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@dutezore
@dutezore 39 минут бұрын
Around 2000/2001 I was travelling on a train from Plymouth to London. Somewhere in Somerset the train stopped and two people got on the train and I took a double take it was Joe Strummer and a young lady. I was in full business mode suited and booted and I rather embarrassed lay went over and introduced myself saying despite what I looked like I had been a big punk in the late 70s and early 80s. Joe could not have been more gracious introducing me to his partner. After no time we were in in the smoking car where we stalked all the way to Paddington. A few months later the same thing happened on the same train. This time he recognised me remembered my name and the same thing happened . I never saw him again he had died. I’ve never cried more when someone famous died. Joe was a lovely lovely lovely man. We talked all sorts of shit and some very profound stuff. I well never forget the maybe 3 hours I spent with him. The nicest man ever a true gentleman If you want a stupid story. I remember him asking me what clash tracks I said some of my favourites I told him …my favourite was Stay Free …he said that was Micks as were most of the others. I though oh shit and then he burst out laughing he said maybe I didn’t like him I only liked Mick. Wonderful hours I’ll never ever forget. La Lucha Continua !
@GriefTourist
@GriefTourist 3 күн бұрын
This wonderful video deserves many many more views! I'm glad Luce continues to live there.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 күн бұрын
Thank you 🙏
@adamfitzgerald5823
@adamfitzgerald5823 4 күн бұрын
Just beautiful
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 4 күн бұрын
Thanks very much, glad you enjoyed it
@MartinBlack
@MartinBlack 5 күн бұрын
lovely stuff
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 5 күн бұрын
Thanks, glad you enjoyed it 👍
@davidwolfson7060
@davidwolfson7060 9 күн бұрын
This is a beautiful, heart warming video. You are a kind and sweet man, accessible, articulate, and earthy, similar to Joe Strummer in those regards. I was extremely fortunate to see The Clash play two shows in 1982 and 1984. In both, it was the most energy I ever felt at a concert. However, on October 8, 2001, I saw The Mescaleros at The Webster Theater in Hartford, CT. My friend bought me my ticket because I'd been really down for the past year because my two closest friends in the world had died within two and a half months of each other and he knew that I was a diehard Clash fan. I don't often tell this story, yet I feel that I must, here, and to you, Sir Nomad Musician. After the gig, I met the band and Joe Strummer. In those days many bands stuck around after the show to do this in small venues here in the states. I had also read somewhere before this that The Clash often did, and Joe was doing it again. I was the eighth person in line so I was made the first cut which was eight. I didn't see him anywhere and just moseyed around for what seemed like eternity trying to look relaxed and inconspicuous. Joe was sitting in a dark corner and saw me well before I spotted him. With a wry smile he said hi and joked, "Are you looking for someone?" "As a matter of fact, I just found him!" He laughed extended his hand shook mine. I couldn't believe how accessible he was as he offered me the only vacant seat near him. I told him he looked great and sounded even better enjoying himself up on stage. I explained how he changed my life. It was because of the song Clampdown that I went back to school and studied the arts, particularly poetry, and was awarded a few small prizes. He wanted to know the details and was very sincere about it. After at least ten good minutes I realized other fans were hovering around and so I quickly said, "Well, it looks like my time is up and I best be going." "Wait," he said, "aren't you going to ask me for my autograph?" He pointed to a small paper I had tucked under my arm. Before I met him, I was going around the room getting all the Mescaleros to sign, including Tymon Dogg who taught Joe how to play his first song on guitar (there is a great video of Tymon explaining this if you search on KZfaq for it). I said to Joe, "If you want to know the truth, Joe, it was just a prop because I was so nervous looking for you!" He laughed, and took it and wrote, "Thanks, David. It was nice to meet you and good luck with your future and writing. Sincerely, Joe Strummer." Next to it he drew a cartoon of a funny character climbing a wall and smiling. I was surprised how good it was considering how quickly he dashed it off. I still have it somewhere stashed away with my menagerie of special, heartfelt memorabilia. I had heard many times that when you meet your heroes it is a major disappointment. For Joe Strummer, this was as far as disappointing as it could ever get. This was the most genuine and gratifying experience that I could ever feel, live, and move on from. Rock in Peace, John Mellor, aka Joe Strummer, Rock In Peace.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 9 күн бұрын
