@Muntaseersiam56 bro please say you are alive

Made this fake account just to tell my story. It is a boring story but I don’t have anyone to share….and i am not going to use real names…. We were children I don’t really remember the standard when she-Aisha proposed me by writing‘ I love you’ she wrote it on____ I won’t say, i was also in love with her that time but I accepted the proposal. From childhood we are completely different personalities she is extra extrovert and i’m extra introvert. I used to think that she completes me as the things I can’t do, she do very effortlessly like speaking on behalf of of myself in public, taking my side in an argument, giving orders like a boss without thinking too much, that straight forwardness etc.. all this used to fascinate me as i am overthinker, low in confidence, an introvert who doesn’t really like to talk. basically i fell in love with her. Now cause of some situations, issues etc we didn’t able to speak with each other for years. Till my 12th standard, I used to believe that as i came from a middle class background i have to settle down in my carrier first and the I should ask her to marry me (yes directly a marriage proposal, what a big moron i was right). The i met one of my childhood buddy Prakrit as I shifted from my hometown to a new city for studies. I remember, prakrit was the one i used to share everything when we were children. But with time and situations we got separated. Now he suddenly bumped into my life and forced me to get out of my hostel room. He brought me into the so called public sphere. But with time he realised that i am not dating any girl even though the girl is interesting in me. So he asked me is there any problem or something. Of course I didn’t tell him that i am still in love with the girl from our childhood and we didn’t even talking from years. But one fine day he got access to my personal diary and read it. From a very next day he started convincing me to talk to her and ask her. I resisted for like a year but one day he literally forced me to ask her that she still likes me or not. I did a phone call and after some time started a conversation ‘you remember when you proposed me in childhood and i said yes…that was one of the best moments in my life’ and on which she said ‘yes I remember, but are you still there? Living in our childhood? We do lot of mistakes while growing up’. That day I realised there is definitely something called heartbreak. Tears ran down my face but thank god prakrit was there, he supported me. Afterwards I spent some time in her company(forced by again my friend Prakrit). I realised we not only make mistakes while growing up but also we change as a human. Our taste, preferences, priorities, nature everything changes while growing up. The girl i used to think is extrovert, outspoken but pure hearted sweet in nature now she turned out to be a rude, self obsessed, egoistic and completely disrespectful towards people surrounding her. With time I realised she is not the Aisha i loved. She isn’t the same person anymore. And that helped me to move on, though it took 1 year for that. Ok next phase of my life began with my clg days, graduation in Pune. Somehow in my college days i got lot of attention from girls, some of them expressed their feelings for me, some proposed me directly. But i said no to all of them and with time I realised that i moved on from Aisha but made kind of standard for me. Tbh i want same girl as her i mean extrovert, straight forward but kind hearted. Well i am single till now (23 yrs) cause of this chutiyapa that i did. But i was happy, i used to think that i am in the search of my girl. Also the basic thing i observed in my clg days that IT IS NOT NECESSARY THAT SOMEONE YOU LOVE WILL LOVE YOU BACK & IT IS OKAY . I mean the girls who used to like me but I rejected them, they were practically one of the nicest people i have ever met but i guess love isn’t something we can measure on the basis of practicality. I was in search of my type of girl happily. But life isn’t that simple i guess. I MET WITH AN ACCIDENT, my left side of skull was damaged and was in unconscious state for 12 hrs. I never shared this to any friend of mine. But in that 12 hrs i was with Aisha we were acting like a couple,dancing, singing, romantic dinners n all. And then I realised I DID NOT MOVED ON YET. And accepted the fact that i am still there in our childhood, still loving her. And maybe will love till my last breath. Simply because i loved her whole heartedly. But there are certain things i am sure about First, i am not going to date any girl until i am get over her. Not going to ruin anyone’s life for my mental illness I would say. Seeing all my friends enjoying their life with their partners sometimes drives me to commit a mistake but i will control it. Second, never going to confess my feelings towards her as i know she isn’t worth of my love. Because one of many things I realised through my life experiences that, ‘WE SHOULD LOVE SOMEONE WHO DESERVES OUR LOVE,OUR CARE & ATTENTION, SOMEONE TO WHOM OUR PRESENCE MATTERS & ABSENCE WILL AFFECT

