I LOOOOOOOVE this!!!! My daugther in law, and 2 of my grandkids have autism, so it really touches my heart!! Thank you for this! <3

I’m autistic, teachers are seeing autism in my kids also

I’m Autistic and late diagnosed I like this song because even though it’s not an accurate depiction of a self respecting adult’s perspective on their autism necessarily it is a somewhat Perfect representation of the Pain, Shame, and Guilt that growing up as Autistic causes the child themself and their family. It can feel like being trapped inside but the trap I eventually realized was never my Autism but the way I was treated for being disabled. I was disowned at 22 when I finally stopped masking mine and stopped putting up with the abuse from the guy who raised me. They couldn’t love me as I was so I tried to be who they wanted instead but it was never enough, that person was never me. Who I am is Autistic and it cannot be separated from me because it’s my entire brain. Unfortunately that acceptance was never reached since my former family through me and my mother away. Growing up autistic and no one seeing you and everyone hating you and torturing you unless you pretend to be like them to survive is some of the most excruciating pain I have experienced. I like to sing this song too. I like to listen to this when I’m sad. My pet rat died today so I’m very sad rn. Kind of want to drink some wiskey but won’t till tomorrow because things to do today.

I'm using my mom's account to comment, I'm an 11 year old with high level 2 autism and this song is the first thing ever to make me cry for joy like someone finally understands how hard autism is. the lyric "i share my pain when i scream at night" is so relatable bless the person/people who created this. if i could i would show this to my whole school i love this song:)

Why cant the autistic community be on the same accord as those with other diagnoses. Why is there always arguing. Just stop!

Hearing this song for the first time. Made me cry like a baby. My son just got diagnosed with autism and adhd a couple of months ago. I love my son with everything I have. He is my pride and joy🥰

It is wonderful to spread awareness&acceptance

Such a beautiful song ! So touching ! ❤❤🙏🙏

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Bad song

Autistisc

I have a u t. Ism I have a u t ism autism

I appreciate artists singing about Autism, but this song misses the mark. I am autistic, and so is my son. As a mom, I remember crying in the car one day when I saw my precious little boy on the preschool playground. He was far away from the other kids swinging on a swing all alone. It painted a sad and lonely picture. But you know what? He was NOT sad and lonely. He was happy and serene, having a quiet moment to swing on his own. Autism is not a prison. Trying to live in a neurotypical society with allistic expectations is the prison and is what causes despair among autistics. Our minds are our safe and happy place. And I would argue that is true for autistics at all levels.

I stumbled upon this and i hate this song with a passion. I have autism and other neurodivergent stuff like dyslexia and dyscalcuia. My autism isnt a prison and i dont want a cure. What i was is understanding, kindness, compassion and acceptance. Telling people that having autism is a prison is horrible. Yes it can cause challenges but it also has given me positives for example im really empathetic and good at listening. I cant emote well but i use my words. I just cant believe this song is out here.

This song really describs me. Especially being a undiagnosed autistic femal till I was 19. Doctors didn't pay attention to it neither did my family. They said you have ADHD and yeah i do but i have more then that and autism is one of them. My brothers wifes god mother said to my mom Grace is autistic i think you should get them checked out. I didn't get checked out. Then when my now husband sat down with my mom and said she has lots of autistic trates. My mom said but their not autistic. After a while my husband convinced my mom to get me checked and at 19 i was diagnosed with autism. This explains the laundry list of mental health issues i have along with my genetic ocd and adhd. I don't know if anyone else in my family is autistic but someone has to be because its genetic. I wish i got more help back in the day. I always said i don't feel like i am getting the help i really need especially since i aas super good at acting happy abd hiding all but my ADHD and a few of my ocd symptoms because i felt like everything else i was feeling would not be taken seriously. The few times i did try to get more help and say i need more help and here is why i feel like i meed it and what i am experiencing teachers in school would say you don't need that and forbid me to go to things like small group testing because they felt i just played with the people and that is why my grades were bad. I even risked going to a small group testing i knew i needed to take a test and it was the reason i got a 70 because i worked so hard to studdy and get even that 70 but the small goup testing helped. Then my teacher yelled at me by going down to the room and pulling me our saying 20 kids in a class to test in is a small group. But its not and i would never pass just get stressed and cry. Thay is one example. So i feel like lots of people are scared to get help because of people doing stuff like this. Or no one believes them because they say they need help insted of not saying they need help and just acting ways that what people call disabled is. This song discribes me but with boys it can be a lot easier to get help. Not always but more boys get help then girls and people of color. Just glad this person is doing good in life ❤❤

AUTISM IS NOT A PRISON! its a good thing, people with autism usualy dobt want a cure!

This hit's so close to home I burst into tears as soon as it ended.

Here's one that hit me hard - "My reality, takes everything in me To make it through without a fight". But for it to be with my version it would be "My unfiltered reality, takes everything in me To make it through without a fuss". Out of interest at 2:10 what is he drinking?

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I'm autistic and a parent. My first and second born follow in the tradition in very different ways. I also write poems and songs. Lots of them.

Bad song

Thank you so much for making a song about autism this hits home cuz I have autism and I relate to this song thank you so much

This song fuckin hits

I have moderate to severe autism and not everyone can to begin to really understand only my parents and sister can truly understand how to handle it without causing any overstimulation or frustration or confusion

Maybe I don't speak too well, but I'm coming outta my shell And I like playing by myself if you can't tell I like to go to school, yeah I'm a miracle, and I'm glad to be alive If you'll wait patiently, well then eventually I will understand the words that you're saying to me My autism, is like a prison, that I'm in I share my heart but only in my mind I share my pain when I scream at night I can't express to you, what I'm going through The only way is for me to cry

This is not bugga star posting. is my son with a hopeful youtube channel. Like it if you can! We have our youngest with autism and was able to tell airlines early on. We need to stop pushing the fear of child with autism and push this song. Our youngest is almost 9 and still doesn't talk and that's scary. However, autism has only brought us a different way of teaching our daughter and none of the fear they made it seem like. Lots of heart and soul from my little girl. OK giving my youtube back to bugga Star.

I have Autism too we are one together but never give up

This song broke me dude .my son has server non verbal maybe 13 now but i still cry my self to sleep most nights thank u

*nobody needs to hear this

People think it's just boys who has autism but girls also can have autism as well. I am one of the girls who have autism

Damn Johnny this was beautifully written and the production is phenomenal 🙌

Good stuff brother 🤣

Please just understand me and anyone else with autism! This hits way way way too close to home!💋💖❣❤❤💓

I have autism and I feel like some people just don’t understand but this video made me feel like someone TRULY understands 💓

It's never 1 for Spanish, pendejo.

Gotta love the casual racism

Such a beautiful song, my son is autistic and this really touched my soul….Thankyou 😇

lovely song close to home beautiful 💙

Beautiful song I instantly saw my son in this video with the hand movements.

mommy is milf

Lovely song! 🥰

lmao

Sublime cover of this beautiful song

I have a 4yr old autistic son. He's a triplet and is the most amazing child ever... I just balled my eyes out...

Nobody is meant to die it's not normal because God created us all to live a long time in our lives.

°autistic pupper hugs° 🫂 🐺 This song really calms pupper down 💕 Sincerely, DJ Zen Zieke 💜🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🐺 #DFTBK #KLR

Good loop man. Synth and a loop station, pretty much covers any sound you could make.

I was diagnosed with Aspergers at the age of 15, I'm now 40. This song really does sum me up. Had me crying because I felt the words so strongly. Wonderful song. ♥

I DO NOT RUN LIKE TAHT