Why am i here? I was so happy 3 months ago and now im reaching a new low
@user-gu5kn5jt2y9 күн бұрын
I wish I can leave my body, I can’t handle being that way anymore. If it was weight I’d lose it , if it was my hair i’d change it , but how can I change my whole body? A body that looks nothing like me. And my mind? How can I shut it ? The thoughts are driving me insane
@user-gu5kn5jt2y9 күн бұрын
And death? Death is stupid it won’t fix anything, it won’t fix the fact that some day I existed and I hated every inch of my self. It will only end it but it won’t satisfy me
@_Rosenrot10 күн бұрын
it always gets better... and then gets even worse than before😂
@Azande-Yz10 күн бұрын
It just a cycle and i feel as if we get through this shi we get some type of reward and if we don't im fucked
@JinJin-in7km10 күн бұрын
0:37 does anyone know the song?
@goofballz23510 күн бұрын
tbh i thought it was getting better but seems like i’m back where i started
@strongb4d11 күн бұрын
cuddling the shotgun tonight
@Nessquikklmao12 күн бұрын
I Might Kill Myself
@walpaperhub12 күн бұрын
I can't stop overthinking. 😂💔🔫.
@mr.cochise96913 күн бұрын
balcony calling my name ⁉⁉⁉⁉💯💯💯💯🔥🔥🔥🔥‼‼‼‼‼‼
@Polo-71514 күн бұрын
looks like im back to my old self
@walpaperhub15 күн бұрын
Skydive with no parachute looking good nowadays 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@robrob638315 күн бұрын
Plz someone help me I really need hug Plzz
@mazenhachem14615 күн бұрын
HOPE I DONT WAKE UP😂😂😂😂😂😂😔🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@Capex-116 күн бұрын
00:01 song?
@Str.stxn36 күн бұрын
limerince ves tumr
@lIIIllIllIllIllII16 күн бұрын
I'm alone
@Takjazy88817 күн бұрын
5 days clean!!!!!! 🧼
@goblinmasque65318 күн бұрын
Anyone look at this shit feeling miserable in 2024 (I do)(real real)
@haniel_cm18 күн бұрын
relatable
@Capex-119 күн бұрын
?0:01 sound
@melahastings070316 күн бұрын
Memoir # 02 slowed (reverb, maybe)
@skyspectxx21 күн бұрын
0:11 song?
@cherrycokee6 күн бұрын
being loved isn’t the same as being understood! (i think thats the song)
@skyspectxx5 күн бұрын
@@cherrycokee that one is good but its not it, it’s outcast by fortaliax
@cherrycokee5 күн бұрын
@@skyspectxx ohh i see my bad 😭💗
@skyspectxx5 күн бұрын
@@cherrycokee its all good
@h1t0m1_321 күн бұрын
this is what my head sounds like💯
@I.am.Him0922 күн бұрын
Y'all gay asf
@Takjazy88823 күн бұрын
idk if I could do this no more I feel like nobody loves me I don’t mean anything I want to be dead the world would be so much better if I wasn’t here I don’t even think my family likes me I feel so empty and lonely nobody likes me I feel like my own best friend doesn’t like me most of the time I miss my tio he isn’t dead but nobody in my family understands him I feel bad he only 24 he still young he has a kid but I feel like he gonna k him self I don’t want them too I love him so much he is only who has been here for me I whole family doesn’t understand me at all but him I don’t want him to die he told me he was going to k himself I’m only 12 I don’t know what to do I tell my mom and she just tells me not to worry he just in a mood. And I don’t know what to do with my life ever since 5 grade I never felt the same in current in 7th but I tried k myself last year and in 5th grade I don’t know what to do.
@gracetrappp25 күн бұрын
no one will never love me.
@Takjazy88823 күн бұрын
real shit
@Cafendless26 күн бұрын
This will be his most watched video on this channel soon (I watch this daily)
@wethermanofmemes27 күн бұрын
Update: The hopes ran out, it is all over
@K.A.Y.N.A.H27 күн бұрын
I dont know why I cry. I feel lost. But I have a good family and friends and boyfriend. Its just me. Im fighting myself. My eyes hurt from crying so much. But yet im still here for everyone and me. I love life and hate it. I keep pushing and trying through things. Ive been praying and trying to breathe and calm down. Idk man. Life’s getting harder and better. So weird. Dont give up! Im not giving up. Its okay to let it out. Dont bottle it up. Love yall ❤
@user-gu5kn5jt2y9 күн бұрын
Proud of you for not giving up
@fin_redi29 күн бұрын
2:18 song?
@ParkerBorden-iq7hxАй бұрын
3:35 made me realize that theres nothing.
@Micheal_stoneАй бұрын
8:48 real
@gigislifee0715Ай бұрын
gotta keep thuggin it out.🤷♀
@Takjazy88823 күн бұрын
Can’t man. If you never see me post their a reason🙃.
@LoganWooten-v2fАй бұрын
well u see when i was in the 7th grade there was this girl and i thought she was beautiful and i means fine, sexy amazing and all that so i asked for her number and we became friends and i started to fall for shawty and everything so i gave her gifts and asked her out to the dance and we went but my best friend stole her from me and i had to watch them be together for a long time but we they finally broke up i kinda forgot about her and gave up until one day when shew texted me and we got together and started dating and i was super happy and everything but i got arrested and turned myself in without telling her biggest mistake i ever made i was gone for 3 months and she moved on and when i got out to text her she gave me the news and told me she got a new bf and everything she told me she made her more happy and everything so i got deppressed and now i tell myself it is what it is to get through every day
@fin_redi2 күн бұрын
i feel you bro, shit hurts dawg.
@LoganWooten-v2fАй бұрын
real
@Zxnti3xАй бұрын
13:51 real
@ItsSpedyАй бұрын
the sexual tension between my shotgun and the roof of my mouth 🙏🙏
@oreoman626Ай бұрын
the love of our lives getting fabricated with this one 🏳
@idk2009-pt3mcАй бұрын
Real
@drillenjoyerАй бұрын
Im really convinced nobody will ever in their lifetime look at me and say hes atleast tiny bit handsome,im lonely and painting the ceiling is the only exit
@klausseverusАй бұрын
this is the most self distructing shit i have seen bro. i never thought i would be that comment that would be like "omg i was crying typing this" BUT HERE I FUCKING AM i screwd so many things over because i'm a dumbass.