a capa só me lembrou de OSNI

I've been doing this for to long I need a break

I cried I'll admit it

Its so aesthetic uff i found my fave playlist

Bro, i been searching for this exact video for way to long. You cooked on this

Darkness fills the sky Encroaches on my soul Slips into my mind Pulls at every cell And weighs on my heart In the silent hours Remembering pain;

que maravilla ...!!!

I know i commented before but i have to say that track 14 is absolutely beautiful.i live in Scotland and its very dear to me

There's a young boy who always thought that no matter what he did in life, he would always be alone, except when someone needed him. Thus he believed that knowledge was more important than relationships and that a being highly dependent on social interaction could live solely on his usefulness to society. Yet, in every social structure, this boy felt alone, as if in this crowded world, he was the only one standing in vast shallow waters. It seemed to him that this world consisted only of his own mind and thoughts. The boy who sought friends, relationships, and love through the usefulness of his mind now stood on the sorrowful ground of emptiness.

i have no one but myself, have no option other than standing by myself, but yet i am still fighting with me.

i'm tired of being at war with myself, all i want is to just get better, do better. not better than others, no, that thought is also destroying me. competition is a wh*re. capitalism in an underdeveloped country is even worse. being surrounded by so many d*ckheads is not helpful. but the comments; shared feelings of a common humanity is so comforting. thank you.

Sea of Soul makes me feel sleepy yet peaceful everytime I listen to it

I hope I will be well in the future

Everthing is hurting me rn i just wanna go back home my girl is not supporting me when i need her the most i hate how i m having a downfall i m ruining my mental and physical health i dont do smoke nor drink people says it ll help u relieve ur mental health sometimes i think of consuming it but i dont want to end up disappointing my parents and i m proud of it i want something to ease up my mind my friends are hurting me and wont support me anymore living far from home all stressfull with no one to support or look after you or genuinely ask u about ur life i just want to go back home for short break i want to find myself who wasn’t like this before who was happy proud and strong

I hope I reach 2025

Amazing.

The world isn't stopping for everyone i know life kinda exhausted there are a lot up and down however I know for sure we're all can overcome this,keep going 🌷🌹and never give up wherever problem you're facing .❤️

This is my 7th year into anxiety, fear, doubts, regrets, hoping for something better, and hustling, struggling.. Everything is dependent on an exam I will give on June 16th. That exam will decide whether I would be able to be alive again.. I am tired of dragging myself.

I still don't know what would feel like having a big dream. Now I have all the responsibilities from all of my social roles and I wanna hide and run from those duties and have a peaceful life. I hope my life would be better soon. This music healed me a lot to reflect myself.

The only thing i regret is to be born

31/05/2024 I'm in a period where I don't feel sad constantly, I just feel tired, all the time and above all, I'm no longer motivated to do more than the basics, but I still keep at it. I really don't know why.

Melody that soothes my anxiety and pain when training -(soon it will all be over)

I need to " I'm tired of unreal relationships" version

When will i be free from the cage that i have been struck from long time

I love you

Who cares if one grain of sand goes missing on the beach, right? Anyways, sorry for spamming.

It's okay, I'm just a clown

I'm trying my best to makes everyone happy, but where's my happiness?

I wanna return to nothing

I just want to go somewhere nobody knows my name

I wanna life, not just survive.

I'm stuck, between happiness and depression

I'm tired faking my happiness, It's hurts how people see me as a sun with no darkness

I tried to be a better person, but people just makes it harder.

kind doesn't get me loved, it get me used by others

“Standing at the end of a passage in life, without any next step to take-all the bets are in, there is only the tedium now of being knocked from one room to the next, a sequence of numbered rooms whose numbers do not matter, till inertia brings me to the last. That’s all.”

Everything just feels so dull and without any purpose i am living just to live, i have given up any ambitions long ago now i am just waiting for all of it to go away

Thank you 🙏

People always feel exhausted, but this is just their skepticism towards life. How many people are truly fed up with themselves? I do not know. That's why all I have to say to people who are really tired of themselves, spiritually, physically, mentally, physically and mentally, is this. Forgive yourself first, then forgive your destiny.

It's not the mistakes you made, it's the time which passed and you know you can't undo it.

I want go to new place to have new begin

Jesus can set us free let us go back to him

Yeah this painting seems like an accurate representation of my feelings

I was forgiving, I was trying when I was surprised to fall, I was tired and I have been trying for 7 years... I am still only 18 and all this happened to me and if I grow up what will happen? Depression, anxiety, stress, insomnia, and borderline personality disorder are slowly eating away at my soul.. Even my family, which was a refuge of safety, has become a refuge of sorrows.. I am tired of all this harsh life.. I am tired.

I've lost faith in humanity and the meaning of justice or peace, in a corrupted world where the oppressors can't be stopped and we're forced to become numb and just accept our horrible reality with no hope....

Vivo nas sombras, pode pensar o que quiser e até rir. Não sei fazer nada quando o foco sou eu, Não sei o que dizer, como agir Ou me portar. Não que eu não goste da luz, eu gosto, gosto muito mesmo Mas ela não é para mim, simplesmente não. Sinto minha pele queimar, Meus pelos se arrepiar, Meu peito pesar, Minha respiração falhar, Minha voz travar e Minha alma se desmanchar. Sinto medo, pavor Arrepios, arrependimentos, Anseios, sonhos, Prazeres... Gosto de viver nas sombras. Nelas não me escondo totalmente, Não sou falsa completamente, Mas nem verdadeira completamente. Sou meio termo dos dois pecados. A junção do adorado e odiado, Do perfeito e imperfeito, Do quebrado e abstrato, Do desejo e da repudia, A junção do doce e do amargo Em um equilíbrio quase perfeito. Quase. Sem cores vibrantes ou marcantes, Sem roupas de marca ou delicadas, Sem calçados caros e fuleiros, Diria até roubados. Gosto de viver nas sombras pois ao mesmo tempo que sou odiada, Quando menos esperar também sou adorada e desejada, Não por alguém comum... Não. Por aqueles que não precisam de lanterna para adentrar em um quarto escuro, Para aqueles que não correm quando a escuridão toma conta da sala e cozinha, Para aqueles que sentem conforto na visão do "nada", mas que enxergam tudo o que não poderiam ver com as luzes acesas e nem com o sol em seu ápice. Insta: @cas.rodrigues

Today is one of those days when I want to throw away every progress and effort I am making to have a different life and return to my safe place where I have no aspirations and nothing but my own loneliness can affect me.

I'm just....not bored but ready

I just want to quit my addiction that is making me so miserable I just want to live

I don't know where I'll end up or if I'll ever even end up anywhere, but I hope my soul finally gets the rest it deserves ❤🙂‍↕️