That is a wonderful story and thanks so much for sharing it. Why am I not surprised though? It just sounds so like the man we all love, no airs or graces, just a human being. Thanks for taking the time to share your awesome tale and thanks also for your kind words about the video 🙏
@russellgooding7475
@russellgooding7475 20 күн бұрын
Heart warming video. Thank you. I am 62 now. Many times on from when I first heard/saw the band. But JS changed my life. He introduced me to thinking about the world. Cant give a man more than that really.... When he died suddenly on Dec 22 2002. I wrote a letter to Luce. I knew he lived in Brigport. So addressed it to her there. It must have got to her. As she sent me back a photo of him taken there, plus a small note to appreciate my thoughts. Classy women... I have asked my wife to play my favourite Clash somg when I go. "White Man (In Hammersmith Palais). He wrote the words, and as a song it means a lot to me, and, am sure you also? Respect my friend.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 20 күн бұрын
He just had that effect on people didn't he. Somehow opened us up a bit. Thanks for your words there, it's lovely to read them and hear your story ❤️
@russellgooding7475
@russellgooding7475 19 күн бұрын
Thank you Sir. I saw The Clash 3 times. Most memorably at the April 30th RAR gig in Victoria Park when I was 16. The sound was rough as a bears bum... But the band were on fire. See the footage in the "Rude Boy" film. I loved lots of bands (Gof4s, Magazine, JD, Pixies etc), and played music to a terrible level myself. But he was my first impactful change. Oh, and your quite right. "Garageland" Summs it all up. They were, along with The Stooges, VU, and the Ramones... An all time classic band from a lean to! Best wishes, no nothing about you, but you seem a very decent guy. Regards.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 19 күн бұрын
@russellgooding7475 You too mate :)
@dragonflyparade8143
@dragonflyparade8143 20 күн бұрын
Yes, definitely finish this. Then more. ❤
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 20 күн бұрын
Thanks, I can indeed feel some writing coming on 👍
@MatiasG183
@MatiasG183 21 күн бұрын
That sounds amazing!
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 21 күн бұрын
Thanks. I have a chorus melody and chords. Do you think I should finish it lyrically then? I quite like the initial sketch.
@MatiasG183
@MatiasG183 21 күн бұрын
@@Lutonbodyhome Yeah, i think it would round it out real nice.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 21 күн бұрын
Thanks, expect to see a full song busked in the van at some point soon then. Cheers 👍
@MatiasG183
@MatiasG183 20 күн бұрын
@@Lutonbodyhome 👍
@Charlies247
@Charlies247 25 күн бұрын
What a great vid and story. I met Joe on the Class War tour. I was invited down to the venue in the afternoon for the sound check and to met him. He introduced me to his band and signed some 7” Clash record covers for me that I still have. He chatted with me about recording the cost of living e.p. Eclectic musical tastes and his time living in Newport south Wales where he was in his first band ‘the Vultures’ I have a file of his first ever recording on cassette somewhere, (I’m sure there is a link at Wales online) the house he rented in Newport now has a plaque outside. His old acoustic guitar hung on the wall at a local record shop there, he gave it to a friend before moving back to London to form the 101ers, I used to run a dedicated FB page with loads of info. Anyway enough from my old reminiscing and rambling’s, Stay Free!
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 24 күн бұрын
Lovely to hear that thanks 🙏 was it during his time in Newport that he worked as a grave digger? I have a recollection it was at least!
@Charlies247
@Charlies247 24 күн бұрын
@@Lutonbodyhome Yes. He was a part time grave digger in Newport. He had an allowance and that enabled him to work part time so he could concentrate on music.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 24 күн бұрын
For once my memory serves me well! Don't ask what I had for breakfast though, no idea :D
@jokingker2553
@jokingker2553 27 күн бұрын
Did you know Ashley Martin front man of The Pies?
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 27 күн бұрын
Fraid not no, haven't heard of the band at all Tbh!
