this is so cute 🧸

When Zoe’s vlog aesthetics beats a kdrama 😍 Monday just for a tad brighter💛

wait can we please talk about the editing?! im literally 5 seconds in and it’s so cute 🥺 - honeypot films

Zoee!! Maybe you will not see this but, THANK YOU ! During all 2020 end of the year I was like "2021 will be great. It will be a game changer." but.. reality is that I had a big breakdown during the past few weeks, and my mood was just a big roller-coaster. Since yesterday, I'm slowly starting to feel better and live better again, and your video was just the cherry on top of the cake ! You're a really big big inspiration for me since before quarantine, and just seeing you being a human is amazing because it's a utopia to think that all youtubers and all the people around the world are being okay these times. Anyways, I'm super grateful to be able to watch content like this, you just level up my mood and I'm so so excited for what's coming now !! Thank u so so much for just being you and being here ! Loot of love from France, Alexandra

All these days I felt like I was missing something in my life... Seeing ur video I realized I missed you and your vibes🥺❤️🌸

Dude last year was such a blur honestly. I can relate to you I used to be so fit and work out every day but I think 2020 is an exception for literally everyone. But you got through it! Now we can just work on ourselves again, start eating better and treating our bodies better

Zoe is the cutest and loveliest human being, ily •ᴗ•

can we just appreciate zoey’s editing for a second like it’s so aesthetic ✨

*you literally helped me overcome my eating disorder, Zoe you are phenomenal and please remember all bodies are beautiful :)*

i love that you don’t only show the «perfect» sides of yourself, but also talk about not being okay

When Zoe said posture check my shoulders immediately went back LOL

Zoey for the past few months I was kinda disappointed in myself but, when I started watching you, you gave me the look at myself that I should do something about it and I feel much better about myself. I hope you have a good year and I will like your vids! -Veronica:)

Tbh I viewed 2020 as a step up personally after coming from 2019. I know quarantine and such like made everyone else feel the opposite but for me 2019 (at least 9 months of it anyways) was just fully of depression. I was struggling immensely with my first year in uni and instead of resolving it I threw myself so hard into my part time job that it basically became full time. The sad thing about it was that it worked. For all of 2019 I was too busy working I hardly found like to sleep let alone wallow in my thoughts. So 2020 was a huge step up. I sorted out my student finance, and reduced my working hours in the first half. That added to the extra time I had for myself thanks to lock down. And I learned to accept that it was okay to redo things if I didn’t do so well the first time. And that failing something once won’t hinder my future or mean that I need to completely go down a different path. Quarantine and lock down have made me realise that while I am an introvert I still need and crave human interaction. And that it’s not the same face timing someone because I suck at thinking of what to say. And that I’m actually... touch starved. With so much time on my hands I’ve been able to have time for things that actually matter to me. I let go of a obsession which I realised had only been giving me.... empty feelings of pursuit and weren’t actually adding much to my life. I think I enjoyed saying that I enjoyed it more than I actually enjoyed it. 2020 also has made me view studying not as a chore but as an investment or as a really good way to past time. Studying makes me feel more secure about my education, intelligence and assignments and exams. While I’ve had time to overthink a fairly large number of times, I’ve also had time to analyse and observe my depression, to track symptoms and ways to relieve some of it. And while 2019 was about avoiding it, 2020 was about letting it do it’s thing and riding it out. Which is pretty easy to do since I don’t have as many deadlines or obligations so I can take my time with it. But I want 2021 to be the year that I start fighting it actively. I don’t know if that’ll mean seeing a doctor or a specialist, or changing my lifestyle to dampen the effects. I also want to start viewing it as an illness rather than some kind of excuse? Like if someone asks if I want to chat I am allowed to say that I’m not mentally capable of doing that today, that I’m not feeling well enough. Rather than making up a lie to avoid interaction. I want 2021 to be the year that I start sorting out my life. When I start sleeping at more reasonable times. I’m not saying that midnight or 1am is reasonable but it’s better than the 7am from 2019 or the 4am in 2020. And I want to wake up at 8-9am, not 12pm or 3pm. And I want to actually eat 3 meals a day that mainly consists of vegetables and proteins. Not the large Galaxy chocolate bars from 2019 or the all day everyday takeaway from 2020. Okay I’m realising that was really long. Basically 2019 was shit. 2020 wasn’t as bad but still pretty bad. And I want 2021 to be at what would be considered normal and acceptable for the other 7.5 billion people in the world

