It seems rare for someone to keep the same partner through their entire youth. I'm glad you learned a lot from it. I stayed a very shy single girl. I only teamed up twice in my life, and not for very long. Most of my life I've been learning to be ok alone and finding my self-worth. I finally found it by age 40! I'm perfectly comfortable single, but open to finding a partner, but not looking.

The components of the best sexual experience i can think of is with someone i have developed a genuine connection with first, but it seems becoming friends first puts you in the friend zone so it seems like an unviable combination.

Great videos and you look very beautiful in all of your videos too and I really understand everything your frustrations.

Great videos.

My Wife broke my Heart in 2013 when she left me, then six months after that I discovered she cheated on our Family prior to leaving me, its ruined me as a man the last time I had sex was the day my wife left me (it was my wife) I haven't had sex since that day I'm way to afraid that it would happen again and I know I couldn't survive that again This is not where I saw my life's path going

Dang how did this end up in my Feed ?

You and everything about your natural beauty are truly and really equally as beautiful as your videos t. I really like everything else too.

Very beautiful videos and you look great in all of your videos too.

Can you do a video of your current makeup favs ? Like old school ? This is a beautiful look. Curious what you used. 💜🎀

My most satisfying sexual experiences (by far) were with the most messed up, toxic, abusive guys I’ve ever met (there were 2, both had BPD) 😕 They both ended up giving me STDs (curable ones, thank god) and they both got me pregnant (which ended in different ways-I’m not a mother) sooo yeeeah, I’ve attempted relationships after that but they’ve all been super unsatisfying sexually and I wonder if parts of my brain broke from my prior experiences. Now at 36 I’m struggling to desire sex or a partnership at all. But I’m grateful I experimented a lot as a young adult so I know what’s out there and what all different sexual experiences are like; I can understand if you never had that phase why you would want to experiment now in your 30s - and honestly it’s probably better that way because you’re more emotionally intelligent and can be safer and make more healthy decisions vs. being “young, dumb, and full of cum” as my friend likes to say 😆

Great videos.

For me the most fun part about being a small KZfaqr is that I develop friendships with my audience. I don't know if you'd consider me a small KZfaqr, but I still kind of feel like the little guy on here. I'm in the "monetized but it's a hobby" category. I think the creative freedom I have means being small is actually more fun in some ways. Not that I wouldn't mind making it big but the fact I'm still small after twelve years and enjoying what I do shows why I give everyone the advice "have fun". I consider myself a red dwarf KZfaq star, I may not be seen by many and not burn bright but I'll still be here for trillions of years, haha. I like that I can make whatever and I refused to "niche down", it may have stunted my channel growth but I'm happy.

You always look so darn nice! Your aesthetic has changed so much over the years - I love this Michelle 2024 era. I also love the baby Tiffany teacup! That’s a fun find!

I enjoyed your video. But I think as women we sometimes "excuse" ghosting as, "They were just going through stuff," when the reality is many men are just not that interested in us, and only come back around when their new interest in someone else doesn't work out. The old expression, "He's just not that into you," applies. When men are honestly interested, nothing will stop them from reaching out. He's not "scared of relationships," he's not "busy," he doesn't "Lack communication skills," he's not "afraid of commitment," he doesn't need "more time," he's just not that interested. Some men are users, and they only "come back" when we're their last option. Bottom line: You have more value. Show some dignity and tell them you're not a "last resort option." Then, confidently move on and expect to meet someone who finds you fascinating and truly desires to be with you.

I haven't watched your other videos, but UNLESS you like that type, you got ghosted not once but twice... I would BLOCK. He can learn the hard way for the next one if he's willing. But some women love to play "mommy" for the so called "sensitive" boys. If you don't like that kind of future, don't feel bad about blocking people who ghost. How you describe how he talked to you sounds like he is either visiting a crappy therapist or he's using psychology speak to make him seem more deep rather than just hurtful. Grown adults should know ghosting is not something you do to someone you care about. I will say I enjoyed your video overall. New England seems beautiful and nature can be healing to just sit by the water. I have a spot by the water on a rock too that I haven't visited in ages.

The editing with the footage included was very nice 👍

I put u on my Bluetooth via my car and just ride...

And i tbought I was over analytical 😂. LOVE IT

I was in a 6 year on and off relationship we lived together twice. He didn’t cheat but still sucked in a lot of ways. We were living together again we were doing fine. One day we were at a bar he said something, I stopped dead in my tracks looked at him and said you’re never going to change, this is never going to work, you have to move out. He moved two days later. A flip just switched and I was done! Now I’ve been with my husband 13 years so happy I finally ended that relationship. I hope you find a great guy but until then it’s good that you have your limits!