Came to see here the comment of @Muntaseersiam56😭🌷

@muntaseersiam56 🫂❤️😞

I was so depressed before reading Muntaseer's comment but after reading it my problems looking so tiny in front of him. I am so late to Talk to him as he left us on 5th May 2023 as commented by a guy who says he was his university senior So I can just Pray to god to Keep him happy in whichever place he is rn. I don't know which emotion is within me rn

2024 still same vibes 😊❤️❣️🙏

If someone would listen to background music , they will hear the intro sound of the famous anime "Great Teacher Onizuka GTO." Damn love the music and the show.

In the Spotify premium era if she comes to listening this song on KZfaq she will like my comment..the best incomplete wish with some unconditional love end here

Muntaseersiam you will be remembered 😭😞🥺 Rest in peace bro 🕊️

Every good band breaks up one day😢

Dammm...!! Stories in comment section 💔😭

The only song which motivates me to live and die as well

Came here for muntseer's rest in peace brdr 🥹💔

I met him on Instagram. We were great friends at the first and eventually I started feeling for him. After some days suddenly our conversations stopped as they were. And I was the one who used to text him just to stay in touch but he was never willing to continue the conversation. I was too scared to say about my feelings just because it would ruin the friendship too. But I finnally said about my feelings and as expected he said that he was not feeling the same and now we dont talk anymore. My friends suggested me to move and they said that i can get a better guy, but what if i say he was the best for me. He was the perfect one for me. There dan be millions of better people in the world but he was the best for me. Asked me to forget about him but I'm too scared to forget about him, maybe I'm never willing to forget aboyt him cause if h comes to me even after years, I'll still accept him. I'm willing to wait for him even if he won't come back. He is the first person whom I loved just because I felt loved for the first time but it was just all an illusion that i made up in my mind. But I just hope that all things sort out again and if it doesn't, I'm still ready to wait for him in each and everything circumstances. The line goes " Khada hun aj bhi wahi lagi teri hi ass hai."

22/07/2024 still need this song

Anyone coming here for the comment? @Muntaseersiam56

Wow what a nice song listen date 22/7/24 maha shivaratri is today

10 years

Here is my love story i want to share.......when i went to 11th class i move to city near me joined new school....on first day itself saw a girl and get crush on....then i come back home and texted her at night she replied we both become good frnds and then i proposed her she rejected me....but not a clear rejection I don't know what....but then we have beautiful time together as a friend.....but i have feelings which leads to frustration in me and everything get worse and worse and one day over..... it's been 3 year have same feelings for her....but with no hope......moved on Little but still no one can take his position in my heart!! I love you .....you will never realise but i love you so much....🫀🩵

Choo Loo is a reminder that we are still waiting for that one person deep down our hearts ❤️...No one is perfect we make mistakes, mistakes that can be mended but in the end, it was never written in destiny and we parted..What I cherish are those beautiful moments of 4 years and always will continue to... I wish people understood love at a young age means sticking by the imperfections not leaving for perfections

Yah meri adhuri khani. M 💔

29 jun 😊

@munta

Stuck in my mind 😌❤️

anyone in 2030?

After Roko retirement from t20s😢

Muntasser's... Rest In Peace🥀🫡

My cancer won guys 😊

"That story of muntaseer is "kal hona ho naa ho" and a verse of the middle " chahe jo tumhe pure dil se milta hain woh mushkil se..

