Getting my FIRST TESTOSTERONE SHOT
2:52
Short Transgender film - "Samuel"
6:46
Bad Trans Days + Dysphoria
8:25
6 жыл бұрын
Worth It  - Fifth Harmony - (Cover)
3:15
One Dance  - Drake -  Cover (Acoustic)
2:35
Alan Walker -  Faded -  Cover
2:44
8 жыл бұрын
Original song - "PERFECT"
5:20
8 жыл бұрын
Drake - One Dance - Cover
4:33
8 жыл бұрын
Torn - Natalie Imbruglia (cover)
3:33
MY GIRLFRIEND SHAVES MY HEAD
14:42
8 жыл бұрын
BIRTHDAY HAUL // Androgynous style
10:01
Пікірлер
@Al-Farouk2003
@Al-Farouk2003 Жыл бұрын
I'm proud of you man, proud of you bro , I didn't thought that there are strong people like you 💪 💙
@Niceguy782
@Niceguy782 Жыл бұрын
how u gonna be having the same name as me
@kennycuts1
@kennycuts1 2 жыл бұрын
I'm a lecensed barber and i honestly think Amy would look so cool and awesome that haircut she has the perfect face shape,smile and looks for very short hair,remember change is so cool and it;s a new begining.Go for it Amy,be you.
@Sherlock245
@Sherlock245 2 жыл бұрын
Other detrans of ftm pls listen. kzfaq.info/get/bejne/jbCVa7SQz6iygYU.html
@killuv811
@killuv811 2 жыл бұрын
Whats your dosage?
@misslibz4725
@misslibz4725 3 жыл бұрын
💙💙
@danieyyoung5471
@danieyyoung5471 3 жыл бұрын
Truly wonderful that you are yourself ❤
@jazminfay1038
@jazminfay1038 3 жыл бұрын
Does your bone structure in your jaw change
@samuelcaleb4451
@samuelcaleb4451 3 жыл бұрын
My jaw has definitely become wider set but I'm not too sure about the technicalities of bone structure etc. sorry!
@henryslamaker8856
@henryslamaker8856 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this video. Still pre T. This was very real and educational. Also reassuring. So glad you were brave enough to make the vid.
@brandiroberts1136
@brandiroberts1136 3 жыл бұрын
Hi
@celinyrosas9798
@celinyrosas9798 3 жыл бұрын
Gostei muito
@Nine.0
@Nine.0 3 жыл бұрын
Where are you man update us
@samuelcaleb4451
@samuelcaleb4451 3 жыл бұрын
I'm working on it!
@Nine.0
@Nine.0 3 жыл бұрын
Sam Mackay heyy!! Tried to find your account on any social media but unfortunately couldn't, are they private or is it okay to ask you for them?
@samuelcaleb4451
@samuelcaleb4451 3 жыл бұрын
@@Nine.0 no worries, I think it's because my insta name is different! - @samuelcalebjames :)
@myrkflinn4331
@myrkflinn4331 4 жыл бұрын
Im 3 months in and yup: bacne, chest acne, shoulders, arms...I do hope its temporary cos I had acne pre T ever since I turned 14, but this is just... I mean, it proves I have T in my system I suppose lol But I gotta say, the changes are getting very real! Good for you! :)
@samuelcaleb4451
@samuelcaleb4451 3 жыл бұрын
Thanks man, hope everything is going well for you still! I am 2 years on T now and things have settled a lot in terms of acne etc. Hopefully I'll find some time to do a video soon :)
@Goofypoof
@Goofypoof 3 жыл бұрын
yoo wtf give us an updateeee
@flgryog705
@flgryog705 4 жыл бұрын
beautiful man 😍😍🥓🥓
@philiplymer3363
@philiplymer3363 4 жыл бұрын
Shave all Amy's hair off
@farzenlran6409
@farzenlran6409 4 жыл бұрын
Very good 😊🌷❤
@HCain
@HCain 4 жыл бұрын
My parents have just told me i can't go to our church if i cut my hair. My mum tells me to accept myself as a girl but i need my parents to accept me as their transgender son. I haven't got anywhere with them in 5 years. I'm 18 and i'm worried i'll be stuck the way i am and miserable for the rest of my life because the pressure to stay presenting as female is stronger than my own desire to transition. I am a christian and I believe that God accepts me for who i am, but how can i make my parents see that?