Great videos and you look very beautiful too.

Good insights, keep them coming

As a typology enjoyer, i relate so much to your way of thinking ! I hope i'll be like you in the future, you are inspiring.

Before you leave me a comment please remember that I am human. I have no problem with you having your opinion however you formed it but just be respectful. I am allowing you to know parts of me that most people won't even tell another person honestly, then I keep the comments on knowing I will be misunderstood. If you want to drag me as least do it intelligently.

for anyone often getting negative reactions from people - this is an extremely useful video. there's a number of things you can take note and not end up in a house of cards of delusion, where the only step forward is creating a new layer of cards, such as this person is desperately trying to rationalize what's happening. On the dating game. One revealing thing around 2/3rds is when she talks about the game - the first thing she mentions is how she wants the rules of the game to be - the second is that 'other' people are complicated and won't tell you the rules. in no part of setting this topic topic up there's even a hint of her adapting, or doing anything actively with the new information. She laid out her approach entirely, and the unbalanced response of her vs the other side's expectation is staggering once you actually compare them. strike 1) the fact she made a whole movie about the date needing to thank you for your direct rejection - and this came before any analysis on her own adjustments - is really revealing. Notice how she spent MINUTES projecting adjustments onto others and didn't even consider her own. strike 2) within seconds she goes "i felt rejected it feels bad" and then immediately after "then someone groveled before me" when she was the one rejecting. she doen't even have a minimum of self awareness to at least avoid inconsistencies stringed one after another. All her energy is utilized crafting that warm-sounding tone and appearance, but the content of the points is a contradiction from start to end. she really reminds me of Elizabeth Holmes. strike 3) finally, she might have some introspection for the last seconds. Her weak point is that she brings herself down too much. She doesn't believe in herself enough - is her critique about her approach. Because "belief" is really her conclusion to all men ignoring her after actually getting to meet her. It's all vibes and moods and energies and crystals. This is like the scammiest cringiest mindset coaches but for women, the brainrot is astounding. Absolutely not one second she wondered maybe she did some universally unlikeable things, or wonder why in an app that's 80% men, all men end up ignoring her. conclusion: if you listen to each individual sentence, the moment to moment is wonderful: soft spoken and sounding intelligent and measured. there's no clippable moment that's outrageous and edgy. She sounds so very attentive and observing of the surroundings. It's when you actually try to summarize the points, that it reveals how fake it is: the bottom line is, she's unlucky, all men ignoring her doesn't even have a hint about her selection or standards, everyone else is bad faith, and all she needs to improve on is not bring herself down too much. She clearly crafts an aura of understanding but there's sparks where her honest self seeps through - like describing someone as "groveling back to her" just when she made a gigantic point about rejection feeling really bad. if you find yourself in this situation (that you're a stuck-up nosed moron who thinks it's just bad luck), break down all of the pros and cons around your dating experiences. Compare them and weigh them up. Make a summary where everything shows in one page, so you can physically see, if you're anyone like this person, that in your current mindset 98% of the fault falls on the world and 2% is you just not girlbossing hard enough with fake confidence.

Delusion is strong in this one. Boys, this one pump n dump example at its finest.

Remember guys while Chad gets it for free, you have to pay 💯💯

Lol she think her skills matters kskksksksks, women know nothing about men 😂😂😂, "the sweet guys where in a pact that i didnt like", holly shit girl you already told the reason you got ghosted, its because you dont like good man sskskksksks

The reason why shes single and getting ghosted is right here 6:14. The lengths women go to explain going for chad and tyrone knowing full well they'll be used is amusing.

There are probably to many little facts that you didn't said intentionally or unintentionally, that probably could be taken in consideration for giving conclusion.Actually stop making youtube videos on your personal stuff no body gives a damn. I don't want to make you sad or mad, but men are having far far more difficult time compared to women in dating space trust me.

Interesting

I've really enjoyed the last 2 videos. Awesome thoughts on the ghosting topic. It was a treat to see parts of New England and hear about your Dad. Loved the shots of you sitting on the rock and eating lunch. Beautiful! btw, I like Nick Lewis too! He's great! #nobarndoors !!! lol Thanks! xoxo

Fingers crossed the date goes well!

You look very beautiful.

Stay single, get a teddy bear

How wonderful!! That would be such a fun career !! And a creative outlet.

