A week in my life | Jan vlog
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Prepping for the New Year
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Introducing Olive
3:54
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Declutter with me
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@jaidenlove2419
@jaidenlove2419 21 сағат бұрын
I can't get products to add to my cart on your website. 😞
@Ocean_Grove
@Ocean_Grove 11 сағат бұрын
Sorry!! We're working on it behind the scenes.. seems to be a site wide issue D:
@rainbowtropolis
@rainbowtropolis Күн бұрын
Great ideas this time around again! I'm waiting for Halloween, that's my favorite time of year! You had some moon cards (tarot or each planet/zodiac at one point?) I didn't save up enough money to get them by the time they sold out, so maybe new designs again for fall? Happy Pride Ocean, and give Olive some loves from your subscriber fan! 🥰🏳‍🌈
@eviec7876
@eviec7876 Күн бұрын
Oh you are so thoroughly wonderful! Just managed to delete a full job application and this was the exact video I needed to destress. Nice to watch someone else be productive 😅
@phillipwhite4741
@phillipwhite4741 2 күн бұрын
Dam your cute 😂 sorry not heathy
@satunbreeze
@satunbreeze 7 күн бұрын
This was insanely valuable! Im currently trying to figure out which surgery I want to get first, and how to make that happen. I think I have to figure out which will be more relieving for me, top surgery or a hysterectomy. A hysterectomy might give me a mental sigh of relief due to not having the risk of pregnancy, it costs less to get, and I dont have to continue taking birth control (which has historically messed with my head), but getting top surgery would make it so I wouldnt have to worry about my chest all the time, whether Im being misgendered because of it, and feeling more freedom in how I move in the world. I wish I didnt have to choose like this. Thank you, though. I feel far more informed!
@intplogician2338
@intplogician2338 10 күн бұрын
HOW MUCH DID YOU PAY FOR THE BOTTOM SURGERY LPEASE?
@iGastify
@iGastify 12 күн бұрын
Super excited for you! Makes me happy and excites me for my future as well! 😊
@duncanneal5278
@duncanneal5278 13 күн бұрын
I live in the USA and one of the surgeries I want is a Monsplasty. Using a STP right now with how big my Outer Mons is just not doable. I’m not sure what type of surgeon does a Monsplasty. Do you know what I should search for? Like what type of doctor? I’m so glad you made this video it gives me hope that one day I can possibly have a Monsplasty.
@maxtonofloinn4041
@maxtonofloinn4041 15 күн бұрын
I just rediscovered you again after not seeing your videos for a few years so I have just been watching a lot of your videos again today and my heart is just so full of trans queer joy listening to you! ^_^
@zhaygagnon8060
@zhaygagnon8060 15 күн бұрын
Can you pack with this???
@Twistedgrimm
@Twistedgrimm 15 күн бұрын
your not the only one that looks like this with your scars i have keloids from mine they have flattened alot you look really good bro i have hips for days i just call them love handles lol
@spudmadethis
@spudmadethis 15 күн бұрын
Medical MJ is vaped not smoked (uk rules) but you still have to stop for 2 weeks prior as it can affect anaesthesia.
@rainbowtropolis
@rainbowtropolis 15 күн бұрын
Hi there! Yes, of course I love your hair! The color is so "you" 👍☺ I think the scar stretching happened in the same spot on each side because of the post-surgical binders we had to wear maybe, on top of the reaction issues? Both sides of my top surgery scars messed up in the same spots as well. I LOVE your "Madagascar" reference! When I saw that the first time I thought "That's ME!" But I also have the gay label since transition. I've had a few women ask me out, but they're not my style. It's amazing how many people asked me "So, you're going to date women now?" 🤔🤦 Hidden T 🍆here too. I'm hefty. I'm about 190, 5 foot 3 inches. I was 220 for a while, lost weight, and now have the saggy skin plus the extra padding. Yes, your anesthetist needs to know your weight to know what dosage to give you to keep you out for surgery. I've been through a lot of surgeries, and the one where I live recognizes me now, so I ask her lots of questions before she puts me out (Maybe she puts me out quicker because I ask questions? 🤔) Thanks Ocean! Much love and so wonderful to see you're healing well! Thank you for the drawings and explanations as well, I'm still debating if I want to try for lower surgery (maybe metoidio, but need some lipo too)
@cmdibello3485
@cmdibello3485 15 күн бұрын
Will vitamin e help with your scars or skin fragility?