@Sherlock245
@Sherlock245 2 жыл бұрын
Other detrans of ftm pls listen. kzfaq.info/get/bejne/jbCVa7SQz6iygYU.html
@iiangelaii4075
@iiangelaii4075 4 жыл бұрын
I miss your music
@bLANchy8
@bLANchy8 4 жыл бұрын
Any updates, Sam?
@samuelcaleb4451
@samuelcaleb4451 3 жыл бұрын
Been super awol haha sorry but hoping to do an update soon :)
@bLANchy8
@bLANchy8 3 жыл бұрын
Sam Mackay no worries at all! Do you have an Instagram to follow?
@samuelcaleb4451
@samuelcaleb4451 3 жыл бұрын
@@bLANchy8 I do :) @samuelcalebjames
@drewmartin7586
@drewmartin7586 5 жыл бұрын
I am FTM myself. I wanted to share my experience with you. Jesus came to me in a dream and I was praying to God in my dream about paying for my top surgery as I did not have money for it. I saw the medical bracelet on my wrist in my dream and feeling/asking "how am I going to pay for this God?" I then walked in to a room with chairs and a 2 seater couch/chair where there was a black man with his back to me. I felt cold and put my hands up to his back without trying to touch him as I was looking to just feel his body heat as I was so cold. Even though I did not touch the man in my dream he said to me "Your cold" and I felt embarrassed that this man had caught me being close to him and I said " Yes I am". The man then turned around and placed my hands over mine and I felt instant warmth through out my body. I looked up to see the mans face and I knew in my heart and mind that "It was Jesus" I bowed my head and then Jesus spoke these words to me " Have no fear for I will be with you." and then my dream ended. When I went for my top surgery my insurance paid for everything except $60.00 which I paid for. God is good and yes he loves us.
@drewmartin7586
@drewmartin7586 5 жыл бұрын
One important detail that I wanted to add, the chairs and couch and room were the exact same in color and placement as in my dream when I went in for my surgery. Even the carpet. I sat across the 2 seater couch/chair as in my dream so that I could face it when waiting to go in for my surgery as I wanted to be with Jesus while waiting.
@Sherlock245
@Sherlock245 2 жыл бұрын
Other detrans of ftm pls listen. kzfaq.info/get/bejne/jbCVa7SQz6iygYU.html
@willstutsman8541
@willstutsman8541 5 жыл бұрын
Tomorrow, I get to go to my cities pride parade for the first time. Although I'm excited, my anxiety and dysphoria are sneaking up on me as a transgender man. I've been sitting here in my room for most of the day now, and I started looking for something on KZfaq to pick me up a bit. But this hit me hard. I usually try not to cry all too much, but this did it. I'm barely getting my mother to buy me clothes that match my gender and I am years away from getting on to Testosterone. This has me a bit hopeful, that one day, in the future, that I will be able to stand at the face of the ocean and be at peace with my body. Thank you, Samuel, for putting this out into the world.
@user-ry1hg2dp1h
@user-ry1hg2dp1h 5 жыл бұрын
هههمم😀🥰
@tameradraws7567
@tameradraws7567 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@emiliojose5825
@emiliojose5825 5 жыл бұрын
É rapar o cabelo ao garahao
@arhevaninetti1799
@arhevaninetti1799 5 жыл бұрын
Dude, I was the 666th view. Good vibes
@matthewsheather5884
@matthewsheather5884 5 жыл бұрын
This film really hit home, great job man
@denismarien7883
@denismarien7883 5 жыл бұрын
Sam it's painful
@levijacobsreid8864
@levijacobsreid8864 5 жыл бұрын
im a trans guy, and I’ve only recently been saved by God. But I get a lot of criticism from a lot of people for it because of the surrounding hatred towards the lgbt+ community. I’m glad I found your video. God bless ❤️
@stacygordon5784
@stacygordon5784 5 жыл бұрын
That was literally the best film I’ve seen. It really hit home and then with the voice crack at the end...I’m bawling. I’m literally bawling because I don’t have the freedom you do to express my self and it literally hurts that I have to hide it....🥺😔
@philiplymer3363
@philiplymer3363 5 жыл бұрын
Shave Amy's hair off
@yesiloveit1607
@yesiloveit1607 5 жыл бұрын
So handsome😍
@ghxstyboi8858
@ghxstyboi8858 5 жыл бұрын
Wow nice jawline bro! I'm ftm too
@inusora0
@inusora0 5 жыл бұрын
Great short video, love it! All my support to your transition and to all trans people who are struggling through their journeys. You are you, and not what people might think of you, NEVER GIVE UP!