@jokingker2553
@jokingker2553 27 күн бұрын
Look up "This is your time" Pies. Ashley Martin is from Liverpool.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 27 күн бұрын
@jokingker2553 I'll have a look ta 👍
@jokingker2553
@jokingker2553 27 күн бұрын
@Lutonbodyhome The thing that's a bit funny is that everyone who has the batchbooks wants to light up with one but can't. Lol! It'd be like smoking with Joe. Ashley was able to smoke a joint with Joe in the late 90's.
@jokingker2553
@jokingker2553 27 күн бұрын
Sorry, "matchbooks.' I just woke up, and my spellchecker is negated by morons. KZfaq is a terrible corporation.
@jokingker2553
@jokingker2553 27 күн бұрын
How do I contact you? I've got a positive message concerning a "lost" Joe Strummer museum for Joe's woman.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 27 күн бұрын
You'd probably be best to contact the Joe Strummer Fund I reckon. I wouldn't be able to help you, sorry.
@jokingker2553
@jokingker2553 27 күн бұрын
@Lutonbodyhome It's his California driver's license and last two books of matches from the glove compartment of his Thunderbird, among other things. Here's something cool. He used to add a fuel additive for every second time he filled up the tank. He wrote a note about it to remind anyone driving his car. This should be at the Punk Rock Museum in Vegas shortly.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 27 күн бұрын
@@jokingker2553 what wonderful things to have! I'm sure they'd be very keen to hold them for museum/archive purposes.
@jokingker2553
@jokingker2553 27 күн бұрын
@Lutonbodyhome I'm just a curator of things. I'm one of many if I die. My friend Ashley Martin died in January. You can see PIES graffiti in Liverpool England. He was the curator before me.
@bearwynn
@bearwynn Ай бұрын
love yew trees, they're always so beautiful in their sprawling mangled shape
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome Ай бұрын
It's amazing how they just find a way isn't it. Whatever it takes that's how they grow and often as you say that produces some crazy shapes!
@bearwynn
@bearwynn Ай бұрын
@@Lutonbodyhome They're so warped, it's a shame that because they're not super tall that people gloss over them. love this video by the way, a short video showing off a fantastic bit of nature. really nice :)
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome Ай бұрын
Spot on, if you didn't know you'd walk right by this one. It's surrounded by later planting now and sits there squat amongst them no more than maybe 20 ft tall....but 70 foot wide!
@richwatts
@richwatts 2 ай бұрын
I always enjoy your delivery. You are a great presenter. Good flow and nice to listen to.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 2 ай бұрын
Thank you. Cos that one comes from a song it has a rhythm to it even if you speak it. I emphasised it a bit of course.
@nand3kudasai
@nand3kudasai 2 ай бұрын
Something about the title: Afaik ptsd is actually an illness. Not a defect, not your identity, nothing to be ashamed of. But an illness, like a flu or a broken bone. And there are ways to recover from it. And its worth it.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 2 ай бұрын
Thanks, I agree entirely it is an illness or a condition that can be healed with love, time, space, understanding and letting go...amongst other things. It's definitely nothing to be ashamed of, if anything it's vindication that you are a caring and loving individual! When I wrote the title the emphasis was on mental in my thoughts process. I was aiming to highlight that far from being something that is just in the mind stress 'disorders' are holistic and involve every bit of us. With your thoughts on board I can see that the title can be read differently to that so I'll give it a little edit and add speech quotes around "mental" to drive the emphasis home. Thanks for the input ❤️🙏
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 2 ай бұрын
Done 👍
@meemaflowers9446
@meemaflowers9446 2 ай бұрын
Trauma is biological. It is not psychological.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 2 ай бұрын
I agree, it's not just something that happens in the "mind", a "mental health" issue, it affects all of our systems and can form a very rigid feedback loop. Thanks for giving your view on it, it's much appreciated ❤️🙏
@amberv4223
@amberv4223 2 ай бұрын
Hugs. I have it too.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 2 ай бұрын
And hugs to you too. I hope that you are finding a way through ❤️🤞
@kaoutar6921
@kaoutar6921 3 ай бұрын
Your kitchen is so calming
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
Thanks, it is a very nice place to be. Green does It for me! It will change somewhen because I don't have an oven at the moment. The oven will go where the sink is and the sink will go where the hob is. Then it will be more practical for me as well.
