audio log - oppressive heat
9:19
2 сағат бұрын
audio log - sock thief
5:11
7 сағат бұрын
audio log - pretty sky
11:19
7 сағат бұрын
audio log - old friend
11:23
9 сағат бұрын
audio log - green book
11:24
12 сағат бұрын
audio log - number one fan
10:12
14 сағат бұрын
audio log - summer's here
11:35
19 сағат бұрын
audio log - time to vote
11:30
21 сағат бұрын
audio log - next writing project
8:45
audio log - escaping reality
12:29
audio log - father's day
9:24
Күн бұрын
audio log - quiet moments
7:53
Күн бұрын
audio log - how to end
9:41
Күн бұрын
audio log - minor frustration
12:54
14 күн бұрын
audio log - unexpected story
14:13
14 күн бұрын
audio log - to commemorate
9:45
14 күн бұрын
audio log - rollercoaster weekend
10:44
audio log - race day
8:01
21 күн бұрын
audio log - summer nights
10:05
21 күн бұрын
audio log - the final shape
11:40
21 күн бұрын
audio log - in good spirits
10:38
21 күн бұрын
audio log - how are you
7:38
21 күн бұрын
audio log - close call
10:07
21 күн бұрын
countryside
19:35
21 күн бұрын
audio log - a question for you
10:55
28 күн бұрын
audio log - laughter
8:17
28 күн бұрын
audio log - antsy
9:24
Ай бұрын
audio log - new campaign
7:13
Ай бұрын
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@hiscave
@hiscave Күн бұрын
Dude believe me you're fine, it's around 35 degrees everyday where I live and I'm melting
@hiscave
@hiscave Күн бұрын
03:12 The fact I realized this right now is surprising. I started to listening this audio just because your voice is beautiful and yeah lmao I just learned something new
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 3 күн бұрын
Well... you did keep it short and sweet! 😂
@CamSpeaks
@CamSpeaks Күн бұрын
I'll learn to manage my time better one day...
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate Күн бұрын
@@CamSpeaks it's fine. I listen to your videos whatever the length
@user-li6kv7cb3p
@user-li6kv7cb3p 3 күн бұрын
ah……
@user-li6kv7cb3p
@user-li6kv7cb3p 3 күн бұрын
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 5 күн бұрын
Ohhhhh your new friend group makes so much sense to me now
@Escxpe_21
@Escxpe_21 6 күн бұрын
u seem like someone who would be easy to fall for
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 6 күн бұрын
Ugh I'm just got home and in soooo tired. Glad to see your upload
@angelhaali
@angelhaali 6 күн бұрын
literally same
@angelhaali
@angelhaali 7 күн бұрын
ngl my fav part of the day is going home getting into bed and listening to these audio logs before bed, it was my birthday today and usually my bdays are the worst for me for no reason at all, and when u we’re talking abt how u asked for a bday present I just remembered I haven’t let anyone buy me gifts for the past 3 years now but when I did I always asked for books so that was insanely funny to hear you getting ur books as an early birthday present lmao. I also have no shame to say this I’m a proud hater for hot weather 😚
@CamSpeaks
@CamSpeaks 7 күн бұрын
Happy belated birthday! I can relate to those days not being great, as I've had my fair share of them too. Regardless, I hope you had a nice day and I'm glad my audio logs can provide a small amount of comfort to you.
@angelhaali
@angelhaali 7 күн бұрын
@@CamSpeaks Awwh thank you!!
@Daisy17270
@Daisy17270 8 күн бұрын
voting is important, although I haven't voted (because im not of age) it is upsetting that many ppl vote without informing themselves, and vote blindly, which then makes me believe that some ppl shouldn't vote (smh democracy jk lmaooo) nd i don't think a lot of the population of the world likes political stuff so don't feel that ur vote won't do much per se, but this stuff rlly do be changing ur day to day, and quality of living.
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 9 күн бұрын
My personal opinion, you not missing anything when it comes to politics. There are better topics to dwell on than that
@angelhaali
@angelhaali 9 күн бұрын
I’m glad you’re voting! It’s always important even if it doesn’t seem like just one vote is but it truly is important.
