I did the same thing. It started with a conversation with my Rabbi about Isaiah 53. It took me 4 decades and then in my mid fifties, GOD revealed to me my Creation and my Conversations With GOD prior to arriving here. My Book is free at my channel. I remember the exact words. You are Jewish and so am I. Jesus is Jewish. I can not imagine any Jew in those ancient times risking the sin of blasphemy. If Jesus was not telling the truth then that would be a huge sin to do those things and say those things. I can't believe any Jew would do that. I don't believe any Jew would risk doing such a huge sin. Jesus did not benefit from anything Jesus said. All Jesus did was travel around and heal people and teach about love for GOD and love for others being the Highest Rules to live by. There is no way a Jew would lie and risk all that. I am Jewish and you are too - would you risk blasphemy of that type if you lived in those days, knowing there would be only punishment and a very short life for you, would you do all that Jesus did and said if it were not true? PSALMS 51 10-12 10 Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me. As a Jew I had GOD in my heart and in my mind. 11 Cast me not away from Your presence; take not Your Holy Spirit from me. But when I stumbled, my Holy Spirit in me would flee from me. 12 Restore to me the joy of Your salvation, and sustain me with a willing spirit. After Born Again in CHRIST, my Holy Spirit remained with me, willing to keep me from sin and help me recover from transgressions.

"Religion began when the first scoundrel met the first fool." Voltaire

​@@AtamMardes I went to the book store where GOD Sent me. I opened The Bible there. I turned to the table of contents, I noticed it was not one book, but it was several. They were divided into two Testaments, The Old and The New. I thought, "how could this be possible? "If there are two, and if they both are true, then there must be a segway between them, there must be a transition." I opened The Bible to the last Book of The Old, to the page where it reads, in Malachi 3 - 1 .... (Malachi 3) GOD Says: 1 “Behold, I will send My messenger, who will prepare the way before Me. Then the Lord whom you seek will suddenly come to His temple-the Messenger of the covenant, in Whom you delight-see, He is coming,” says the LORD of Hosts."

@@J-hz4jb Unfortunately you're not saying anything intelligent by thinking properly & honestly.

@@J-hz4jb If you are honest with yourself you can't deny the fact that man made Allah, the God of the Bible, Romulus, Zalmoxis, Osiris, Krishna, Zeus, Satan, Bible, Quran, heaven, hell, angles, Garden of Eden, Adam & Eve, sin, savior, sacrifice, resurrection, parting the Red Sea, walking on water, splitting the moon, salvation, Santa Clause, Tooth Fairy, Superman, Batman, Darth Vader, etc.