Whenever I eat I feel guilty for eating like I'm letting myself down, I lost 11kg in 2 months and they told me it wasn't healthy but I can't stop

😢😢i was 11 when i was raped 😭😭

I know how this feel my father left and never tried

From the ages 9 to 14 I was being raped by my grandfather and now I'm giving the opportunity to unplug his life support and I don't know what to do

Happy Pride 🌈 beautiful video

Awesome video! ...but no Naomily (Skins)? 🤣 They were my queer awakening, but I'm old. 😂 Actually I'm behind the media times; I only recognized Heartstopper. I must educate myself.

I love this video ❤❤

Stop saying that I don't love you

What is 0:29 And 1:24

I relate to this way to much.

0:50 movie name? X

1:20 what movie is this from????

7:06 what movie is this from???

“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that so whosoever believes in him shall not perish but have everlasting life” - John 3:16 Have faith in God he is close to the brokenhearted, he will never leave you nor forsake you. I was once in that dark place but he delivered me and now I see my true purpose in life and Jesus Christ is truly the only way to eternal happiness. Don’t be scared to call out to him, come as you are and he will heal you.❤️

I still struggling I can 💯 relate n some days I just want to let go because the pain is so great so incredibly tense at times it like my heart is breaking and throbbing the pain is unbearable. I'm a survivor n a warror like all the other survivors in this world

have been trying to write this out for a long time Let me first introduce myself My name is Rachel and I live in a very strict austere community We go to separate genders schools from the age of 3 We aren’t allowed to touch boys even to shake hands or even talk to them We aren’t allowed to be in a room secluded alone with a man above the age of puberty All these rules apply to everyone except a brother, son, or father or eventually husband (Despite all this I need to tell my story) So I was very sheltered and didn’t know anything about intercourse If possible, I would appreciate if I can share my story with you Several years ago I was by a wedding in a school building that uses a large hall downstairs for fundraising The family making the affair pays the school for use of the hall I was walking around the building and went inside an empty classroom to see what it looks like A few minutes later someone came in and closed the lights and locked the door. He said , wow it’s my lucky day and grabbed me from behind. I tried to break free but I couldn’t. I grew up very religious and sheltered so I wasn’t sure what was happening at first . When I realized what he was doing I started crying and pleading and screaming. This classroom was far down the hall from where the wedding was taking place and the music was extremely loud. So I became hysterical and told him I was a virgin. He just laughed and said , oh a double treat . Then in between crying and begging I said I can’t get pregnant He said don’t worry I will pull out. ( at the time I didn’t even know about condoms). Of course he didn’t and I did. I had a miscarriage several weeks later. Probably from all the stress. Eventually, a year or so later I got married to someone I would of never considered before this happened to me My husband treats me decently , but he is slow and handicapped Basically my whole life was destroyed in 5 minutes.. Thanks for reading

My family give up on me. The boy i love he betrayed me. Whom i thought friends they dont have time to call me to ask how i am. . I dont know why im living. Im tired to being in this circle. Im tired. I dont want to die. I want to live but im in pain

I recovered and now I’m fat , and I’m actually fat and I don’t know what to do I hate it , the voice doesn’t disappear once you gain weight , it gets louder , I need to be skinny , I have to be skinny.

When I was in First Grade I had a friend sleepover and she touched me inappropriately and i was too scared and froze. She did it to me many other times. I remember beinh so young and crying myself to sleep and shaking in fear. I didnt tell me parents for years until i was 11 or 12. I wish i had said something sooner. They kinda brushed it off. They took me seriously but never took me to counseling or talked about it again. I sometimes even wonder if thats considered assault.

At 2.26 what show or movie is this?

0:49 anyone know where this guy is from?

I know how it feels 🙄

I don't want to do it anymore.

In my experience, PTSD never goes away. Its Post Traumatic Stress Disorder when something very tragic happens in your life that you heard or saw with your bare eyes that never goes away and replays in your head. I see dead bodies every single morning. I take 15 different mood stabilizers a day which is over 1,500mg a day and for PTSD. Life has never been the same since. I see it in my house under the TV in the living room. It never goes away. For anyone struggling with PTSD, your not alone because I feel you. It doesnt get easier. I can promise you that. Honestly, you just have to learn how to deal with it "in a good way" which it seens impossible in the moment. I use alcohol to numb the pain.

People don't understand how hard it is to spend all day acting happy and then breaking down at night, doing that every single day. Eventually it takes over and it becomes unbearable so anything to relieve the pain, even if it means causing more, will help. I hate it.

I had a eating disorder before I have put on so much weight two medication now I think am going to relapse back into my old ways

Im not crying- you're crying

"Its just food its not like I'm hurting anyone!" "You're hurting yourself" Damn, I said that to my friend today...

anyone wanna vent

im so mad i watched this. i had an ed for a rlly long time and i started to recover in december but now that its summer, ive started to restrict a little and now i think its gonna relapse

It happened cause of my lack of boundaries.. idk I trusted that guy but he didn't stopped and convinced me. I was afraid to disappoint him. I can't even complain about it cause I know I'll be the one getting slandered. And it was my first time, I did said that be gentle but he said what fun it would be. When I told him what I felt he called me that he knows girls like me who use guys like me. A so called brother of mine said that it was all my mistake and no one will marry me

Idk if anyone will read this but i think i was raped about a month ago by one of my friends from school, I’m very confused and i don’t know if it was actually rape or I’m overreacting, i don’t what to do. I just wanted to get this off my chest, i feel trapped.

"Who are you? I don't recognize you at all" It hurts so much to hear that...😅

No matter what I eat I need to purge it other wise i start to freak out and cry and I would rather be skinny anyways

This made me tear up!

what movies/shows are these

Definitely in pain but i don't tell anyone cause noone ask or wants to talk to me man

I’m so happy you posted this!

Ever heard the nightcore version of this song? Its brilliant. ❤

I never clicked a video so fast. 💀 😂 Once again, I humbly request a fandom list. There was *audio* I didn't recognize!

I'm so annoyed insatiable was cancelled

What are all the clips from?

Well I was leaked online

Here's a story, I was at school a physical education time, my cousin was pulling me at the back of the school a touching me I trying to run and his only 11 and I was 9

I FEEL THIS

I think I’m just done.

You can never really get over a traumatic event!

Such a good video it so good and so sad to

Gaga ftw

I’m not going to let memories become the death of me! You fucken left me when I needed you you left me at my lowest you left me alone! And now you want me then fucken earn me, but till then wish me well I mean you love me but you DONT TRUST ME hey that’s your own conscience! Sucks huh !