@FroggiBao
@FroggiBao 15 күн бұрын
After I had Crohn’s surgery I used Bio-Oil on my scars, faded them really well. May not be the answer for you in particular but it’s maybe something to look into ☺️ also I’ve seen many many cis guys with an hourglass figure, you’re fine ❤ The ‘break outs’ could be keloids and will hopefully flatten out over time 😊
@HmmmmmLemmeThinkNo
@HmmmmmLemmeThinkNo 15 күн бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing this! I hope your recovery continues to go well <3
@BenStimpsonAuthor
@BenStimpsonAuthor 16 күн бұрын
I lost about 30lbs in the span of a year and kept having weird sensations of just suddenly noticing how small I felt, like I would get up and realize I'm not as heavy anymore and it would feel odd. Did that happen for you after lipo? did it just feel weird?
@Ocean_Grove
@Ocean_Grove 16 күн бұрын
Yes! I keep going to grab my tummy or hips and feeling like part of me is missing because my sense of space has changed!
@BenStimpsonAuthor
@BenStimpsonAuthor 16 күн бұрын
@@Ocean_Grove I can imagine! it's so odd isn't it. all these updates from you lately, things seem to be going really well, I'm pleased for you dude
@pequenogaio4771
@pequenogaio4771 16 күн бұрын
Great video! Much love to you:)
@frameshifty
@frameshifty 16 күн бұрын
Your videos inspired me to set up a top surgery revision + hip lipo for this December. I am beyond stoked. Thank you for sharing this information.
@jeangenie1240
@jeangenie1240 16 күн бұрын
Thank you for giving us so much information.
@michailp3021
@michailp3021 19 күн бұрын
Such a cute bear😊
@DB-fr6gk
@DB-fr6gk 19 күн бұрын
Hello Ocean! Thank you so much for your videos :) Just in case, I wanted to tell you that I had trouble finding your patreon- nothing came up when I searched conscious_euphoria on the app - maybe you could add a link on your website? Please ignore this if it’s already there and I just didn’t find it haha! I hope you and Olive have a good day :)
@rainbowtropolis
@rainbowtropolis 22 күн бұрын
I love the idea of taking the time off for yourself, and glad that you didn't stay around anyone that didn't deserve you! You're awesome, strong, sweet and creative. I'm glad I found your channel 🫶👍
@Ocean_Grove
@Ocean_Grove 20 күн бұрын
Thank you <3
@xmichaela
@xmichaela 23 күн бұрын
Hello Ocean:) I found your channel recently and just wanted to thank you for your amazing content ☺️ Greetings from Germany to you and Olive🫒
@Ocean_Grove
@Ocean_Grove 20 күн бұрын
Hello! Thank you so much! :D
@ChildofMoon801
@ChildofMoon801 23 күн бұрын
Hey interesting content, could you tell how much the surgery costs you?
@Ocean_Grove
@Ocean_Grove 20 күн бұрын
I can't remember off the top of my head but my video 1 month post op goes into detail about the cost!
@vegamusician
@vegamusician 23 күн бұрын
very nice! I am also taking a BIG BREAK from dating as my last relationship left me really hopeless. I date women, and it's hard already, can't imagine dating cis men. The possibility of a violent event with a man is way scary to me. I hug you from afar!
@Ocean_Grove
@Ocean_Grove 20 күн бұрын
Sending love to you after your recent relationship. It's really hard but you got this! Looking forward to what the future holds for you.
@BenStimpsonAuthor
@BenStimpsonAuthor 23 күн бұрын
Despite coming from a shitty situation, it sounds like it was an overall positive exercise to go through! lots of learning attained.