I honestly just don't want to care about having "body goals" anymore. I quit working out a while ago and it feels okay. I don't want this pressure to "look snatched or whatever" anymore. I'm just living and enjoying what I do and who I am.

i rly value how open you are in this. i’m so glad you have a healthier relationship with food. you look absolutely beautiful any way you are. good luck in 2021 we love you 😘

i think it's also a sign for me to pull myself together again

ahhh take all the time you need for yourself zoe, i never want you to feel pressured to post on yt 🥺💓

thank you for being so real. i relate ti your thoughts a lot, and i have so much comfort in watching you go on about your days. we love you, and all that matters is for you to be healthy! looking forward to your next update

not that you don't already know this, but just for affirmation's sake I found your channel through your fitness vids but will 100000% continue to watch and enjoy your content regardless of where you're at in your personal fitness life! You bring so much more to the digital world than your fitness!! 💞

you've been so open and vulnerable lately, i love that! wishing the best for you zoe, we can do it!!!!

So good to see you glowing. Hope you are safe, healthy and happy. Happy 2021💙

i love zoe's day-in-my-life videos but HONESTLYYYY i feel an even more genuine connection towards these kinds of videos. the fact that i could greatly relate to her health-guilt situation just made me realize that i'm not alone in this after all. i love u so much zoe !!!!! pls stay healthy and safe

Truly love how real and honest you are in your more recent videos. It's very comforting to watch and it gets rid of the false belief that youtubers have an extravagant and constantly productive life. And you don't need to worry about the lack of health and wellness videos! Even if people did start off with those videos, I'm pretty sure they stayed for much more (including me)! I just love to watch your personality and your chill but realistic videos. You don't need to feel ANY pressure to show a healthy and productive side of yourself on youtube, ESPECIALLY at a time like this. Side note: your skin is always GLOWING. Drop that skin routine or skincare favs video pls :)

Dear Zoe, I could listen to you talking for ever, your voice is so soothing 😌🖤

I just love how honest you are with us

Love how honest and raw you are, never change for anyone

Honestly same I have been feeling super unproductive/lazy but seeing you and the other comments talking about how they feel similarly makes me feel like I am not alone :) thx for this!

we love you no matter what zoe 🥰 i struggle with feeling guilty for looking “healthy” too and it’s all because of society and social media and developing a healthier relationship with food is one of my goals for 2021 :) wishing you the best for your goals

i love how zoe experiments with herself in a way like eating new foods and shaping her life in the best way that she can and i love how she admits like you know my life has been kinda a mess and she changes that. which is awesome, and she admits like its ok not to be ok like she over all is so inspiring and is so amazing.💞✨

I remember when I first found you almost 2 years ago and was also starting to be more consistent and looking out for food & working out. But now, I completely agree how at the end of the day, as long as you're healthy and happy, that's what matters. Love you, Zoe 💕💕

i feel u so much , i hope we will find our ways and everything will be okay eventually. we love u zoe♡

zoe, thank you for opening up about ur relationship with food and i’m so happy that it’s improved. i’ve also gained weight over quarantine and i’ve been feeling horrible about it but hearing that it’s normal from an influencer i love really helps 🤍

zoe, I absoluuuutely loved this video and I'm rooting for you!! I've been watching you for a while and just thought you should know I genuinely hope you can find continuous success and achieve your goals this year :)

zoey!! i just want to say: i follow u bc of ur warm personality and your healthy mindset. for me, “healthiness” is rooted in having a healthy relationship w urself, food, etc, which you have imo :)

we stan a realest + aesthetic queen

Zoe, I went through the same struggles as you especially with the quarantine weight gain. I was my heaviest around September even though I still looked petite and healthy (but I didn’t feel like it). I’m glad you showed us your raw self from the inside and out, because it just shows that no one goes through something alone. we will always love you with or without abs!! also, thank you for these videos because they’re so healing and they make me self reflect in a positive way. 🪴💓

