Thank youu <3

yes! credit is appreciated but not necessary ^-^

Thank you for listening!

Thank you very much for painting the details to the track! I personally really liked how I captured a very horrific/spooky atmosphere in that song >_>. Also appreciate for listening~~ ^~^

awww, Thank you for the kinds words! I hope that it sounds just as good on the second loop <3 If you want something similar I also have an EP named "WORTHLESS" it uses some of the same sound design but I also try to spice it up >_<

thank you very much for the kind words! I hope you do enjoy the manga, it feels very weird and artistic ^-^

thanku, firstly the movable background are from a plugin called sapphire, I use sony vegas for rendering, but I'm pretty sure there are free alternatives if u search for "generating backgrounds in da vinci resolve", da vinci resolve is a free editing software that's very well made >_<, as for the DAW i use FL Studio, I would recommend it, but it does cost a lot, therefore if price is an issue I would almost advise against it (maybe wait for sale they do a 20% off at maybe black friday), right now I've seen people mostly use Ableton or fl studio when it comes to the tutorials I've seen on youtube. Fl studio has a free trial we're you can export but you can't save your songs (if it sounds interesting to try out).

@@fedotovs_ oh thanks! Yeah I was thinking about getting it, but for now I’ll stick to my free options lol. And I’ll try out what you said on the backgrounds. I used CapCut to edit since I export the files to my phone, and they don’t have any good backgrounds. And I’m sick and tired of black screen lol.

ah, I see you're a man of culture, well versed in the so called "gen-z" cultural phenomenon. I applaud you for your knowledge and would like to reply with "thank you very much for listening ^-^"

I love your username lmao

yeah I do get the same feeling as well, I try to draw from things that interests me, this one particularly was an weird underground manga I read, I was thinking, "what if this had a soundtrack?", but I do also feel that not everything you release need to have an intricate idea behind it, some compositions are just playing around in the DAW and trying out/making different sounds/effects (However I do lean more on "artistic expression" songs but I also think it's fine to make *funny doodles*) :p

@@fedotovs_ yeah that’s sometimes my songs, I get on there when I’m bored and I make something lol. My main goal in all my songs is that I like the way it sounds, I’m my number biggest fan lol.

@@LukeLuke2409 Love that philosophy :p I too would consider myself my biggest fan, it certainly helped me back when I just started releasing music (sometimes too this day as well) and thinking about "how are people gonna think about this?", with my reply always being "even if other people think this sounds doodoo, at least I made the doodoo and I think it's cool >///<"

@@fedotovs_ yeah and there will always be people who love the music you make too ^_^ that’s what keeps me posting lol. But when I post songs for that whole day, I’ll listen to it non-stop until I’m sick of it lol.

@@LukeLuke2409 yeah, that soo me2 I listen to my music multiple times again before it's even released which sometimes leads me to me being tired of it on the release day, not because I think it's bad but because I genuinely listened to it too much >_<

There's a couple thoughts that went into this ^-^, firstly it's inspired by an underground manga of the same name drawn by Junko Mizuno and written by Norimizu Ameya, some of my toughs when reading the manga was, if this was incorporated into a music context how would this sound? Secondly I really wanted to give the manga some buzz (more interest/recognition). The manga, being very weird (not a bad thing at all) was a bit hard to digest at first, I though about it's theme and narrative and it did really resonate with me, therefore I sorta wanted to make my own interpretation of the main characters feelings and what I got out of the manga, (In the manga she goes true different stages and the world is very dysphoric it feels like the main character is constantly fighting for survival but it also feels like a "coming of age" story, it's a bit weird to explain without spoiling about what happens I do want to say that it's very kawaii-gorey (kawaii-horrory) and certainty feels to be appealing to a smaller audience therefore it might not be for everyone) the manga also deals with some heavy themes therefore I would warn about that. So in the end this project is almost like a story, that is somewhat based on the same feelings of the manga just told true a musical context, it follows the story of momongo she's thrown into a world that want's to feed on her (cannibalistic beginning) and strip her of her innocence (murdered innocence). There's a "mistake" in her biological form, but that mistake leads into her living forever, she get's pushed around and never feels like she has "her own voice" on the choices that are made for her. So she lives, lives and lives, until nobody is left on this world, (I feel like I might be pushing on the spoiler territory). What I truly hope is when someone who reads or has read the manga, they will hopefully understand this album/project much better, along with it's different themes like - the human body - as that is something that is very prevalent in the work of Norimizu Ameya and I wanted to do the same out of appreciation. a tl:dr would be "this is a love letter to a manga of the same name, but also my own interpretation of the work and how I experienced it" >_< There's also some other things I purposefully left blank, as I do not really want to tell people the "correct" way my work should be interpreted.