@Ocean_Grove
@Ocean_Grove 20 күн бұрын
Thank you :)
@BenStimpsonAuthor
@BenStimpsonAuthor 20 күн бұрын
@@Ocean_Grove always a pleasure to watch your updates and videos, handsome!
@rainbowtropolis
@rainbowtropolis 27 күн бұрын
Excitement ensues 😀
@itsame2649
@itsame2649 Ай бұрын
Is this basically like the transthetic hot rod but with a foreskin? I want to know whether it's worth buying, given that I already have the hot rod
@Ocean_Grove
@Ocean_Grove 20 күн бұрын
Yes I think so!
@itsame2649
@itsame2649 20 күн бұрын
@@Ocean_Grove Great, thank you for letting me know!
@levipette
@levipette Ай бұрын
It be cool if u could wear it all day and to pee out of tip for us metoidioplasty ftm men
@Ocean_Grove
@Ocean_Grove 20 күн бұрын
I think there are some packers like this on the market!
@DamienXavier1828
@DamienXavier1828 Ай бұрын
I really need to get something like this until I get bottom surgery. I’m gonna get phalloplasty but I gotta wait two years because my surgeon is still perfecting his technique. :p
@Ocean_Grove
@Ocean_Grove 20 күн бұрын
This could be a great option!
@maxencepareyt6120
@maxencepareyt6120 Ай бұрын
You look so happy. It makes me happy. Gonna buy this incredible toy very soon, thank you for your videos. Trans joy really is magic ❤
@Ocean_Grove
@Ocean_Grove 20 күн бұрын
Hooray! Thank you
@Megtran-lb2ji
@Megtran-lb2ji Ай бұрын
I don't like referring to this as a "toy". It's more like a tool.
@Ocean_Grove
@Ocean_Grove 20 күн бұрын
Definitely can be more of a tool for some folks!
@blaue_blue
@blaue_blue Ай бұрын
Have you done the Banana Strokers? I haven't used one before, and I'm interested in a starter one, and not sure which one to get. These are a little pricey with the skin, and if I happen to like strokers, I would definitely get it.
@Ocean_Grove
@Ocean_Grove 20 күн бұрын
I haven't, but I'm looking into it!
@LeppardLadyRN
@LeppardLadyRN Ай бұрын
I’m curious, serious question, is it just for masturbation?
@vickilawrence7207
@vickilawrence7207 Ай бұрын
Well, I’ll be! I’ve seen it all now! That thing looks very realistic!
@Ocean_Grove
@Ocean_Grove 20 күн бұрын
Right?!
@boylemansion
@boylemansion Ай бұрын
I got the basic version of this because I didn't wanna shell out the 120£ for a type of toy I have never tried before I've used it 3 times now and still haven't got the hang of it, so I worry maybe this type of toy isn't for me 😔 I think because the basic version has no real shaft or foreskin I need to find out what the best motion would be
@Ocean_Grove
@Ocean_Grove 20 күн бұрын
I found that rather than pulling it back and fourth as much as a flesh light for cis men, it's more of a bouncing motion? the foreskin really helps with it not leaving your body too much and maintaining the suction. Hope this helps somewhat!
@arnoldallen8985
@arnoldallen8985 Ай бұрын
Wait don’t use lube in the stroker? What prevents it from ripping your skin when engaging the suction? A few strokers I have i do use with lube to help it suction without it pulling on me too much. Perhaps the ones I have tried were too small for my anatomy.
@Ocean_Grove
@Ocean_Grove 20 күн бұрын
I suppose everyones anatomy is different! I didn't find the suction to be too vigorous that it would cause stress on my body. It's not as intense as a pump where I would need more lube.
@jerrimenard3092
@jerrimenard3092 Ай бұрын
I am nonbinary and not on T. Would it work in a harnesses? Could I put a condom on it and use it to peg?
@jasperj.d.g.4147
@jasperj.d.g.4147 Ай бұрын
Eh, it doesn't have a base so it would probably not do great with a harness.
