@jkkyker9410 I switched over to the wooden riser and like it more. The limbs are still awesome! Worth every penny.

@Angel.Custodio all the parts from the hoyt will fit on the tbow. It's technically a clone, but the actual hoyt parts bolt right on. It's a sweet bow, but it is lighter in the hand. That can be a good or bad thing. Just all boils down to preference.

@d3x731 I totally get what you mean 😆 in that case I usually just give her what she thinks she wants lol makes her wanna leave. Reverse psychology on crazy chick's is the key to keeping them at bay.

I really do appreciate it man. As long as I'm able to help out at least 1 person, then I guess im doing something right.

@@CrowArchery5150 Absolutely, you are Crow- You helped me more than you know a few months ago when I was going through all that shit - I probably would've made some really bad choices if I didn't find you're video that day - I do believe there's a reason I found you're video -

Of course I remember you. Thanks for the comment and I'm glad to hear that everything is finally coming together.

Anytime, man. Trust me when I say that it comes from many mistakes and an understanding that I'm terrible at following my own advice.....so I channel it into this so that maybe someone else can learn and have the things I cannot lol. I accepted my fate a long time ago. I know that sounds depressing, but honestly, I don't believe so. I think it has something to do with being called to a higher purpose and with that, other sacrifices must be made.

@@CrowArchery5150Yeah, also, we have to love ourselves and be strong for the people we love. I’m dealing with a avoidant with BPD so it’s been quite wild but I have faith that I give her space she’ll come back, really nice person just a lot of troubles. Me being anxious I dumped so much on her, 😂. It’s been a learning experience for sure. We all gotta heal tho.

@@StevensBorowsky anytime 🤙 I really do appreciate it.

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You'll enjoy it for sure. I miss my satori all the time.

If you choose to cover your costs that's cool, however it's not a requirement in my eyes.

Thank you so much for the support. Yeah as far as religion, I don't usually talk about it here due to the amount of addicts that come here for the mrt content that I do. When people are trying to get sober, the number 1 thing that places tend to do is introduce them to religion and while I'm a believer myself, I remember during my days of being lost in addiction and back then just as all addicts do, I found myself blaming everyone including God. So in my research I've found that it's harder to get a greater percentage of success from introducing something that most (at least in the beginning) aren't really ready to accept until they get past the first couple of initial hurdles. I know once you are forced into sobriety such as for the court system, they tend to want to replace one addiction for another usually religion, meetings, etc. When really it's all about doing it 1 day at a time 1 step at a time. Plus religion tends to be correctly implanted through allowing people to come when they are ready instead of being legally obligated to incorporate God into their life.

The only one that I can do would be making the tip of my finger disappear 😆 like back in elementary school. Or the illusion of a pencil being rubber.

Thank you for the support and yes we do have choices all the time. Sometimes in life we just have to say no. I know the recidivism rate here in KY is 95% and I refuse to be a part of that. Life is too short to be wasting years living with a bunch of dudes who 95% of are already destined to go back.......no.

Me too

I've passed it for the court system 2 times. Failing 7 times tells me 1 of 2 things. Either there is something not being mentioned or your mrt teacher and group were complete garbage.

@@CrowArchery5150 Good comment. There are some really bad MRT group facilitators. Of course there are some really good ones too.

Lol yeah I'm bad about that. What made it worse was a tiny bug flying around and landing on me the whole time. Honestly I just didn't feel like redoing it all.

@@CrowArchery5150 Cool.

I honestly do get that for real. Nowadays idk if I would because of my similar experience, but in all honesty looking back the one I dated was one that realistically I shouldn't have gotten involved with in the first place so I do take a big chunk of the blame with its failure.