@coralisedesreumaux1398
@coralisedesreumaux1398 5 жыл бұрын
Sam thank you for this emotional/amazing video. I cried the whole time (normally I never do😅). Thank you for showing us your journey and I’m so happy to see your shinning smile at the end 🙌🏻☺️. Greetings from Belgium 🇧🇪
@nithiany
@nithiany 6 жыл бұрын
Wow I’m so proud of you 🖤🖤🖤
@a7ewald
@a7ewald 6 жыл бұрын
Good luck on this journey! <3 <3 <3
@2muchWack
@2muchWack 6 жыл бұрын
Also that booty tho 😍💕 lol
@2muchWack
@2muchWack 6 жыл бұрын
Ouch I hate shots lol but good luck!
@cleeeeeetus
@cleeeeeetus 6 жыл бұрын
OH MY GOD IM LITERALLY CRYING. I've been following your story before you came out at transgender and I never seen you more confident and so self aware until now and it's so beautiful seeing you being your true self. 💕
@courtneysteele211
@courtneysteele211 6 жыл бұрын
This is so incredibly beautiful, both the message and the film ❤ I hope you got an A+ for this!
@a7ewald
@a7ewald 6 жыл бұрын
OMG! Your smile, may it stay forever! <3 <3 <3
@juliabourget3888
@juliabourget3888 6 жыл бұрын
I truly am so happy for you that you're not giving up the fight, to watch you finding your path and to know you're not becoming part of those heartbreaking figures you gave. Congrats on the video, it is so well-made ❤
@megankatedoolan
@megankatedoolan 6 жыл бұрын
this is absolutely beautiful Sam, everyone should watch this video. Gives such an insight. I hope you continue to find happiness, peace and love ❤️
@extremebee95
@extremebee95 6 жыл бұрын
This is beautiful, congratulations ❤
@ghjh56
@ghjh56 6 жыл бұрын
This was absolutely beautiful Sam!
@francesthelostone9975
@francesthelostone9975 6 жыл бұрын
A close person of mine is currently struggling with this exact feeling- feeling of not belonging to his body, and from what I've been told this is what it feels like. This is what runs through his mind, moment by moment. I think you're brave for finding yourself. For figuring you out, and keeping up with it. Isn't that what God himself would want? For a human to be content with and within himself. Humans beings are created to live the best possible version of their lives. In that sense, it makes Him content also. To know you struggle, to know you're on the path of finding, to know you're patient and present in what you see as the best version of yourself. Because, once content with yourself, only then you can make changes around you happen. And make this place He created better. Of all the things you could have done- realizing your true inner self is the highest of values, and only then can you open up your eyes to values of others.
@fariachdiat
@fariachdiat 6 жыл бұрын
Nice song. The logic course how much is it for a term?
@bLANchy8
@bLANchy8 6 жыл бұрын
Are you going to continue singing as your voice deepens? I think it would be interesting to hear the changes happening in real time :)
@samuelcaleb4451
@samuelcaleb4451 6 жыл бұрын
Yeah I definitely want to. Very interested to see how things change! :)
@a7ewald
@a7ewald 6 жыл бұрын
I wish you luck! <3 <3 <3
@samuelcaleb4451
@samuelcaleb4451 6 жыл бұрын
Thankyou!
@aotradimension
@aotradimension 6 жыл бұрын
This is really nice. Thank you.