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@rishisaha9987
@rishisaha9987 32 минут бұрын
So beautiful elegant so much I am a girl but I am a child 🖤🖤🖤🖤🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍💜💜💜🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
@rishisaha9987
@rishisaha9987 33 минут бұрын
So cute So preety So elegant my princess jisoo I am a girl but I am a child how love jisoo like here👇 💜💜💜💜💜🤍🤍❤🤍🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
@Gloria-tx2mu
@Gloria-tx2mu 40 минут бұрын
Me 🇮🇹😊🥰😍😍😍😍
@yumonpiq
@yumonpiq Сағат бұрын
I LOVE JISOO SO MUCH
@nganbic9750
@nganbic9750 2 сағат бұрын
language Vietnam
@RamonaPeteri
@RamonaPeteri 3 сағат бұрын
I love Jisoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@mdAlifgamer7316
@mdAlifgamer7316 4 сағат бұрын
Jisoo Blackpink disband 😔
@user-bw1zj3mj7x
@user-bw1zj3mj7x 5 сағат бұрын
I Miss you Jisoo...
@arnauddecoster2883
@arnauddecoster2883 5 сағат бұрын
Je t’aime JISOO ❤❤❤❤❤❤
@user-ly1vp5qq3f
@user-ly1vp5qq3f 5 сағат бұрын
I Love you , Jisoo ♡
@christellepasquier3674
@christellepasquier3674 6 сағат бұрын
지수 아직도 너무 예뻐 ❤❤❤
@mandystiebert7852
@mandystiebert7852 6 сағат бұрын
I Love Jisoo
@karishmasecurityservices4985
@karishmasecurityservices4985 8 сағат бұрын
Jisoo is so beautiful
@devendrasingh-uy9bq
@devendrasingh-uy9bq 8 сағат бұрын
Hi jisso ❤❤
@user-ks6bk1kc8m
@user-ks6bk1kc8m 10 сағат бұрын
외모는 4세대포함 최강인듯
@_sim_to8576
@_sim_to8576 11 сағат бұрын
i love you so muchhhhhh so cute
@yaretariasdzul3315
@yaretariasdzul3315 11 сағат бұрын
Me encanta, el conejo 🐇
@hezell936
@hezell936 12 сағат бұрын
i,m fans you sister jisoo😊😊
@devinjo2318
@devinjo2318 13 сағат бұрын
Oink Oink.. Tell me something Please.. Tell me How can I reach your Heart.. Will you let me reach Your Heart.. If the Letters I write.. and the Words I share describing How I feel.. the way I love YOU.. and How I just can't stop thinking of YOU.. I really really needs to Know.. would you please tell me How can I reach your Heart.. YOU know that I have been trying.. I have been siting down.. looking at this desk.. and Pulling out the Clean pieces of papers.. I would put the eraser close to My heart.. just in case I would make a Mistake of telling YOU the wrong.. and I would stop.. I would sit and Pull up the Paper.. and both hands grabbing on the sides of the Paper.. I would read.. standing UP I would read out Loud.. behind me is the wall.. and even if I have to face the wall.. but thinking of YOU.. I would open my mouth wide and say the words Out loud.. as if you are standing there.. I would close both eyes.. and I would see Your Face.. I would see your Beautiful Face.. before I stand UP to turn to LOOK at the wall.. I be on the chair sitting down.. looking at your Picture before I would get UP out of and when I would turn to face the wall.. both eyes would close.. facing the wall and picture of YOU would pop in my Head.. and I would open both eyes.. looking at the paper in front of Me.. I would open my mouth and I would start to read the Paper.. like if YOU are standing on the Other side.. Near me if YOU were here.. and I would keep on reading out loud.. like if YOU can hear Me.. until I am finished reading the whole Paper to YOU.. of course when I put the paper down.. I don't see YOU.. I only see the wall which I am facing.. but I want to know.. when I send the Letter Out to YOU.. when YOU receive the Letter.. Do you read the Letter I write to YOU.. because I want to ask you something.. Tell me How can I reach Your Heart.. only thing that I can do right Now.. in this time of the Night.. I can sit by the desk.. pulling out the Picture of YOU and all I can do is LOOK at the Picture of YOU and in silent think of YOU.. when I look at your Picture.. My Heart is touched.. I am not sure How.. but My Heart is touched by YOU.. when I feel this touch.. I would pull out the clean Piece of Paper.. never been touched.. never been written.. and I would pull it close to me.. I would look at your Picture over and over again.. grabbing the Pencil with the Eraser next to the Paper.. I would write what was touched from My Heart.. YOU are wondering.. YOU can also ask Me.. what is it about YOU that When I take a Look at your Picture.. How is it that My Heart is just touched when I look at YOU.. of course I don't hear YOU telling me anything.. I don't hear YOU.. I don't even see YOU in person.. I don't see your presence.. But.. if YOU want to know.. How is it that My Heart is always touched by YOU.. touched when I look at your Picture.. the three letter words.. it is because I love YOU.. there is NO Other word that I can share to YOU.. only words that I can tell YOU and if YOU want to hear me.. it is because I just love YOU.. I can imagine YOU here even though YOU are so far away.. YOU can be miles and miles away.. but when LOVE is in my Heart and only thing that is involved is LOVE.. I can transfer this Love as far as where YOU are.. as long as YOU know that I love YOU.. I just want YOU to know that Only thing and can give and share is Love.. there is Nothing else I can truly give YOU.. what can I give YOU but just these three letter words.. if you want More.. How am I suppose to give YOU more.. YOU have so much more than Me.. but One thing that I can promise YOU will always be missing is how much I love YOU.. there is NO Other man who can share and tell YOU how much I love YOU more than Me.. I can write to YOU thousands of Letters.. YOU can be across miles.. thousands away.. but some way some How by the Miracle of Love.. I am able to give.. I am able to tell YOU.. I am able to share and write to YOU.. that I can Love YOU more than any Other.. I can keep on telling YOU and keep on writing YOU.. I can share to YOU what is in my Heart and Let this Letter fly over the Moon and into your hands it can sit there.. and just wait for YOU.. for you to read the Letters.. I know that I can love you more.. I know that I can love you better.. I know that I can love you stronger and I can love you more smarter.. because the Only thing that is in my Heart for YOU is to just Love YOU as you are.. If you are asking me why do I love YOU this much.. WHY do I keep on loving YOU.. what happens if I never see YOU and YOU never come to Me.. but all I give and share and just tell YOU that I love YOU.. what if I never see YOU.. if YOU are wondering and asking me this kind of question.. if I never get to see YOU.. YOU will always know that I get to love YOU.. I am not asking YOU that YOU needs to come and see me.. I am not asking you to let us join hands and be together.. YOU have the choice to do what YOU truly please.. But I believe YOU will always wonder.. what If YOU be with Me.. YOU will always be thinking on the Other side.. wondering what If it can happen.. and Makes YOU wonder.. can It be true.. Can it be real.. I am telling YOU that YOU do not have to do anything.. Let me be the Man who loves YOU.. let me be the One who never stops loving YOU.. I am Not asking YOU to love me.. I do not want to put any kind of burden on your shoulders because I have made this Choice to just love YOU.. why.. because I just love YOU.. when did I ever ask YOU that YOU needs to love Me.. I never asked YOU to love me because I know that if I love YOU first.. to make that first Move to tell YOU how much I love YOU.. If My Love for YOU is Strong and It grows stronger each day goes By.. I am sure that One day.. some day YOU will see HOW much I love YOU.. there will be a day where YOU are going to look back and come around.. it can take for months.. even to years but I know that I can wait.. I am truly patient with YOU because I know that I loved YOU first.. I will always love YOU because I never give UP when It comes for LOVE.. YOU have to know that I be typing for 22 years long.. and it is because of Love.. but Now I want to share the Love with YOU.. and I know it will take a Long time.. and I have already made up my Mind to keep on loving YOU.. there will be a day when YOU will realize that I am truly serious of Loving YOU.. I just needs to give YOU some time for it to reach to YOUR HEART.. and as I am looking at the Paper and looking at what is written in the paper.. I would turn around.. grabbing the envelope on the top of the desk and I would fold the Piece of Paper into half and Put inside the envelope.. I can see the day has just left and the Moon has rise above me.. I am taking the fourth Letter.. the envelope in my hand.. I would walk out side.. leaving the front door and I would walk.. LOOKING at the mail Box.. I wish that YOU can read these letters.. of course I do not know if YOU are or Not and I would walk and stop by my mail box.. just waiting for the Truck.. the Mail man to come.. wondering will this Mail man come late again.. I know that few days back He came pretty Late.. about two hours later than the usual time.. and I am looking towards where the Truck would come.. as I am standing still.. next to my mail Box.. I see two lights and I know the sound.. It is the sound of the truck of the Mail Man.. Now.. the Truck stops.. and I am looking at the person who is driving the truck.. But it is Not the man I know who is driving.. it is a New person driving the Truck.. It is a Woman driving the truck.. and I would look.. But looks so much like YOU.. and I know that before I came out of the House.. I was by the desk and I pulled out the Picture to Look at YOU.. I know that it can't be You.. but LOOKS so similar.. and I am not sure if I should Tell.. Now the Mail Man comes from the back and He stands next.. and Looks at me.. I just can't believe it.. this means that It is YOU.. why are you driving this Truck.. and the mail man smiles and tells me.. YOU wanted to see Me.. YOU wanted to meet the person who was writing these letters and wanted to know the Person behind the writings.. and I look at you.. I know that you don't know me well.. but there is So much to tell YOU how I got the Information.. I hope that I am Not a creepy person.. ALL I wanted was to tell YOU what my Heart feels when I saw YOU.. when I saw YOU the first time.. My Heart leaped with Joy.. and Just wanted to express and tell YOU that I love YOU.. and I have the envelope and I gave it to YOU.. I see your hand grabbing it.. and My Heart.. Oh my Heart.. and my hand touches my Chest which it touches my Heart.. Only YOU can melt my Heart like I see a SNOW melting in the Sun.. because I just can't stop Loving YOU.. I just can't believe that YOU have taken YOUR time to come this way.. of course I wanted to go to see YOU.. but I was not sure when.. or if I could.. that is why all I can do is wait for YOU to come to Me.. only HOPE and Dream is when I see YOU come.. but I never asked for YOU TO COME.. but I do truly enjoy your presence.. when I see YOU.. and as I am standing there.. I look down and I lifted UP my Head.. the Mail Man is on the drivers seat.. and I am wondering.. Is there YOU.. because When I looked into the truck.. looking on the ground and lifting up to look at the Truck.. I only see the mail Man.. who is just sitting there waiting for me to give the envelope.. and I would ask that Man.. the Mail Man.. did Not the Woman sitting on that driver's side.. I thought I just saw a Woman driving this Truck.. the Mail man looks at me thinking I am going crazy.. as I would give the Mail Man the envelope.. and He takes it into his Hand and he tells Me.. I am going crazy.. I am going Nuts about YOU.. Oink Oink
@user-vr8uv7ro9g
@user-vr8uv7ro9g 14 сағат бұрын
Oink Oink.. I love YOU.. I can just tell YOU.. how much I do.. but.. I look at your Picture.. I don't see any ears.. so I know that Your picture is unable to hear Me.. so what am I suppose to do if I can say these words to YOU.. it hurts me More than hurts YOU.. there are times when I miss you more.. days when I want to see YOU.. when I want you near and close.. so that I can feel your warmth.. see your smile.. and to even hear your voice from time to time.. I got the Shot Glass.. with the BOTTLE of SOJU.. and I would pour the BOTTLE OF SOJU into the Shot Glass.. and I would look at Your Picture.. I would say.. Do you know that I miss YOU right Now.. please say something.. Please tell me that YOU also miss me too.. I need to hear something from YOU.. but.. I know that If I tell you these words.. YOUR Picture has No ears to listen.. and I would say to myself.. why am I always hoping.. I am hoping that YOU can see me.. I am hoping that YOU can hear me.. but NO matter how many words I would speak looking at your Picture.. I don't hear any words back from YOU.. I grab the Shot Glass.. Open my Mouth wide and slam the SOJU into my mouth.. I am asking YOU.. I am asking you because I miss YOU so bad.. I miss you like there will be NO tomorrow.. I miss you because I love YOU.. and I know that even though the tomorrow may come.. will YOU able to hear me.. hear me say to YOU that I miss YOU and that I love YOU.. as I would turn.. I would look UP to the Moon.. I would open my Mouth looking at the MOON.. thinking of YOU.. thinking because I love YOU.. thinking because I miss YOU.. I would look UP.. at the MOON and say.. Only if this MOON can hear Me.. How nice would that be.. because there are so much to say.. if YOU can only come down.. and if you have ears.. I be asking YOU.. can you lend me your ears on this very Night.. can YOU do me favor and send a Message.. Do you see this Picture.. DO you see the One who I love the Most.. Please remember this Picture and the Face.. if YOU meet this Person on the Other side.. on the night like this.. Can you please come down and send a Message.. tell YOU.. I miss YOU.. tell YOU.. I love YOU.. that I am so sorry that I am miles and miles away.. distance away.. but.. I believe if YOU believe in love.. I know that Some day soon.. One Day soon shall come.. and that I will go to YOU.. I will come to YOU to that Other side.. and together.. we can LOOK at this MOON and I will tell YOU.. for a long time I waited for the right Moment.. for the Right Time.. I know that I can't come right Now.. even though I truly want to go to YOU right Now.. there are some things I must do.. I must conqueror before I go to YOU.. to Wait on me.. to wait for me.. that I will come soon.. I will go soon.. One day.. some day soon will be.. as I am looking UP to the MOON.. Please.. can you come closer.. and repeat these words back to me so that I know you heard me.. if you have ears to hear and has listen to the words I speak.. if you can please speak back so that I will know.. when YOU see the One who I love.. what YOU have repeated back I know for sure you will tell her.. speak to her of my love.. Please.. tell me.. and I would lift up.. looking at your picture.. YOU are so Beautiful.. and I miss YOU.. and I love YOU too.. I received a Note and I would be wondering.. why would someone write me.. Why can't I have this Heart Heart.. me Finger Touches the Glass of this Jar.. I want It.. so I can tell your Heart.. I much I missed this Heart.. so I can tell Your Heart.. How Much I love Love love Love Your Heart.. I want to see Your Heart move just the way I watch the Waters of the ocean moves its waves across.. Let me see Your Heart.. Does Your Heart Heart.. Does Your Heart has ears so hear.. SO I can tell Your Heart.. I want to Bite Your Heart.. I want to take a Taste of Your Heart because of WHAT your Heart has done to me Heart.. it is Unfair if YOU can only Touch and Move My heart.. WHY is it that Only that happens to me.. NOW.. I