@iahelcathartesaura3887
@iahelcathartesaura3887 3 ай бұрын
GLAD TO FIND YOU & YOUR CHANNEL! You're describing me and some of my loved ones. You & your story greatly resemble me. And the body gets so used to the stress hormones and everything in us is saying if you relax you will be in danger and you will or could be killed! We're holding up keeping our stress level going because it on some level makes us feel safe like we're strong and can fight or stand tough. It has taken me decades to work through that, even a bit. Yes a mind to calculate the probabilities etc. I have that kind of mind too. LOVE TO YOU TOO, MAN! Yeah trauma puts us in a bad existential place and separates us from any connection with Creator and soul and connection
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
It's strange isn't it that we all experience different lives, different traumas and yet there is so much commonality with the way we react in order to survive and get by. We recognise these things in each other and in ourselves. Being open with each other in this way and sharing these things really does help show us that we aren't alone, that we aren't some isolated freak of nature and that we are in fact experiencing something that many others do and which actually seems to be written into the human 'operating system'. So many of us describe similar things... I'm really glad you reached out and commented, I'm sorry you recognise stuff that I said but it makes me feel better that you do if you get what I mean. Great to virtually meet you and my heart is with you and your loved ones ❤️🙏
@antoniorubio5126
@antoniorubio5126 3 ай бұрын
He left a print in this world that will never be forgotten, I’m going to pass it on to the next generation.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
He did indeed and good on you for spreading the word 👍
@mr.t6142
@mr.t6142 Ай бұрын
Well put. Cheers from West Virginia. If you dig fiction and cats based on friendship. Please read my book. "Commotion in Mingertown" by Thomas C Stuhr.
@arktos298
@arktos298 3 ай бұрын
Wait a minute, Joe's Dad was a foreign diplomat...
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
And...?
@PsychoBuddyMA
@PsychoBuddyMA 3 ай бұрын
Thanks so much for sharing your experience and the fascinating neurology!! Here's my perspective on complex PTSD and a useful coping mechanism for emotional flashbacks kzfaq.info/get/bejne/lchdnKtnt8jHqok.htmlsi=44Oh93JmC5q5XX_X
@redroselace9545
@redroselace9545 3 ай бұрын
Just clicked for that cosy dreamy kitchen
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
Lol 😎👍
@CreativeArtandEnergy
@CreativeArtandEnergy 3 ай бұрын
Right on, about your goals and intentions. I also live with this condition, am wondering how to go forward and be good to myself in my career, and also believe I’m somewhere undiagnosed on the spectrum (at 40). Good luck to you!
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
Thank you, that you are thinking on those lines is a very good thing innit. I don't know about you but I've lost count of how many times I heard, 'you're your own worst enemy'. I've been very self destructive at times. Trying to stay on a path of being good to ourselves is massive in my view. I may not always be able to do it but I want to and that's the main thing. I'm very glad you have your best interest at the forefront of your thinking. Good luck to you too :)
@montereyspike
@montereyspike 3 ай бұрын
Thank you so much, for sharing so openly, and for reminding me that I'm not the only one struggling - ONWARD - with these kinds of things. I am so able to relate to your share and to some of what I've seen in the comments section too. Am looking forward to your future endeavors. Best wishes to you and yours.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
Thank you ❤️🙏 the further down the spectrum of trauma related experience the more isolated you get it seems. I know at times I have felt and do feel like there is no-one who could relate to where I am. Remembering that there are in fact lots and lots of us who know exactly what it feels like can provide great solace. We may be isolated but we are isolated together. And ultimately that isolation is an illusion. We are NEVER on our own, it just feels like it. And boy does it feel like it. We are all a vital part of creation and even when we feel totally worthless we are helping creation do what has to be done in ways we will probably never understand. Even on our darkest days the world is a much better place for us being in it ❤️🙏
@montereyspike
@montereyspike 3 ай бұрын
@@Lutonbodyhome Thank you. I agree. By the way, I lived/survived/healed in a restored 1955 Benroy teardrop trailer. My dog and I lived in that tiny 8 foot long camper for almost a decade. My current pup and I have been indoors in an apartment for just over four years now, but lately the road has been calling me back. If I didn't have to deal with the police hassles of living in a box truck, I'd probably rather be doing that. I've been wanting to buy a tiny box truck (small enough to still fix in a normal parking spot, so like a 10 foot box) for a while now. As long as I can stand up, I'll be fine. That's the only thing that sometimes was not great about the teardrop, not being able to stand up. Anyhow, thanks again for getting back to me, and for reminding me that, as much as it feels as if we are alone in our struggles, there are many people who share similar challenges. Have a great day.