So right you are.......so right you are. I love you, Aunt Jenn, along with everyone else in the family. I know I'm not around as often as I should be or like to be, but all I can say is that I'm on my purpose. It may be an unorthodox and uncanny way of "preaching," I guess you could say, but my hypothesis of what would happen has been correct. This may sound like I'm about to go into a different topic, but it does come full circle. So people in drug addiction (once they get on a path of sobering up and all that) are placed in programs that attempt to reprogram a core personality trait on someone's way of thinking and seeing things. One of the biggest tools is obviously the Bible, God, or a religion of some sort (replacing one addiction for another to im assuming under the guise that it will help find ones purpose) however the problem is that a drug addicts mind opporates from a victim mentality and with that comes alot of those people denouncing or blaming god for their problems so they are then forced to be a part of something that they arent willing to be invested in in the first place. The mainstream one is something within the following of christ. The problem with that is, is that we are trying to take a damaged mind and make it understand things that it doesn't have the ability to comprehend until the true desire surfaces of wanting to know the truth. Drug addicts for the most part, believe what they can see, not what they have to just have faith in......at least at first. So my experiment then became "how can I find a new, improved, and more successful way of getting the mind to that point without taking away the love and word of god?" Well that's when I came up with the idea of using and talking about real world examples that are extremely common and relatable enough to that damaged mind so that they wouldn't immediately reject the idea of possible change. As we know and agree that God himself may be the top of the chain but getting more people to see who he is, mean it, and try from a standpoint of authenticity is the ultimate goal. However, sometimes you gotta stop and see a few sun rises, sunsets, storms, trials, etc. along the way. I guess summed up in the simplest terms............showing the love and wisdom of God through being a vessel of action, relatability, and the appearance (with experience to back it up) of being someone that can speak from a place of core soul relatability. The secret? Unlocking ones ability to believe in themselves once again. The raw power of understanding we can be our own greatest enemy or our greatest ally (speaking of our own personal mind and being aware of what we water or poison it with) is life altering and the beginning of the road to getting to the gates of ivory. Once the ability of belief is unlocked, then comes the ability to accept that their really may be something greater than ourselves, which leads to trying to seek it, which leads to eventually finding it, and that leads to the chance of actually rewiring the brain permanently.........a power of God that has been gifted to all of us, however I don't believe many throughout the aeons have ever stopped to see the true power that God really gave us. They say and talk about all the time about how we are "powerless" all the time concerning the glory of God. Honestly, I disagree with that view. I think being made in God's image, if anything, gave us the ultimate power of God (the power to change things of immeasurable proportion such as fate and destiny). I'm sure some would call everything I've stated as blasphemous, but to that I say simply this............the enemy has walked and lived among us for a millenia and if we know history is doomed to repeat itself because humanity as a whole never learned the lesson we were supposed to learn then who can confidently stand up look me in the eye and say that the physical book of God sold to us through a society of non perfect, rampant running evil, greedy, lustful, glutonous, and poison; hasn't been modified to fit an agenda of corruption and evil? My evidence? The catholic church......they are known for molestation of children and the willingness to cover it up........I'm not sorry for not trusting the words nor "wisdom" of blatant hypocrisy and degeneracy while hiding behind something that has zero tolerance for that kind of behavior. That's not me saying I don't believe in God. That's me saying that it's been put in our face that the most powerful organization claiming to be of God is actually just a front to hide what really goes on there.......with that in control of honestly the mainstream world how do we know what the basic instructions before leaving earth really said? I don't believe the answer lies within a book that's been perverted by the imperfections of humanity. I believe the answer lies within God granting us the desire and ability to do the right thing because it's the right thing to do.....not because you become led to believe you will receive a certain result. We get told time and time again that if you do XYZ, then you will make it to heaven, and if you do ABC, then you will end up being damned to Hell. We all know that one of the most important things in life is to find our purpose.......what if people like us purpose is to discover the truth that is hidden away from the common man by the evil people convincing the world of its righteousness. Evil comes in the most effective form of benevolence. The safest place to hide is in plain sight.......so in conclusion.....I believe my purpose that God gave me on this earth is to expose the truth instead of cowardly following along to the things presented to us from a force of evil claiming itself as good. If that's blasphemous thinking.......well, I'd probably call it that too if it threatened a position of power that I was unwilling to relinquish. Cough cough (congressmen) cough cough (catholic church and vatican) cough cough (the government) cough (organizations profiting from evil affairs done by these entities). God said, "Do not love this world nor succumb to it.......this I now fully understand and see the reality through the white noise of what he was saying to begin with. We see that evil forces have mastered one thing scarily well and that's "keep your friends close, but keep your enemies closer" and what better way to do that then to gain control of the most powerful organization of organized religion......the Vatican. It is considered to be one of the most holy places on earth, and yet that place is desicrated by perverted men used as suits of flesh by benevolent and powerful forces. Is this a theory of conspiracy? Theory is an educated guess, but is it a guess when the proof has presented itself time and time again through history and time? So what do we do? It's simple really. We stand firm in what we know God's love truly is.......an unyielding light and love that understands the need to rid wretched things with relentless and barbarous annilation (the flood, the killing of first borns, etc), but God taught us another lesson.....without evil and terrible, good could not be there to triumph over it to deliver and show the proof that God and his unrelenting love exsists. Sorry for the long reply........I've honestly been needing to get that out for a long time. As they say......God works in mysterious ways.

