I wanna die

can someone explain to me why this is happening: there’s this boy and i’ve liked him since february this year, i find him so attractive and i love talking to him and i love laughing at his jokes. we’ve never talked in person before because we’re on different swim teams but we live close enough. i’m 1st on his bsf list on snapchat but yet he will text and snap other people back while im still on delivered. he has literally told me that he was snapping lots of girls. he also knows i like him. that’s the biggest thing. someone please help me

I hate myself if this gets lots of likes I'll explain why I hate myself

Im really trying to do good in school and i work my ass off im sorry for having an attitude I'm just tired..

I just wanted to vent so i type this. Im on heavy medication [as in the dosage is small but it feel very heavy] for my body isnt producing any hormones due to stress, anxiety and some other things. It led me to gain tummy fat a little. My mom today in a restaurant as i sat to eat said to me, laughing, "Your tummy is buldging maybe you shouldnt wear fitted clothes. It looks ugly. " i lost my temper and appetite. Im sick mom. Im sick. Cant u just be my mom and not an enemy? Sometimes I wish we were nobodies so it would hurtless. You were nothing i was nothing.

ur playlists always calms me down!!(〃´ω`〃)♡

Tw⚠️: Ed, SH I feel like no matter what I do is never enough. No matter how hard i try nothing ever works out. I know I'm a disappointment to my whole family. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I've lost myself trying to be someone I'm really not. I feel like all my life I've tried to prove i was good enough but i keep getting the same result. I'm mentally & physically drained. School is starting soon and everything is getting so serious. I feel like i ruin everybody's lives and that it would be better if i never existed. I feel like just my presence bothers people. I hate my body, everything about me. I'm so tired of feeling dizzy and faint and having constant thoughts about food. I hate myself. I feel so uncomfortable in my own skin. I cut myself sometimes to the point that i draw blood. I hate that i do this to my body but i can't stop. I'm now eating and no longer cutting myself. But sometimes i have thoughts about going back to it that never stop.

What is the name for 0:02 😢

i am cooked

The only thing strong as wanting to kms is me wanting to make my parents proud

Bro said: “Nah I’d win”

2:22 do you guys know the name of this song?

I’m jumping, now. The only reason I say this in here is because I listened to this so many times when struggling and now it’s ending all out it. The pain, the suffering in silence, the pretending, it’s all over. Goodbye. 8-5-2024 Monday, 2:31am.

Why I don’t have good family?….

Ohh yeah I really want go school 😀🎀💗💗💗 Oh the school.... 💔

i love song so😆

listening in the gym🗣️🗣️

if yall wanna know why i listen to this playlist is because :i quitt discord so i unfriend all my best friends and i think of all the moment i was with them so that hurt me so bad because i was knowing them for a while... and also because i im a bad friend and i cant cry my brain just say stop idk why man that just suck im gonna like my own comment because i dont derserve having a like by you and i cant make joke anymore because all the time im sad in reality all the time im so sad but i just hide it ty if you read my comment i wanted someone to care about my comment because i just needed to say it to someone sory i wasted youre time prob

My mother: "Your too young to be depressed" Me: "Whose fault is it? Yours. You made me depressed.. Now your saying I'm too young? It's your fault. You made me depressed."

Can’t keep hurting her like this I’m not a bad person but I keep unintentionally hurting her I hate myself for it what should I do she is the reason I live😔

no llores… . tu eres lind4 sonriendo💗

This is for everyone: Hi, im just a randon stanger, but im here to tell you that you don't need to be perfect for other, you are already perfect,no matter what, fat or skinny,you are perfect no matter what, you deserve to be alive, you are the strongest person ever, its okay to cry, its okay to let out of your emotions,just let it out, cry as much as you want, it will make you feel better, no your not worthless, you are special not worthless,we're human so its okay to cry, you want to vent? Just comment,dont overthink to much it will make you feel tired and Sad,you dont have to overthink at someone who doesn't deserve you,you deserve someone better,you deserve to be loved, you deserve to get treat with kindness,its okay, i know our world is messed up,but i will be there for you when ever you need,you want to be my friend?, ask me, i will be your friend, need someone to talk with?, i will be the one talking to you,if you think theres nobody love you, i will always be the one loving you,even though i dont know you, but you deserve to be loved and cared. (If you wanna be my friend please tell me your discord or tiktok user or we could just use WhatsApp if you have one :) you can vent at me to,let it out, need someone to play roblox with?, I will be playing with you then :) but if I didn't reply to you I probably sleeping,eating or at school)

Очень классно 😢❤

Not

studio.kzfaq.info/love/91XNDjKywJ-BAMvrYggcZA

i don't know if this is just me, but i'm an art kid and have always been. my drawings often gets praised by teachers, classmates etc. but never by my dad. i feel so overlooked. today i showed him a drawing i spent hours on, and he just ignored me.

6:54 "you have died choice the new world you will live in"

Im thinking about leaving :)

I love poison tree☹️

I’m not interesting. I’m not pretty. I’m not anyone’s first or even second choice. No one reaches out. No one cares. If I killed myself I’d only be a burden. I’m quite literally unlovable. I search for comfort in anything i can, and most of the time it isn’t real. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I can’t live like this anymore.

Thank you for that playlist i needed it♥♥

Thanks for this playlist😚

7:28 what's the songs name?

Maybe I should go..

Nah im just laughing about all the arguments in the comments-

Omg im so early <3 hope you’re doing okay sweetheart . It gets better everyone..don’t give up when you’ve beared it and gone this far and long. Take care of your self who ever you are. Wherever you are and however you are 🫂 it’s not your time yet

this is awesome

0:00 ,

My dog is probably gonna die today. So I need this playlist.. <3 Thank you cutiestbow..

Real

2:21 ?

7:15? Song

2:49 what is the name of the song ?

When it starts of with "i was only temporary for you" yk its gonna be good

fun fact you can move the picture around

Ty I miss him so much it hurts this makes me feel a lot better<3

Pls don’t stop posting

I wanna feel loved but I don't. I really wanna be gone.

Life is the most difficult exam. Many people fail because they try to copy others not realizing that everyone has different papers.

It's sad knowing that so many people are thinking so many negative things about themselves, self harming, or even trying to end their own life just to try to escape pain. I understand the pain since im also going theough this but I'm getting better. If anyone needs to vent, I'm all eyes and ears<3! Something i know is, shit gets a little bit better once you talk it out with someone. Vent to me if you, im here for you even if i dont know you❤