@rincandrepeat.999
@rincandrepeat.999 3 ай бұрын
Thanks very much for sharing the positive vibes, and honest information. We are in this together:3
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
Thank you, it's lovely to get your positive feedback. Big hug! ❤️🙏
@fightswithspirits915
@fightswithspirits915 3 ай бұрын
Stay strong, my friend. We have something in common. I’m converting a camper trailer into a Cosmic Hookah Lounge. Decor is similar to yours. It brings comfort but heals nothing. As someone recently diagnosed with BPD, who has shouted and cursed my Protective Forces, still not understanding why things are as they are. I ignored trauma as a young adult. Mocked others who were experiencing it with me, but who were consumed by it. Decades later, it seems all of the stress that built up is now being released. It’s unbearable. To the extent your plight brings me to tearful sobbing. Now…. I mock myself. Still understand nothing.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
Thank you, for your kind words of support and also for sharing. I think burying or ignoring childhood trauma is very common. Adult trauma too. You are very much not alone in that and the process you describe of the stress coming out sounds like very much like my own. I picked up a maxim from a yt chap called the Spartan life coach which helps me. There is no way out but through. It seems stark at first but it's the truth and once we really accept that we will have to go through this process of locked in trauma releasing, I won't say it gets easier but it helps. That you sob when you hear of others' pain is a wonderful thing. It shows you have empathy, it shows you care, are capable of love, are a feeling person, that you are allowing yourself to experience these emotions. I understand that mockers lives inside of us. They always seem to try and knock us back but never forget that experiencing what you are is a vital part of your path and only the mocker would mock it. I've found that making friends with the mocker/inner critic has been very helpful. Initially I saw them as an inner enemy, berating me all the time. As I made friends with the mocker I realised it just a part of me trying to do it's job and protect me, albeit in a messed up way! Making friends with the inner critic has helped it be a bit quieter, I think it trusts me a bit more now to make reasonable decisions. Your sobs prove your humanity and that is something you can build on. Your path is opening up for you, it's a hard one that's for sure but it's a worthy one and I'm proud of you for what you've already done and are doing. Keep at it! Love you x
@fightswithspirits915
@fightswithspirits915 3 ай бұрын
@@Lutonbodyhome not at a point to receive positive affirmations. You are light years beyond. Thanks for the reply.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
Everything in its place and time my friend 🫂
@tyllrt
@tyllrt 3 ай бұрын
You are an inspiration to me thank you for putting yourself out there and sharing. Your music and your daughters art touched my soul. very well done friend!
