Based on this song it did help me pull back to remind me I'm not perfect I'm bound to dissapoint some people some times...it happens but if they don't understand my enthusiastic ways for trying then i know god would say...they are just pressuring you to do too much.Honestly I can't help it sometimes...it is hard to not wanna be better.The goal for me to help as much as possible and learn to listen to instructions and not be mouthy and not get into trouble. If you have zillions of responsibilities you try to get everything done all at once if other's are depending on you I burn myself out doing that but I'm a honest caring person with a spiritual loving heart i owe the world my gifts and potential to show i can make a difference in other's lives. I wouldn't want anyone to suffer the way i did if it'll break their confidence and self esteem.I do make time for myself to relax too. But if other's need my help urgently with stuff i'mma take the time outta my day to help them out cause I'd want someone to help me out as well. I'm genuine I was brought up like that..I try to better myself do what I'm suppose to do so I don't look weak or irresponsible to prevent others from getting on my ass about stuff. I go through a lot in general I'm a soilder who works his ass off 274... to get what he needs and to make money....I get appericated but I should get respect too for all that I do I know God would say other's are just ignorant who barely misunderstood my efforts incorrectly. I'm not letting things get down cause that's what the devil and it ain't happening...so I told my mom I'm done talking and gonna start doing things my way since I'm very experienced and cable of figuring things out when it comes to tasks really. Honestly I'm a brother with autism I'm a empathic person who does his best to be steadfast and keep moving especially when I'm struggling everyday...my mom would tell me that mental condition isn't a curse it's a gift as my friendly job coach tila said to me....that courageous, showing empathy is my rare super power especially when others are too stupid enough reject it...but I'd tell myself who cares if it ain't for them it's for me and all of us.

Mi pana no se te escucha😢

No one knows the cost, the sacrifices that edge between light and darkness where sanity and insanity meet,where there question to walk that road is a lonely road a journey taken by a hero

How did you find this?? Didn't he delete it

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