Oooh ooh ooh) Ndinovalo, Oooh ooh ooh I'm scared, Oooh ooh ooh) Ndinovalo, Oooh ooh ooh (I'm scared, Oooh ooh ooh) Ndolulel ‘isandla (Extend your hand) Kumnyama empilweni yam (It's dark in my life) Ndolulel’ isanda Kumyama (Extended the your hand, it is dark)

I can relate to this song i have been through the same situation i even wrote a book its coming out soon its called "loving never gave me a home " 😓😓😓😭😭

Mental illness is not taboo its an illness , hope we become a kinder nation 2020 has been rough....completely relate to this song I know what its like to hide tears behind a smile.

i hate how people are sleeping on this gem. this song is too beautiful to be on 63k views, damn.

S/O to Ruff👨‍💻👨‍💻🎹 and the rest of the production team this is the sound we should be selling to the world it represents us🇿🇦

Let me put this here, so that when I get a comment in the future I'll be reminded of this master piece 👌

It's shame that radio doesn't play this type of music anymore. We listen to nonsense. This is a masterpiece

FINALLY, A SONG. A REAL SONG BY A SOUTH AFRICAN. POETIC IN IT'S VISUALS, POIGNANT IN IT'S DELIVERY AND IMMACULATE IN IT'S PORTRAYAL😭 IN THIS AMAPIANO PLAGUED TIME WE APPRECIATE EFFORT AND ARTISTRY. YHOOOOOOO, MY HEART IS FULL.... THANK YOU ‼️‼️‼️‼️

Wow 🙌🏾the music video gives clear and deeper meaning to the music. We all have our darkest most inner demons we face daily and never want to confront, in daylight everything seems alright until we are left all by ourselves and we have to face those demons. There's light at the end of the tunnel, there's light in the tunnel and we can overcome our fears (uvalo)

Thanks to DiepCity for playing this one it made me to come searching for it here ...this song is beautiful this music video is out of this world it just took the song to well deserved greater height ...well done guys 🙌🏽

Found this song on Tik Tok recently and I’m obsessed,didn’t even know it was released 2 years ago😢

This song is deeper than I thought 😭😭😭😭😭

"Emini ndyakwazi ukuphilisana nani, ndincuma ndiveze elokugqibela, ndibaleka imizubo" I felt that part😭😭😭

No one has a manual of LIFE, WE ALL PADDLING THROUGH, HOPING FOR THE BEST🤞🏾❤️ What I want to say dnt give up,.🙏🏾

May all those suffering from depression, traumas and other mental illness challenges find healing🎈🎈🎈❤️powerful music video coupled by an angelic voice

Heard this song 1st time today and it's BEEN on repeat 🥺 seeing that its 2 years old 🙆🏽‍♀️

Always check up on your friends- the confident, timid, brave, shy, outspoken, successful, hustlers, introverts and while at it - check out on yourself too. Be Kind or go away! #Ndinovalo

OM Films you owe us a movie.... You guys are best damn man!!!!!

The Angel of light 👌🏾. It makes me so proud to see visuals that match the quality of the song’s writing ✍🏽 and vocal performance 👏🏾👏🏾Bizana you have one here!

This song and incwadi kababa very spiritual 🔥🔥

Timeless voice. One of the best voices. This is major. Our next simphiwe Dana.

It's how she potrays the daily life of struggling with anxiety and depression, at the same time her voice bringing healing and hope in those darker places.

I want to love like this a million times. I want the whole world to watch the music video!! Well done, Nelisiwe. Well done!

The music video is so deep😢😭😭😭i swear it was like i'm listening to the song for the first time...love it❤❤Yallunder🔥🔥

3 years later, I still pour my melancholy onto this song. Was asked a bizarre question the other day, "Are you safe around yourself?", my first thought was this song.

I’m speechless.

Wow I'm literally crying right now😭😭😭😭 as this song is showing exactly how my life looks like right now,it's like some force is blowing every light that I have..I am trying to reach out to a hand but there is just nothing but myself in the dark..I am sending love♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ to whoever who is feeling down and out.Let there be light and no fear♥️♥️♥️♥️

😭😭😭❤❤❤❤ finally the video is here, best album of the year🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

The most underrated song in the country right now

I've heard this sound sample from Dax-She Cheated Again and I heard it from DiepCity and I had to find the song and when I did I fell in love right away🥵🥵🦋...Such an amazingly soothing voice you have sis🥺🥺 Been listening to this song everyday since, I may not understand the words but this song hits me deep for some reason, it's beautiful. I love it❤

Blood and Water brought me here...such a beautiful song this is♥️

I dealt with depression, insomnia, anxiety and its never been this well displayed and put on screen...South African content keeps getting excellent, Dankie Nelisiwe Mwase... Thanks to my colleagues for introducing me to Yallunder, soft, angelic voice that reaches deep in one's soul...

Joh, the guy’s acting is brilliant. What’s his name?

Nelisiwe Mwase! Nelisiwe...🥺You are beyond talented. You have really honoured Yallunder's voice. The whole project is just captivating. Thank you guys the visuals just perfect. I'm still crying ❤

It's 2024 my first time hearing this masterpiece, and I'm in awe ❤❤❤

Everytime I'm sad or going through something I always come back to this song its a Healing process for me ❤

THIS SONG IS DEEP YOH❤😥

This song is just something else. First heard it on DiepCity and now I'm hooked to Yallunder's music. Her voice takes you places. It's just powerful.