want it.. Give me Your Heart.. Give it to me.. I want it.. I want it I I I want it.. I want Your Heart.. Now.. me finger pulls away.. finger touch the Glass.. I want that HEART.. if I can only find the Keys.. then I know for Sure I can unlock and PULL your heart Out.. I am going to kiss Your Heart.. ONE KISS.. TWO KISSES.. THREE TO FOUR KISSES.. FIVE to ONE HUNDRED Kisses.. I am going to wrap MY arms around YOUR HEART.. and show Your two EYES what happens when I KISS your heart.. I want to see Your face.. the expressions and YOUR Emotions.. I want to see YOU more.. and I begin to miss YOU more.. and I want to know HOW do I get to your heart.. what am I suppose to do to get to Your heart.. HOW do I love you.. tell me how can I love YOU.. show me the way to your heart so that I can love you.. How.. tell me How How because I still don't know.. but only this is what I can do.. to say that I love you.. and I miss you and the more I look at your pictures.. I want to cry looking at you because SO beautiful to Me.. I love you.. I love you.. I love you.. I love you and I miss you.. tell me how to win your heart.. tell me How to get to your heart.. Two arms stretch out.. Hands Open Wide.. I want it.. Please Give it to me because I want it Now.. Tell me My Love.. is it just me who wants it.. or can it be YOU as well.. I want it.. Give it to me.. I am looking at the Big Glass Jar.. Looking at the Heart.. I want it.. Why can't I have it.. can you please tell me.. The keys.. I needs the Keys so I can open the Lock.. Oink Oink.. I want it.. I want it Now.. I want that Heart Heart inside this Glass Jar.. it can't be stuck Right.. because I want to take that Heart away.. I am going to Love Love Love Love all your Heart.. and I am going to give Your Heart all the Kisses YOU NEED.. give it to me.. I want it.. I want Your Heart.. Why can't I have this Heart Heart.. me Finger Touches the Glass of this Jar.. I want It.. so I can tell your Heart.. I much I missed this Heart.. so I can tell Your Heart.. How Much I love Love love Love Your Heart.. I want to see Your Heart move just the way I watch the Waters of the ocean moves its waves across.. Let me see Your Heart.. Does Your Heart Heart.. Does Your Heart has ears so hear.. SO I can tell Your Heart.. I want to Bite Your Heart.. I want to take a Taste of Your Heart because of WHAT your Heart has done to me Heart.. it is Unfair if YOU can only Touch and Move My heart.. WHY is it that Only that happens to me.. NOW.. I want it.. Give me Your Heart.. Give it to me.. I want it.. I want it I I I want it.. I want Your Heart.. Now.. me finger pulls away.. finger touch the Glass.. I want that HEART.. if I can only find the Keys.. then I know for Sure I can unlock and PULL your heart Out.. I am going to kiss Your Heart.. ONE KISS.. TWO KISSES.. THREE TO FOUR KISSES.. FIVE to ONE HUNDRED Kisses.. I am going to wrap MY arms around YOUR HEART.. and show Your two EYES what happens when I KISS your heart.. I want to see Your face.. the expressions and YOUR Emotions.. WHAT happens when I start to Blow and Kiss Your Heart.. the way my heart feels and expresses when I see YOU.. Let me have Your Heart.. It should Not be this Complicated.. it should not be this Hard.. is it?? But I hate it when it is just too easy.. I love it when THINGS are so Hard and Complicated because I am going to show YOU MY KISS.. and I will Bite at Your Heart.. Make it Move and Tingle ALL over the Place.. But The Question on the table.. WHERE is the Keys.. help me to find the Keys so that I can unlock and Grab your Heart and Whisper.. HOW MUCH I love YOU.. HOW much I want it and need it.. and How much I missed your Heart.. and Give Your Heart Heart another Kiss.. I will KISS your Heart every morning.. and Every Night.. DO not matter the TIME.. but let me Have this Heart.. MY finger Pulls AWAY.. and rolls into a Fist.. taps.. DING DING DING DING.. Can Your Heart hear this Sound.. DING DING.. I want to see YOUR HEART move to the Sound.. Like a Music to the Soul moves the heart to smile and to Dance.. Let me See.. WHERE is the Key so that I can hold Your Heart.. My hands and arms are dying to HOLD your Heart Heart.. my Lips are dying to give it a Kiss Kiss.. I want to Hold Your Heart and Kiss Your Heart and take a Small bite.. SO that YOU know for SURE.. you Belong to My Love Love Love Love.. Forever Love is what I call it.. WHY Are you so Beautiful.. Why are you SO lovely and so Wonderful.. SO beautiful that it aches a Pain in my heart of Wanting YOU for so Long.. I have this pain in my soul.. IN my heart aching each TIME I see YOU because YOU are so SO so Beautiful.. HUSH HUSH.. whispers in my Head.. RUSH RUSH is the Movement in my Heart.. and I stop myself and say.. I keep ON thinking of YOU.. I keep ON thinking of YOUR every time.. and Now.. I want Your heart.. so Give it to me because I want it.. I want it so bad.. I want it Now.. Give it to ME.. Give me Your Heart
@user-vr8uv7ro9g
@user-vr8uv7ro9g 14 сағат бұрын
Cry.. He begins to SOB loud.. and wipes the tears from his Eyes.. OH WHY!! I miss YOU so much right Now.. Your picture does not help me in anyway.. but leaves this heart of missing only.. Just missing YOU.. why can't I be close to YOU so that I can Love YOU.. how can I love you when YOU are so far.. AS I take a Look at your Picture.. I can feel something inside of me.. I wish that I can't breathe any more.. I wish that I can sit by a grave and wait for my turn.. Loving YOU is Hard.. But missing YOU seems even harder these days.. Missing YOU because I want to hold YOU.. Missing YOU because I want to be with YOU.. I put the picture down.. wiping my tears.. CHAM CHAM.. Hitting my Chest with me hand.. CHAM CHAM.. I want it.. and I look at the glass jar.. Only IF I can get Your Heart.. I am looking at this Glass Jar.. How can I get to Your Heart.. it is just right There.. This Glass Jar.. WHAT SHOULD I DO.. It is this Heart.. YOUR HEART is right in front of me.. I want it.. Give it to Me.. That Heart.. This Heart.. YOUR HEART.. I want it.. I want this Heart.. I want want your heart.. I would get UP two legs.. the Glass Jar is so Big.. taller than me.. CHAM.. Me Two hands on the Glass jar.. I would Push.. two Arms Pushes the Glass jar.. Looking at Your Heart.. I want Your Heart.. I want it.. I would PUSH.. two arms pushes.. the Glass jar does not Move.. CHAM.. I want it.. I really really want it.. ME Body leans and tries to PUSH it.. but it still don't Move.. Me Heart stands UP.. OH MOE.. is that ALL you can give.. Push Harder.. PUSH it.. I look at this Glass Jar.. I am going to FLIP this GLASS JAR.. maybe the glass can break and I can get YOUR HEART.. I want it.. I want it.. I want Your Heart.. tell me How to get To your heart.. I want Your heart right Now.. tell me how do I get to YOUR heart.. so I can Love your heart.. I can tell Your heart How much I love YOU.. I want to tell Your Heart.. I want to be With you forever and ever and Forever I will love YOU.. Me heart looks at me.. I look at HIM.. COME and Help me.. let us Both Push it together.. COME NOW.. CHARGE!!! I love you.. Do I grab me heart and just leave it by the door and walk off.. But I just can't.. I take a look at your Picture.. I sit on the floor next to Me Heart Heart.. YOU are so Beautiful.. I want whisper into your ear and say.. YOU are so Beautiful.. the Most Beautiful In the world.. the most Prettiest and most adorable.. who drives me crazy every time.. leaves me speech less and takes my breathe away every time I take a look at YOU.. YOU are the most beautiful..to your hands.. pull you closer to my Chest.. tell your Ears.. CAN YOU HEAR my Heart.. My Heart is crying inside because HE loves YOU.. can YOU hear the Beating of this Heart of Mine.. because I love YOU.. far away hurts me.. far away makes me want to shout.. wants me to be more loud.. I want YOU to come closer.. so that MY lips can tell YOUR ears and Let the word sink deep to YOUR HEART.. so that I can say it right there.. I LOVE YOU.. I cannot stop but loving YOU.. why do you make me keep on loving YOU.. what have I done.. why do I must feel this way.. what have I done.. WHY am I the one to Love YOU More and suffer like a painful way.. feels like death be calling Out my name inside of ME calling OUT the name to YOU.. Then Help me.. and I would look at your picture.. wiping the tears.. I feel so Hurt because I want to be close to YOU.. I feel so Hurt because I want to love YOU.. why can't I just love YOU.. show YOU HOW MUCH I do.. why do you have to make it so Hard on me.. COME closer.. so I can wrap my arms all around YOU and cry on your shoulders of how much I love you.. that I missed YOU so much.. I been waiting and waiting.. LIKE.. I turn on the Hot Shower.. and I can cry because I miss YOU.. but unable to tell if I am or Not.. That is HOW I feel in my heart.. as I look at your picture.. my lips touches your Picture.. I kissed Your Picture.. I hope you can feel that Kiss from me because I just love YOU.. I will never stop loving YOU.. you can't stop me from loving YOU.. I will never stop loving YOU.. and I would put the picture on the table.. and I turn to Look.. holding the Vase.. the Sun Flower.. I lower to look at the Glass Jar.. turn to LOOK at the Sun Flower.. DO you see Her Heart.. I love that Heart.. I love Your Heart.. SO beautiful and always brings a smile to my face.. I wonder if I can touch that Heart.. I want to touch Your Heart.. But if Your Heart is inside this Glass Jar.. and I want to touch that Heart of Yours.. How.. I put the Vase next to the Glass Jar.. Looking through the glass jar.. looking at Your Heart.. DO you know how to open this Lid.. I feel like the Lid is not just going to open.. and it has no door knob.. Tell me.. HOW DO I open the top.. so that I can Hold Your Heart.. I want to put Your Heart and show YOU the Sun Flower I want to give to YOU.. I want to touch Your Heart.. How can I hold your Heart if you are Not telling me.. OPEN the chamber.. OPEN the gates.. the Chamber so I can touch your Heart.. I want to hold YOUR HEART.. too tell your Heart How much I love YOU.. I want to press my lips on your heart.. will YOU let me kiss Your Heart.. I will kiss Your Heart and tell Your Heart.. HOW does it feels when a person like myself LOVES YOU.. I want to hold Your Heart.. Both hands and show YOU to my friends.. SHOW you to my sibling.. SHOW your Heart to My parents.. and tell them.. I LOVE YOU.. tell me How.. because at this Point I don't know.. I have no clue how to get to your Heart.. I want to Know.. the BOX is here.. the Glass jar is near.. But Your Heart.. I see your picture and YOU are the most beautiful I ever saw.. But I still want to know.. HOW DO I get to that Heart of YOURS.. I don't care about the picture right now.. because I want Your Heart.. I know there is NO LOCK.. so there is No Key.. then.. HELP ME to find the clue.. give me an idea.. Your Heart is Not moving at all.. is Your Heart dead or alive.. can YOUR heart Not hit the TOP and open the TOP so that I can grab and hold your Heart in my hands.. I want to tell Your Heart.. I want to bring a soft towel.. wrap around.. lay your heart close to me.. I want to touch Your Heart.. feel your heart.. Love your Heart.. sing to Your Heart and tell YOU that I love you.. why can't you not tell me HOW TOO.. as I am looking through the Glass Jar.. I am asking Your Heart.. HOW do I open the top lid.. I want to touch.. I want to hold.. and even poke to see if Your Heart can move.. I look at Your Heart and I see it move.. my eyes open wide.. I can't believe.. YOUR HEART is alive.. I just saw your Heart move.. it is a good news to me that Your Heart is real and that it moves.. I want to hold Your Heart Now.. Please come to my Hands.. I want to feel YOUR HEART.. I want to sing songs.. I can give you lyrics and I can read the lyrics of the most romantic songs.. and tell Your Heart.. this is HOW I much I love you.. I want to tell YOU that I love you.. tell Your Heart that YOU means everything to Me.. I want to see Your Heart and I want to touch Your Heart.. can I feel YOUR HEART.. I want to love Your Heart.. if YOU want me to love Your Heart.. I want to hold Your Heart.. I grab the Picture.. and I look at You.. I love YOU.. why do you have to be this Beautiful.. WHY do you have to be this Pretty Pretty.. YOU are the Most Beautiful Flower.. Just the way I love this Sun Flower.. YOU are more beautiful than THIS.. all I wanted to say is that I love YOU.. only if YOU can hear me.. I know that I may be far away.. seems so near but also can be very far.. that does not means I can't love YOU.. I can still love you because.. I can still speak through this.. telling YOU.. when the Night falls.. I go sit next to the Open window.. curtains unfold.. and I look Up to the Sky.. the Angel knows that I am there.. I look at the Moon asking for the Angel to come.. the Angel may not always come.. but I would ask out loud.. Do you hear me.. I am sitting here on the Other side thinking of YOU.. loving YOU and also missing YOU.. if you ever want to see me.. when the Night falls.. LOOK out.. if the angel shows UP.. that is Me Angel who wants to deliver a message to YOU.. if YOU see him.. say Hi.. because That angel wants to tell YOU.. I love YOU.. I love you is a message comes from the Other side.. WHO is missing YOU and loving YOU to death.. I love you.. and I miss YOU.. I keep on missing YOU because I keep on loving YOU.. I want to see YOU.. I want to see YOU close.. WHY.. to tell YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.. I want to feel Your Heart.. I want to LOVE YOUR HEART.. IF you don't Open the door.. I am going to be standing here.. MISSING YOU and only thinking about YOU over and over again.. ME hand.. DOK DOK DOK DOK... CAN you please OPEN the DOOR so that I know that at least YOU are here.. that YOU are too listening to ME words speaking by the DOOR.. I love YOU.. WHY can't you accept My Love... WHY can't YOU open the door so that I can tell YOU.. AND YOUR HEART.. I love YOU... that I love YOU thousand miles away.. even though you may be miles and miles and miles and miles away
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@user-vr8uv7ro9g 14 сағат бұрын