You’re so beautiful the way you are. Don’t ever feel like you’re alone because I totally understand how much of a rough time quarantine was or still is, I’ve definitely been through it like you did. Don’t ever feel pressured to look a certain way or eat a certain way, just do it for yourself and what makes you yourself. We love you just the way you are and you never need to worry about what content you need to bring for us but more of what you want to do :)

You are so encouraging,whenever I watch your videos i just get this positive energy,you are such an inspiration!✨💙💭💡

Honestly so much of the 2020 reflection you said was relatable. The second half was super hard for me too 🥺

So happy she is back!!! Now everything is right in the world!

Zoey is literally the sweetest most caring human being on earth 💜

Glad that you've been doing well Zoe! I followed you ever since I saw your What I Eat in A Week videos when I was also struggling heavily with body image and my relationship with food. Over the months of being quarantined, I also experienced gaining weight and beating myself up so much for it, I know this feeling isn't good but I'm sorta glad I wasn't alone in feeling this when I watch your videos. Hopefully this year we would be able to achieve the goals of being confident in our own healthier bodies even though we aren't that fit anymore. You can do this Zoe!! Keep up the good work always!

You are so so strong and I love you for that! You opened up to us even though it was hard for you!! Thank you for helping me in my own journey and struggles!! Much love💗💗

Welcome back!!!can u pls give us a update of your island? huhu luv u zoe!!!💗

being yourself is the best way to be healthy without pressuring :)

Zoe, you are beautiful in a every single way, you don't have to change a thing about either your appearance or personality! You look a lot healthier and I can tell that you also feel healthier.. if you know what I mean? So never listen to those hatefull comments, cause your body doesn't determine your worth in any way!

I almost teared up when you talked about gaining weight. You know what? A lot of us have struggled or still struggle with the same problems...you’re not alone💗 We will support you no matter what. And also we pretty much have similar goals in 2021🥰

I'm really glad you're taking time for yourself because no one is perfect and everybody has those times and I hope you're feeling better and this 2021 is not so hard for everybody.💚💙🤍 Sorry if there are any inaccuracies, English is not my first language.

I watch your videos just to escape my reality, stress and school work. I love your vids they are so peaceful and relaxing they always make me feel like I’m doing okay cause there is always those “ perfect” KZfaqr and they always make me feel guilty about my life and kinda sad. so I’m so happy to have meet Zoe, she’s amazing to be me. Thanks for being. Ily 😘

Singlehandedly MADE my Monday🥺 I missed your vids bb

you've been a huge inspiration to me since last year and so many things about me changed in a good way thanks to you.everyone has their ups and downs and it is totally normal. you can upload whenever you want.just don't forget that we're always hear and you don't need to feel pressured.ily soo much and i hope this year brings you and everyone good things only. (sorry if there are any mispronunciation English is not my first language)

So happy to here someone else saying that “ workouts” are not for them - i’ve struggled so much with my wellbeing forcing myself to do something that just felt so uncomfortable no matter how consistent I was.. it’s just not something that brings me any joy, and instead of taking away anxiety it was the one thing that caused it... thanks zoe 🥺❤️