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
Thank you so much, it was a tough video to do obviously, there are some more of those to come I think....but I'm incredibly glad that you got something from it. I know that we really do need to encourage a much more open way of being with each other. We all love, want to love and be loved. Unfortunately heartbreak, pain and other traumatic experience can lead us to building barriers between us and the lived experience of loving life and all that creation offers us. As a result we are easily herded by psychopaths who pit one bunch of us against another for their own ends. Don't get me started on that :D That's more for the don't need a saviour and Run away songs on the EP ;)
@Othique
@Othique 3 ай бұрын
I was diagnosed with CPTSD a few years back from childhood neglect and abuse. My flashbacks aren't as visual, they're emotional flashbacks which I think are more confusing because you have no idea why you're feeling what you're feeling. It doesn't make sense in the moment... the constant thought of why am I so scared? often accompanied by "what did I do wrong?", "what's wrong with me?", "why am I so awful?"while also thinking you deserve it all for some unknown reason. Whatever it was you deserved it and you deserve to feel this way. Since being diagnosed I've realized that a lot of my "likes" and "dislikes" were shaped around what I believed would get me in my mother's good graces the most. I had NO idea who I was underneath all the scars. I'm still sorting it out, and there's so much to sort that I'm not sure I'll get through it all. I've also had these thought about being part of this cruel "god". Part of this humanity that continues to inflict the worst horrors imaginable on everything they can get their hands on. Created this awful society and dictated its disgusting rules on what is deserving of love or hate, deserving of bliss or deserving of suffering, deserving to thrive or deserving to die. It's a beautiful, cruel, planet and I often think we're the biggest stain on it. My grandfather died this morning. He was an abusive alcoholic that traumatized my mother who in turn traumatized me. You're right... PTSD isn't a mental illness, it's bigger than that. It shapes our world and even our DNA like they're discovering through epigenetics. Our traumas are shaping us as a species... And despite how awful we still are, it does seem like we might have made sort of progress over the last few hundred years? We (at least those of us with English ancestry) have progressed from the witch hunting murderers with unfathomable torture devices of the medieval eras to most of us being appalled at the heartless destruction our government puts on the poorest people and often the youngest and most defenseless. Seems like rich people and the politicians they buy off could definitely use a lot more trauma. They're too used to causing it and not enough used to experiencing it.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
That's a very powerful post and thank you for taking the time to write it 🙏 My heart goes out to you with what you've been through and I'm incredibly glad that you have a framework of understanding that at least gives you some reference points when the surf is up. This is invaluable in my experience too. I used to think PTSD and CPTSD were basically the same thing but learned that whilst being very close family they have distinct differences. I haven't had a CPTSD diagnosis but the effort I put into gaining understanding of PTSD showed me very clearly that I also exhibit classic symptoms of CPTSD, I'm another that experienced pretty full on trauma at a delicate age. Facing PTSD showed me just how many layers of self defence I'd built into what I thought was me. And there seems to always be more to realise. At the moment I'm learning about the interplay of CPTSD and autism, which I'm on the path to assessment for. Again, another spectrum. I reckon you'd agree with me that you don't have to be symptomatic or have a label or three to have your life and your enjoyment and fulfilment of it shaped by trauma. We are all on that spectrum somewhere. And we're not encouraged to talk about it. It sits out of sight mostly. I'm hoping that the more light we can bring in the less pull the darkness will have over us. Thanks again for making such an eloquent and insightful post ❤️🙏
@Othique
@Othique 3 ай бұрын
@@Lutonbodyhome Interesting thing about autism - if you are on the spectrum you're much much more likely to have C/PTSD, I think I heard that it's around ten times more likely. Same with ADHD, apparently too. Also, they have a lot of overlapping symptoms... to the point that some people theorize that ADHD might come from childhood trauma although others argue there are some distinct differences. I have all of the above and it's been confusing trying to figure out what comes from what. I want you to know this so you don't gaslight yourself like I did - if you think they all fit, then the chances you have them all are highly likely. Labels are definitely not necessary, but getting one sure does help you navigate it and untie the knots it binds you up in. Makes you more aware of the subtleties that get lost in the chaos. Once you have a label and some research to go with it, it leads to a lot of epiphanies, that's for sure. Here's to wishing for your continued growth and evolution. 💗 We're all in this together. Some of us just realize it faster than others... and some never at all.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
Thank you again ❤️🙏 I have recently started looking into the relationship between CPTSD and autism. I found it incredible to find there's a whole body of thought that places no distinction between them. There are many things we are doing as a species today that seem like backwards steps but in areas like this I think we are making progress. Probably out of necessity because modern life seems to create the perfect conditions for 'disorders'. I agree about the labels, not necessary at all but being able to say to myself, ah that's PTSD in me and that bit is more CPTSD is indeed helpful. Our minds crave order and structure it seems and those labels can offer us some of that. However the flip side of the labels is that the inner critic can latch on to them and try to whip you with them and there is still some societal stigma. The inner critic we can help by making friends and accepting it's a part of us trying to do it's job. The more conversations like this one that are had in public, hopefully the less of a stigma society will have too. Because society will realise that trauma is everywhere and everyone is shaped by it to some degree.