I am waiting for YOU.. I am looking for something.. I am looking for Your Heart.. Can you please tell me where is Your Heart is.. as I am walking.. I see the Door has opened.. and Finally.. I am able to go inside this Door.. as I am looking In and I walk pass the Door.. I see a Glass Wall.. it looks Like a Big Window.. and I just cannot cross a Line.. Why can't I go ALL the way In.. why is there a Line.. and I am looking through the Glass.. a Big Window and has a Wall.. I cannot believe My eyes.. There is a Giant Heart.. Right in the center of the floor.. I have never seen such a Heart so Big.. I giant Heart it is.. I am wondering.. AM I allowed to step this Far.. and I look on the floor.. on the Ground.. and I go Down.. my hand grabs and I flip over.. and it shows me a Picture.. I wonder why is this Picture laying on the floor.. WHO has forgotten to take this Picture.. am I allow to have this Picture.. can I claim it that I am able to say.. I can have Your Picture.. will you allowed me to have it.. as I am looking at Your Picture.. I just cannot stop.. but my eyes.. it just can't stop looking at it.. YOU are so Fine.. YOU are so Hot.. YOU are so dazzling Beautiful.. I just can't stop but to say WOW when I am looking at Your Picture.. WHY did you leave this Picture Behind.. why did YOU not take this Picture with YOU.. if this is YOU and this is Your Picture.. what if some weird Person take a LOOK at YOU.. and I am just like.. MY jaw dropping as I am looking at Your Picture.. There is NO words to tell YOU but to say OH WOW.. YOU are so FINE.. YOU are so Hot.. the Most Beautiful.. Like a Flower.. so Beautiful that I dreamed of YOU.. that I be grabbing Your Picture.. SO.. what AM I suppose to do Now.. YOU just got my attention.. and has grabbed my eyes.. feels like YOU can pull my eye balls off my face.. WHY NOT.. I just can't help but stare.. I know YOU are so Beautiful.. and leaving me speechless.. so.. if I am to ask YOU.. can I take this Picture with me.. can I have Your Picture.. and I can kiss Your picture 1,000 times a day.. more than 1,000 times I believe.. because this is the way YOU make my Heart feel.. that I want to see YOU.. where are YOU.. if YOU are this Beautiful.. Looking at your picture.. tell me where are YOU at.. I am looking through this Glass wall.. this Big Window which is Not allowing me to go further.. there is a Line that is telling me to Stop.. I can't go or move forward.. Please help me where YOU at.. as I stand on my two legs.. my hand grabbing hold unto Your Picture.. I am looking straight at Your Heart.. But this Heart is so Big.. I have never seen such a Big Heart in my life.. I know that I can wrap my arms around this Big Heart.. and still can't able to hold or Hug the Heart.. But.. I want to see if I can.. I wonder will you allow me to get closer.. but the Line.. the Big window.. and the Glass wall is Not allowing me to step further.. but I want this Big Heart.. I want Your Big Heart.. but there is something which is stopping me.. why would you do that.. why can't I enter.. why can't I go further.. I want to touch Your Heart.. I want to see if I can touch.. How about wrap my arms around it.. would you please let me In.. I have come this far.. I have come this very far so that I can touch Your Heart but YOU are still putting a Wall.. a Big Window and a Line which tells me not to get too close to Your Heart.. but YOU have to know that I am not here to hurt YOU.. I am Not here to scare you either.. but to tell YOU I want to have Your Heart.. I need Your Heart.. I need it because I want to tell YOU that I love YOU.. I want to speak to Your Heart.. Letting Your Heart knows that I too have a Heart in me.. my Heart can love YOU more.. My Heart can love your Heart which I know.. I believe that Love can win.. But YOU needs to give me a chance first.. why can't YOU give me this chance.. I am looking at this line.. I want to step closer.. I want to cross over this Line.. and walk over.. I wonder if this Big Window has a Door.. I saw the first Door.. it was Opened when I peeked through.. and Now.. I was able to come inside.. pass through the first Door.. but Now.. here I am.. unable to go further.. why are you making it so hard for me.. if YOU have opened the first door.. why can't YOU trust me.. Why can't I prove to YOU that YOU belong to me.. I know that I can love YOU more.. I can love you more and even stronger than ever before.. and confident that I can be Yours truly.. But.. Look at me.. I am standing here.. LOOKING at this Line.. why put this Line here.. why do I wait.. I have been waiting for a long time already and YOU know how much I waited.. I even had to count the stars.. each night that came through.. I would walk outside.. and LOOKING at the sky.. I saw the stars up on the sky.. started to count each of them.. One by One I would count.. and many nights would come and I would be counting the stars.. and It started to lead me here.. the stars I counted lead me to this door.. the door which was opened.. I must of done something right if it lead me here.. to the first door.. I am not sure if there is another door but.. YOUR HEART stopped me.. and Now.. I just want this Heart.. I want Your Heart and I am asking YOU.. Please.. give me this Big Heart of Yours.. I know I can treat Your Heart right.. I know I can say and speak to Your Heart if YOU allow me too.. but I need your permission that I can.. if I am lead to be in this room.. and I see YOUR BIG HEART.. I know that I must be close.. I know you are here somewhere.. where are YOU at.. I found.. and My arm raises UP with my hand grabbing unto Your Picture.. do YOU see my Hand.. my arm has been raised UP so that I can say.. is this Not YOU.. is this Heart belong to the One whose Picture I have.. I know it must be YOU or else YOUR PICTURE would not be on the ground.. Please tell me that this Heart is Yours and this Heart belongs to YOU.. when I saw Your Picture.. my knees felt so weak.. and it got cold up in here.. like chills on the back of my spine because YOU inspire me to tell YOU.. YOU are the Most Beautiful.. Like a Flower.. so Beautiful.. that Now I want Your Heart.. looking at Your picture.. it can be a mistake on my part.. because Now.. I want this Heart.. I am looking at Your Heart.. so Big.. this Big Heart.. it just sits so Pretty.. I want to touch it now.. I want to ask Your Heart something.. I will not tell Your Heart until you let me allowed to cross over this Line.. tell Me.. that I can come closer to YOU.. For a long time I wanted Your Heart.. and YOU are wondering.. if I counted the stars and it lead me here but never met or seen YOU.. How can this be.. I have dreamed of YOU.. I saw YOU in my dreams I had.. I had envisioned you in My mind and in my heart and soul.. I saw YOU late at Night.. when I would be laying down.. sleeping.. whenever I sleep.. it seems like YOU come into my dreams.. in my head YOU stay there all through the Night.. so I knew that YOU must be the one for me.. I just don't dreams of anyone.. but Only YOU who has caught into My Head.. and comes to me in my thoughts and My mind.. so I would ask the Moon at Night.. If I sleep.. I know that I see YOU there.. I see you in my Heart and in my thoughts.. in my Head.. seems like YOU never leave me alone or I am always asking YOU to come into my dreams.. where the only Place I can be free and be myself.. so I would ask the Moon.. I need to go away from the sleep.. so the Moon would tell me.. Count the stars.. if I am able to count the stars.. I can meet YOU somewhere down the road.. and if I keep on counting.. the stars will lead me to the Place where YOU are at.. so I began to count the stars.. if I sleep.. I only can meet YOU in my dreams.. but at night I am awake.. counting the stars.. I got tired of meeting YOU in my dreams because I would miss YOU when I am awake.. always dreaming of being with YOU.. always wishing that it can all come true.. so I just did not want to sleep anymore.. because I know that it will go nowhere if I only meet YOU in my dreams.. so I decided to follow My Heart.. to See YOU where you at.. so I stopped dreaming and started to applied.. that If I can count these stars and it will lead me to YOU.. I do know the dreams will come true.. I want reality.. Not just being in dreams anymore.. SO the stars really did make it moves and I followed with my Heart.. I saw the door Opened.. and Knew.. am I really here.. is this true.. am I really being real this time or is it dreaming still.. until I stepped into the door.. I was blown into pieces.. when I saw Your Heart.. I pointed my finger.. I have never seen such a Big Heart in my life.. why is Your Heart so Big.. I can wrap my whole.. both arms around YOUR HEART and still would be unable to hold YOUR HEART close.. but I do Love YOU.. I love Your Heart.. so please.. I need to know.. WOULD you let me come closer to Your Heart.. I want to see if I can speak to your Heart.. for a long time.. I was muted.. I was silenced and could Not say anything to YOU.. my words could not get through pass.. but I know that I do believe that I can speak now.. I know that for a long time.. I wanted to tell YOU something.. I wanted to tell YOU.. but I just couldn't.. I felt so small and so weak.. I just could not say.. and I know that it hurts me because I could not say anything to YOU back then.. I had to vomit because I felt so sick.. My words had no affect or No impact.. so what would I do.. just hold back and just had to wait by being still for a long time.. My Heart would groan deep inside because I wanted to say.. wanted to tell you but I had to hold back.. Do you know how that feels when YOUR words has no power or strength and YOU felt so weak
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@user-vr8uv7ro9g 14 сағат бұрын
WHO I love.. Oh look.. look at that Heart Heart.. Can YOU not see what I am looking at.. DO YOU SEE.. and I am sitting Down.. Me Heart Heart sits next to me.. Looking at the Big Glass Jar.. I want that Heart Heart.. Is it Your Heart.. I want to touch and See if It is really Your Heart.. Can I please See that Heart.. I turn Me Head.. Looking at My Heart.. ME Heart Looks at Me.. I want to Hold That Heart.. I want to wrap my arms around that Heart.. Is it Your Heart.. I must have Your Heart.. I want it.. I want it very very Bad.. I want Your Heart.. I need it so that I can tell Your Heart How much I love you.. I want to speak to your Heart.. I love you and that I need You and I miss YOU.. tell me.. Let me have your Heart.. ask the Heart.. I want it.. As I am holding the empty Glass Jar.. I put the Sun Flower inside the Glass Jar.. I want both inside.. Your Heart.. I want your Heart.. so that I can Love You.. I want to Love you.. I need to Love You.. I need that Heart First.. so that I can do all these things.. to YOUR HEART.. I love you.. and I miss YOU my Love.. I need you.. Do you need me??.. I want You.. Do you want me??.. I miss You.. Do I ever come cross your Mind.. Do you think of me?? I love you.. these are the only few words I want to say.. that I love you.. it comes from my heart.. it comes from my mind.. whenever I think of you.. when ever I miss you.. the word I love you comes first and it will last in Me.. How come these words do Not easily come Out of you.. is it because you are not interested in me.. is it because I am so far away from you.. but.. when I close both of my eyes.. I can see YOU.. so Beautiful.. your Smile.. it is so Beautiful.. I look at the Mirror.. and I only see My Face.. Can't believe that I am Not Handsome at all.. I feel like I am in a total Wreck.. My Heart is crashed and Burned.. Even though I feel so Weak.. I would turn on the sink.. Washing my Face.. I want to be Good Looking for YOU.. I want to be Handsome.. Cool.. the Man that makes YOU feel weak when YOU see me.. But I look at myself.. How can I make myself Look Good for YOU.. I want to be with YOU.. But looking at myself.. Why would YOU want to be with Me.. I look Down.. washing My Wash with Waters.. I want to be with YOU.. I want YOU ALL.. and I turn to look at myself.. YOU are so Beautiful.. YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL.. that every Men loves.. every men wants to be with YOU.. and thousands.. even millions of men.. they want to be the One to love you.. I look at myself one more time.. I wish that I can be more attractive.. so that at least you can say.. YOU feel blessed.. as I look at my face.. I want to cry.. Oh.. I want to cry because I know that I am Not handsome.. or good looking or attracted.. I turn away.. turning off the lights.. walking into the Room.. I see the Table.. YOUR picture.. Look at this Picture.. Look at YOU in the picture.. LOOK at How Beautiful.. Beautiful YOU are.. can I be the One to be with YOU even with this Ugly Face of Mine.. but why are YOU so Beautiful.. YOU are just too good to be true.. the Most Inspiring.. daring.. strong.. amazing Woman.. How can I achieve this Great love of Yours.. How can I be the One.. I want to be the One.. can I be the One.. I sit down.. the Bottles are looking at Me.. telling me that It is time to drink Up.. drink UP and take all the sorrows with me.. and Put into my Heart.. I pop UP the lid.. Open my Mouth.. grab the Bottle and starts to CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG.. I put the bottle down.. I want to be with YOU.. I am missing YOU.. why can't this Picture ever say anything to me.. why can't you tell me how YOU feel.. I want to know Your Heart.. Tell me that I am alright.. that I am doing okay.. and that what I am doing truly counts.. it means something to YOU.. I grab the Picture closer.. TELL me what is IN your Heart.. I want to know YOUR Heart.. Picture.. if you have a Heart.. If you have thoughts like Mine.. can you say something Back to Me.. can YOU tell me that YOU know my Heart.. I love YOU.. can YOU say Yes.. that YOU agreed with the Words I say.. I look on the side.. Grab the Bottle.. Open my mouth Wide.. and CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG.. Place the Bottle Down.. and I turn to look at the Picture of YOU.. I want to be with YOU.. do you understand How much I love YOU.. do YOU NOT KNOW that My Heart hurts.. when YOU do not talk back to Me.. I am in this ROOM.. asking YOU if YOU get my heart.. that I miss YOU.. Please tell me that YOU Know my Heart.. My heart has a root.. and It comes from the ROOT of my Heart.. that I want to be with YOU.. holding YOU.. NO more looking at your picture.. But looking at YOU.. I know that I am not be handsome.. I may not be tall the way YOU want me to be.. I may not be rich either.. But I do have a Heart.. a Heart who can loves YOU.. maybe more than Any Other Men.. I can tell YOUR HEART.. and say HOW beautiful you really Are and I can love YOU.. love you where YOU can cry with me.. I won't be crying But I can make YOU cry instead because My Love for YOU is that Much Bigger.. can be called a Great.. But why can't YOU answer.. I pick up the Phone.. and I dial.. I am hearing the ringing on the Other side.. But there is NO answer.. WHY did YOU leave without taking this Heart.. I put the Glass Jar Down on the floor.. and I would walk to the Door and I stop.. My hand rolls.. and Hits the Door.. DOK DOK DOK DOK.. Please come Out.. Please Open the Door.. hand hits.. DOK DOK DOK DOK.. I turn to LOOK DOWN.. I see the Heart laying.. Is the Heart Sick.. Are you sick Heart.. Can YOU give me a Beat.. Let me Hear the Heart Beat.. I want to hear the Heart Beating.. to see if The Heart is sick.. I turn to look at the Door.. hand Hits.. DOK DOK DOK DOK.. I need YOU out here.. I need to see if YOU can take a Look into the Heart.. I think the Heart is laying down.. and the Heart is Not moving at all.. the sound of the beating of the Heart is Not clear.. Please open the door.. come and see this Heart.. Only YOU.. my Love.. my Darling.. Baby Tiger.. Only YOU can bring the Heart back to Life.. only YOU.. YOUR presence is all I am asking for.. Please Open the door.. Please.. Open the door for me.. My hand hits.. DOK DOK DOK DOK.. HELLO.. I am not.. Hand Hits.. DOK DOK DOK DOK.. I turn to the side.. Put my head to the side and I put my ear.. trying to listen to the sound of the foot steps.. Am I hearing any foot steps.. I pull away.. hand Hits.. DOK DOK DOK DOK.. hand Hits.. DOK DOK DOK DOK.. I need YOU right now.. I need YOU.. I want YOU.. do YOU not hear my words.. it is YOU Who I am speaking too.. Please help my heart.. I turn my head and I look down at the Glass jar.. The Heart still lays there.. I hope that The Heart does Not Die.. will this Heart live.. will it beat again.. can I hear the sound of the Heart Beat.. I hear foot
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@user-vr8uv7ro9g 14 сағат бұрын