@angelhaali
@angelhaali 10 күн бұрын
I love that idea, I do it all the time not necessarily in the same way but I have my own notebook that I write down the page and the moment that touched with me so I’ll never forget it and the events that were most important to me. Anything you’d write about it no matter what you decide to do it’ll only feel good to do and productive so why not! :)
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 10 күн бұрын
Ohhhh i love the idea of a book review/ personal introspection/ parallelism/ comparison 😅
@CamSpeaks
@CamSpeaks 9 күн бұрын
Thank you. I'll try to come up with a catchier name for it xD
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 10 күн бұрын
Wow 2 minutes ago! That's got to be a record for me
@CamSpeaks
@CamSpeaks 10 күн бұрын
I think it might be!
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 10 күн бұрын
I absolutely love this title. I got in trouble with myself trying to escape for a little bit today. Had to straighten myself out.
@CamSpeaks
@CamSpeaks 10 күн бұрын
It's needed sometimes. Life can be exhausting. I hope you're alright.
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 10 күн бұрын
​@@CamSpeaksyour absolutely right
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 11 күн бұрын
Awww. I'm proud of you too
@angelhaali
@angelhaali 11 күн бұрын
as someone dealing with grief, this was honestly beautiful. Because the struggle is real. I can’t even get into it but you’re such a strong person, it’s not easy to grow up and learn without them. happy Father’s Day to any father that tries or ever tried. ❤️
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 11 күн бұрын
1st! 😂
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 11 күн бұрын
I was telling my coworker about you and spiders after she had a palmetto bug incident 😂
@CamSpeaks
@CamSpeaks 11 күн бұрын
I had to google what a palmetto bug was... I'll pass on those too, thanks.
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 11 күн бұрын
Its so odd. I never paid attention to your viewer count in your older videos until today. Your numbers were impressive for the format you have. I'm back on the old video train. At least for today 😂
@CamSpeaks
@CamSpeaks 11 күн бұрын
Views aren't something I care about, which is why it was surprising when I saw one video had over 10k xD
@kikimuffin1106
@kikimuffin1106 13 күн бұрын
Congratulations on getting so far! I mostly started listening to this because i have insomnia and your voice is so calming that it helps me sleep and I also enjoy your stories bc it feels like i'm on the phone with one of my friends but if you decide to end your videos I'll support it 💗
@CamSpeaks
@CamSpeaks 12 күн бұрын
Thank you, I'm happy that my videos have helped in such a way. I don't think I'll completely stop as I enjoy making them too, but I may find another way to record my thoughts. I still haven't decided how, but I'll be sure to share my decision once it's made.
@lati_bule_
@lati_bule_ 13 күн бұрын
Congrats on getting this far! 🙌
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 13 күн бұрын
Whatever you decide, I support it.
@angelhaali
@angelhaali 14 күн бұрын
I completely understand the frustration with a sibling when it comes to duties and responsibilities, especially when it comes to pets and someone physical to take care of.. but I do hope and feel like once you leave and she realizes she has to take care of the dog in order to keep a dog, it’ll come naturally because you can’t really hide from it, and while I completely also understand the concern and worry about what will happen once you’re out and if she doesn’t take care of her knowing your mom also has her own stuff to do, I hope she can take care of Luna and stops avoiding the responsibility because i do truly feel like at some point everyone changes as they grow even with the little parts of life and duties. It’s normal to worry about luna not getting the same treatment and attention but I just hope that your sister will get to learn that herself and maybe find comfort in it too, I mean I get that it might be lonely when your older sibling is gone too so maybe spending time with luna like you did will be a bit fulfilling? Idk but it’s just not fair that you’d worry about this after you’ve moved because if we’re being honest it’s gonna be your future from then on and your studies, there’s no space for that worry and stress so I hope a little conversation could maybe change that
@CamSpeaks
@CamSpeaks 14 күн бұрын
I appreciate your response, and to be completely transparent, a small part of me is hoping for that exact thing. Like you said, I'll have other things to worry about once I move, I can't continue to concern myself over something I'll have very little power to affect. I just care so much about Luna that it's hard not to think about at the moment. I'm sure everyone will be fine once I'm gone, I have a tendency to overthink sometimes.
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 14 күн бұрын
I was kind of wondering about that with your sister and the dog... But she's young so what you gonna do? I hope Luna will be okay when your gone but 😬 I dont know...
@CamSpeaks
@CamSpeaks 14 күн бұрын
She may be my younger sister, but she's an adult, she's 22. She's also mostly independent, which is why I can't just tell her what to do. She has to want to help, but she doesn't. So I think that's where my frustration lies. We'll figure something out though, I'm sure. I appreciate your concern.
