This song is amazing. I don't think I've ever heard a song that puts into words exactly how being extremely depressed feels so well. It's actually scary how much I can relate to these lyrics. Wanting desperately to talk to someone, but also not wanting to talk to anyone. Wanting to be numb and isolated when in reality, that's not what you really want. Even trying to decide if it's more important to sleep all day or be awake most of it. A vicious cycle I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy.

I’ve been an octane listener for almost 3 years now.....this, is by far, without a doubt is my #1 favorite song I’ve heard on channel 37

I was feeling a bit depressed a few months ago and thinking about ending my life. While I was driving to work I turned the channel and I heard this song helped me. As I got home from a day of craziness I sat down in the dark with this song on repeat. Music helps us .

“All my life I’ve drowned in adrenaline, now my blood runs slow like a sedative” beyond layered and one of the greatest verses I’ve ever heard #idontwannalaydown

All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline Now my blood runs slow like a sedative I wake up past noon and they settled in Lord, please help me up I don't wanna lay down So help me get the fuck back up I don't wanna lay down, down, down Help me get myself back up I don't wanna lay down I feel the pain in my reflection, I- I wanna get away, so I just step inside I feel more alone when I have extra eyes Fuckin' starin' at me I wanna feel numb Give me novocaine for everyone else Sick of stayin' in the house, I need a home for myself To be alone, I can tell, that you don't know how it felt I had to let go of you just to get a hold of myself, because- All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline Now my blood runs slow like a sedative I wake up past noon and they settled in Lord, please help me up I don't wanna lay down (down, down) So help me get the fuck back up I don't wanna lay down, down, down Help me get myself back up I don't wanna lay down Life been givin' me too many warnings Couldn't get up out of bed in the morning Sleep for 12, or be away for 12? I can't decide on which is even more important Can't hold my head up, won't attempt to get up I'm not even sure on why I'm fed up today Swear it's no lie if I said that I'm fine At the same time, it's false if I said I'm okay Now, I don't need your sympathetic remorse I'm different from where you shoot shots in the dark Aiming for something you don't know is there Or hoping you'll pin when the target is hard Now, I don't mean to be rude But you never walked a single day in my shoes Don't act like you know what's it's like to be me I won't act like I know what it's like to be you All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline Now my blood runs slow like a sedative I wake up past noon and they settled in Lord, please help me up I don't wanna lay down So help me get the fuck back up I don't wanna lay down, down, down Help me get myself back up I don't wanna lay down All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline Now my blood runs slow like a sedative I wake up past noon and they settled in Lord, please help me up I don't wanna lay down So help me get the fuck- All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline Now my blood runs slow like a sedative I wake up past noon and they settled in Lord, please help me up I don't wanna lay down So help me get the fuck back up I don't wanna lay down, down, down Help me get myself back up I don't wanna lay down

Heard this on a mainstream station while driving home today, I instantly turned the music way up and felt this in my soul. Beautiful ❤️

The fact that this guy goes from being considered an eminem imitator to having his own style is such a beautiful thing.

Just heard this on Octane while moving into our first home and it's been rough. 2020 has taken way more than it's given back and most that it has cannot be returned. The line about "I'm sick of staying in a home I need a home for myself" really hit me. I've been dealing with so many people just telling me I gotta just find another dead end 9-5 and hope things get better. But after 5 years of practically working 6 days a week every week on the night shift I haven't had time for myself or to take care of myself or my worsening depression and anxiety. I've just been living by a mantra or prayer that "once we have a home and I can be myself again things will turn around". I just wanna be myself again. I hope everyone else out there is doing okay. Or at least the best you can. This life is hard and will do it's best to smother a dreamer that wakes up. Don't waste 5 years doing something you hate just because anyone tells you "that's just how it is" or "well that's life". Life shouldn't be about just working yourself into an early grave with no soul, no goal, no dreams. Don't let anyone tell you what you are passionate about is "stupid" or "unrealistic". Find at least one person that believes in you and never let them go, eventually other's will turn around. Honestly, idk where I'd be without my wife or my friends who encourage me to chase a dream I almost let die on the whims and doubts of those who were also victims of this suppressing way of thinking. There has to be more to life. I will always look out for those who look out for me, no matter how hard the struggle. Just know you are not alone out there, believe in yourself and your capabilities. I believe in you. Much love.