@xdani_thethinkingneko
@xdani_thethinkingneko Ай бұрын
Oh wow. This is so cool! I'm cis but I remember when my ex-boyfriend who was trans had a packer, and as a forewarning the next sentences are going to be very NSFW - he had an STP device, and it like went soft and hard. I remember one time when we were having sex, I like did stuff to him down there, while doing stuff to the packer and he said he actually felt it. That like looking at that happening, almost made like phantom feelings happen? But they felt real to him?I don't know why ,but it was pretty cool. Since before that he like literally wasn't able to orgasm. It was the first time he had ever been able too. He literally ended up crying, as that was something he never thought he was going to be able to do because of how bad the dysphoria was. Something like this, is going to make such a big difference for people. It really makes me so happy. Especially since it seems like bottom surgery for trans men, is not as far along as it is for trans women. So this is a great option for trans men / trans masc people.💞 I'm so happy for you guys🥹💞 Btw the way that you're like trying to tiptoe around KZfaq censorship rules, and talk about this is so adorable by the way ❤️
@xdani_thethinkingneko
@xdani_thethinkingneko Ай бұрын
6:44 See like that's exactly what my ex was saying he felt.... And it wasn't even something as advanced as this. This really is so awesome for people. 🥹❤️
@MM-km1vl
@MM-km1vl Ай бұрын
I love your haircut, beard and your glasses, they suit your face so well! 😮❤
@Ocean_Grove
@Ocean_Grove 20 күн бұрын
Thanks!!
@elliaustr017
@elliaustr017 Ай бұрын
I just checked their website. They also sell packers in 10 skin tones. Their stroker seems to be in 5 skin tones. Theyre UK based and ships internationally. Im so happy this exists.
@Ocean_Grove
@Ocean_Grove 20 күн бұрын
Me too!
@rainbowtropolis
@rainbowtropolis Ай бұрын
Thank you for the review, and yes, sound plays a big role in going solo for me, so thank you for the candid details! I agree it's really realistic! I haven't tried anything like this so far, but have thought about it a lot. I'm on disability so cost is an issue of course. My thoughts were to be able to put vibrating egg in there or something too, and harness usability would be nice!
@Ocean_Grove
@Ocean_Grove 20 күн бұрын
I would rather fit in something that's too roomy than not fit at all. Hope that helps?
@rainbowtropolis
@rainbowtropolis 19 күн бұрын
@@Ocean_Grove Yes, that helps, thank you ☺
@krystalgypsy3969
@krystalgypsy3969 Ай бұрын
I never realized products like this existed. I think this is really awesome even though I (amab) have no personal need for this.
@azzahrrenayala3366
@azzahrrenayala3366 Ай бұрын
And you don’t have to pay an arm and a leg to get it! I’m literally screaming. I love it so much!
@noidontdrinkbathwater7491
@noidontdrinkbathwater7491 Ай бұрын
WHA- HAHAHAHAHA !!!! that product looks promising ...
@sandersystreams123
@sandersystreams123 Ай бұрын
Looks great. Any tips for how to hide this sort of thing when you live with someone else? It would be very shocking to find, lol
@xdani_thethinkingneko
@xdani_thethinkingneko Ай бұрын
You could get maybe be a false book? Or if you went to like a smoke shop, they have some times things that look like cans, or like something else and there will actually be like a stash spot. Maybe if you got one of the bigger ones it would actually be able to fit, like the Arizona can ones?
@Ocean_Grove
@Ocean_Grove 20 күн бұрын
I would just keep it in a little pouch in a drawer!
@lentalguts
@lentalguts Ай бұрын
Have you tried for MorMe packer? Is this it?
@Ocean_Grove
@Ocean_Grove Ай бұрын
This is the "Insert Here Prosthetic", my most recent video is the MoreMe stroker! :)
@lentalguts
@lentalguts Ай бұрын
@@Ocean_Grove thanks! Would you consider the MorMe soft packers? They seem really good quality
@maryhinge40
@maryhinge40 Ай бұрын
WTF is this bollox doing on my feed, get lost