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 14 күн бұрын
​@@CamSpeaksahhhh that makes sense. Here I'm thinking she's 18 😂
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 17 күн бұрын
I'm glad you got a new group of friends. Enjoy them.
@MercuriousVA
@MercuriousVA 19 күн бұрын
This is basically asmr ❤ enjoyed listening!
@CamSpeaks
@CamSpeaks 17 күн бұрын
I'm glad you enjoyed it!
@jiyeon_16
@jiyeon_16 19 күн бұрын
Love your voice ❤❤
@angelhaali
@angelhaali 21 күн бұрын
6:38 wish you all the luck <3
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 21 күн бұрын
First of all, I wish Luna could talk 😂 2ndly, it does feel like it's been forever since your last recording. But these past two days were so long for me so everything feels off.
@oeuhwngho3jhmio-polrj
@oeuhwngho3jhmio-polrj 24 күн бұрын
it feels weirdly good to hear that you’ve had a good day! (do not ask me why, cause i honestly have known idea why 😭) also your accent is really cool
@CamSpeaks
@CamSpeaks 23 күн бұрын
Thank you! I hope you've had a good day too!
@angelhaali
@angelhaali 25 күн бұрын
i feel so safe with knowing I’m not the only person dealing with it, or that someone else knows how it feels wether they went through it or not. I went through a dark period of time this year/winter and got diagnosed with seasonal depression which helped a little to get a diagnosis i guess. Whenever i lack motivation and can’t bring myself to do the things i need to i do it scares me that i might go back to that place. Sometimes id rather do anything but those things that i need to, or I can’t do anything else because im stressing about the things i need to do and not allowing myself to do anything else. It sucks to be in that place, but for me it did get a bit darker than not having motivation or being able to do something, I feel like i went so dark that i found nothing making me happy because i was so sick of how I couldn’t do anything and i was ALWAYS tired. I feel like people should be more honest with themselves and to others and it should be spoken about more. I usually get frustrated because I don’t always know why I feel that way and tired and then everyone asks what’s wrong or what happened and there’s nothing to tell I feel like I’m ranting so sorry about that lmao. But anyway all that to say I appreciate you, these audio logs and i strongly feel like hearing about your days makes me feel so much better knowing I’m either not going through something alone or that someone else is doing something that makes them feel good and that they’re in a good place which brings comfort to me somehow. and if you do start feeling like that, just so you know you’re not the only one :) you’re appreciated and you’ve accomplished so much in life that sometimes it’s good to have a break as long as you’re actually taking one without feeling bad. You make a difference and I’m proud of you, it’s weird to feel so relatable with a stranger but I also hope that you know that those who listen to you share a common experience and care.
@CamSpeaks
@CamSpeaks 25 күн бұрын
Well said. I can relate to your message and experience, just like you do with mine. It's not an easy path we find ourselves on, but I wholeheartedly believe there's an end to it. Whatever we're going through will pass eventually, so we just have to keep moving. Thank you for your kind words. Have a nice day.
@angelhaali
@angelhaali 24 күн бұрын
@@CamSpeaks you don’t know how much I appreciate you, thank you so much. Have a nice day too
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 25 күн бұрын
Its so funny you made this video. I was thinking about you yesterday and if you've finished shopping for university. Yes it is weird that its June. It's weird to say. My son and I cant wrap our heads around it. It just...feels uncanny. Like we are stepping into a new dimension 😂. I'm doing okay. Well... I kind of had an incident today that put me on high alert. Sometimes, being a woman and fearing for your safety in public is um, I'm still trying to settle down but Forgetting that you have to look over your shoulder constantly and stay alert can get you hurt. So yeah...
@CamSpeaks
@CamSpeaks 25 күн бұрын
I'm glad to hear from you! I haven't finished gathering everything for university yet, but I plan to do a little shopping closer to the time since anything I buy now would just sit and gather dust. And I'm sorry to hear about your recent incident. It's awful how some people need to look over their shoulder and others don't, nobody should have to live like that. At least you're okay. That's what matters. Stay safe!
