18:00 time stamp, Eric only wrote that shit cause he knew some one was going to find them. He didn’t write how he truly felt, when he did get sensitive he would immediately follow it up with “oh well life’s not fair who cares” Eric was much more sensitive than this is making it out to be. Eric’s first writing was in April of 1998, he had already decided he was gonna do something to the school. He ends it w “before this is ever discovered”. He was writing for an audience. Eric wanting to “rape girls” yea maybe he said it but Eric Harris is the fucking bullshitter. He had a girl in his house THREE DAYS before the shooting and he didn’t even touch her. She said how kind and sweet he was. Every girl said that about him, unless they ended on bad terms then he would loose his mind a bit. But he wasn’t constantly evil. He wasn’t different from Dylan. Dylan never wanted to pages to be released l, if he knew people were gonna read these he would’ve burned them. I’m not trying to defend Eric in anyway but i just hate that narrative more than anything. The empathy I have so Sue is insane, I’ve read her book it took me years to watch these interviews cause I didn’t think I’d be able to take it. Obvi I’m not taking it well if I already have a full rant 18 mins in. This has nothing to do w her, but how these interviewers are trynna make Eric seem like Eric was oh so evil and awful and Dylan was this poor boy who just drew hearts. They were friends for a reason, they both had ups and downs.

Eric was not different from Dylan except he was more complexed since he was bullied more than him

saying shes not a victim is silly. She lost her son too, that feeling of grief and lost of the boy you raised and love doesnt just go away when you learn of the horrific and terrible fucking human being he was. She didnt know before.

11:02 how I feel about life

There is a youtuber out there trying to slander this woman's name, calling her a narcissist. He DELIBERATELY gets facts wrong to support his claim. For what reason he's doing this I couldn't tell you. Just do your homework and your research before you watch his video. Do not listen to him; he's a liar, and he has fooled so many people. Fortunately another youtuber published a video that debunks his lies about Sue.

She must be taking medication

It’s in me or I’m tripping out. She looks like nothing hurts her.

Great comedian, but was always laughing his self, and that even puts a nice smile on your face, Sadly missed,

My heart breaks for her 😢 as a mother I can’t imagine how hard it was for her to not only realize the damage he’s done and accept it but then had to grieve her son ❤ she has to live with thinking she was a bad parent and that it was her fault. My prayers for the families of the victims ❤😢

I feel for her. I can’t even imagine going through this. I have her book and it’s very good. She explores how she tried to process the tragedy her son caused, and reconcile her sadness of losing her son.

How do you live with her reality? Knowing your child was a mass murderer.

Lovely woman, so so sorry for her.

Two different trajectories, this poor woman is having it with her son, we often have it with a parent, or a sibling, nothing to do with upbringing, we are not all like our family, her suffering is very lonely, she doesn't have the support of the horror she has suffered.

As a child who had a bad childhood, I wouldn't have told anyone what was wrong. No matter how many times anyone asked. So for Sue to say I would have pressed harder... It wouldn't have mattered. Her son wasn't going to talk if he didn't want to. Should have, could have, would have does no good. All mothers look back and say those things. We can't own what our kids do, no matter how good of a parent you are. My heart breaks for her. Sue carries guilt she shouldn't own. I did the best I could with my kids. I made mistakes but I can't own their decisions just like they can't own mine. A loving parent does the best for any children they can. I can say if I did this or that over I would have changed this or that. I'm so sorry for the victims and their families. Loosing someone to violence hits in a way that never heals. I hope that someday peace comes to the victims and the families. ❤

Any parent who is truly involved would have known something and taken action. This is a classic case of ignorant parenting. She couldn’t face and deal with what her son was doing so it was easier to pretend it wasn’t. Parents of these weirdos should be held accountable.

I feel so bad for Sue in this. I can’t imagine how she has been going through. What her son did which was very wrong and bad but again I still feel bad for her and it’s not her fault. My heart breaks for this poor woman.

If only the sheriff's department would've turned in the warrant for Eric's house over a year before the massacre... Shame on Jefferson County police department for not following through with the warrant... even though the brown's had so much evidence...they could've saved so many lives...

I am watching this in Australia 6 years after this video aired but only a few days after the Maine shootings. This will probably offend some people. God is a fictional character who has no impact on reality, mental health is so misunderstood, discipline of teenagers rarely work (I know..open, non judgemental dialogue works much better) and such easy access to guns is INSANE. We, unfortunately, still have gun deaths in Australia after Port Arthur (35 dead) but not like the US....the difference...#1. we aren't a religious country and #2. until recently we were prepared to accept that personal freedoms were not more important that the life of innocents (thanks US and your conspiracy theories invading OZ) and # 3. some piece of 200 + piece of paper that radically needs up dating is interpreted in todays society, ......so we have gun control. NOT BANS...control! Ask yourself America....why are school shootings a particularly American problem? I don't blame Mrs Klebold but I don't think she is being honest...blame is a dumb response but the issue is, .....if it weren't for the easy access to guns of mass destruction, this becomes a much less issue. But who does she give her money.....ONLY to mental health. Yes it absolutely needs to go there but FFS America...please just forget perceived biases and understand your kids and your citizens are dying from easy access to GUNS. Stabbing 13 people as in Columbine or in the Port Arthur example 35 people because you have mental health issues...really..... I don't think so?. FFS people get real!

