Take me back to the beautiful memories I lost.

Here bc I just need slow yk. Epilepsy is acting up today, so I feel like my brain is on overdrive in the worst way possible.

Love it

❤

I would have loved so many of those bedrooms when I was a kid. Heck, I'd probably still love them now!

This actually matches the aesthetic and isn't just vaporwave and crystal castles. better than 90% of weirdcore playlists.

This actually matches the aesthetic and isn't just vaporwave and crystal castles. better than 90% of weirdcore playlists.

Honestly, dreamcore is chaotic and I love it.

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I sleep with this and now i dream about this every day! :) i have sweet dreams

I think my child years were the only time I was truly happy. I got stuck with a unhealthy fetish addiction in my teen years that lasted far too long (I was 11 when it started. I stopped last year.) and depression has become overwhelming in my early adult years where I'm currently at.

10:44 - When I started college, I had no friends. This playlist was a bit of a coping mechanism I would play every time I felt overwhelmed and lonely. But now I have friends…. So basically, whenever I look at this image it fills me with a sense of longing. Not for friends, but for the image itself. I NEED to find where this image was taken, get there when all the machines are on but there are no people, grab my friends, and literally create a core memory just fucking around in the water

I’ve been to that same indoor waterpark it is in New York the place is called the ciccotti center

(Venting) I am listening to this as I’m thinking of wanting to disappear from this world as my parents argue. It’s hard to keep going as the days past by. I wish my alcoholic/ narcissists of a father would just leave and never comeback. He is the main problem of my life. He has a disgusting personality and is always so disrespectful/ controlling towards my mom. My mom is getting tired of it. I wish I could close my eyes and not wake up again. I’ve bottled up my emotions that it’s overflowing now and it’s hard to control sometimes. So I just write down what’s going on in my mind to try and let it out. As I have nobody to talk to about this. People say to “keep going and it will all get better” but, it’s hard to have that mindset when you are fighting with your mind. That’s telling you “it’s not getting better” and every time you are doing okay, there will always be something to bring down and it crashes at you like a wave. When I was younger I had dreams of me moving out and being happy but, life had different plans and as I got older reality hits you like a truck. Anyways, this was my way of getting this off my chest and to listen to this calming playlist as I cry myself to bed. (might delete later)

I can dig the dream pool vibe

14:34 familiar…

I wanted to save this video

I was in the water slide

I was that i was there

💯

Ждите 2030 год (:

Somehow that indoor water park seems vaguely familiar

when the meaning of rainbow was joy and happiness not gay and homosexuality.

Damn I just got feel safed.

this is so good

👁 👁

👁 👁

bru the ymca in the thumbnail is my local one

Ever since a sleepover last September at exactly 3:30 AM me and my friends all randomly fell asleep when we all woke up we felt like we wasn’t in the right world if that makes sense and when we walked everywhere it just felt not real and now it still feels like that.

I literally live in my own world where im from horror games and i change the lore, despite the fact im still young, but i do enjoy weirdcore and sometimes my little adventures are going to this place, someone please tell me how to i get to this place, please. I wanna go. *please*

this playlist is so nostalgic to me considering i used to listen to it 24/7 2 years ago... it makes me want to cry/neg (because of not very good things happening around 2 years ago..!!!!)

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"CREDIT TO THE ORIGINAL CREATORS OF THE MUSIC" (proceeds to not a credit a single person)