Wow and now I can't even see what I replied to your comment..........proof that everything I said was probably scarily accurate and something doesn't want it to see the light of day.

I can see my original reply now and there was something I forgot to mention as it's a very important detail. If we look at things from the side of evil what would be the ultimate way to try to deter God's people from him? Associate evil deeds with him and his holy structures. Getting associated with trafficking kids is a great example. It's the most vindictive and powerful move that pure evil would choose. Why create a literal hell on earth when you could in theory cut the life line while being in control of how he and his holiness could be perceived? Perception is an interesting thing especially since the masses are more inclined to trust how they perceive something vs what actually is. If we look at history it's been done a couple of times by these forces. Let's look at the crusades.........men went and slaughtered people on their own home land "in the name of god"......that wasn't in the name of god.....it was in the name of taking land by force for power and was approved by? The catholic church.......benevolence......the scariest evil of all. Lucifer and his forces have been doing this same strategy since the beginning of time when we stop and look at history. Just using different meat suits in various points of time. Hitler trying to erase the jews.....the Vatican and it's crusades/secret trafficking ring, etc.......this isn't to say that the majority of people belonging to catholic faith are a part of it all. Honestly I think the different sects of worshiping the same God is a little ironic seeing as how we are all the children of God......so why separate us all from each other? Everyone knows greater power comes in mass.......why not weaken the link by separating everyone using underhanded tactics to manipulate and change the word of god? I know all of this sounds crazy, but one thing is for certain..........it is always a battle between good and evil in this world and we see that everyday in many ways. Many would say everything I've said is blasphemous or psychotic rambling, but is it really? Is it really so hard to believe that all of that is possible considering other things that are even more ridiculous sounding are accepted by the masses? Example........where is the blackbook of epstien? Where is the ark of the covanent? Where are the stones in which god carved for mosses to carry and stand as the most basic laws? Wouldn't you think that we as a nation and world deserve to have unlimited viewing access to the most holy and divine relics of our lord and savior? Of course we deserve to have unlimited viewing access of these items, but we all know the Vatican has them along with secrets held since the dawn of time......hidden from God's people by forces which seek to inevitably destroy us as a species and inevitably make people question if these things even exist.......I know well in my heart and mind that they do and I'm not nieve enough to trust anyone, anything, any entity, or any organization that denies God's people at least viewing access of the artifacts and relics that God placed upon this earth as symbols of his existence, promises, and grace. They can use whatever excuse they want but all of them are a cover up of one simple thing.........a way to attempt to control the actual power of God. True blasphemy...........and deserving of complete and total annilation, rebuilding, and reclaiming what was stolen from the actual true servants, worshipers, and children of God. We see we are in the final days......or so they say based on the signs told to us from the Bible, but one thing I believe has been left out or misinterpreted. I don't believe god would literally destroy the world like it says in revelations. I think that was an edited line done to strip God's people of will to continue on. I think instead he would cleanse the earth again and start over like what happend with the flood......but if it was worded like that, then God's people wouldn't be put in a position to actually change what God gave us the power to do......change destiny and fate by having the ability to change our willpower in order to take away what evil wanted all along. Annilation for everything and everyone. Sure it says that all of the believers would be delivered unto heaven, but that could be said to bring a bit of relief to those who choose to do nothing and not try to use the power that God has given them........which leads to surrendering to the enemies will and allowing it to shape the future. Why let that happen when we have the ability to shape the future? God gave us brilliant minds that have achieved things once believed to be impossible or inevitable.......so why would God limit us by not allowing humanity to learn the lesson which started it all in the garden of eden.......don't listen to the serpent. If anything......I believe God allows everyone a chance at redemption....including the ability to save our kind from the grievous miracle of utter decimation. The secret? Remembering God gave us the ability of belief within ourselves and giving us the tools from the beginning.......aka making us in his image and giving us the power of him at all times as long as we do what? Believe in and serve him without fear of evil or death. The Bible tells stories of men who refused to bow to a false king. Being exposed to waves of fire for their transgressions, but they lived because they not only believed in him, but they truly believed in their faith not questioning themselves a.k.a believe in oneself knowing within it was right even though the odds said other wise.

@@CrowArchery5150 Oh honey we need to talk! We think ALOT alike! 😘💙