Please Wait.. Why are YOU leaving Me.. Why are you leaving.. I want YOU to know that I am waiting for YOU.. and I stand Up.. looking through the Glass Wall.. My hands touches the Glass.. Wait.. Can YOU not hear my words.. I am asking YOU to wait.. WILL you please stop.. and I see YOU.. I can see YOU.. before YOU go.. I want to ask YOU something from My Heart.. WILL you ever Love me.. can you please tell me that YOU can save a room for me so that I can give you my Heart.. But I want your heart.. I look down next to me.. I have the Empty Glass Jar.. I go down and grab.. holding with my two hands.. DO you see what I am holding.. I am holding because I want Your Heart.. Tell me this.. AM I allowed to hold this Glass Jar.. even though it may be empty right Now.. I am asking YOU for something.. I am asking YOU to bring YOUR HEART to me.. Please Give me YOUR HEART.. I look through the Glass wall and I see a Glass Jar.. on the ground.. and I see a Heart inside.. I LOOK over.. I see that Heart looking at Me.. I see the Heart peeking over.. I look.. CAN YOU come over here.. WILL you let me Hold YOUR HEART.. Can I hold YOU.. YOUR HEART is so pretty pretty.. SO fragile.. I will be very gentle with YOU.. come over.. I will take good care of YOU.. I will love YOU.. I will tell YOU How much I love you.. I can also speak to YOUR HEART and tell YOUR HEART.. YOU are the Most Beautiful Heart.. most precious to Me.. special in my Eyes and WILL love YOU.. The more I love You.. I am sure it will gradually grow to be Loved by Me.. because I know one thing for sure.. I may not be good at loving YOU right now.. but.. hold on tight.. later you will find Out that I can be a Great Lover.. a Lover for YOU.. the One who loves YOU too much you just can't handle.. I will love you where YOU will start to see me little different.. Give me a Chance to Love YOU.. as I looking down through the Glass Wall.. Looking at Your Heart inside the Glass jar.. why are you so Shy.. Are you scared of Me.. I don't know what else to say but I am only here to show YOU and tell YOU HOW MUCH I Love you.. come over.. come closer.. let me speak To your Heart.. I only want to say.. I love you.. Let me remind YOU how much I love you.. only thing I can do is to Love YOU.. why don't you understand that I am filled with Love to give all away just to YOU.. Come little closer.. I am looking at Your Heart.. SO Shy.. but so Cute being so Shy.. I don't have any rabies.. I am not a dog who barks or bites.. I am only here to touch YOU.. can I touch YOU and hold YOU.. and I can give you a little kisses and cuddles.. can My hands touch.. how about my arms hold YOUR HEART.. I will not choke YOU or make you feel.. or Squeeze YOU.. I will kiss YOU Heart and tell YOU How Much I love you.. How much I missed YOU and just can't wait to be with YOU.. I look through the Glass Wall.. I see Your Heart looking through.. peeking up and going down.. I see that the Heart.. YOUR HEART is moving.. maybe just curious.. Not sure what YOUR HEART be thinking.. But I am waiting for YOU.. I am waiting for Your Heart to come closer.. But.. WHY did you put Your Heart in that Glass jar.. what If that Heart of yours does not know How to jump Out of that Glass Jar.. what If Your Heart is scared because YOU Placed Her in the Glass Jar.. How about bringing that Heart.. YOUR HEART TOO ME.. at least YOUR HEART will Not feel scared or Alone.. the Heart looks so scared.. but if YOU PUT YOUR HEART in my trust.. I can at least Speak to Your Heart.. and Tell Your Heart.. How much I missed Your Heart and I just love the sound of the beating.. Beating of Your Heart.. I can hear Your Heart sing.. I can hear your heart beat.. I can close both of my eyes and without my eyes being opened.. I can still listen to YOUR HEART.. can make me fall fast asleep.. holding Your Heart around my arms like I hold my Pillow in the night telling YOUR HEART.. I love YOU.. can I kiss YOU HEART.. I can tell YOU a secret.. that I never stopped loving YOU.. that I am able to love YOU.. thank YOU for giving me HOPE to love once again.. NOW I feel alive and so Happy because I can love YOU like that.. I can love YOU without YOU saying a word to me.. it is better that way because I just want to love YOU.. why can't I just love YOU.. and I look through the Glass wall.. I need YOU to come closer.. why do you have to stand afar from me.. why do you leave a distance between us.. I want to see YOU.. I want to hold YOU.. why do you have to be Shy around me.. are YOU telling me that I am a creepy person.. am I a monster.. NO.. I am a gentle Heart.. I can love you in a way that YOU can be like.. HE is Not a monster.. He has no sharp teeth.. BUT like a Lamb.. I can love YOU Like a sheep.. but Come a little closer.. tell me that YOU are not afraid of me to Love YOU.. and as I stand looking through the Glass wall.. holding the Empty Glass Jar.. I see YOU walk Out.. I cannot believe.. I guess YOU can hear me HUH.. If you are able to come Out.. when YOU try to walk away.. it must mean something.. I see your head knoding that YOU Hear me and I see your Smile.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. WHY are you so Amazingly Beautiful.. If you are able to show me YOUR SMILE and able to answer.. YOU can hear me HUH.. and I LOOK at you smiling.. I want It.. I want it so bad.. Can I have Your Heart.. Pretty Pretty Please.. I turn my head to look down toward the GLASS JAR.. Your Heart is peeking.. DO YOU SEE her.. and I Turn to LOOK at YOU.. YOU be smiling.. and I see YOU Point at the Glass jar.. your Heart.. and I am like.. I want that Heart.. finally I get to see YOU.. Finally.. DO you know I been waiting.. and waiting.. I have been missing YOU and Now DO you see me.. My finger points down too the Glass Jar with YOUR HEART.. I see YOU standing still.. and I just want to hold YOU.. I wonder how will it feels to Hold YOU.. my arms around YOU.. and just thinking about my arms around YOU.. gives me chills like goose bumps because for a while.. my arms be around my Pillow.. Holding my Pillow thinking it is YOU.. I want to Hold YOU and tell YOU I love you.. I love holding YOU.. Holding YOU makes me heart racing.. Heart be beating.. tears falling because I want to hold YOU and tell YOU.. I love you.. why can't I just love YOU.. and love you like I can.. I want to give so much Love to YOU but it seems like YOU PUSH ME away.. I want to love YOU.. tell me HOW to love YOU.. I am standing here.. looking through the Glass wall.. as I watch YOU walk closer and closer and you stop.. GOSH.. MY heart.. my heart wants to beat faster because of YOU.. I place the Empty Glass jar down.. my hand over the Chest.. DO YOU see this Hand.. my Hand is on the Chest.. my Heart is right here.. my Heart can feel something if just looking at YOU.. my Heart hits me.. beats me when I see YOU.. why can't My Heart stop beating.. why can't it stop racing.. I feel like breathe of Loss.. I feel like I can't breathe but heavy.. I really need to love YOU.. will you let me love YOU.. tell me to stop loving YOU because YOU keep on taking My breathe away.. I can't breathe right and I want to cry for Love.. give me Your Love.. I want to give YOU my Love.. I want your Love.. I want it so bad.. I watch you walk over and YOU stop next to the Glass jar.. grabs Your Heart.. and I see Your Heart.. cries.. as You are holding Her.. I am looking.. Wait.. where are
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@user-vr8uv7ro9g 14 сағат бұрын
YOU.. my Heart comes alive.. I look at your picture.. wishing only if YOU were here.. I would be saying these words to YOU.. only thing I can do is just wait and just miss YOU.. as I leave and walk off my room.. I think of YOU.. keep on thinking of YOU when I am walking.. I watch the Sun.. wondering do YOU feel the same way I do.. don't have to say a word but keep on thinking Of You.. wondering How YOU are doing.. are we looking at the same SUN.. are you too thinking of Me when YOU look at that Sun.. a new day comes.. I am ready to Love YOU.. do YOU want to receive My Love.. all day I am just busy.. watching the Sun set.. I look at the Sun leaving behind.. I still think of You.. my mind is running.. trying to tackle down all the walls.. and I watch the sun setting.. thinking of you.. wondering.. are YOU too busy like me.. do you ever miss me.. do you even give a time to think about me.. I watch the Night.. the Moon comes UP.. now tell me.. I look at the Picture of YOU.. again I start to miss YOU.. thinking of YOU.. as I stand out side.. DO you ever come Out at night.. when the Moon is out and looking down.. I look up at the Moon.. I see Your Face.. I see Your Smile.. I see your eyes.. and both hands.. arms stretches toward the Moon from the ground below.. I am trying to reach with both hands.. I want to touch Your Face.. I want to feel your cheeks.. and Your Lip.. can I touch you gentle.. will you let me.. will you smile when I do.. as my hands are out.. I want to be with YOU.. and I start to miss you.. wondering.. can YOU see that Moon.. do YOU see my hands.. my arms are stretched out.. trying to reach for Your face.. I want to tell your Ears something.. I can tell your ear.. I love YOU.. I love you and I miss you.. Do you see me.. and I be waving at the Moon.. shouting from the lungs.. asking YOU.. can I write my Name in your Heart.. so that I know YOU will be mine forever.. tell me that I can do that.. at least.. I want to write my name.. so YOU will not forget me.. so that YOU can think of me too.. but I always think of YOU.. missing YOU.. and I will look at the Moon one last time.. waving with my hands.. saying.. I love YOU.. I love you.. and turn the other way.. and walk into the House.. In my room.. before I go to sleep.. I look at your picture.. I kiss your picture and tell YOU.. I love you.. its been very busy day but Now.. a peace of time.. just to let YOU Know.. I missed YOU but.. I want to say.. I love you.. I love you from My Heart.. please don't forget that.. I love you.. AS I am standing Outside I turn and I look UP to the sky.. I look at the stars.. and I open my Mouth.. WHY do you have to be so Far.. IF I close both of my eyes.. I can see YOU so close and I feel close to YOU.. it is when I open both of my eyes.. I don't see YOU any more.. I have your picture with me.. I am looking at it right Now.. But looking around.. I don't see YOU anywhere.. I look up.. I see that the distance is very very far.. I miss YOU.. I wonder sometimes if YOU look at the same sky at night I am looking.. only my Heart is missing YOU.. Your presence is gone.. I wish that YOU knew How Much I miss YOU.. I wish that YOU truly knew and understand How much I love you.. SO what does Love means to YOU.. is loving YOU means to buy you a Big House.. Is it means to Buy you a Huge boat or a Plane.. an Island.. does Loving YOU means to buy this and buy that and buy everything.. if that is what Love means to YOU.. I am a Poor man.. I cannot buy you the things YOU want.. But if YOU are asking me what Love means to Me.. It is just Loving Y O U.. Loving YOU because YOU means everything to me.. that I am able to come Outside at night.. just could Not fall asleep because I would be thinking of YOU too much.. My hand presses into my Chest.. My Heart wakes UP.. You keep on running inside my head.. try many times to sleep but I keep on seeing YOU.. I had to sit UP.. trying to get back to reality.. I am looking at this Glass Wall.. wondering why am I here.. and I get closer to the Glass wall and I stop.. I put my hands on the Glass wall.. What is this.. and I look inside standing outside of this Glass wall.. I look down.. I see a Glass Jar.. I wonder whose Glass Jar is that.. is there a way I can go and see.. I see YOU walking.. Holding a Heart with both hands.. My Breathe.. I can blow air like it is freezing cold.. and I hear HUSH HUSH.. and I see YOU coming closer.. Both Hands holding.. I want that Heart.. My Finger touch the Glass wall.. I wonder if My Finger can go through this Glass Wall.. the Finger Tip only stops.. the Glass Wall is just too strong for my finger to break through.. Can I have that Heart.. are you teasing Me because I want.. I want that Heart.. Why can't you give me That Heart.. I can Hold it too with Both Hands.. but I will be gentle with Your Heart.. Please give me That Heart.. and I am standing here.. just wanting to Touch Your Heart and to Hold it with the palms of my hands.. I see YOU stop.. My Breathe.. I feel like It is so hard to breathe.. Difficult for me to Breathe in and Breathe Out.. What have you done to my eyes.. and to My Heart.. why is it so Hard for me to breathe.. I want Your Heart.. Please.. pretty Please give me YOUR HEART.. I want to feel Your Heart.. Hold Your Heart to tell YOUR Heart I love YOU.. as YOU would be walking.. YOU stop at the center of the Room.. I hear your mouth say something.. But.. it is so hard to here on this other side.. I move my mouth.. Finger Points to that Heart.. But there is NO voice.. I can't hear YOU.. what are you saying.. I want to hear Your Words.. I want to hear your voice.. what are you trying to tell Me.. BUT all I see is Your Mouth move and just stops.. Can I have it.. Tell me that YOU are bringing that Heart to me.. Your Heart.. I don't care about anyone's heart.. BUT.. I want Your Heart.. I want to Love Your Heart.. and My breathe.. I can't breathe.. My Chest hurts because YOU are so Beautiful.. the Most beautiful an Eyes can ever see.. Why do YOU have to look like that and dress.. WHY do you have to make ME to suffer because YOU are looking so Darn Good.. So Beautiful.. as I watch you stand there.. maybe I should of brought me a Camera.. Did not expect to see YOU here.. As I watch YOU.. I see your smile.. Where is a camera.. so I can take a picture of YOU and show YOU what My eyes has to see.. and the Picture will tell YOU no lies about How truly Beautiful You are.. I find myself.. it is kind of hard to breathe at this Point.. Leaving me Speechless.. leaving me to feel numb in My Heart.. as I see YOU holding both hands a Heart.. I wish that Heart is for Me.. can YOU not just give that Heart to me.. I want to tell Your Heart.. that I too have a Heart and My Heart wants to say.. YOU are such a Darling.. YOU are so Beautiful.. why
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@user-vr8uv7ro9g 14 сағат бұрын