This playlist is different, I remember my old pre-School. It had a pool It was *scary?* there and the water seemed to *Never end?* But then my grandma came, we dont talk to her anymore, But she used to be so kind. There was another room in my old preschool We would learn the days of the week! I was always bored and *unhappy?* There was a teacher that i didnt like, She was *scary?* I dont know why though, The colors were bright and *Childish?* to me back then, I was always with by best friend because she was my only friend, I never felt at *ease?* there and always wanted back home where everything was normal. My friends name was *Flora?* I never thought about it much.. There were flowers always along the walls i personally used to to think they were *weird?* I always told my teachers i wanted to be *old?* And didnt wanna be here anymore.. Now, I yearn to be back in my Grandmothers car just one last time as she offered me some candy she had picked up from the store, To sit in that room and listen to my teachers refreshing and familiar voice. To hold my friends hand as we play on the playground with no worrys, And happy! To walk on that familiar tile in the pool room as i look down at the never ending water, It begins to get closer and i can see the bottom this time.. though it was deep i never died. I wish it was as deep as it was so i could sink for longer. I now think ahout how beautiful the flowers are they remind me of Flora, I wish i could smile at her like that again.. I *used?* To hate my house i mean it was dirty and had *old?* toys, The walls were disgusting with all the *drawings?* and there was always bad food. My sisters would *annoy?* me as i searched for something to do in my *small?* house, The hallways were too short to be considered hallways in my opinion and when i went to *my?* room at night there was copcars i could hear, and my backyard which you could see through my window was *dark?* and *scary?* i guess i didnt get it back then.. Now i wish i coukd walk in that house forever the nostalgic scent of the lunch my mom made, The stairs that were creaky and the drawings all over the wall. I could see now that they weren't dirt, But that they were memories and all the hallways were so long it felt like i can never get to the door.. My bedroom window is now foggy because i lost the ability to see outside, But i now know it was beautiful out there. My parent's door was next to mine so close,But so far. But now its gone and i have no idea where it went and i cry at the empty wall waiting for it to return, Now i relize that my door to my bedroom has become the parents door, And that the door to my older sisters room and parents room will never return. All my sisters laughs and hugs are gone, *..Im old now, But at what cost?*

I’ve been in that water park before….. 😊

I listen to these playlists to zone out, When I'm walking I'll put this type of playlist on so I can run on autopilot. When I sit I'll put a traumacore or dreamcore playlist on. It's calms down my brain and allows me to slip into the dreaming like state. I'll skip an entire day if needed. My imagination is so vivid I'll believe it's real up until four seconds after I break the state. And I love being able to do that. "What's wrong?" Oh, nothing was wrong. But you've gone and woken me up. "You were awake though? You were doing dishes-?" I wasn't awake.

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Found this while going through my old playlist i made in 2022, still hits hard till this day.

Dreamcore and weirdcore to me take me back to my younger self, when I wasn’t being made fun of my autism, when I actually ate alot without feeling self conscious about it, when I finally felt like I didn’t have to be a fake person I had to be and to be myself without feeling self conscious, it takes me back when I had to struggle in school cause teacher didn’t understand me and I was known as a bad kid. I miss being younger but at the same time I don’t miss who I use to be. Dreamcore makes me feel safe and comfortable while being disturbing to others

素晴らしいプレイリスト

I have an exam tomorrow and just now I am revising all the material with this soundtrack. Thank you, I really feel safe and relaxed❤

I sometimes... Wish was a cloud 🪐✨

뭔가 어린시절의 나와 지금의 나는 너무 먼 거리에 있는 것 같음 많은 추억들이 내 머릿속에 박혀있는 걸 느끼다가도 너무 까마득하고 먼 일 들이라 그 때의 나는 다른 사람같다고 느낄 때가 있는데 하 그냥 자고 일어났는데 초등학교 보건실에서 일어나서 아 모든 게 꿈이었구나 했음 좋겠다

The indoor water park look familiar. Is that in North Dakota? If it is, than it the same water park I went to during school field trip.

Awesome playlist. Thx.

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37:15 song name?

When I listen to such songs while watching Dreamcore photos.. I'm starting to cry, just.. I cry from longing and happiness, from the realization that I have lost and that I finally see.. I am a Russian person, although I have never been to such places before, but these photos remind me of my carefree childhood past.. And despite what is happening here right now, I want to go back to my childhood.. Because I don't want to grow up.. And be aware of reality.. I just want to be a kid again..

I dream of becoming a child again, the world at that time seemed richer or yellower, so cozy and pleasant, but now it’s somehow not very good. My parents often quarrel, I don't understand

I feel like i cant remember much before 2020 ,in fact , i cant remember much/really anything, i remember the more big events and some smaller ones, anyone else feel the same???