Hey Zoe! I just wanted to say that I appreciate how real you are with your audience. Obviously, boundaries are important and you don't always need to be open or even honest with people on here, but it's really refreshing to find a youtuber (especially a lifestyle youtuber) that doesn't kind of perpetuate that image of a "perfect" life. I relate to a lot of what you go through (losing motivation, body/food issues, etc) and thank you for just being candid about that stuff. Whatever direction you decide to go in with your life or this channel, I'll support you! Also, I'd say a personal goal for me is to remove the pressure I put on myself around working out and make it something that I don't do just to look good. I want to feel like I exercise because it's fun/feels good, not because I feel like I "have to." Happy 2021

Your so pretty...and honestly am so proud of u..i look up to u an a inspiration. But u know... life's hard for everyone. I realised that not everyone one is perfect and its ok not to be ok as u said. Ur such a motivation for me and ill love you just the way you are. Love from afar.

One of my goals for the year is to do more acts of kindness. Making someone happy, makes me happy in turn!

Your videos are so calming

You look beautiful, healthy, happy, i love u💛 Also the editing is everything 🥺

Zoey! I just wanted to tell you that I LOVE your videos! I don’t want you to feel sad or that you have to be a specific way to “inspire” others... you’re already inspiring to us :) I also wanted to share some of my New Years resolutions... • Finish learning French • Eating healthier • Have good grades in college

Zoe plz don’t be that hard to you ,like you used to say all of us has theirs ups and downs and always remember that we always with you and we love youu❤️💋 And I want to thank you for your honesty and support you really helped me to get through hard times and you always motivate me😘💞

I am just 12 years old and you really inspired me with your reflection and goals, I will try to be better this 2021, and the last year was pretty difficult not only for me, for all people so I hope this year all can change to the positive side.

ZOE YOUR EDITING, I AM IN LOVE. I think it really shows your personality. SOO CUTE and ugh the aesthetics.

I love so so much your editing, is so aesthetic

Tbh I’m just happy that you’ll try to fix yourself and organize your life after this whole complicated and hard time that all of us in some or other way had, all of us here only care that you’re okay and healthy 💗 I missed you a lot 🥺💗💗

Please do a notion tour!! I’ve recently gotten into it and I know for sure yours is awesome because you’re an aesthetic queen ❤️

thank you Zoe for being vulnerable with us 🥺i literally relate to your mental health journey so much ~ i'm relieved to hear that i am not alone. love your content per usual ~ journaling and sticking to a morning routine has helped me a lot. I hope you feel refreshed and like yourself again soon 💕 team suho for me hehe 🥰

Idk why but while watching her read her journal about her goals and what she learned in 2020, it made me feel so emotional and I literally cried. I think most of us can relate and how last year really weighed down our mental health.

ahh go zoe!! i can't wait to watch this video :) you're one of my favourite youtubers and you're such an inspiration to me

hi zoe! i started youtube last month so that's my lil hobby rn. i'm trying to read more and learn new languages this year. i hope this year is fruitful for you!! missed your videos 💛

Your videos changed a lot omg the lighting is beautiful, you talk so naturally, you look healthier, your personality changed to the better, love you and your content beauty 😘

Some of my goals for 2021 is to not let society's expectations of me matter, find a good job, sleep better, and to live in the moment and appreciate the little things🌸🌼🌸🥰

I watch your videos for you, your personality, your vibes that you bring to your videos :) Thank you for creating such content and videos cus it brings so much joy to my day ^^

you are enough just as you are 🤍 i love you - mediatate and do gratitude list though (changed my life) 🤍

Zoe... awww i want to thank u so much. Yours words literally could come out from my own mouth. I’m living almost the same experiences and thoughts! You’re not alone, we’re not alone, we’re going to make it!!!! I promise!!!

