beautiful isn't it. Chaos.

Perhaps watching the welcome videos will help you come to terms with the old white guy voice and... reality= 🔔

@@_YourHigherSelf That doesn't answer why ya use an AI generated old man's voice instead of your own. How do ya perceive the reality of your own voice? Do ya like it? I'm sure you will avoid answering due to the way you perceive your subjective reality. ahahahahahahaha

the welcome videos explain why the voice is the "voice". Out of the almost 4k subs to the channel they can attest to why this particular voice is being used and how much they like it. I'm not trying to be rude instead what I'm getting at is there is specific reason why this is the voice. Myself in the experience sounds literally like a cross between the AI voice and Johnny Cash so either way it will be deep, raspy and because I'm an "old white man" myself it will sound robotic. and there's no-thing to avoid... 🙏

@@_YourHigherSelf My friend Johnny Cash (no relation ahahahahaha) had a voice that touched the soul. If you have a voice like that then thats a powerful gift you should be sharing. And he sang til he was an old man btw and didn't sound robotic. Thanx this was a lesson for me on how people perceive their personal reality which can be subjective I keep in mind but nonetheless it gives me a better sense on how people interpret things deriving from the social construct we reside in. The term white man derives from as early as 1613 so its a way people are made to see their personal reality but through the constructs eyes which most westernized people view their personal reality from. Your perception on the matter is on point. I wish ya a wonderful weekend.

You are so welcome Richard as always 🙏

Mid video ads aren't turned on by myself for all meditation videos BUT this one was so I apologize. Though everyone needs to know also that I can't stop KZfaq from adding mid roll ads if they are over 10mins. So I have turned it off but I can't guarantee YT won't add another :(

it's not about my status it's about the message :)

It's totally normal to feel unsure about letting go of negative feelings, especially if the other person hasn't owned up to their part in what happened. But here's the thing my friend, holding on to grudges and resentment only weighs YOU down and keeps YOU stuck in the past. It's like carrying around a heavy backpack filled with gear you don't need and so it makes it hard to enjoy the hike and move forward up the hill. forgiveness doesn't necessarily mean condoning the other person's behavior or allowing them to "get away with it" But it's more about freeing yourself from the emotional weight of it all. when you let go of those negative emotions you're choosing to prioritize your own mental and emotional well-being, which is your ultimate goal ;) while it might not be easy remember that holding on to grudges only hurts you in the long run. Choosing to let go is a powerful decision that can help you move on and live a happier & fulfilling experience.

@@_YourHigherSelf 👍

keep going sister, you got this 💕

what's happening when you hold on is the more important question

I believe he's touched on this. Look closely at anger. It is just thoughts and there's the intense feeling. Not yours you can't control them. Practice watching them pass like a thunderstorm. May take a while but they won't kill you. Took me years to purge but they're not a problem at all now for me. Man up, good luck.

@@badmashlarka6146 To let go of anger is to acknowledge it see what's the root of anger I know that this is random but this is my opinion but anger is what the human body does to react to something but as long that you can see where its coming from you should be able to stop it ❤️

yes, years sometimes to purge. I still have a very hard time in traffic lol

@@raycallie637 What you're saying makes sense. Whenever I get angry I remember and repeat the phrase "It's not me, just a temporary negative emotion passing by" in my mind.

@@_YourHigherSelf If I suppress my anger, I blame myself for doing injustice to me. And, if I let my anger take over, it leaves nothing but shame behind for me. Very tough for me.

You are so welcome

and this is exactly why I'm doing this. I, myself didn't always agree with all of the videos or better to say they didn't vibe with me but there were certain ones and so I wanted to help others like yourself regain those ones that resonated. So happy to see your comment. Thank you!

Keep asking yourself that and perhaps you'll get an answer. Maybe not this time, maybe not next but be persistent.

I always suggest that everyone listens twice and some videos maybe three times

Happiness is a label but that overall is just the opinion of some like myself so maybe you're correct. Or give it another listen maybe it'll change for you. As I tell everyone all the time all these videos all they are are another's opinion take what resonates and leave what doesn't.

Myself personally I think that you need to take a step back for a moment and think over the situation when it involves a habit that you think maybe hurting you physically or emotionally or worse hurting someone else. If you discover that the habit no matter what it be isn't hurting you or directly hurting anyone else or let me rephrase for your instance isn't profiting off another's suffering then after looking at this closely you can come to your own conclusions on how you should move forward. A porn habit is just like any other habit. No matter what some in other dogmatic circles may tell you everyone has "bad" habits. I used to sit in church and listen to all the ladies talk about the other ladies behind their back for the habits they had and then literally a half an hour later watch these ladies that have diabetes eat all the cake that was left over on Sunday morning.... You are your own judge but that doesn't mean that you should always rule in your favor. Look at all the facts and evidence and decide what's best for you.

Hi just saw this. My comment to you is that you'll have to answer that for yourself. There's a reason why you have this fascination, and you'll have to figure out why it's drawing you in. Once you've faced the reason, then you can decide what to do about it. Get a partner who is willing to try different things then you feel like it's a problem. So good luck to you in your endeavors. Fighting any addiction is tough, but you have to be tougher. God Bless.

thank you for commenting. I would love if we could all share our thoughts to help others!

Same problem i am facing it . I cant see , what i am gaining and what i am loosing .

perhaps you're not gaining either and therefore do your thing. As I mentioned above if you're not hurting yourself physically / emotionally and you have no personal moral or ethical issues with it nor are you physically / emotionally hurting anyone else with it in MY opinion (again my opinion) you are doing something by animal instinct. Now our brothers and sisters in certain circles won't agree I'm sure but my hands never grew hairy, locked up deformed or fell off like I was told growing up. If you have a serious addiction and it's affecting you or someone else directly I would suggest checking out nofap.com and their apps