As far as improving health, I’m a huge researcher and nutrition is a passion of mine. I stumbled upon the carnivore diet and it changed my life… it’s incredible for losing weight, clearing up skin, pretty much any ailment you can think of. Most noticeably to me it improved my mental health to a degree I didn’t think was possible. So I encourage you to look up KZfaq videos and hear people’s stories of going carnivore - I know this sounds crazy but plants contain a ton of toxins and anti nutrients and they’re responsible for pretty much every health problem you can think of, I 100% believe that. It goes against everything we’re taught/common knowledge but we really just aren’t built to consume carbs of any kind. We need a high fat/moderate protein diet with as close to zero carbs as possible. This is something you can do as an experiment without spending tons of money just to SEE if it improves anything… give it at least 60-90 days, but most people see massive improvements within 30 days. I mainly eat beef, butter, bacon, eggs (sometimes chicken or seafood) I know it sounds restrictive but it’s SO worth it when you start to feel better physically/mentally, look better (my skin/hair literally reverse aged), and have more energy. It automatically regulates your hormones so if you are having a hormone issue it will help that too. Lots of doctors on KZfaq promoting this way of eating and explaining how it is ancestrally appropriate. Again - I relate to feeling frustrated with the medical industry. Their education is literally funded by drug companies so they are learning very biased ways of treating conditions - they know almost nothing about proper nutrition and don’t even ask you about your diet most the time. It’s so discouraging which is why I have had to take matters into my own hands and heal my health problems myself.

I had Invisalign from age 33-35… I was quoted 12-18 months and when they said that I thought “okay, it’s going to take 2 years” and I was right. Also something to keep in mind is you will have to wear trays at night for the rest of your life or they will shift back, so it’s a continued expense to keep buying retainers (I get a new set about every 6 months or so). I am happy to have straight teeth and it’s more comfortable, my bite is better overall but it took time to adjust to a completely different bite. I have heard horror stories of people whose bite got more messed up after Invisalign - a lot of people warn against getting treated by a dentist as straightening teeth is not their specialty. I’d recommend a highly trained/high rated orthodontist (tho more expensive, it’s just not worth the risk of going the cheaper route when it comes to your teeth imo). Another thing to consider - the health of my teeth declined. My teeth have de-calcification from the attachments that were on my teeth, and one tooth even became more translucent. There’s even risks of teeth falling out (I’ve heard of it happening to people, I used to be in facebook groups for Invisalign which really opens your eyes to everything that could go wrong.) Not trying to scare you, you might luck out and have a totally smooth/good experience but there’s also a lot that can go wrong so it’s a risk. It might be worth it tho if it makes you less self conscious and feel better about smiling. Overall I’m happy I did it but I wish I had known more about the risks. Also I felt gaslit by the staff at the end - they put in a permanent wire retainer and I immediately had bad effects from it - it gave me headaches (I never get headaches) and when I went back in to discuss this they were like “ooooh, are you under a lot of stress lately” i was like “no, there’s been no change in my life besides this metal in my mouth” and they didn’t seem to believe it was possible… but I insisted they remove it and I immediately felt better. So I just stick to wearing the plastic trays at night (and my bottom teeth did not stay perfectly straight, but at least much better than what they were pre-treatment) …so just know that perfection probably isn’t possible, just improvement. They also told me it’s not possible that the attachments caused decalcification - then how come I didn’t have that before? And how come the decalcification is in the EXACT shape of where the attachment was, lol …that pissed me off. At the end of the day they are selling you a product/service and they don’t want to be held responsible for anything that may go wrong… just something to be wary of.

I have done invisiglin for 3.5 years. I just wanted to close a small gap bur the dentist was determined to make it wider and better overall. I Paid a good Price for what He did… But it took forever 😅

You are beautiful inside and outside.

Dang I’m gonna miss you.

I'm so sad to hear it but I completely respect your choices! I have really enjoyed your perspectives on being single, dating and your life aspirations!! You are different, and have unique insights on things but at the same time you are very relatable. Hearing you has helped my life journey and balance of managing my own personal goals with dating and what it all means. I hope to see you again soon. Best of luck to you!!🤗🤗

I’m so sorry to hear you don’t feel the same kind of safe opening up in this space you created here 😢 Your videos have been such important and relatable parts of my weeks! Whatever is going on, know that the people who understand you and who respect you will be here waiting for your return! And also in your corner. It sounds like you’ve had a hard couple of weeks between your brain tangle and this. Sending lots of well wishes that peace and YOUR people surround you and that whatever is hurting this space for you is blasted to hell 🙏

❤❤ will be here when you are ready.

An important topic! excellent vlog and much appreciated🙏🤗

Wow baby I love you ❤️🌹

Would you ever want to sell a pdf of the systems and process you built in reselling ? I’d buy it for sure. 😊