12:13

I came to this video by way of a video on A&E on I Survived. I find this whole story so sad; I wasn’t going to comment. But when I saw, for instance, the handwriting, I couldn’t believe how sloppy it was. My mom made me sit for hours and hours to copy from books just to improve my handwriting. She was meticulous on how I wrote, and I almost thought it was torture and punishment. Later, I understood. Anything to do with guns, absolutely not. Not in the 1970s. I had personal things that could easily have depressed me in the way I was treated in high school. I had a father who was alcoholic and was disturbed by that. The only thing that brought me through it all was my music. Attention to skills in music both vocal and pianistically. I don’t mean to brag, but I got through a lot of things, including anger I held in. I could see that a lack of love and criticisms directed to them caused a good deal of their problems. I have learned what happens at the end of our lives, not only from a Christian church, but through near-death experiences and Spiritualism. It can be frightening but also encourages right action. I hope that all those affected by this awful tragedy will receive the peace of God throughout their lives. Now while we are in these strange times with wars and rumors of wars, we must learn what attitudes and beliefs cause or influence. And somehow restraint is applied by those who know the difference and kindness is expressed in every turn and thought in our lives.

Do you think she's single?

Ken was a master of the catchphrase. "Settle down now." "We're having a good time aren't we?" and "I'm too good for this place aren't I?" will never be forgotten. RIP.

I'm assuming all the money raised by this woman is going to the victims of her son's heinous crime?

How can you preach the Ten Commandments and not believe in evil?

This is heartbreaking no matter how you look at it I am sorry for the family and friends and I'm sorry for this mother for she is in a lot of pain knowing what her son done please remember she is a mom she's hurting too she like all other moms could not have seen this coming may all them kids rest in peace

So sad for everyone!

It’s not the moms fault that her kid went nuts. She is not him and I’m Sure she feels horrible that her son did this. I was a senior in HS when this happened.

Sweetest lady ..I do not care what people say about her. She is not a bad person ...

I was 13yrs of age in 1972. I am of Indian/Pakistani origin and suffered a lot of racial abuse at school and felt a lot of pain by racist jokes made by comedians on television at the time. This man was an angel that made my heart heal with laughter. He did not seem to have a unkind cell in his body.

If you don't believe in evil, why would you bother lecturing on the 10 commandments? Overall, It's good that you're sharing your story.

You were a wonderful mother but sometimes it's the friends at school that lead them astray

Sue, I just want to hug you. Sometimes, we can do everything in our ability to help our children, but some circumstances are beyond co.trol. You are so brave!

The pain in her eyes, the terror ... My heart hurts so much for her, too.

Too many guns in the USA. I'm truly glad I don't live there. Tragic story.

Blaming is easy. Let this be a LESSON to parents. Know your children. Have time for them and to sit down to talk. Talking through my heart always worked with my son. He's 33 now and we have a relationship. I tell him I'm just not his mom, but his friend too. I decided to have a child, and i owned up to good parenting. Btw, my son graduated Summa Cum Laude from Georgia Tech... it was a partnership of sufferings of single parenting and a child who chose to be a good child.

The most natural thing to do is blame yourself if your children do wrong, regardless of their age. What an awful torture she obviously puts herself through. But she's not responsible.

Sadly there have been many other mass shootings since.

Thank you. I also know gun violence. May us all heal.

I find it completely hilarious but not really how this lady seems to think that 0000 only weapons of mass destruction can cause mass destruction blaming guns for the violets and violent shows well that's funny because Jim Jones brought everybody in with a church environment and killed everybody with Kool-Aid so tell me that that's what it takes to kill thousands of people killed a lot more people than those in the school guns don't kill people do

Seems Dillon ruled the house, poor mothers head was up her own ass

when people will be able to understand the human soul, things will be so much different.

I'm going to a better place? That will be for God to judge. When you kill His precious souls what will be your repay???

5:59 I don’t think she’s trapped in a contradiction at all, someone can be a hate filled killer and a loving son at the same time, both can be true…

That interviewer comes across as judgemental. This could happen to anybody's child, however they have been brought up. She has obviously has never been to hell herself. This mother deserves complete pity. She is in hell and will stay there and that's not her fault.

They saw signs but didn't understand how bad it really was. They may have been naive about it but they were basically decent, caring parents. Dylan Klebod was severely depressed and very vulnerable, especially to someone like Harris. He wasn't capable of it on his own. In his case a mob was as small as two people. Harris was cold and calculating, a psychopath, but needed another person to do a massacre of that size.

So sorry that you had to go through this. I sorry about you and your husband but most people that go through something like that or just losses a child end up with because the grieve is so bad. It is not your fault if you knew you would have change it God bless you And I pray for you to have peace❤

Has a parent you do the best you can god bless us all we all need help with are kids

Mom is not responsible for her sons actions.

I hacked there accounts

Call me bad but I snooped and found my daughter was getting treated bad at 13!! I watched son and found out things too!! Both healthy and awesome now !!