This song 😢❤its reminds me my grandmother who past away 😢

Reminds me of a terrible time i went through without anyone realizing i was sinking😢😢

Big ups to Nelisiwe Mwase and the whole tea of OM films, you guys always bring it. This video speaks volumes. And than the artist,beautiful writing and the sound is awesome. To many more of this kind!!!

I just learned something from this beautiful song, we all have demons we're fighting with daily but the most important thing is having that one person that will always be there with you to help you fight off the demons and darkness. They'll bring the light to you to chase away the darkness and help to restore your faith to still believe in life and God ❤️🕯️💫

💯Can't wait for more of y'all guys music. Cela iSome more 🤲

Love how the video highlights how most people who suffer from anxiety & depression always seem to be happy and joyous in the public eye but when they're all alone their fears always 2:49 consumes them evidently pushing them into committing suicide 😢❤

Beautiful storytelling

I can’t believe I just found it on TikTok and boom, there is a full song🙏🏾 beautiful

Inkosi iBusise umubhali iphinde ubusise whoever directed these scenes 😭😭😭❤️🙏🏿 i feel privileged to know this peace!

I'm here before 1m Viewers🤗🤗

For those who don't understand depression, this song tells it all.

Masterpiece ❤

What a masterpiece of vocal!!! instrumental!!! and Video storytelling!!! So mad I'm coming across this song in 2024, but grateful for this treasure at the same time. Keep releasing your creations guys, your healing some of us.

I am not emotionally ok at the moment 😢and this song heals me and breaks me at the same time 💔😔

Wow!!! mama Nells And Ofentse mowase ❤️❤️❤️

Here before a 100 views 💃💃 Let's take this moment and appreciate 1020 Cartel for the great music and their wonderful storytelling ❤️👌

I can not express how many times I played this song on constant repeat. Ever grieved a relationship while in it

My God bless my Mom ❤😢

Yallunder got one here. An inch perfect song.... Relatable and thought provoking. Music in its purest form 🇿🇦

She's beyond good. Please treasure her 1020 Cartel

I'll never forget the first time I heard this song ♡

This is beautiful ❤️ well done Nelisiwe Mwase a beautiful production

Yallunder’s voice.... my goodness, Amazing.

One of the most soulful vocalist of our time❤️❤️❤️

I don't understand but I am inlove with this song

One millions views for this song 😢😢😢

The way the videp narrates the lyrics is beautiful, the visuals. Great work to the director Mama Nellz aka Nelisiwe Mwelase and OM Films ❤️👌and Yolanda with her Mirriam Makeba meets Simphiwe Dana & Sibongile Khumalo soothing and serenading voice completes it all. 😍

Voice>>>>>🤕🤒🔥🔥🔥🔥yerrr

cant believe the song still sets on 500k view after 3 years, what a beautiful song. had to checkout this artist after SAFM interview with Yalluder

This song made me heal from one the most traumatic experiences I've had in my life ,it gave me strength to face it head on and now I'm back to a similar situation

Going through the most while watching this video my tears are crossing my nose but atleast am still alive that is huge. But I need a break I don't think I can take it anymore.... Lol 💔💔 yhooo hayi

My brother passed away last year in June. He killed himself after battling severe depression and anxiety. I talked him out of it once , often I would tell him that I need him in case others didn’t, after we lost our mother his eyes where always teary , I carried him everywhere I went then one day I left home to another city I told him I’ll be back soon lemme try and hustle for us but when I finally was about to come home he hanged himself . 🥺🥺 this song reminds me of him and the voices in his head 💔

I can say this song helps me get through tough times like now😥

Love from the US!

She is madly talented

The creativity on this music video is complimenting the song. Haven’t seen good music videos in SA for a while. Compliments to whoever came with the concept 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

Your story telling 😍🔥

Tjo this is one hell of a touchie music video 💯🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

Craziest visuals I've seen this year... 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥

This song and video resonates with me deeply. I've never felt so understood. 🥹❤

Hayi OM flims 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥

Shem jelious done I love this song ❤❤❤❤❤🎉

Best music video ever

This video is just a pure reflection of my life, especially when i go home to Eastern cape. i just avoid being alone at night due to unexplainable anxiety. Well done OM FILMS and thank you Yallunder

Her Voice is so amazing, I don't know how many times I've listened to this song daily. I relate so much to the song and I just feel like sharing it with all my loved ones but I think this one is more personal to me and they won't understand... Love your music Girl

OMG, had to come listen to this track after one person in the comment section recommended it. These are the artists that are so underrated.

🔥🔥make this a movie... Make this a movie. Make this a movie!!!!

Here every morning ❤

Yhooo! This is beautiful !!

Good job nalisiwe that is a beautiful video

Siyabonga 1020,muhle umsebenzi wenu💯 Yallunder une voice yengelosi❤️

I'M NEVER GONNA STOP WATCHING THIS 😭😭😭😭

One of my favourite tracks in Isambulo😭😍🔥💯♥️🔥🔥🔥

How are people this talented?

The first song to make me emotional😭😭😭❤️❤️ Explains my daily life 😥💔

well thought out video 😫Relays the emotions evoked in the song 🥺Its perfect guys. I cant wait for all the work you will be putting out. Nkosi mayi busise

Wow what a dope story line... Content is just tops.... Omg.... BIG UPS.... Ofense and the Cartel... ♥️♥️♥️🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿Wow well done... Nice one.