Oink Oink.. I am looking at the paper in front of me.. looking on the floor.. on the ground.. on the carpet floor.. few papers been rolled into balls.. I would try to write you a letter.. with the Pen.. and would make some mistakes and with the Pen.. there is NO eraser to erase.. so I would grab the Piece of paper.. when it has been made mistake while writing YOU a Letter.. I would roll into the Ball and it would Hit the carpet floor.. been struggling.. my Heart been struggling so Much.. I would look at the Cup.. pouring the Can of Beer.. and I would grab the Glass cup.. drinking the beer.. I can feel bubbly inside.. trying to erase YOU off my Mind.. but when I place a Piece of Paper in front of the desk.. I want to tell YOU something.. I want to write you something.. something that I needs to say that comes from My Heart.. that sinks in my Head.. and I can't just hold it in.. but Needs to tell YOU as I would write you this Letter.. when YOU been practicing for such a Long time writing.. and for a long time it becomes a part of YOU.. Like a lifestyle and changes into.. that is where I am at this Point when I would pull out a clean sheet of piece of Paper.. I know that the Truck is coming.. the Mail man.. with his truck.. He is coming to this Home.. to the Mail Box.. and I know that I am running out of time.. and I needs to put something.. Needs to tell YOU something on this Piece of Paper.. I received something from YOU.. an envelop.. a new Picture YOU put inside and I have Never seen this Picture before.. YOU are smiling.. Holding a Bear.. I am Not sure what kind of Bear is this.. do I call it the teddy Bear.. and My eyes.. I keep on looking at this new Picture.. YOU look so beautiful.. YOU look so Cute holding.. holding this small bear.. and it seems like YOU are trying to tell me something.. are YOU telling me that I am small like this Bear.. because I do not like that Small bear.. of course I am Not saying I am tall because I am Not.. but when I look at the new Picture of YOU.. holding that small bear.. it means that I wish that it be Me.. I want to hold the small bear.. and I want to hold YOU close in my arms too.. putting down that Small bear.. and to tell you that YOU are so Beautiful.. the Most Beautiful that I ever saw in my life.. that YOU are just too pretty.. just too beautiful.. even without holding that Small Bear.. just YOU in the Picture alone is enough to say.. YOU are so Beautiful.. there is NO reason to be holding that small bear.. and is this what I should Put.. should write.. to tell YOU on this Letter.. or should I say to YOU.. I been missing YOU so bad lately.. but this very Night.. I had to go into the kitchen and grab me a cold can of Beer.. and grabbed a glass cup.. Open the Cold Can of Beer and poured into the Glass cup and I would sit.. sit by the desk looking at the new Picture of YOU holding this Small Bear.. I would just imagine that be Me.. only if it be ME in your Arms.. I wonder how would that be.. or feel.. I wonder How would my Heart react when YOUR arms wraps around me and I turn to YOU and I am able to say and to tell YOU how much I love YOU.. would you please accept these words of Mine telling YOU as I look at your eyes and I would look at your ear to tell you this is what My Heart feels and How it is reacting because of your arms around Me.. How about me expressing.. can I too open my arms and wrap around YOU so that I can hear you to say what YOU feel.. how your Heart be acting when I am this close to YOU.. Please tell me.. and I would say.. because I know that I am distance from YOU.. I feel like this Longing keeps growing as I keep on missing YOU.. so I had to drink.. grabbing the Glass CUP.. pouring the Cold Can of Beer and I would drink it down.. as I would sit by the desk.. LOOKING at the new Picture of YOU holding this small bear.. with a big smile.. I wonder How the person.. the One who is holding that camera.. if it was a MAN behind the camera.. of course If I was the One who was behind the Camera who had to take this Picture.. My Body would freeze as I would stand still.. LOOKING through the lens of this Camera.. My Heart be frozen looking at YOU because.. In my Mind.. I will say and tell YOU.. YOU will hear me say to YOU.. YOU are so Beautiful.. as My Heart would be crying inside telling me.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. YOU are the most Beautiful My eyes would ever see.. and trying to focus.. taking the picture would be so hard on my part because what HAPPENS after.. what happens when YOU leave.. YOU would leave a Print in my Heart.. in my Head.. just like when I am looking at this New Picture of YOU holding this Small Bear.. it blows my mind into pieces.. I would try to breathe hard.. because YOU are so Beautiful.. leaving me puzzled.. and confused of.. my eyes would say.. Like an Angel YOU are.. like an Angel who went missing and NOW I found you here on earth.. NOW I am looking at you through this Picture.. I am still trying to write YOU something.. as my mind goes off.. and when I needs to put it on the Paper.. and I am thinking more than what I should put.. to Write to tell YOU.. and I would stay Put.. sitting.. holding this Pen.. and Looking at this Clean sheet of Piece of paper.. I would turn to LOOK at the Wall.. the Clock and I see that the Time is running Out.. the Mail Man with his Truck is going to be here soon.. But all I could find is rolls of balls of papers on the floor.. with One Piece of paper on top of the desk.. I am going Off here and there as I am thinking of YOU.. what to say.. what to put.. what to write with this Pen on this Paper.. I look at the Glass CUP.. the COLD CAN OF BEER.. half full.. so I would pour the can of beer.. the rest into the Glass CUP.. I would grab the Glass CUP and I would drink it UP.. I can feel this fuzzy feeling.. feeling a Little warm in my face.. But.. I look at the Paper that is in front of me.. I have Not written any thing yet.. what if YOU are waiting for this Letter ON the Other side.. what if I can't finish this Letter tonight and it can't reach YOU.. would you be there wondering if this Letter gets to YOU.. or you just don't care at all.. as I put my Head to look at the Piece of Clean paper.. holding this Pen I would write to tell YOU this.. I just drank this Cold can of Beer.. I bought it at this One store that is close to my House.. of course I was tempted because MY Heart.. My Head.. I would think of YOU.. few days ago the Truck.. with the MAIL MAN who drove this truck came.. and He told me he had something for Me and gave me this envelop.. and the MAIL MAN smiled as HE took off.. I opened the envelop to find a Picture.. when I saw this picture.. a new Picture of YOU.. the smile gave it all.. and I would see your Arms around this Small Bear.. I looked at it.. and I felt something in my Heart telling me.. YOU are trying to tell me something.. but I was Not sure what YOU are trying to say.. it is YOU who gave me this Picture.. so I know that YOU had to put thoughts into before YOU would send it to this House.. I went HOME.. this Picture.. YOU were sending me a Message that It really never got to me before.. and I just knew.. I have Not written YOU Letters for awhile.. I was dealing with what if YOU did Not want to receive the Letters any more.. so I would stop writing you a Letter.. I would walk alone.. LOOKING out side.. staring at the MOON as I would stop.. and I kept on missing YOU.. I wanted to say something.. wanted to tell YOU.. to write to YOU but what If you did Not want any more letters.. as I would start to think this way.. I would LOOK UP at the MOON.. started to cry.. saying.. what If YOU did not want me to write YOU Letters any more.. then what About my Heart.. what about Me.. what would happen to my Heart which it gives me this drive to tell YOU HOW much I love YOU.. and when I started to let go and stopped writing you letters.. I would walk Out to LOOK at the MOON.. I would look UP and I would start to cry looking at the MOON.. I would see the Truck passing By.. few days goes by.. before the Mail MAN with his truck comes to stop by the Mail Box.. I would be in the room.. and I would be sitting.. I would look through the window of the room.. seeing the Truck stops and It would pass by putting something in the Mail Box.. as few days would go by and I stopped writing you Letters.. it was the Night stood.. the Truck stopped.. the MAIL MAN looks at me.. asking about the Letters to give to YOU.. I told the MAIL MAN that I have stopped writing.. and that is when HE gave me this One envelope.. when I saw the New Picture.. YOU were holding a Small Bear with a Smile.. I knew in my Heart.. I needs to tell YOU something.. I needs to speak what is IN my thoughts.. what is IN my Head my Heart.. Now I am telling YOU.. that I know that I go missing.. I ache in pains when I can't tell YOU through writing YOU Letters because this is the Only way for YOU to know and understand what is going ON IN MY Heart.. the Night I saw the Mail man with his Truck.. I was Looking UP at the MOON.. asking what should I do.. am I suppose to end this way without ever knowing what is in your Heart.. and I asked the MOON to help me.. that is when I saw the Truck and the Mail Man inside giving me the envelop with Your New Picture.. as I am looking at the Glass cup.. I have NO more Cold Can of beer because I bought and started to drink.. there was a lot of cold cans of Beers inside the fringe.. this is the last one and Now.. there is NONE because I was dealing with so Much pain of missing YOU.. but as I saw this New Picture of YOU.. holding this small Bear.. I remember I send this Small bear to YOU giving it as the gift and that is when I knew your Heart.. Now I have the courage to tell you through this Letter How much I love YOU and How much I miss YOU.. but also knowing that I can continue to write and tell YOU through many more letters.. I never stopped loving YOU.. even this very Night
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@user-vr8uv7ro9g 14 сағат бұрын
MAH MAH.. I walk out the room.. Pulling out the Art sketch paper.. the drawing picture of YOU.. and I just can't stop.. I been thinking of YOU a lot lately.. and I needs to go see YOU.. but How.. and as I am standing out.. I would turn to the Left.. I see the Horse.. and it belongs to the Older Man who teaches me.. maybe this time.. and I would look at the Art sketch paper.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. Crown Princess.. YOU know that YOU may Not see me.. but I will be at the Palace.. I will only be like a Shadow.. like the wind.. YOU can't see Me.. but YOU know that I am there.. knowing because I love YOU.. and I would Fold the Art Sketch paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU in my Back.. and I would walk.. I stop by the Horse.. and I would get back on this Black Horse.. I would hit the Horse likely and the Horse starts to RUN.. as I am riding on the Back of the Horse.. feeling the Wind in my face as the Horse keeps On running down the Road.. all I can think of is YOU.. the Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. even though I may not be close.. even though you may Not see Me.. I know that as long as I can see YOU.. just seeing YOU from a Far is all I can ask for.. even though I may Not be able to say or tell YOU what My Heart truly feels or expresses to YOU.. as Long as my eyes sees that YOU are doing good.. that is ALL I am asking for.. the Horse keeps On running down the road.. all through the Day.. I see this Horse.. this Black Horse keeps on going.. it feels Like me.. Just cannot stop but keeps On going.. as I would watch the SUN Setting down.. when I look on the side.. I see the waters.. and the Horse would run slowly as it stops.. I give this Horse.. the Black Horse some rest.. I get Off the Horse.. Now.. as I would walk close to the waters.. there are group of guys by the waters.. and I would turn to look at One of the guys.. and I would stand still.. as I would pull the Art sketch paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU.. I just can't stop thinking of YOU.. and it is killing me inside that I can't be close to YOU.. Now.. one of the guys.. he comes closer and takes a LOOK at the Art Sketch paper.. the Drawing Picture of YOU.. and Looks at me.. and I tell Him.. Yes.. the Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. if YOU are asking me.. I am a Low Born servant.. and I know I can't even Look at YOU.. the Crown Princess.. who am I to love the Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. I know that I am Not suppose to ever put my eyes on YOU.. and the penalty for getting caught is Death.. even though I know that If I break this Law.. But.. if YOU take a LOOK at me.. I am already Dead.. so I have No more fear.. I have already broken this Law and just ready to Die any time SOON.. but what can I do.. if I love YOU.. is this My fault.. How is it my fault if My Heart is the One who is causing this Kind of trouble.. this Kind of problem in my life.. I am just going what My Heart truly Needs.. and the Guy looks at me.. He works at the Palace.. and He is the Palace Guard at the Door.. and I just could Not believe.. he came just for a break with Other friends who works at the Palace.. they are all guards at the door.. and I just could Not believe.. He is going to help me to take to where YOU are.. tells me Not to tell any one because.. My Heart.. WHICH only Loves YOU.. as I would watch the waters on this Night.. I just could Not sleep.. but.. for the Longest time.. it has been so long since I saw YOU.. it is a Picture of YOU when YOU are YOUNG.. Now.. the Guy who came with his friends.. one of them had an Art Sketch Picture.. but it is the recent Picture some one drew.. and the guy's friend showed me.. as I took into my hands.. YOU just blew my Mind.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. YOU have become so Beautiful.. when did YOU grew UP looking so Beautiful Like this.. and as I am looking at the Art sketch Paper.. the recent drawing of YOU.. My eyes could Not Help.. but my tears.. it just could NOT let it sit and I felt.. my tears just ran down as I am looking at the recent Picture.. the Art sketch paper.. the drawing of YOU.. and I am wondering.. the Guy looks at me.. even his friend Loves YOU too.. I am thinking.. I know there must be More but.. it does Not matter with me.. as the Sun starts to rise.. the Guy.. he came with three friends and Got into the Horse.. and gave me this New.. the recent Picture of YOU.. and I would walk down away from the waters.. and I get ON the Back of the Black Horse.. the four of the guys starts to ride the Horses.. as I get on the Black Horse.. I would ride this Horse following the Four Horses.. and Now.. I never knew that I am able to get this Close.. I just can't believe it.. My dreams are coming true.. How could this Be.. as the Horses would run down and the towns.. the villages are passing By.. and the two Guards by the Fortress Gates.. the Four Guards show the badges and they are able to get me Inside.. the Gates Open wide.. and the Four guards riding on the Horses.. and I am behind the Four Palace Guards following in the Black Horse.. as the Horses keeps On going and running down this road.. the path.. and it leads to the palace gates.. two Guards.. Opens the front gates.. as the FOUR PALACE GUARDS shows and lets me in with them.. and Into the back gates they go.. as the Horses all slow down.. the Guy who I first talked too.. He gets out of the Horse and He points at the Chamber on TOP.. that is where YOU are.. the Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. the Other Guard tells me that YOU are not there.. that the Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. is at the training ground.. and HE is the One who leads.. as I get off the Black Horse.. walking across on the Other side.. and there is the Fence.. as I walk with the Other Guard.. I would stop.. from the back.. I pull out the Recent.. Art sketch Paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU.. as grown.. I just can't believe you have grown this Much.. so much Prettier and never imagined YOU be this Beautiful in my life.. Now the Other Guard stops and looks back.. I just can't believe.. I am going to see the Crown Princess.. do YOU not see this.. LOOK.. I am at the palace.. and going to get to see closer LOOK at the HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. it is Like a Dream come true.. I was truly worried about.. How am I going to see YOU.. I know that I have No business at the Palace. NO guards are going to let me In but.. it is a true Miracle that I am here.. and get to meet.. the Other Guard looks and smiles.. and He turns to lead the way.. as I am following HIM.. in my hands.. I am holding the Art Sketch Paper.. the RECENT drawing picture of YOU.. and I see the other Guard.. He stands by the fence.. and He stops.. and I am walking.. my Heart.. It is beating so Fast.. why do I feel so excited.. why is My Heart beating.. is it beating or dancing from the Inside.. and I stop by the Fence.. and as I let down the Art Sketch Paper.. the Recent drawing picture of YOU.. I see YOU stand there.. the Other Guard points.. that is the Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. who is in control in that training ground.. and I see YOU from the distance.. and there are many MEN.. the new recruits as YOU are the One over seeing and teaching them with the Stick.. and My Heart.. Are you really holding the Sword.. the way of the swordsmanship.. as YOU turn toward the Fence.. YOU see two men.. and YOU stop.. showing the form of the Arts of swordsmanship and LOOKS.. as I see YOU looking at me and the Other guard.. It just can't be.. is it really YOU.