Been a while since a song gave me the chills like that. The passion, the emotions. It's been a while.

So relatable. it's like he's explaining those moments when you realize everything in your life is going to shit. I mean, like, i struggle with self loathing and low self esteem every day and am socially awkward. and the line "i wanna feel numb...giveme novacane for everyone else" is to me like taking the ones you loves' pain away and the only way i know is.......... music and writing music has helped me cope through the messed up thing that is life

Underrated artist. Zero def needs more recognition than many of those famous autotune ‘artists’ we have rn.

He's 100% gonna blow up no doubt about it he's ahead of his time

This goes straight into my infinite loop playlist, this is so beautiful! Love the transformation

Props to you man, as a vet this song hits home hard. The transition back to civilian life is rough, and you captured that feeling in this song. Keep it up bro🤙

I just called my mom and confessed my addiction. She had no idea....I’m an Alcoholic...and with that comes gambling.... I fessed up finally. Hit rock bottom. My mom said she’s “sick to her stomach” but after the shock wore off, she’s more than willing to help me get myself back up. I don’t want to lay down, I refuse to kill my self.....not with alcohol or self inflicted. I choose not to. Starting tomorrow I’ll be ok

The fact that you stood up again and made such legendary tracks is unrealistic. I listen to every rapper out there, but you...Damn. ❤️

this song is beyond underrated. i lost my father today and i dont have anyone to vent it to but this comment thread, this song held me together today. thank you @zero 9:36 for what you do and especially for this piece.

i just went to a shinedown concert where zero 9:36 played and i fell in love. I’ve heard his music before but seeing them in person was a whole experience i loved it and i’ve listened to all of his songs on repeat for a while. and he’s a supper cool person to talk to!! i was very very excited to meet him! i actually cried when i met him! love the music & your voice!!

Definitely hit me in the feels. Going through a rough time and this song has given me the strength. Such a positive lift from such a sad state of mind! My new favorite song!!! Rock On!

It's always crazy hearing a song that hits so close to home.

Doesn't matter where your from, color, background, or anything! We all have demon inside, we are all the same on the inside! Zero 9:36 is 🔥. Glad this is on Octane!

This song is truly art, and the emotions I see coming forward in the comments shows that. Thank you for this

I feel suicidal almost every day. Thank you @zero 9:36 for giving me a song that really helps me get thru every day. Y'all are the best

There isn't much comparable to the feeling you get when you understand the lyrics 100%

This song hits hard. It describes my PTSD perfectly. I live in gight/flight constantly. The sad reality is that one day I may literally run out of adrenaline and be stuck in depression mode.

Glad I have Octane in my car. This has been added to my regular Playlist!

Rap combined with Rock/Metal Instrumentals is just so sick. There's no way changing my mind. The Version with INK is even better!

This song is so relatable, this can make you rethink your life. Beautiful. Music feeds the soul...

Just discovered this artist and freaking love the style. Really abusing the repeat button on this one !

Finnaly some newer music with some actual feeling for real.

I'm Erin and I love this song 💙

The fact that this guy is metalhead rapper is so good

I heard this on octone now adrenaline is stuck in my brain

Im trapped in a mentally abusive marriage. I was allowed" to take the car to store and i was driving tears running down my face and this song came on and it literally spoke directly to my broken spirit...i will be okay . we arent intimate so as bad as i want to be a mom , i will not get pregnant by him.. One day ill find someone who loves me for me, just me.

credits to whoever shot and produced this fucking god tier song and video

good stuff love it.

