Since I was 14, I’ve had spontaneous astral experiences and delved deeply into meditation. Recently, I had a partial kundalini awakening, a sensation so intense it was both pleasurable and painful. I also began exploring psychedelics, particularly mushrooms. The most I had taken before was 5 grams of Penis Envy, lemon tek. On August 16th, around 6:30 p.m., I decided to push my limits further by consuming 20 grams of Penis Envy mushrooms in the redwoods of California. The experience was overwhelming and profoundly frightening, to the point where I swore off mushrooms forever. My wife was with me, ensuring my physical safety, but I felt as if I was on the brink of becoming a lost soul, ensnared by something sinister in the forest. The journey began intensely. I touched an ancient redwood and asked for it to speak through me. Almost immediately, my body was hit by a jolt of electricity, and I lost my vision for a moment. I felt as though I was simultaneously in my body and in the astral plane, seeing and hearing things beyond normal perception. Sounds that only I could hear filled the air, including a terrifying screeching that seemed to signal an imminent threat. Despite being in my body, I felt my spirit drifting away, caught in a limbo-like state. I was preparing my wife for my potential death, though she didn’t fully grasp the gravity of the situation. I felt my body shutting down, tears streaming from my eyes not because i was crying, but because my body was drying out. I experienced a profound sense of sorrow and confusion. I was on the verge of a permanent exit from the cycle of life and the cycle reincarnation. I had lost my privilege to live in my body and I lost the privilege to be apart of the grand cycle of life. I was kicked out and stuck in a place between life and death. As the trip intensified, I became aware that my earlier actions from the previous day-surrounding our campsite with sticks and blocking the path-had unintentionally created a protective barrier for me. Returning to the campsite offered a semblance of safety, but I remained trapped between realms. I struggled to reestablish my connection to my physical body, although still in my physical body but also some how stuck in the in between in limbo, feeling the life force draining from me and my body rejecting my spirit as if it was my time to go. At the campsite, I could still hear disturbing sounds that seemed to confirm the presence of something dangerous in the woods. Even though I was physically safe, the auditory hallucinations and the sensation of being on the edge of death made me realize how fragile my grip on life was. My wife eventually heard the unsettling noises too, which reinforced the severity of my experience. It sounded like little kids screeching and screaming and yelling and I was hearing knocking on the trees all around me. After what felt like hours, I managed to reassert my connection to my body. I was exhausted and deeply humbled, having come face-to-face with the reality of being expelled from the cycle of existence. The entire ordeal underscored for me how precious life is and the importance of remaining grounded in both the physical and spiritual realms. This experience left me with a profound sense of gratitude for life and the cycle of existence. It was a stark reminder that losing the privilege to live-or being trapped outside the cycle of reincarnation-can be more terrifying than death itself... I.E stuck in limbo. Before I left the redwoods I had yelled for mariah to come find me. When she did I asked her, "am I still in my body?" She looked at me and said yes yes you are. She said my face was pale white and my pupils were not the normal hugeness they would be on shrooms. She said they were pin point and she could tell I was in actual fear. As I was walking to the car she was helping me and at this point I realized something very very wrong was happening. I was somehow In my body, yet I was on the otherside in a limbo state trapped in a cycle. It was 4 hours in and I was still going up. Mariah had looked up videos of other people who had done 20 grams and my experience and theirs was totally different. I could feel my body shutting down. I was doing my best to even make sentences to explain to Mariah that I am actually seriously physically dying. My body is shutting down. I became weak, I couldn't hardly talk, over heating, loosing feeling in my body, and most of all, loosing my breath. She was asking me why are you swallowing like you are. I told her best i could, I'm really dying. As I looked at her face I was looking through a mask. Everything was far away from me. I was trapped in a cycle of some sort and even though we are in the car at this point, I could hear noises she wasn't. It sounded like death. At the time I only had two choices. Allow my body to shut down and die but then become a lost soul because I'm trapped in limbo because my astral and spirit body has been kicked out of the cycle of life itself.... or maintain my body somehow and basically eventually when people realize this is bad, end up in a mental hospital because I'm not coming down. I'm stuck in a state of consciousness that is stuck in between the physical and spiritual simultaneously. But I knee eventually my body would completely shut down. I had lost the privilege to live. I took a deep look into my life and everything I took for granted and I was just so sad anc confused and asking myself how the hell did I get myself here. I kept telling Mariah, I need to get back into my body but I don't know how and she wasnt understanding. Fortunately once I got back to the campsite after 3 hours I was able to somehow pop back into this side of life and I regained my privilege to live. Now, it doesn't matter to me how i die. I'm just so thankful that I'm back in the cycle of life and reincarnation. Because being in limbo is far scarier than any death. This experience typed out will never do justice to the one reading this to understand the magnitude of the extreme dier situation I got myself in and I wouldn't wish this on even my worse enemy if I had one. All this happened in the forest over the course of 3 hours. I didn't just touch the tree and boom I'm in fear. No. I had a whole other experience. This is where the redwood spoke through me but at the same time something else started speaking through me and I ended up calling something In. I didn't have any control of my body movements and actions. After leaving the redwoods it was another 7 hours of other experiences that took place in the car and the camp. If mariah wasn't with me to take me back to the campsite I would have died. Not because of the shrooms but because of what I got myself into on the astral plane. It showed me how much I don't know.