We love you in any form zoe 🥺❤

zoe's voice is literally so ✨ soothing ✨ i swear

I’d want Zoe to be my friend. Everything about her aura is beautiful. Thanks for the expenses tracker template. Excited to use it

I absolutely loved this video! I love whenever you take us grocery shopping because I always get snacks-inspo from you 🤣 thank you for always being so open and honest with us; I can’t imagine how difficult it is to always be “on” like you described. Good luck on your goals! You’re going to do great!

ty for sharing ur tips about your expense tracker template - be more aware of how and where i spend my money is one of my goal this year, starting from today with ur help (hope i'll make it till the end of 2021)

this is the best way to end a whole day of classes🥺🤍

I just want to hug u 😭 I don't know but I saw myself at most of points while watching you,, I luv uu and please remember that you're not alone 💜💜

I also love Lavendaire’s workbook’s and your videos actually remind me of her quite a lot. I found your channel through your “what I eat in a day/week” videos but stayed because of your wonderful and sweet personality. Your videos always make be happy and relaxed. I hope you’ll figure things out soon and that you’ll find something that makes you happy!! Until then I’ll look forward to your videos! 💜💜💜

shes so pretty and for what 🤯✨💞

so glad to see that your back 💗 stay healthy we missed you

I missed you so much 😭. Finally you are back ❤️❤️❤️❤️. Love you Zoe . Most more please 💜💜💜💜

Loved this! Your editing is beautiful 💕

I just wanna say I was one of the ones who found your channel through your workout videos and even though you don't upload that type of content regularly anymore, I stayed for your personality. You, your content, & your editing is aesthetically pleasing & enjoyable to watch. Thanks for being brave enough to be open to your subscribers. We love ya no matter what ! ! ! 💜 💜 💜 And good luck on your 2021 goals!

YAY ZOEY POSTEDDD!!💕💕

did anyone else realize that Zoe doesn’t have her wrist brace???? yay!

I’ve never been this early! But I’m so excited to watch Zoe’s vid right before bed 🌙✨

omg, I relate to everything SINGLE thing you are feeling! Keep going Zoe you're doing great. We'll feel light and free again soon xx

This vlog was so so adorable, I loved the aesthetic and little writing hehe! Zoe you are as beautiful as ever, please don’t let anonymous people’s comments feed into your insecurities and that domineering mind bully, what you look like does not determine your worth/value in the slightest and you look as pretty as a flower like always btw. I hope that during such a difficult and unsteady time in our lives you are staying healthy, safe and in a positive headspace and mindset, most of all though that you are practicing what you preach to all of us and being kind to/gentle with yourself. You are honestly the human embodiment of a comforting and cute stuffed animal and I love watching your vlogs so much! Some of my New Year’s resolutions include eating more healthily, starting my journey of self-love, soul searching and spiritual and religious discovery, as well as doing well in my studies and starting to learn Korean

I'm so happy to see you back!!

omg we missed you sm💫 I've been rewatching ur vids🍉🌱 and waiting for new ones 💕ur such an inspiration 💜

omg i love your aesthetics!!

the best kdrama vibes~ your editing makes me so happy. sending so much love to you zoe!

10:24 Same, for me I liked how I used to be in old photos and now I just feel bad when I see myself now. Also I know you said you didn't think you have a style but I really like your aesthetic and fashion. So pretty! It inspires me ♥️🌺🌸

Thank u zoeee!! Love your vids soooo much, always looking forwards to your posts!!! 💕🌷

OMG Zoe!!! , i missed you so much I’m so happy that you are back 🥺❤️

so you asked what goals I have? anyways here it is, btw love the aesthetic of your videos and being true to us :) Goals: - eat healthier (gosh I love junk food more than healthy food, that healthy food taste bad to me! even though i'm average weight it won't be good in the long run.) - exercise more (quarantine is turning me into a lazy potato and i can barely go outside so at least exercise twice a week) - improve my drawing skills (i haven't been able to draw because of school but i want to make time to improve) - read more books (i rarely read books because of anime) - sleep more (gosh when was the last time i had 10 full hours of sleep) - drink more water - write down things i'm grateful for - be more positive I hope some of you guys that read this got some ideas even though mine are pretty basic ones. Let's get through this year together! :) Stay safe everyone! Love you Zoe!!!

my daily dose of aesthetics🥺✨💗