@kimgraves2419
@kimgraves2419 3 ай бұрын
Lovely song.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
Ta very much, means a lot to me this one. It really does. Reminds me of being 'mated' to a new Zealand Black Swan....and yup that did happen :D
@kimgraves2419
@kimgraves2419 3 ай бұрын
Amazing experience and video. Luce knew you were a deserving and respectful person.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
It was truly wonderful, I was very lucky and am to this day very grateful ❤️🙏
@kimgraves2419
@kimgraves2419 3 ай бұрын
Hello and sending love from the US. Enjoying your music and content.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
Hello from across the pond 👋 thanks so much and I'm glad you're enjoying it ❤️🙏
@bernicegoldham1509
@bernicegoldham1509 3 ай бұрын
The topic is extremely relevant to me at the moment.... But this box truck cottage is a sister vision to what Ive had in my mind's eye for years and have been trying to talk myself out of for the last few months. Fk cold feet. Thank you. 🖖
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
Are you on the nomads and travellers group on FB? There are lots of folks saying a very similar thing to you in there. It's a great place to meet folks who are either already out here or wanting to be and thinking about it. There's no way I could go back into settled life. Not because of the conditions, just because I love nomadic life. I can't put into words why.
@cody3504
@cody3504 3 ай бұрын
I literally had a panic attack yesterday reliving traumatic parts of my life. Im pretty sure i have CPTSD it’s like PTSD on steroids. Im not diagnosed yet but i literally was reliving those menories for hours and had to let my psychologist through the VA know about it and got an appointment set up. Crazy you made this video right when i needed it. Thank you for your service 🫡🇺🇸
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
My heart and thoughts are with you, any time you want to, drop a message in here and I'll get back to you as soon as I can. I'd love for the comments section to give us all a space to vent or whatever we need to do on the day and get some feedback. Feeling totally isolated is a big part of all this isn't it. I'm very glad that you got some solace from watching, I'm sure you can appreciate being this open isn't an easy thing for me to do. But I think it's exactly what we need to do. I took have CPTSD, it's a very close bedfellow to PTSD but has differences doesn't it. Apparently most folks that develop full PTSD symptoms do so because the event(s) lands on top of previous trauma and kind of unlocks it. I don't know about that side of things too much beyond my own experience but it resonates with me. Hang in there my friend, we got through yesterday, we can get through today and I reckon we can make our tomorrow's a bit better. Love you
@cody3504
@cody3504 3 ай бұрын
@@Lutonbodyhome I appreciate you brother and I love you as well. Just one foot after the other. I know we can do this!
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
We will bro, we will. We are! Every day ❤️🙏
@richwatts
@richwatts 3 ай бұрын
Great video, I love the EP cover. Good to see you are setting things up and I hope it all goes well.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
Thanks, yeah slowly the pieces are getting put into place, that cover is perfect isn't it 🙏
@bearwynn
@bearwynn 3 ай бұрын
if you feel like this project is a bit much for you in 3 months, remember that it doesn't carry with it the weight of the world! anything you can do will be better than nothing done :)
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
Thanks, yeah I'm mindful that pressuring myself with a deadline may be too much so for now am just going with July 1st as a 'motivator', something to give me focus you know. The weight of the world is an interesting one isn't it, I do feel it. Maybe part of the condition or maybe summat else but it's there. I think most of us are horrified at some of the things that are happening in the World and I reckon we'd all change them if we could and the inner and outer are the same thing right ;)
@bearwynn
@bearwynn 3 ай бұрын
always good to see another video :)
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
Thank you 🙏❤️
@JonnyScab
@JonnyScab 3 ай бұрын
Brilliant, John would of loved you.
@jimchorley
@jimchorley 3 ай бұрын
'Thank the stars that we're alive' ! Tears X
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
Every day brother ❣️🙏
@jimchorley
@jimchorley 3 ай бұрын
Another magical, good humoured genuine video...Loved watching and hearing your EP journey take shape and about your community music ideas...I'm home recording too at present...Eating some beans on toast and a cup of teas while watching...Looking forward to the next one and seeing how it's all coming together...All the best
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
Thanks Jim, enjoy them beans! Is there anywhere I can hear your music that you could link me to?