Muntaseer's journey through cancer was one of immense courage and strength. His story, shared on Instagram, has touched many hearts, offering a raw and honest perspective on the struggles faced during such a challenging time. His resilience in the face of adversity is truly inspiring. May his soul find peace, and his legacy continue to be a beacon of hope for those battling their own fights. Rest in peace, Muntaseer.

Who camer here after watching muntaseer reel in Instagram?

Guys yaad dilati hogi aapko ye song aapke love ki but when I hear this I always remember 19 November that crying face of our Captain that Three pillar jiske upper sone ka wo bana hua hai I remember that 🥹🥹🥹🥹

Lets say this song is not only about break ups!!!

Bhai nice song ❤❤❤

The song is stuck in my mind ❤

22.07.24 Huge fan of this and Choo lo, everyday without even a miss, these are masterpiece! COMEBACK!!!!!

There was a girl i met her at 2021,It was my first /last love i loved her and cared for her that no one can ever can.It was soo pure and beautiful that touching her hands makes me that the most blessed person in this whole world. Until the day she aparted herself from me for her past lover.I prayed everyday ,everynight hoping for her to come back but she did in the form of a friend but back in 2022we were apart again! Till the next time we met again bsck here in 2024. I don’t know what had happened to her but seriously I just wanna be with her. She talks to me like she just don’t wanna talk. May Allah grant her peace i pray for her everyday everytime :) i can’t explain myself! How much i love her. Hope she will reunite with me the future,She is the only one with whom i can become Happy. I love you stupid! Waiting for you! Agar tm nahi bhi aaogi tb bhi mai zindagi bhr mai tmhara intezaar krunga❤️ or agar na mili to zindagi bhr Tmhare liye pray krunga! I can’t love someone again like i loved you! Mai akela hu,reh lunga marte dum tak. Take care. I love you the most. My love is eternal for you Stupid 🐮. Harr raat ye “Choon lo” sunn kr soo jata hu ab to ajao tm!

There was a girl i met her at 2021,It was my first /last love i loved her and cared for her that no one can ever can.It was soo pure and beautiful that touching her hands makes me that the most blessed person in this whole world. Until the day she aparted herself from me for her past lover.I prayed everyday ,everynight hoping for her to come back but she did in the form of a friend but back in 2022we were apart again! Till the next time we met again bsck here in 2024. I don’t know what had happened to her but seriously I just wanna be with her. She talks to me like she just don’t wanna talk. May Allah grant her peace i pray for her everyday everytime :) i can’t explain myself! How much i love her. Hope she will reunite with me the future,She is the only one with whom i can become Happy. I love you stupid! Waiting for you! Agar tm nahi bhi aaogi tb bhi mai zindagi bhr mai tmhara intezaar krunga❤️ or agar na mili to zindagi bhr Tmhare liye pray krunga! I can’t love someone again like i loved you! Mai akela hu,reh lunga marte dum tak. Take care. I love you the most. My love is eternal for you Stupid 🐮. Harr raat ye “Choon lo” sunn kr soo jata hu ab to ajao tm!

Muntaseer bhai💔

Wow maxa agaya

1:21❤

Should i share mine ? Fuck it here it goes I never been too much interested in anyone but that boy he took my heart away i am still standing on edges even though i started a relationship with someone else to move on from him ik thats selfish but this rs also ended but i cant fking forget her every reel or even anything i see around me i just feel like i wanna see him or talk with him but still its live u need to move on thats make the hard choice for me.... Khadi hu aaj bhi vahi .....❤

Don't worry guys the Cancer guy is with Jesus right now 😇 Amen

I can here from that Instagram comment. I wish love and happiness for every single person out there struggling in life with any kind of pain ❤

So jao lwra nhi toh paro

Binson kambu...........

Song owner: barcelona football team

Tu ana mere janaze paar, Ak haseen mulakat hogi... Mere jism me beshak Jaan na ho, Par meri jaan to mere pass hogi

OM SHANTI🙏🙏

Anyone in 2025 ???