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. and of course YOU don't know who I am because it has been such a Long time I saw YOU.. and I would kneel.. two knees.. and the Other Guard kneels with me on two knees.. Head Looks on the ground.. arms forward.. and I see YOU are coming.. walking over to the Fence.. and I just can't look at YOU.. why can't I breathe.. why is it so Hard for me to breath and YOU stop by the fence.. and the Other Guard would answer YOU.. and YOU turn to LOOK at me asking me.. and I would lift UP my Head.. and I would LOOK at Your eyes.. DO YOU not remember Me.. right Now I am at the Older man's House.. he is my master my teacher at this Point.. but.. YOU don't remember Me.. and I see YOU looking and with Question.. it is me.. at the Garden.. when YOU came Long ago.. when we were younger.. and my Father who was the Head over the servants.. who served the King but was servant to the CROWN PRINCESS.. which is YOU.. and my Hand went back to Pull out the Art sketch Paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU.. and I lifted it UP before Your eyes and I see your hands grab hold unto.. DO YOU not remember this Picture.. this Art sketch paper.. the drawing of YOU.. when we were little.. before YOU left.. I asked a Boy.. and HE had to get your Permission.. and YOU allowed that BOY to draw YOU and the Boy would give me this Art sketch Paper.. the drawing picture of YOU.. the boy say.. I am good to have this Picture.. the Art Sketch paper.. this drawing picture of YOU.. by the tree.. before YOU told me that YOU could never come back to the Garden.. that WHEN I grew to be older.. for YOU to know.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. YOU told me to bring this to YOU so that YOU will remember who I am.. and it was YOU who allowed me to have this.. to keep this.. that one day when I come to this palace.. when I bring this to show YOU who I am.. YOU will know that it was ME.. the lowly born servant at the garden who never stopped Loving YOU.. I came all the way just to tell YOU that I have grown.. and YES.. that I am going to enter the king's service and to Be a Palace Guard.. so that I can come close to YOU.. to protect YOU and to defend this nation.. I told you this when I was little.. when I was young.. I told YOU.. before YOU left for good.. I told YOU I promise I will come
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@user-vr8uv7ro9g 14 сағат бұрын
MAH MAH.. Would pull the Art Sketch paper.. the Drawing Picture of YOU.. it is when YOU were Little.. the Boy WHO gave it to ME.. who told me that I have the Permission from YOU.. the Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. LOOKING at the Tree.. by the Garden.. I am always thinking about the Garden because it was the first TIME.. when I saw YOU coming.. riding on the Horse.. YOU wanted to see How the Garden feels.. it was when I saw YOU there.. when I started to LOVE you at the Garden.. as I am looking at one of the new Recruit.. He looks at me and swings the WOODEN SWORD at me.. and He misses as I go back.. with the WOODEN SWORD stick I am holding.. I would swing Forward and It hits the new recruit and He falls to the Floor.. to the ground.. I am standing.. holding a stick in my hand.. Looking at the Sun rising before my eyes.. I know that I must get ready.. the Other hand pulls Out the Art Sketch paper.. it is the drawing of YOU.. I can hear my Heart beating so Fast when I look at YOU.. MAH MAH.. I am getting ready and preparing these Men.. the MEN who came to YOU.. the New recruits.. I had NO idea that YOU would put me on the front Line.. to prepare these Men.. these YOUNG MEN.. the New Recruits.. WHY would you give me this Mission.. why would you give me the Permission to teach and to train these YOUNG MEN.. YOU know that I am Not that GOOD.. but Like HOW you gave me the Order and has commanded me to do so.. There are A lot of Other Generals.. the Superior before Me.. the Aged and well fought.. who are better Instructors and even YOU have the Chief Generals.. even the Great Commanders.. who has lead many victories over many wars they fought.. and I just don't understand why YOU put me in charge and gave me this KIND OF Order to do So.. I am Not even well trained.. did NOT fight many wars or has lead many soldiers to WIN many victories of Wars.. but WHY did YOU put me in Charge.. and I am looking at the Picture.. the Art sketch Paper.. the drawing picture of YOU.. as I am standing.. YOU also gave me few Men.. there are Seven of My Friends who are standing with me and with me they are standing Behind me.. I only came here.. just to be a Palace Guard.. just to guard the back door of the Palace.. Never imagined that I would come this very far.. so Close to YOU.. Only thing I ever wanted to ask of and say to YOU is how much I love YOU.. I only wanted to express deeply my Love for YOU.. never thought that I be here today.. as I am watching the Sun Rise.. before me are the tents.. and very SOON the New Recruits are going to come Out of the tents they are sleeping in and I have to begin the training for the New Big War.. as the Seven Men are behind Me.. I am looking forward.. I see the Men.. the New recruits walking Out their tents.. My tears.. two lines are falling down both eyes.. I just can't believe I have to do this.. But I am not even experienced veteran at war.. I am Not even the general.. Not even the TOP general or the Chief general.. Not even the Commander or the Great Commander.. those MEN has years of many experiences of striking and WINNING in wars.. but why did MAH MAH.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH choose me to do this.. there are great war veterans.. WHAT AM I suppose to teach.. what Words MUST I say.. how can I lead victories for the Next war.. and I would watch all the YOUNG MEN.. the New Recruits walking Out and they all stood in the Line just waiting.. I don't know what to DO.. and I am looking at the Art Sketch Paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU and I would say.. MAH MAH.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. WHY did You give me this Kind of Order.. why did YOU commanded me to train and to teach.. to instruct these YOUNG RECRUT MEN.. what if I fail trying too.. and I would put the arm down holding the Art Sketch Paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU.. the Closest Friend takes the Art Sketch paper in my hand.. and I turn my Head aside.. and I would look.. by the Fence.. I see YOU there.. the CROWN PRINCESS.. sitting on the Horse.. I see YOU with the BIG CROWN on your Head.. standing around are the COMMANDERS.. the Chief Generals.. the Great Commanders of War.. I see the TOP Generals behind YOU and YOU are looking at me.. and I see YOU pulling Out the Sword.. telling me that the training has Begun.. But.. something stops Me.. something stops me to go further.. I don't know what it is because these are YOUR new recruits.. these are Men that came here for YOU.. to Fight for the Next war.. to Fight for the Next Battle Field.. these are the MEN who are going to Die if they are NOT trained right.. who came to protect and to defend YOU.. for the Nation and for YOU to be their QUEEN.. even though YOU are the Crown Princess right Now.. what am I doing right Now.. I would fall down on both Knees.. and I put my arm up forward and I would Lower my Head before YOU.. and I see you pointing the Sword to me.. telling me to speak.. and I lift UP my Head and I look at YOU.. MAH MAH.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. these are YOUNG NEW MEN.. New recruits.. they are Unexperienced and has Not trained for years.. do NOT know what it is Like to fight in the Battle fields of War.. How can YOU let me be the trainer or the Instructor.. I know that I might sound so weak.. but it is the Lives that YOU are putting Under.. they have Lives and the Lives are very special and precious.. because of my Wrong.. I don't want to see the YOUNG MEN.. the New recruits to fall by the swords because of the wrong teaching or instructing.. that is why I am begging YOU to let someone else.. like the experienced and the veterans of war.. who lead men to victories to take my Place.. and I would see YOU looking at me.. but The sword.. I see the sword YOU are holding.. YOU lifted it UP higher telling me to GO.. and my Heart.. My Heart starting to beat so fast when I see YOU believe and Your Faith.. the trust YOU have.. telling me to go On.. My Heart.. starting to beat faster when I truly understood that Because I love YOU.. One thing that makes me so different is that I love YOU.. the Love that I have for YOU will never let others to fall because I love YOU.. I love YOU more and more and never stopped Loving YOU.. and I would look at YOU.. the Seven Men behind me.. they all fall on their two knees.. Arms UP forward and Heads all Lower before YOU.. and I see YOU still holding the Sword UP High.. and I know.. it means that Is it.. so I turn my Head.. LOOKING at the YOUNG MEN.. the New Recruits.. and I know that these are YOUR MEN.. these are the defenders.. who are going to Protect YOU with Me.. and Yes.. NO ONE is going to stop us from trying Our Best.. I know that if I love YOU.. I will do whatever it takes to make YOUR MEN stronger.. make them more wiser and BE ready to walk into the War.. I Hear more voices and I turn the Other way.. where YOU are at.. I see More New Young Men.. More new recruits wants to join in the Military force.. and I have never seen such a Large Number of gathered.. the Guard at the gate by the Fence Opens and More YOUNG NEW RECRUITS.. who has passed the exam all runs Into the join the Camp.. the training ground.. and they stand in the back of the Line.. and I stand there looking at these Unprepared men.. I must.. wiping my tears from my eyes.. I must help them.. and I turn to LOOK at YOU.. ARM UP and Head lowers.. Your Sword Points to Me again and I would lift up my head and I would say to YOU.. Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I just wanted to say Thank YOU.. If you are asking why.. I remember I was by the Fence.. DO you not remember.. I was by the Fence waiting for the Chance.. there was a Guard telling me that I could Not come inside.. I had the Letter.. and the Older MAN who was the Instructor.. who was the One to teach me.. after I lost my Father.. I have fallen into great depression.. crying IN the Night.. and Just wanted to Give UP on life.. I remember the Only HOPE was go to YOU.. I walked for many days with out FOOD or Water.. did Not see the Winter and the great blizzard came and swept me away.. at that Moment I thought I was going to die.. I only thought of YOU.. and Kept on walking through the SNOW until I just could not walk any more and fell in the snow.. I wanted to cry.. as I was laying on the snow.. all I could think is YOU.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. just to go and to see YOU.. before I die.. at least to tell YOU how much I love YOU and I closed two eyes.. I woke UP and I only called Out to YOU.. wanting to be with YOU.. wanting to get close to YOU.. I was meant to die and said.. I am going to die any ways.. better to just die in the SNOW but.. I did Not die.. after waking UP in a Home.. the Older MAN started to teach me.. gave me an instruction and started to teach me the Art of Swordsmanship.. and He final gave me a Letter.. and Placed a Stamp saying I can go to the Camp.. the Guard by the Table told me I can go inside.. Large LINE to wait.. and It took me many days waiting in the Line and when It came to Me.. I was standing by the Fence.. the Guard who was by the gates told me I can't come in.. That day was the last day and I remember I saw YOU.. YOU came.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. YOU stood with the Generals.. the TOP.. the CHIEF and the COMMANDERS.. Looking at the New Recruits who were the YOUNG MEN at that TIME.. I remember YOU turn your Head.. and as I was turning away leaving.. I heard you which it stopped me.. MAH MAH.. YOU did Not recognize me who was at the Garden.. but.. YOU stopped me as YOU wanted to see the Letter.. My Heart.. it started to beat again.. this was the Only way.. this was the Only road and I turn around to face YOU
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@user-vr8uv7ro9g 14 сағат бұрын
