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Mom to mom i know its hard you lost your precious husband i know the feeling i lost a man i loved had a big crush on of a heart attack but always remember your son wants you safe and healthy like driving safe or not having anxienty to the point its so bad your have a anxienty people die from anxienty attacks but you know e Mr chris your son wont want that so always put you in A SAFE place of healthy and safe hugs hugs🎇💮⚪⬛🎇💮⬛⚪⬛⚪💮🎇🎇💮🎇💮💮💮💮⚪⬛⬛⚪💮🎇💮💮

Hi marina great haul love it love you my friend 💖

Hugs 🐦🐦🐦

Ahhh. You love me. Well, I love you too. Black on white love...great.

We saw the $19 fans at DT on a road trip to Allentown PA. I wasn’t mad at it. It’s getting warm and people will need fans. This was a nice walkthrough ❤

Stay strong, Marina time will help Heal. You Take One Day at a Time and you'll make it through. John is still with you every single minute of the day.❤

I am not a subscriber. I am sorry for your loss. We are all women, and we should realize that no one's husband lives forever. It's hard to understand how people treat each other so badly. We knock around and hurt one another. I'm sorry that we do. Are you kidding me? There's more to life than the Dollar tree Just kidding folks😂😂😂😂😂😂

Love your green sunglasses 🕶️ ❤

I'm still sending good thoughts and love to you and Chris. ❤

Lost my mom less than a year ago. I’m still mad. Like why does God take the good people?! Allow yourself to feel all you want. There is no right or wrong way to grieve. Continued prayers for u

Yeah I think grief is fear as people pass away in my life and time goes by as 60 caring for bedridden mom .I start to get that fear and stress from my consuming caregiving job with my mom 5 years .I have a harder time to get my mind happy again my life is maybe not the greatest in some ways .But its my life and I work on that happy place in my brain daily on my schedule with my 93 year old mom's care .Thank you for sharing ❤❤

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Grief is like being punched in the gut and knocking the wind out of you over and over again 😢 so sorry for your pain and sorrow. Look for the signs of him, he is with you. I promise😊

My dad passed in 2012 and I don’t think I quit having the dreams he was dying and I’d wake up and he would be passed on. I think it started before he died I had dreams he was gone already when he was alive. I think until I got pregnant with my daughter in 2016 I felt like a hamster on a wheel just figuring out how to relive my own life. I’m in unknown being a mom so I feel like at least I’m not alone in the world even though my financial life can’t go astray like I did having him as a back up to switch jobs or something I’m nervous about. It’s not easy but prayer and friends were all I had.

Grief is one of the hardest thing's in life to cope with, There are no words to really explain it , As there are soo many . We all grieve in different ways there is no wrong ways in dealing with a loss . Just know that you have so many thinking of you and you are not alone. Surround yourself with your loved one's and try to take one day at a time . We love you Marina 🧡

Continued prayers 🙏 ❤️ for you and your son, you are an amazing strong woman.

Never been to the Lake Ronkonkoma store-new one to add to the list 😊

I’m really sorry for your loss. Hugs

He will want you to go on Do what you must to survive for your son n you but yes you will grieve you will miss him everyday Holidays will be different Spoken from experience ❤❤❤

I do love Aldi although I think the stores in say CA get much better stuff than we do 😖

Now I have to go to the Ronkonkoma store 😊 I love those Bubly drinks

That was so uplifting and inspiring!! And you never sound crazy!!❤❤

Marina you are sooo LOVED!!! No one in this community is going anywhere. We will wait for you. Take your time, everyone’s process is different. Here if you need anything. Sending you and Chris love and hugs ❤️❤️

Marina I am so sad that you have to deal with such foolishness, especially while grieving. I am praying for you. Be grateful that you no longer have this person in your life as a so called "friend".