@@fedotovs_ that’s cool asl, I’m gonna read the manga thanks for putting me on. It sounds right up my alley ngl like punpun trail of blood type shit. I’m not gonna hold you I thought it was about a young woman like having an abortion and the aftermath of her mentally after that but that was just from reading the titles I didn’t really take the music into it. Also this album is fire and I feel like you’ve got hella talent lowkey inspiring me to start producing. I’m super excited for your next project or single or ep or whatever cause I think you have like a spark like you not like other underground people and I got a challenge for you cause I think this could change your brain chemistry, think of like some media that’s not like very Breakcore like no anime manga comic books none of that and make a song about it just to see how it sounds or just do whatever cause your stuff will probably be fire no matter what you got this bra keep grinding go big or go home type stuff

@@fedotovs_ also you hear the new Sewerslvt drop? If so what do you think about it

​@@gaschum681 thank you very much for the hefty reply! The kind words help a lot <3 And I understand the challenge part, reality is that I chose breakcore, anime & manga not for the sole purpose of getting more fans or making more people view my work. But because I genuinely enjoy these 'topics', I've watched and love a lot of anime and manga, therefore I like to project it into my music, kinda as part of who I am, and the whole 'breakcore' culture, for me seems to be welcoming of exactly that, as well as being a little bit on the 'depressed' side, I do think that expressing these emotions/feelings are completely valid, and how sometimes being aware of the negative emotions can also make the good ones much stronger :3 also I liked ur interpretation of the titles it's very interesting >_<

@@fedotovs_ that’s what’s good in the hood and very understandable, you should watch Sonny boy if you haven’t already I feel like it could maybe be up your alley

Thank you very much <3 you're very good as well >///<

@@fedotovs_ thank you also my music is all on Spotify 🙏 expect for some reason it’s still not on Apple Music.

​@@LukeLuke2409 CONGRATZZ 🔥and yeah apple music is a pain sometimes, sometimes apple music doesn't approve just because my japanese titles are not written in japanese script however it feels completely random as sometimes they actually go true without any issues. If you really want, I would consider just re-releasing on apple music specifically again, and see it they give you feedback on what to do. (Maybe bundle the songs into an album exclusively to be released on apple music, I have noticed that they do some leeways for albums, however except titling I have not encountered any issues therefore I might not exactly know the cause) This is just me trying to help, sorry if it's a big wall of text >_<

@@fedotovs_ no your fine! And I’ll look into it, my music has been on for a week now and they’ll still not on there, how to I release a exclusively on Apple Music and change my songs into a big album?

@@LukeLuke2409 when you click the big yellow release button, after filling out the details, then it goes to track list, you can drag and drop multiple songs, if it's over 7 songs it will automatically be labeled as an album (spotify and apple both count minimum 7 songs as album release (there is no max limit, -yes you could potentially in theory make a 100 song album-), ) but either way, after that in the delivery options tab they give you a checkmark for like 23+ stores, if you click on that you will se a drop down menu where you can uncheck all stores except for apple music, this will make it so it releases exclusively for apple music, and if you get any email about your release not being confirmed, you will 100% know that those are rules from the apple music store. hope it helps :3

this one is AI, however I do not want you leaving without finding an interesting artist, therefore I would recommend checking out @iamuu_n on twitter, he doesn't exactly draw in this style, but I am very inspired by his work ^-^