@jimchorley
@jimchorley 3 ай бұрын
Your video came up unexpectedly in my recommended list...I have to say that it was a magical watch and your warmth and genuine personality shone throughout...Both Roddy Frame and joe Strummer/The Clash were and still are a huge influence on myself and my music...I'm also going through some considerable changes and so to hear you talk about that and then how going on a mission to find Joe's house and the subsequent fortuitous meeting of his wife was an inspiration...I've subscribed to your channel and will be taking a look at more of your videos...Thanks for the share and all the best
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
Thank you so much Jim, glad to have you aboard! Music has been a genuine lifesaver for me and I get the impression you may feel the same. Hang in there with these changes, my heart and best wishes are with you on your journey ❤️ 🙏 I'm on a proper mission at the moment and if you do have a look at my other vids may I recommend the latest series which I'm doing? It's documenting me making an EP and setting up a CIC to give instruments and materials to people who need them. You may like it. If you watch it and don't like it, could you give me some feedback on why if you have a minute or two please? :D
@jimchorley
@jimchorley 3 ай бұрын
@@Lutonbodyhome Thank you for the kind words and support...much appreciated ! I've watched the EP videos and have left comments, liked and subscribed...Your style of video making is a breath of fresh air...Can't wait for episode 3 !!
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 3 ай бұрын
Thanks again, it's so lovely to get such positive feedback. I want them to be enjoyable and relatable so if you spot things you don't enjoy watching so much, please let me know where I go wrong!
@The.Last.Guitar.Hero.
@The.Last.Guitar.Hero. 4 ай бұрын
Vocals remind me of the geezer from New Model Army, Justin Sullivan is it?
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 4 ай бұрын
I'll take that as a compliment dude! 🙏 Got to love a bit of New Model Army. I think it is Justin, or is it Julian? I have a terrible memory :D
@bearwynn
@bearwynn 4 ай бұрын
I think I will actually have to visit knowlton actually, it looks fantastic
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 4 ай бұрын
Do it, you won't regret it. You can park up right there and it's in a quiet lane. It has a particular feeling that I think you'll enjoy communing with.
@richwatts
@richwatts 4 ай бұрын
love this idea and i think loads of people who have guitars laying around might donate and be reconditioned and given out. You could set up some kind of just giving page for donations. Great idea and lovely way of helping people who need it.
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 4 ай бұрын
Thank you and I'm sure you are right. There must be thousands of instruments buried in cupboards and lofts about the islands. I have to look into the options on how to structure things. At the minute I think a CIC is the strongest option. Once that's set up then yup, go for funding, look to set up some form of physical base and start uniting young people with their way of expressing themselves. Just giving would be a good option I reckon, again though I need to look into all this.
@timothypiper4859
@timothypiper4859 4 ай бұрын
Loved watching that. You have talent. Really good 👍
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 4 ай бұрын
Bless you Tim, thanks for that. You probably feel the same as me that, sometimes when you get out of your own way you can write a decent tune!
@EthanShanks-qz6il
@EthanShanks-qz6il 4 ай бұрын
That sounds fantastic mate. Keep producing music 👍
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 4 ай бұрын
Well thank you very much, when Mr Abominable has finished with them the songs will sound even better. Cheers for the encouraging words ❤️🙏
@WestKernowSounds
@WestKernowSounds 4 ай бұрын
Love it mate, keep the dream going!! X
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 4 ай бұрын
Thanks Craig, I'll try! X
@dragonflyparade8143
@dragonflyparade8143 4 ай бұрын
Salute, matey! Turning everything into an adventure and letting us share your progress. You are a Life Juggler and it's marvellous!
@Lutonbodyhome
@Lutonbodyhome 4 ай бұрын
There's more to this than this project ;) you remember the guitar giveaways I do? The aim is to release the EP and then formalise the giveaways into an actual project. Most likely a CIC. This project will hopefully be a springboard, it's getting my mind focussed for a start if you know what I mean. Hope life is good with you and you're full of spring joy