MAH MAH.. Me down because LOOK.. I am still alive and well.. as I saw YOU and walking along side and I stopped and it made you stop and I would say to YOU.. I love YOU MAH MAH.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I love you and I would walk way back in the line with Many New Young Men who were recruits.. as I am LOOKING at the Art Sketch Paper.. the Picture drawing of YOU.. I remember still.. even this very day My Heart never changed.. because I still Love YOU.. both hands holding the Art Sketch paper.. the Picture drawing of YOU.. this One has never been torn.. because I kept it safe.. close to My Heart.. and I would lift UP my Head.. I am LOOKING at YOU.. as YOU are sitting on the Horse.. with the White Dress.. your Sword still pointing direct at Me.. and I would say.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. I have never stopped Loving YOU because I know that STILL at this Moment.. I still Love YOU and Yes.. I will take orders.. your Commands seriously and help rebuild Your Forces.. make them into warriors who will Fight for YOU.. who will protect YOU and defend this Nation because.. the Day I was rejected was the Day I saw YOU and that DAY was when YOU let me In.. I just wanted to tell YOU.. Crown Princess.. thank YOU for giving me the Chance to be a soldier who can protect and defend YOU and this Nation.. as I grab the stick.. putting the Art sketch paper.. the drawing picture of YOU on the ground.. I get UP.. and the Seven Men who are behind me.. they are all get UP.. Arms stretch forward and the Heads all lower to YOU.. I would grab the stick.. the Seven MEN stays behind.. and I would walk down by myself.. and I would stand.. as One YOUNG MEN recruit walks Out.. He has the Stick in his Hand.. and I would shout.. to see How well does this YOUNG MAN can fight.. and I would turn to LOOK at HIM.. I would remember.. when I was at the Older Man's House.. In the ROOM.. I would be sitting Alone.. Looking at the Art Sketch Paper.. the drawing picture of YOU.. I would be looking at YOU through that.. I would be asking.. I would be saying.. MAH MAH.. WHY do I keep on missing YOU.. I am trying to leave this Place.. I am trying so hard to leave.. so that I can be with YOU.. be close to YOU.. but I feel like I can't.. looking at this Picture.. this drawing picture of YOU.. I keep on missing YOU.. I needs to be with YOU.. and I can hear the DOOR.. it opens behind me.. and the Loud thunder and it is raining Hard out side.. the Older Man.. the teacher.. grabs my Back shirt.. my both hands opens to release the Art Sketch paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU and I let it go.. I feel the Pull from the back and He yanks Me out of the room and I fall Out side.. I just can't believe I am out side sitting as I am getting hit by the rain.. it is pouring down On me because it is raining so Hard.. I stood and sitting.. crying because I am missing YOU.. I want to go where YOU are.. It is aching and Pain in me.. I want to be where YOU at.. MAH MAH.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. when can I see YOU and be close to YOU.. I needs to go to YOU.. and a stick falls to the ground next to Me.. I felt so Lonely at One Point.. at the Lowest of My Life and It was Only YOU.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. Crown Princess.. It was Only YOU.. I cried when I saw YOU gone.. I remember watching YOU leave.. Sitting on the Horse.. I kept on calling Out to YOU.. But it was one of the Servants who took Me.. and Told me that I just could Not go.. I was reaching Out both arms.. shouting Out.. as the Horse was leaving.. in the Garden I felt so Alone.. crying in the dark.. I just could Not believe that YOU were gone.. I stood alone.. Looking at the Art Sketch paper.. the Picture drawing of YOU.. I just could Not stop.. But kept calling Out to YOU.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. I would watch the Moon come UP before Me.. and I would shout with the Loud Voice.. MAH MAH.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I am going to YOU.. very soon I will go to YOU.. when I heard the News.. and MY father died.. and came to the Garden.. I saw His body and with the servants.. We would bury my father.. I just could Not take this kind of Pain any More.. as I sat that night.. My Father was gone.. my Mother died when I was very young.. and even whom I love.. which Is you.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. even YOU.. I had to watch YOU leave me.. and Now.. there was NO reason for me to be at the Garden any more.. everything was Gone.. and whoever came to the Garden.. they were all taken away from me.. when I felt the Most lonely in my life.. the Only thing that remained close to my Heart.. It was the Art sketch paper.. the Drawing Picture of YOU.. I would unfold and I would take a Look at YOU.. talking to the Art Sketch Paper.. the drawing of YOU.. I would say.. Is it okay if I go to YOU.. what If YOU do Not want me to be near.. But there is nothing else.. there is NO ONE else I can Love.. but Only YOU I truly Love.. Please.. MAH MAH.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. would you let me get close to YOU.. I needs to tell YOU something.. packing One bag I would carry in my back.. I would look at the Garden One last time.. and I cried looking at my Father's grave and I would leave.. telling that I am Not going to ever come back.. too many people who I loved are gone before me.. My Heart is broken already.. I don't need my Hear to break again.. so I left the Garden.. wanting to start a new Life.. and I was thinking of the Palace.. Your Kingdom.. wondering if I could enter.. since I knew who YOU were.. maybe I be your servant.. I be your slave then.. so I have set my eyes on Your Kingdom.. I wanted to get close to YOU.. walking through the Day.. I would Not eat.. not much Out in the desert.. so I had to stay hungry for few days.. I would stop for rest at Night.. LOOKING at the stars in the sky.. Looking at the Moon.. and I would unfold the Art Sketch paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU.. I would Kiss the paper and say.. MAH MAH.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I will see you soon.. since I have No other place to Go.. I have made UP my Mind.. that I will come to YOU instead.. so I would take some rest.. thinking of YOU.. missing YOU.. sitting on rocks.. watching the Night passes by.. LOOKING at the Art sketch paper.. the drawing picture of YOU.. early in the morning.. before the Sun sets.. I would start the Walk.. I have NO other place to go.. but I only wanted to see YOU.. to tell YOU that I would do anything to be close to YOU.. I be a servant.. Your Slave if YOU want me too.. so I started this journey to go to YOU.. did Not think that the winter storm was coming.. and It got so Cold.. I saw the snow flakes falling from the sky and dropping to freezing cold.. I begin to think about Death.. Maybe I won't make it after.. I am suppose to die here instead.. But I want to tell YOU something before I die.. I have to tell YOU one more time.. and I kept on walking through the freezing cold.. I would shiver and I would cry.. is it suppose to end like this.. that I always wanted to go to the Palace.. always dreamed of being close to YOU and to Love YOU.. even though YOU do not have to tell me anything.. I am Not asking YOU to tell me.. until you know in your Heart that YOU do.. if YOU truly love Me.. I believe Dreams will come true.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. If I die right here.. will YOU know that I never stopped believed in love.. I have never stopped believe that One day.. something Can happen.. and the lack of Food and the energy and the coldness of the air.. I just could Not continue to walk further so I fell on the ground.. and ALL I can hear is.. and ALL I wanted to tell YOU is that I love YOU.. that I never gave UP on love.. I truly feel it in my heart.. don't YOU know that I loved YOU and still do.. and I saw my tears ran down as I would close both eyes.. I would hear some noises.. and my two eyes opens.. and I am laying on the ground.. I turn my head too look.. an Older man was sitting.. reading pages of something and looks at Me.. I could Not believe that I did Not die.. But.. I heard.. it is the WILL to Live.. because I know that IN my Heart.. I am truly determined to Love YOU.. My WILL to Live so that I can Love YOU is what I got.. as I would hear.. I would be calling Out to YOU.. CROWN PRINCESS.. PRINCESS.. CROWN PRINCESS.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. and even when I was on His back.. I would be calling Out to YOU.. CROWN PRINCESS.. that I needs to go to you.. and too see YOU.. and as I would be healing from the cold.. and the Low of energy cause of the lack of food.. the Older man became my teacher.. telling me that I can't go Now.. that I needed to wait and give some time.. and He was going to teach me the Art of War.. the Art of swordsmanship.. and Saw my Heart.. my Dreams of Loving YOU.. and to be protecting the Nation YOU were going to create.. and I would sit.. and I wanted to tell Him.. why.. and next to me is the Art Sketch paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU.. I wanted to tell this Older man.. I should just go.. and just go to YOU before it is just too Late.. but One thing that the Master told me is this.. if I truly love YOU.. I will be a Man.. a warrior who can Protect YOU.. Like a real MAN who fights.. and Just like my Dead father.. he was like the second father I really needed.. I would turn.. Looking at the Art Sketch paper.. the drawing picture of YOU.. But My Heart misses YOU.. what if I can't take this missing away.. I know that I miss YOU so much right Now.. what do I do when my Heart feels like it has been cut with a knife.. and My Heart right Now feels like bleeding to death.. and I wanted to say.. I should of been left to die instead because I knew I was going to die anyways.. but I looked at the Art Sketch paper.. the Drawing Picture of YOU.. and I would take a Look and would say.. MAH MAH.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. CROWN PRINCESS.. YOU do not know
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@user-vr8uv7ro9g 14 сағат бұрын
I am looking at the Piano.. as I would walk into the room.. I look at your Picture.. wishing that YOU can see what I just got.. even though YOU may be far from Me.. at least send me Your Heart.. if I can have your Heart.. I will keep Your Heart safe here with Me.. looking at the Empty Glass jar.. I would Place the Empty Glass Jar on the TOP of the Piano.. and I wish that I can Place your Heart inside this Empty Glass Jar.. even though YOU are far.. Knowing and Looking at your Heart.. I know that YOUR HEART is close with me.. I pull up the Piano Chair closer to the Piano.. and I would sit on the chair.. only if I can get You here.. will YOU ever come closer to Me.. How do I get you closer to Me.. and I would look at the key bars of the Piano.. But.. I can't play the tune.. I can't even sing with my voice.. just sitting here.. it seems like it be better if I was Not here at the first Place.. But.. I can write YOU a Letter.. I know that I can tell YOU how much I miss YOU.. I can tell YOU with the Words.. with the Lips.. with my voice.. What I truly feel deep inside my Heart.. I put all my time when I grab the Pencil.. when I grab the paper.. and I grab the piece of paper.. I know that for sure I can write and tell you.. How I feel.. How it feels to be me here on the Other side.. as long as the Letter is able to get to YOU.. will you please receive the Letters.. will you please unfold the piece of Paper which be folded when I give it to YOU.. will you please open your Heart.. hear the words of Mine that comes from my Heart.. how much I love YOU.. How much I adore YOU and admire YOU and How much I miss YOU too.. you are wondering.. what is it about the Piano.. why am I bringing UP the word Piano to YOU if I can't sing.. or can't play tunes of the keys of the piano to bring Music alive.. why am I telling YOU or sharing you about the Piano.. because I want YOU to know.. I want to Place Your Heart.. I want to place your Heart on this Empty Glass Jar.. which is on top of the Piano.. so that when I look at Your Heart.. I can learn How to play the Piano.. it make take some time for me to Know How to Play.. but when I look at your Heart.. when I look at your Heart inside the empty glass jar.. I would look at your Heart.. it may inspire me to say I love you in a way YOU never felt before.. I would think of many different ways to tell YOU.. that I love YOU and that I want to say to Your Heart first.. I would like to tell Your Heart first so that YOU can truly trust me with Your Precious Heart.. without any trust.. there is NO way I can love YOU where YOU are able to love me back One day.. that is why I need Your Heart first with Me.. I remember when I was Young.. my Mother wanted me to Learn something new.. and bought a Piano for Me.. I wanted to learn something New.. wanted to tell a story through but when my Mother bought the Piano.. it was just too complicated for me to learn.. I would watch the Teacher come.. and she would play on the Piano.. I wish that I learned at that time because Now.. when I look at you.. I would LOOK at your Picture.. and I would say WOW.. I would say YOU are so Beautiful.. I would stand by the Piano and say.. YOU are as beautiful like the Piano because Now.. I want to play and make a Music for YOU.. I want to tell YOU that I love YOU.. I want to tell YOU MORE.. I want to step Out of the comfort zone and tell YOU what YOU means to me.. when ever I look at you.. through the Picture.. I would regret when I look at the Piano sitting in the Room.. because.. Now I want to play and make music so that I can tell YOU.. even though I may Not be able to sing YOU a SONG.. I would bring a recorder.. and would record my voice.. as my fingers would press on the key bars of the Piano.. I can at least speak to the recorder.. but before I would play on the Piano making Music to come alive.. I would be sitting in my bed room.. taking Out the Piece of paper.. I would write YOU a Letter first.. telling YOU my Heart.. speaking from my Heart.. and writing that comes from My Heart to let YOU know.. the Letter is Not the Only way I can tell YOU my Heart.. I would sit on the Piano Chair.. regretting because I did Not learn at that time.. I had the chance to learn when I was young.. but I only watched the teacher play.. looking at her back as she played and making Music.. pressing the Key bars.. to the sound of my ears it tingled because she Played so well.. if I only learned from that teacher.. only if I took the time to be more serious about learning the keys.. composing and writing the music Notes.. the keys.. I wonder what could of happened Now.. if I learned at that time.. which My Mother would say.. It be wise to learn this kind of instrument because when it is gone.. YOU will regret it when TIME passes by.. I would stand by the Piano.. I would sit on the Piano Chair.. looking at the key bars.. pressing the key bars.. only sounds but weird sounds will hit.. and I feel so terrible Not because I wish that I learned.. so that I can play for YOU.. so that I can tell YOU.. there is Much more ways to Tell YOU how much I love YOU.. I would even take the Piano out side.. even looking at the MOON in the Night.. when I miss YOU.. when I know that YOU are so Far away and I keep on missing YOU.. at least.. with tears in my eyes of Not able to hold YOU.. unable to be close to YOU and It hurts some nights.. I can play the Piano in the Night.. telling YOU.. looking UP at the MOON.. as my fingers hits the Key bars bringing music.. I would be pulling Out the Letter that is written for YOU and tell YOU a story of How much I love YOU.. if the neighbors would come out telling me about the Noises.. I would turn to that person and say.. DID YOU ever miss someone.. when it hurts.. it just hurts so much when YOU start missing.. I needs to say.. I needs to tell YOU this Heart of Mine.. there are times that it feels so painful.. it hurts.. I see tear drops out of my eyes.. so to take this anger out of My Heart for Missing YOU.. I needs to play YOU a SONG.. this Piano is my friend.. helps me to express what I feel when I am dealing with so Much sorrow in me.. that I love YOU but I miss YOU more.. why.. why do you keep on making me feel this way.. when YOU are so far off.. what am I suppose to do when I miss YOU.. and only thing that I can do is taking out the Picture.. the only thing I can do is pull the Picture out of my pocket.. and LOOK at YOU.. do YOU know How it feels when YOU just can't do nothing.. but only thing I can do is look at you in this Picture.. but I needs to tell YOU that I needs to be with YOU.. I needs to get this Off my Chest.. Off my Heart that I needs to be with YOU.. and it hurts me so much because I am dying right Now without YOU in my life.. and to keep my Anger and this pain.. this suffering away.. if I look at the Piano.. and I am able to pull the Piano chair closer.. and able to play the tunes of the Piano pressing on the key bars.. I know that I can tell YOU what I have written.. pressing the recorder.. as I am in the ROOM.. I would open up my Heart and say.. I miss YOU.. I am not sure why I am missing YOU so much right Now.. and I be asking.. do YOU ever feel the same as I do.. I don't want to hear the answer that is going to KILL me up inside but to ask YOU.. DO YOU miss me the