Marina I hear grief has stages you must go through in order to achieve acceptance. You are working through stage one and sharing your true feelings. God Bless you! I will continue to pray you through this and follow your journey to happiness once again. You are my hero❤

Open up your Bible, create a prayer space for yourself, force yourself to attend a local non denominational church or ministry weekly! If you stick to these 3 things I PROMISE your entire life will change in miraculous ways, your Bible has every human answer under the sun!! We can't settle for worshipping the creation above worshipping the Creator. Yes LOVE is the answer but God IS love, so without God there is no love, that's hell (the absence of God) Before getting out of bed Pray, you should be in daily prayer before worrying, prayninstead. I can also tell you everyone does have a purpose & that purpose Is to walk with Jesus in relationship, contributing to the Kingdom of God, living out a life of daily worship, sharing you testimony far & wide. The Lord created you for a specific reason and purpose. Study grief in the Bible, this will give you so much clarity, understanding. When you say you want to change your thoughts I think that would be great & the key is instead of having a worldly perspective, work on changing your thoughts and speech to a Heavenly Kingdom mindset. I know you have an interest in music, you would benefit so so so much from a really great worship Playlist, keeping you in a state of peace, solice,love ❤

Marina, I can’t imagine what you are feeling and going through on a daily basis since John’s passing. But I know as time passes, you will find peace and comfort in all the beautiful memories you had of your life together. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Take your time sweet Marina. Grief is a process. You do what’s best for you & Chris. Cry when you need to,, throw something when you need to,, scream . It’s all part of this process. I look forward to seeing you to see how you’re doing. You are loved. God bless you. ❤️🥰🙏🏼

Have you ever thought of just getting off of long isl. For a few days? Vermont is a place that is so peaceful. With the huge mountains., creeks and waterfalls. since you like driving , a road trip that might be a good idea. Its about an 7-8 hr drive. But its well worth it. Just to get away and enjoy nature. You could get an air bnb kinda cheap. I would definitely recommend it. There's places I can tell you where to go if you're intetrsted

God bless you and Chris 🙏

I have been watching you for several years now and I love your content. I truly am so sorry for your loss and I hope by watching it hitting the like helps you.❤

I’m so sorry for your loss😢😢😢

❤Your strength and courage will help many people. Sending you love and positive thoughts!!!❤

I am happy to see you. I am also happy that you will go back to your content when you are ready. Marina, the seasons change and this is your season to think about your loss and your new life. Take time but plea see keep in touch. 🦋🌺💙🙏🐞

I have had the grief … I think you are doing great … you are talking about it … I still talk about the loss of my son and my Mother six months apart. It keeps me going. You can do this and I feel you making the journey easier for you and your son!

Your feelings are very valid, we all go through things in our own ways, and so this is your journey...I also felt this way about my twin, I kept feeling like it was all a dream ..it's been 4yrs now and it can still feel like that, it's really a moment by moment thing, still sending you strength lady❤

Hang in there friend! We're pulling for you ❤

Marina lots of love to you and your son, we all miss you. from Philadelphia

We're all here for you, Sending love and peace to you and your family❤

Loveeeeeeeeeee beautiful lady blessings sent your way

Prayers to God, the root people and soul family had blessed me in my life were the answered to my mourning and grieving of the death of my loved ones. Those people who love you unconditionally, there to hug you, kiss you, cook for you, grieving with you. They don't try to solve your problems, they don't give advices, they just listen. Giving thanks to God for another day of life with my loved ones. Feeling grateful for all my blessings. That is how I was able to wake up to a new day. You're totally right about vibrating in positive energy. Sending you hugs and prayers. 💙🕊️

God bless you, Marina! I love you too!❤😊

Remember, do a cooking video! So good to see u with good thoughts..I’ve enjoyed all yre posts! Like I said, u are the kind of person u want as a neighbor.. all the subscribers miss John’s sweet face! Take of u and Chris.. lov Lindalu

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Hi hon💜🤗💪so glad u came on to say hello🦋🙏🥰 It must be very hard ,hon so sorry but u doing amazing thinking of your son and you ,yes it’s sad John won’t be here ,but he wouldn’t want us to to stop life ,loved how he loved you🥰💙💜stay strong for Chris ,he needs you ,he must be in a lot of pain ,love ya hon ,and One Day at a time ok 🙏🤗

marina i lost 4 people that were very close to me but I did go to therapy now at least I can cope. The feelings you are having i feel we all have when we are grieving. Things will get better. I was nice to see you on KZfaq❤

Just keep focusing on your followers sending you love and take your time to deal with the grief. You can't expect not to feel that pain right away. It says a lot about your strength that you want to focus on the good for your sake and for Chris.❤❤❤

My dear friend, It gives me joy to read the outpouring of love surrounding you. You can feel we are by your side & sending you strength & wishing you peace in the days ahead. A true friend will stick by you through good & bad times. Look to be with those people who stand by you & comfort your heart. Love you Marina 💕.

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