You guys are beyond underrated. Listen to this a few times a day now. Helping me realize and deal with things. God bless

Даже не знаю, наткнулся на это золото в недрах интернета. И... Просто поверь, еще немного, еще буквально чуть-чуть, и тебя услышат миллионы людей.

You need to break away from the addiction, You’ll be reborn after words!

I remember when this kid was born. Holy shit matt this is quality music 💰💨

Wow it gave me chills , as you was laying out what you are going through, how you react and how all that makes you feel, I relate to so much of your lyrics, from my own experience, it just deep to realize that I am not the only one who felt the way I do sometimes... love the song it definitely has earned you atleast one new fan here!

Bro. Heard you on Octane today. Just put you in every genre playlist I have. Love it man.

Great song. Beautiful video. Keep up the great work.

Honestly this song deserves more views. This may be the best song I've ever heard like EVER. Definitely looking forward to more songs you guys are providing. 👍

Glad to see them featured on octane

This song came into my life when my dad was dying from leukemia. I think I interpreted it as I know this is a tough situation but I don't want to "lay down" and let it cripple me.

My first song I heard was "The End" I heard thus song through a good friend. I have been hooked. I have Asperger's. So naturally social anxiety, depression and a lot of other undesirable things go hand in hand. I have felt so isolated, and alone. I don't want to feel like this. But I feel like I've lost the best parts of who I use to be. I worry I'm just stuck in my ways, and it's too late to change. Anyway, Music has always been my way of coping, when I'm struggling. You have quickly become a favorite artist. You're songs just resonate with me so much. Much respect, and best of wishes to you!

Saw this guy last night supporting Shinedown - he was brilliant!

How is this not at the top of the charts? Fuckin amazing song...

I'm so lucky I got your set. I usually skip the other bands when I go to a concert. I've been so obsessed with your music since.

Don't hate me for this but...if this guy featured NF on a single, I mean the earth would shatter. This is an Amazing song!

I couldn’t even listen to the first 10 bars.. amazingly relatable.. bravo bravo friend

"I had to let go of you just to get a hold of myself."

God I love this and feel every emotion and lyric in it.

Still my number one favorite song ever

i discovered this because it came up as a youtube ad. And i loved it, so I looked this band up and I was into it. I forgot about them for a while though, until they randomly opened for a 3 Days Grace concert and I was like, holy crap, they sound so familiar. Oh yeah, that's that band I found on youtube! Was kind of funny actually. But they're awesome live and I'm glad it made me come back to them

This is my now favorite song. I have anxiety and I’m on the autism spectrum and I’ve never heard a song that both describes my life but also in some ways is an anthem to just do the best I can during the day. I really appreciate all of your work and I can’t wait to see what you do next.

Shit this song slapped so hard it hit my mom and told me it was going to get a pack of cigarettes and never came back.

The line "All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline" really resonates with me. I have CPTSD due to a lifetime of abuse from a super young age all the way into my mid 20's. Im almost 35 now and its been hard for my subconscious to accept the fact that im not in constant danger in some way anymore and has been stuck in that mode for a long time. Its caused a lot of depression and now that I am in a safe place, Ive gone from 100 - 0 when it comes to getting anything done in my life and depression has hit extra hard. It feels like ive just generally shut down after a life long adrenaline rush and ive crashed.

This may very well be my favorite from him, says to me that there's going to be 100's more to come, I'm so happy to have found this guy. A lot of love! Thanks Zero! Forever and always! 🐾💙

I found you because of HU, but I'm staying for the raw talent. Several of your songs on my Playlist in the last week alone. Keep it up man!

Yup 🔥💯💯💯🔥🔥

This song is 🐐🐐🐐🐐

When I was in one of my most depressed stage, I played this song more than once. It really made me feel alive and made me notice there is much more to live.