way I do.. I have brought the Piano Out side.. the neighbors are telling me to be quiet and they needs to sleep.. but when I am sitting Out side.. with the Piano and the Chair.. I am able to look UP at the MOON and let the Moon hear my Voice.. asking the MOON.. do YOU hear me tonight.. even though I have the Recorder recording my Voice what I AM saying as the Letter is in front so that I can read it out Loud.. with tears of sorrow.. with My Heart be hurting.. I am missing YOU.. I am missing YOU so much right Now that I need YOU here.. can YOU Hear me.. I am out side.. can YOU hear the Piano Playing.. it is Me who is playing this Piano so that YOU can hear Me.. so that YOU know what I am doing right Now.. I want YOU to hear me.. that is why I have decided to buy another Piano.. a smaller where I can take it out side so that YOU can hear the key bars.. when you hear the sound of the Music coming out of the Piano.. YOU know that It is me.. which I am telling YOU.. I am hurting right Now.. I miss YOU right Now.. where are YOU so that I can tell YOU my Heart.. Please come Out.. come Out and hear this Piano playing.. making the Music to come alive.. only if YOU knew this Heart of Mine.. every time I am sad.. every time I feel this Pain.. every time I want to cry.. when I be missing YOU.. I will be playing the Piano out side.. where if YOU are able to see the MOON on the Other side.. YOU can hear me.. that I am crying right Now.. I am missing YOU right Now.. so you know that it is me on the Other side looking for YOU.. I am missing YOU.. I am missing YOU because YOU are so far away.. where are YOU.. Please tell me so that I know that How you be doing.. tell me so that I can go to YOU like the wind.. as I am standing.. I am looking at the Piano in the room.. I have the letter in my hand and On the Other hand I have your Picture.. thinking of YOU.. and just loving YOU even though I am not sure if I would ever meet YOU.. will I ever see YOU.. can YOU Please tell me that I can see YOU soon.. or do YOU want me to pull the Piano.. the smaller Piano and walk out side.. do YOU want to hear me playing.. when I play on this Piano.. just please remember I am wailing and I am crying on the Other side.. I am in the Room.. Looking out the window.. I see the rain showering down.. I would like to walk in the rain.. but it be nice If I take this Piano with Me.. I have written YOU another Letter.. I wonder if YOU can Hear Me Now.. I know that just standing Out alone.. and Turning to LOOK up.. LOOKING at the Moon and just speaking to the MOON.. that Moon does Not Hear Me
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@user-vr8uv7ro9g 14 сағат бұрын
MAH MAH.. Will let YOU know about this journey How I came to be.. YOU know that I love YOU right.. and I would start to write YOU a Letter.. Like a Diary on paper.. and started to share.. putting into a BOX that the Older MAN gave me.. Looking at the Art Sketch Paper.. the drawing picture of You.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. and every night.. I would go Out.. LOOKING at the MOON.. and I would pull out and unfold the Art sketch Paper.. the drawing picture of YOU and I would look at YOU.. I would walk into this One room that was given to me to sleep.. and I would write YOU.. each Night I would write as I would put this Letter into the Box.. knowing that One day.. some day SOON I will see YOU and I am going to give you the Box.. with the FULL of letters.. telling YOU what I been through those days when I felt alone.. when I felt very lonely and just kept on Missing YOU.. I would cry some nights.. that I told myself.. the main reason WHY I left the garden in the first Place is so that I can go to YOU.. and show YOU that I have come long ways just to be close to YOU.. but Now.. I feel like I am stuck here.. what am I suppose to do when I want to go see YOU.. and I would bump heads with the older man who told me to be patient.. to wait.. to wait until.. but I just wanted to go to see YOU.. How Long must I wait.. what if.. I would go out side into the Night.. and Unfold the Art sketch paper.. the drawing picture of YOU and say.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. How long must I stay here.. I don't want to stay here for long because I want to go see YOU.. but I can't let go of my Dreams.. I have made a promise that I wanted to be a real MAN for YOU.. a WARRIOR and a Man who holds the sword so that I can fight to Protect Your Nation.. I want to also be Your Fighter who will never backs UP any fights that presses On.. but I am still having this Heart of Mine.. I want to see YOU.. see YOU how much YOU have grown.. I want to tell YOU.. for a Long time.. How I been loving YOU since.. and still I just can't let go of Loving YOU.. what do I do WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. Crown Princess.. can YOU please tell me what I must do.. because even for loving YOU seems like a fight for my Life.. tell me which way I must turn.. so that I can go.. help me to know.. and I would stand alone.. looking at the Art Sketch Paper.. the drawing picture of YOU.. and I would hear foot steps and goes back into.. when I turn back to Look.. I know that It was the older man.. the Teacher.. the Master who was there.. knowing How much I love YOU.. He told me that I have just too of a BIG dream.. and I told him.. I only live Once and I can only love Once too.. so I am going to love as Much as I can if it means One shot.. it is to Love my crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. as I would take a look.. and I would think about the Box.. and Putting One letter after another into the Box and it would be full of letters I would write to YOU.. telling YOU my Heart.. how each day counted and meant for something because I wanted to see YOU.. I wanted to be with YOU.. close to YOU to tell YOU.. I have this One Box.. can I show you this One Box and If you open this One Box.. it be many letters.. I was aching.. in pains I would tell YOU.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. Crown Princess.. How much I missed YOU.. and what it felt like because I could not go to YOU Yet.. how delaying and spending more time with this teacher.. How I just did Not want to stay long because it seemed like He wanted me to stay there for a Long time instead.. But finally.. the day comes WHEN HE gives me a paper.. and HE puts HIs name and says that if I can take this Letter.. I am able to go into the opening of the Palace.. I waited for a Long time.. I waited for more than eight years.. that much time has passed by since.. and Now.. the paper is in my hands and I am allowed to go and be a part.. Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I always wanted to be a part of Your Dreams.. to be a Part of Your Nation which YOU are building.. and to go see YOU.. and a Friend.. close friend of Mine also is coming with Me.. to tell you that I love YOU and that I have never forgotten to tell YOU still I love YOU..I am Looking Up at the Moon.. the Seven Men are behind Me on Watch Guard.. the New Recruits are in the tents and they are all sleeping.. I would unroll the Paper.. the Art Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. my hand runs over.. Looking at How Beautiful YOU are.. I have Never seen such a Great Beauty.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I know that I am getting the New Recruits.. the New Young Men.. So many people are waiting.. the Fences are blocking More New Recruits.. and I am Not sure where all these YOUNG MEN came from.. but.. Many wants to Join this Military Arts.. wants to join the Circle.. But it is YOU.. CROWN PRINCESS.. these are YOUR YOUNG MEN.. the New Recruits who are.. and as I am Looking at the Art Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. I only saw you this Morning.. watching More YOUNG MEN.. the New RECRUITS.. By the Fences.. trying to get in.. but the Fences would Not let them Pass through.. as I turn to LOOK UP at the MOON.. the training will start when the early Morning.. when the Sun comes UP.. I am going to prepare these YOUNG NEW RECRUITS.. they are going to come to this training Ground.. the Ones who passed the examinations and now.. ready to pick UP the WOODEN SWORD STICKS.. and I would be turning Back.. Looking at the Seven Men.. the friends of Mine.. and they all look at me with a SMILE.. and I turn to LOOK UP.. looking at the MOON.. Just thinking of YOU.. HOW far I came.. and How it is because I love YOU.. I never stopped Loving YOU and that is the Driving force behind of Never giving UP Hope.. it is because I love YOU.. I wish that WANGSEJABI MAH MAH knows this Heart of Mine.. that I would see.. A Messenger comes.. I hear the Horse running.. and the Horse stops.. the Messenger gets Down from the Horse and LOOKS at me and the Seven Men.. He shows me a Scroll.. and the Enemies are going to Come Back again.. and they want to fight again for this War.. it is Not Finished Yet.. and the Messenger tells me.. get the YOUNG MEN RECRUITS also ready for the war.. I watch the Messenger gets ON the Horse and He leaves out of sight.. as I am thinking about Another War.. I am Not sure if I will make this One alive.. But.. For YOU.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. we Must Win for YOU.. so that YOU WILL BE our QUEEN.. and to make this Nation stronger and the People.. the New Recruits stronger to protect YOU.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. DO YOU remember.. When I first came.. and I am looking at the Art Sketch Paper.. the Picture.. as I am speaking looking at the Art Sketch paper.. the Picture.. drawing picture of YOU.. and I would say to your Drawing Picture.. DO YOU NOT remember when I first came to the Training Ground.. I wanted to come.. I wanted to be the part of the Military Arts.. but My Heart.. I always believed that I will meet YOU one day SOON.. that I get to show YOU my Face.. I get to draw Near.. to get closer to YOU.. I remember it was in a Night like this.. and as I turn to LOOK UP at the MOON.. I would go back to the Good Ole Days.. I am sitting in the ROOM.. with the Closet Friend.. I am looking at the Art Sketch paper.. the Picture drawing of YOU.. and I would smile.. I will see YOU soon.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. Please be Patient and wait.. I know that I be meeting you so SOON.. I lost my Father.. but there was a Older MAN who became Like a Father.. taught me the Arts of Swordsmanship.. and has told me.. it is TIME for me to enter the training Camp.. the Training Ground.. and Gave me a Letter.. with the Stamp.. I would be looking at the Letter.. and His Mark of stamp.. on the Other Hand is the Art Sketch paper.. the Drawing Picture of YOU.. I can't believe this Teacher gave me this Stamp Letter.. which Allows me to go direct into the Training Ground.. and I know.. the Next day.. Many are going to enter the training Ground.. or the Camp which YOU MUST pass in the Camp to go into the Ground.. but This Letter.. with the Stamp.. for Many Years.. I have been waiting for this day to Come.. for Many Years.. I would be coming Out side.. and I would LOOK UP to the MOON.. and I would ask.. I will be there very SOON.. I know that the distance between YOU and I seems a LONG WAY.. but I believe.. I know.. why.. because I know my Heart.. My Heart which Loves YOU.. I have Never stopped thinking of YOU.. I have never stopped Loving YOU.. YOU may Not know It.. when YOU LOOK at the distance between YOU and the MOON.. it is very Far to touch that MOON.. but I know.. Because I love YOU.. it does Not seems so Far any more.. as Long as I believe and I know.. I will be seeing YOU SOON.. I will be meeting YOU so SOON.. and I would look at the Art Sketch Paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU.. the Closest friend would look at me.. but I never get tired of LOOKING at YOU.. even though the Drawing was when YOU were much more Younger Years.. I do remember that with out YOU.. I know that I can't dream of coming this Close.. dreaming of getting close to YOU but I never stopped dreaming of Us.. of We.. that One Day.. I will see you and meet YOU.. I be close to YOU that I am able to speak and tell YOU.. I love YOU.. as the Next Day Comes.. me and the Closest Friend are standing in the Line.. the Line is so Long.. too many Young Men.. waiting in the Line to either go into the Camp or to the Ground.. and My Heart is beating.. It is beating so fast because I know that I am getting Close to YOU.. I see about one Hundred Young men standing.. waiting for their Time to enter.. I am so excited.. but also.. My Heart keeps on beating just too Fast
@FlowerSoty
@FlowerSoty 16 сағат бұрын
I love you Jisoo
@Beauty_Queen631
@Beauty_Queen631 16 сағат бұрын
❤ 0:50 days until my birthday and I’m already feeling like I have a lot to say
@ranieagrande5822
@ranieagrande5822 18 сағат бұрын
i miss Jisoo, stay healthy queen!
@thebatt6183
@thebatt6183 20 сағат бұрын
that was really high up
@mihrimahc2034
@mihrimahc2034 20 сағат бұрын
Jisoo you are so beautiful and please we want BLACKPINK BACK IF YOU RELEASE A NEW SONG IT WILL EXPLODE please blackpink get back together BLACKPINK IS FOREVER🫀❤️💓🇹🇷❤️🇰🇷
@FlowerSoty
@FlowerSoty 21 сағат бұрын
Jisoo so beautiful
@Winxerra
@Winxerra 22 сағат бұрын
Jisoo Flower 🖤🩷
@Winxerra
@Winxerra 23 сағат бұрын
Jisoo la plus belle autant à l’extérieur qu’à l’intérieur ❤️
@Winxerra
@Winxerra 23 сағат бұрын
Jisoo je te soutiendrai toujours 🖤🩷
@Winxerra
@Winxerra 23 сағат бұрын
Je t’aime fort Jisoo 🖤🩷
@Winxerra
@Winxerra 23 сағат бұрын
Jisoo c’est vraiment une bonne personne ❤️❤️
@twixxxxvis
@twixxxxvis 23 сағат бұрын
hello jisoo i’m your big fan i say i was in the barcelona but i’m but I was later than you, I would like to meet you, and you are my bias💗💗💗💗💗💗
@Jensoo130
@Jensoo130 Күн бұрын
🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷
@Jensoo130
@Jensoo130 Күн бұрын
I love you Jisoo!I'm so sad that i'm be not a Blackpink member😭
@Jensoo130
@Jensoo130 Күн бұрын
I'm 10 years old.Can we friends please?🩷
@matpizusan
@matpizusan Күн бұрын
I love to see JIsoo smile <333
@Jensoo130
@Jensoo130 Күн бұрын
Hello Jisoo.When you read this Comment than please say to Yg this she come to germany.I'm can sing and a bit Rap.I'm will also a Blackpink member become.please.I love you Jisoo🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷
@anya-sn2iu
@anya-sn2iu Күн бұрын
💓 جيسو احبك مين العربي هون
@AmudhaMourougan
@AmudhaMourougan Күн бұрын
Jisoo ,Is jennie leaving from blackpink?
@Jisoonyeatt
@Jisoonyeatt Күн бұрын
Jisoooooooo <3
@Jislycams_
@Jislycams_ Күн бұрын
Love you Jisoo! 🌥️
@SpyxFamily_fangirl
@SpyxFamily_fangirl Күн бұрын
Jisso slaying
@maryjhoy7044
@maryjhoy7044 Күн бұрын
My Precious CEO JISOO, THE BEST ONLY THE BEST FOREVER THE BEST
@Jiminjklove
@Jiminjklove Күн бұрын
Te amamos jisoo
@mustafaalessa1666
@mustafaalessa1666 Күн бұрын
you are sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo beutiful jisoo☺😚i wish i was half as beutiful as you😢🥺
@mustafaalessa1666
@mustafaalessa1666 Күн бұрын
jisoo you are my aidol😍i wish i could meet you someday🥲my name is julia can you wish me a happybirthday?please please please?🥰🤩😘😚😃
@hokchungma1887
@hokchungma1887 Күн бұрын
where are you?
@user-nw5pr6ow5c
@user-nw5pr6ow5c Күн бұрын
I love you babe 💙💙💙
@adityamahapatra2713
@adityamahapatra2713 Күн бұрын
Our bunny is so cute. Cant guess who is the bunny in keychain or our Jisoonie😅Love you Jisoonie❤❤💜💜🐰Hope your channel may reach 10m subscribers