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 25 күн бұрын
@@CamSpeaks yes thank you. I really needed to hear that 😢🥰
@angelhaali
@angelhaali 25 күн бұрын
I hear you, and I feel you. I can’t go out because I’m either being harrassed followed around or literally assaulted and it sucks, especially as a sa childhood survivor I feel u. I hope it gets better for you
@angelhaali
@angelhaali 25 күн бұрын
you’re not alone, stay safe & keep going ur strong <3 :)
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 25 күн бұрын
​@@angelhaalithank you
@avasouth3302
@avasouth3302 26 күн бұрын
why is this so weirdly comforting I’m confused
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 26 күн бұрын
I'm disappointed. Where is my shaky video footage? 😂😂😂 This would make a fine Ghibli animation as well
@CamSpeaks
@CamSpeaks 26 күн бұрын
Apologies, if it happens again, I'll make sure to pull out my phone xD
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 26 күн бұрын
@@CamSpeaks 🤣🤣🤣
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 27 күн бұрын
Ooo yay! Nature walk! I got to sit outside before work. It was SO. GOOD. It was warm but the shade was amazing.
@CamSpeaks
@CamSpeaks 27 күн бұрын
That sounds lovely, I'm glad you could enjoy the nice weather.
@lati_bule_
@lati_bule_ 28 күн бұрын
Hi! If it helps anybody who’s resonated with those feelings, know that your feelings are valid. And I hope you’ve someone close to you who you can talk to about your struggles or simply someone who can distract you or ease the pain for a while. Also, not everyday needs to be a productive one, it’s ok to take it easy sometimes, one day at a time. 🫂 Good night!!!
@mechanicalwhirring
@mechanicalwhirring 29 күн бұрын
to be honest, i find myself feeling the way you had described a lot of the time even if i dont necessarily realize it in the moment.. its rly frustrating bc it seems inevitable! especially when theres So Much of what i sort of fantasize (? probably not the best word for that LOL) about doing, but i cant even bring myself to do a Single one :c this is probably way too long of a comment as well as too much information but similarly i find that im quite helpless... its sad, because i Know im capable of doing things to benefit myself, but its just very hard to do so.. for whatever reason!!
@CamSpeaks
@CamSpeaks 28 күн бұрын
I know what you mean... it's not a feeling easily put into words, nor does there seem to be an obvious solution. However, I echo what I said in my audio log, take it one day at a time. You don't do the thing today? No problem. Maybe tomorrow will be different. If not, maybe the day after. The easiest way to know is to keep going. Of course, this is all advice from a stranger on the internet, do what you want. But I've found it's helped me in the past.
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate 29 күн бұрын
You astonish me sometimes with how open you are. You really surprise me and I'm so glad I get to listen to your thoughts. June is Men's Mental Health Awareness Month here in the US. So hopefully those who feel like you've felt will see they are not the only ones.
@CamSpeaks
@CamSpeaks 28 күн бұрын
Openness is important to me, especially after years of practicing the opposite. If my thoughts and experiences can resonate with or even help another, then I'll continue to share. And if not, there's always my future self.
@oeuhwngho3jhmio-polrj
@oeuhwngho3jhmio-polrj 29 күн бұрын
hi! i just randomly found this video and i find your voice really relaxing and i also love the way you’re talking like i just feel like we’re friends having a conversation 😭🫶🏼
@CamSpeaks
@CamSpeaks 29 күн бұрын
Thank you, I'm glad you enjoyed it :D
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate Ай бұрын
Ok...don't mean to talk your ear off (I'm in a good mood I guess and some things are resonating) but I completely understand what you mean. I think because we just have so many options we don't have to stick with something if we don't want to.
@CamSpeaks
@CamSpeaks Ай бұрын
I'm happy to hear you're in a good mood! And I'm glad you understood what I was trying to say, I struggle to put my thoughts into words sometimes.
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate Ай бұрын
I LOVE thunderstorms! Where I live in the US, when I was younger, we would have the best storms. We have some now but not as frequently as we used to. But the can get intense. I had one that woke me up and made me tremble because I thought a bomb went off. I was truly stunned and terrified. I looked out the windows and expected the worst.
@CamSpeaks
@CamSpeaks Ай бұрын
That does sound quite frightening, but at the same time, there's something powerful about a storm. I can't quite explain it.
@jessicaaudate
@jessicaaudate Ай бұрын
Happy Sunday!
@theseusspace
@theseusspace Ай бұрын
Your voice is so soothing wtf?