I have never turned hater on rap rock, even after Papa Roach and Primer 55 changed, Rage broke up, and people starting giving Limp Bizkit hell. A few bands carried on like (hed)pe, Linkin Park, P.O.D., Kottonmouth Kings, Crazy Town, and then we got 3rd Strike, Hollywood Undead, and then Dangerkids, and Papa Roach started rapping more again. Now we got From Ashes to New, Fever 333, Zero, Hyro the Hero, Backwordz, Falling in Reverse, grandson, Rage is back, Bad Wolves a bit, it's fucking beautiful, love it.

OKAY ZERO!!!🔥🔥🔥🕺🏼🕺🏼🕺🏼💜💜 love dawg

I’m not the only one from earth day birthday and I’m young and I’m obsessed with this band now

Seen you guys in KC w Popevil then followed you to Ozark MO w pop evil and shine down. I love that you interact with the coward and the meaning to your songs. You made my decision to get pit passes for September 21st. Hopefully you see this before then. And recognize me.

I just heard this song for the first time last night. These lyrics are powerful and they really hit home for me.

Wow KZfaq deleted all the top comments about addiction

1am and Adrenaline came on the Radio. Made a awesome day/night end on a great ass note. Come to Vegas!

I would be willing to bet that this song alone has saved alot of lives!

It’s hard for a song to get added to my playlists. Needless to say, I didn’t even finish this song before putting it in my playlist.

This song is really good tbh

So much relation to this song. Much appreciated

I heard this song yesterday in the car on a Sacramento rock station (98 something). My husband of 13 years died from an overdose last Thursday and it hit me hard. Every lyric screamed that he was trying to communicate to me through this song. He was battling addiction for a long time and just wanted the struggle to be over. I’ve been clean for 3 years myself and it’s hard to do but possible. You just have to wanna try to beat it.

It's been awhile since I've been on SAT Radio, turning Octane on and hearing this track, I'm back, this is a Beautiful song!

This song is absolutely amazing, was awesome getting to see you live in Lincoln with pop evil and having a chance to talk to you at the Merch table. Thank you. I will continue cranking it up everytime it plays!!

Recently saw him as the opening act for three days grace and since have had this song on repeat!

For anyone wondering about the band's name. The lead singer is a huge slipknot fan, and as a kid he told his dad that one day he'd join the band. His dad sad that if he did, he'd need a number, so he said that he'd be number 0. So there's the zero and 9:36 is when he was born.

If your still listening music to thus day you have great taste in music

Hell yeah 🔥

I love this song, his voice.

Damn these lyrics hit home. Keep doing the damn thing my man....

I'm from Germany, my English is bad, but the song ist fireeeee 🔥🔥🔥

When I heard you on SiriusXM I was like wow who is this. I had to see what else you had out there and I got everything you have out iTunes.

Perfection😺

Great song, thank you for the video.

Track goes hard homie, keep doing what you do appreciate the dope music get umm!!🔥🔥🔥💯💯

This is so damn good. I had to find it. Definitely subscribing for more. ❤️

very underrated. Been a fan of urs for a very long time. Keep your head up bro. miss u man. #zero

one of the best songs i have ever heard

Damn you rip every track where can I buy some of your merch I wanna support you

Man I'm impressed. Liked your stuff in the past but this is great! New pump up song.

And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment: (Hebrews 9:27) And the times of this ignorance God winked at; but now commandeth all men every where to repent: (Acts 17:30) For godly sorrow worketh repentance to salvation not to be repented of: but the sorrow of the world worketh death. (2 Corinthians 7:10) I tell you, Nay: but, except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish. (Luke 13:5) For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. (Romans 10:13)

Zero is a genuis I see you big dawg

Feel like this just about every single day. Not cause of a chick, just life in general

This jawn is crazy and you’re literally sitting next to me right now I’m astonished 😧

God where has this song been hiding...thank you I needed this to help me heal from my break up the pain the hate the betrayal broke me but this started bringing me back up and I feel it in my soul

obsessed with this song!!!