me too omg!!

Ditto. I’m in the same boat. Didn’t want to watch but felt called to. Felt like a personal reading.

I think we are all in the same boat here lol

@@mistysierra4952 yes me as well 😢

I feel the same about my person. Wow exactly the same.

I have the same thing goin on with tf

@DivineEmpressTarot333TextLine Thank you love, light and hugs back 🙏🏻💜

She sounds like she is a narcissist. Count your blessings she showed her true colors now instead of years from now. Stay strong, and best of luck to you.

Exactly! His daughter is jealous of me and the relationship I had with her dad. She is poisoning his mind against me out of jealously, I over heard her calling me a liar, and whatever else that I didn't hear. However, I decided to cut him off so his daughter can have him as well as sleep with him.

Aweee🥹

Almost the same with me.’

My story tooooo ! So sad

Made u my Devine masculine

@Divineempresstarot-l9x thank you for my heart

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Listen to A lot of tarot . You will get over it and be so grateful .

Lying by omission ( leaving truths out)

Did you try? Is it working?

@DivineEmpressTarot333TextLine ❤️

@DivineEmpressTarot333TextLine Right back at you Divine E! ♥️

No human is damaged beyond repair. If you think you are, then you’ll never heal, you stay broken. My TF claims the same thing, that he‘s too far gone, but when we met, he showed me a healed version of himself. I wouldn’t have fallen in love with the broken version of him. So that healed version exists, because I got to see it for months. Then he chose to go with the unhealed version. I know from experience that it’s easier to be angry and resentful, than to put in the effort to work on our trauma. It’s easier to move out of a damaged house than to work on that house to make it a home. Except you‘ll always miss that house you abandoned and called home. We all long to go back to what was home. It’s a matter of choice: you decide if you’re broken or healed. But the universe can’t be as cruel and punishing as to make us meet a twin that’s broken beyond repair. They’re not: they just use their free will to stay broken. Some use it to heal. I think of my twin like he‘s healed. It doesn’t matter if he is or not, I picture him healed.

@@Persephone_88 that is absolutely wonderful philosophy. . Very well articulated, which I appreciate, thank you. Its brilliant of you and super kind for explaining to me. I mean that. I do understand but... I don't know. I suppose, I may be harsh in judging her, but she dug for reasons to judge me. I am just coming to conclusions based on this (a river runs through it) drag of an experience. And so now I am thinking, okay girl you are a twin flame I could feel you, and you could feel me. It's alive. And as much as I want to sincerely help her live totally free of burden, which I could have, she claims (shows) through her actions, that she is stuck. And also content in being so. I asked her after a couple weeks of knowing her if she was a single gal. And she said "um hmm" and nodded her beautiful face. Well, a simple people search after I asked her her last name as I didnt knownit and she blatantly avoided that (???) The people search said she was married and they lived together. In a home I went to, tk have dinner. Okay man. Not cool I would NEVER ever even think of doing that whole thing. So after I went there came the hit and miss of gaslighting breadcrumbing and ghosting (3 terms I didnt know exist, because I dont date people) I was like "why am I even bothered by this, I dont know her at all obviously. Or at least what I should have known upon my initial inquiry of her. She could have spared my genuine herat of 6 months by just saying, I am married to a damn drug addict whom I dont want to be married to. And I would have said "I dont blame you for that" and I would have sincerely not persued her and left it in her hands. And walked away. I feel our soul energy connection but I cant wait anymore. Not that I am busy or dating (I don't date women anymore unless i can FEEL them. Which I never do... And I can with her. But her actions have left me for dead literally, and shes terribly rude, which I don't deserve, and shes childish which aside from being angry with her I am not usually this in depth with anyone. So it's beyond irritating at this point. She would have to go through a divorce which her family pressures her in old school values not to. Is the impression I get while in mediation. And then she would have to heal from that defined as horrible marriage. That's decades right there. Right energy wrong lifetime. Just because we recognised one another doesn't mean we have to be together. And I certainly wont be a friend to her because she is childish and lies and I don't need that at all. Aside. I wanted sooo much to do things with and for her. Simply working the grounds of her property. Ya know seasonal work and she needed a bathroom, I remodel homes. I wanted to lay with her and talk convince her that she is soo worthy of being graceful and loved, and show her that because the 2 previous hubby's are supposedly both jerks... see what I mean. She has 3 daughters who I feel advise her which thy are in their 20s and act like 20somethings. Thus is mom's influences. Which I don't need to do that. That's so wishy washy. I have dated hundreds of girls and women in this lifetime. Most of them LOVED communicating. This girl was rude as hell by NOT saying anything and "ghosting" me over and over. And she would chime in and give me the indication she was reaching out... but no. So you see, these are all her choices. I am just trying to allow that and move on and like I said maybe in another up and coming lifetime we will come to simple agreements of consideration instead of lies and ignoring me when I am just being sincere of "hey are you doing okay? Haven't heard from you in a bit?" Just to get snapped at ("is there a problem???") Its like "yeah your horrible af attitude!" Which is not at all what I said. I said "no, not at all". I was stranded and needed a ride home from job that was 1 block away from where she worked. She texted me back when she had gotten home (30 minutes away) with the massge up there 👆. Thats the last time I inquird of her. I had to walk 4 miles home that night because I had no cash and no cards on me, and couldn't just Uber my happy self home. And several of my friends and neighbors were not available or busy. I mean whatever. That's what I mean by she is not there. She is not available by any means, for me, in any capacity. And that is perfectly fine, I just want to be emotionally set fre of how deeply I wanted to love her. I am super disappointed with her behavior simply. In all actuality I don't even really know her because she is a liar. I have standard of equality and respect. I dont treat people the way she does. And I can also read between the lines as to say "this is the way she FEELS for men in general" I don't want to be ignored, I would love to be appreciated for my attentiveness and be loved for my affections. But those are neither here nor there... her choice. And now mine. I know what twin flame soulmate means. And she doesnt mirror me enough to say she can have that crown and I would adore her for her magnificence. Which is neither here nor there. Lifetimes and lifetimes we would play tag. Until we caught up. And sadly the universe was wrong. I really hate to say that. We have sooo much in common but morals and integrity. Those seem to be mismatched to a level of which I hold my hands out and look up vocally extending to the God above, "really? After six years of celibacy you think this is what I need hu! I don't. Thanks no thanks." Just for the record, I have 21.6 years sober and was single until 7 years ago when I met a gal who I really enjoyed until she presented her hidden alcoholism to me and I left her. And since then 2018, I have again been single. I could very well be a man slut. I could. But I hold values in relationships. This gal hasn't begun to look past what is now learned behaviors for her. She had no idea what soulmates are. She probably thought I was full of shit. I get it . . . But I am not. I truly appreciate you. Thank you if you actually read all this. Thank you for giving me some insight on this from another point of view. Forgive the typos and misspellings and length of this book long comment. You are the first person I have even mentioned this to. It has been an awfully lonely 6 months. Thank you again.