I like this person a lot* ty

Hi guys, I am about to see this presentation, but am in utter shock just to read the title. I mean.... wow......the Wheel, that unforgettable experience. There is something I want to share with you. Look for something called E8 Lattice & "Emergence Theory" It is an octa dimensional supersymmetric crystal from which our third dimension is mathematically derived as a Projection into lower dimensions. When I saw it's representation the thought that sruck my mind was "This is it" "the hyperdimensional wheel super mother crystal-galaxy I saw on Salvia". The 2 videos in which they talk about it are called "What is reality" and "Hacking Reality" in the YT Channel "Quantum Gravity Research" I really encourage you to watch them and see for yourselves. I am deeply convinced that Crystal wheel structure is the source of reality as do this quantum physicists which are exploring "Emergence Theory" which is the best current theory for unifying Quantum and Newtonian Physics. I found myself amazed by the similarity of my vision of this Source God Cristal Wheel COSMIC SOURCE Being which then sent me back to my body through twisting hyperdimensional tunnels. Which was preceded by The vision of an Avatar who´s face was what can only be described the as the face that contained all faces, as if you mixed all of our faces and expressions into one archetypal source it would look just like that. I can vividly remember being in this atemporal eternal void and then this entity approached and smiled and said I just want you to be All right and those words started fractally echoing into infinity while some ominous presence around the corner of my perception forced me to "turn around" and presence in awe struck this Beautiful, Unfathomably beyond Huge Crystal Galactic symmetric kaleidoscopic turning wheel Which was as the mother of all galaxies and the universe and all its dimensions, and in that moment shoved me into a vertiginous trip back through folding twisting stretching hyper curtain-zipper cascading dimensional tunnels to this point where I saw earth and then my city and then my home from the sky as if bungee plunging back into my body, but I saw like a grid of different side by side versions into which I could fall which were kind of different versions of existence, and I just slipped back into mine and then as if you just rolled the blinds in a room switched back into "normal" consciousness and just sprouted a humble "WOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWW" and laughed and laughed for some time. =)

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Ezekiel's wheels.

Greetings from Achilles!!!im the only one that you couldnt break thats why you guys are dying to make one more research on my brain,that was a nice trick that you planned to break my shoulder to throw me in that mr machine genuis,now you know who the New boss is!!!!anladın mı lan gerizekalı...lets go to Red Rock for a Phish show let me show you how big my balls are😁😁😁

You can enter those realms without mushrooms. With Gateway Experience meditation by Robert Monroe

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Love your book Kevin, I missed the Nevada Show,..hopefully someone filmed it. I did see one still photograph of the Aztec Skull, brilliant! Keep making beauty! You’ve a keen eye for Creating it!

is always amazing for me to find somebody talking about the "umbrella mesh", is not to much about that in internet. I see that mesh even whitout droug use, the i see it for the first time in salvia divinorum back in 2016, and never goes. Have tree colors, red, green, and blue. Please profesor, keep doing videos about these, we need to document this inminent human revolution whit psichedelycs!

7:18 When you can't hold it anymore, but the class is so good that you can't go

It bugs me the Title on the video says "Psychodelic" I know it's prolly a typo but bugs me lok

Thank you for the dozen or so life-changing journeys you helped me go on the 90s. The lessons I learned are still applied in my life on a daily basis.🙏🏼

Alexander weiner

The current push for these psychedelic substances is a hallmark of profit-driven tactics by the pharmaceutical industry, psychiatrists, and unregulated psychedelic clinics ultimately exposing people to more damaging mind-altering drugs

i failed 8th grade math why am i watching this

Dr nichols comes to save the day

This guy has no spirit....sounds like a drone...very sterile naive view of reality...fall asleep after a few minutes...phillip k dick, never considered himself an "american" , he dispised the country hence why he escaped it... the "counter culture" was spawned by the CIA..

My god …. Get this man a sip a water

The biblical "Tree of Life" is the tree that produces fruit for physical sustenance (fruit, vegetables, nuts...). The biblical "Tree of Knowledge" is the tree that produces fruit for spiritual sustenance (cannabis, Banisteriopsis caapi/Psychotria viridis - DMT, Opium poppy, Salvia Divinorum, Iboga, Acacia...). "When the woman saw that the fruit of the tree was good for food and pleasing to the eye, and also desirable for gaining wisdom, she took some and ate it. She also gave some to her husband, who was with her, and he ate it" - Genesis 3:6 Spiritually speaking (gender aside), patriarchy ends and matriarchy begins with a fundamental understanding of the cyclical nature of reality (God). Represented by the snake in many creation myths, the living cycle has a trinity of a beginning (head), a middle and end (tail). As above so below, the sexes were created in the image of God's cyclical nature where Mother is the head and opening to all beginnings and Father holds the tail to all endings (through which the sowing of seeds allow for the next great matriarchal rebirth).The joining of the two (symbolized by the Ouroborus or the marriage ring) is the sacred union needed in assuring the creation and continuation of new life cycles. To speak of the present day God as "Our Father" is simply an admission to our collective positioning within the bigger cycle. As all mothers have direct experience with the creator quality of birthing, so is the direct experience of rebirthing the divinity within (baptism) belong to that which is spiritually matriarchal. (John 3, verse 3-8). Sekhmet statues (ancient Egyptian) carry most of their weight in symbolic memory of what was a mother culture dedicated to the direct experience of baptism. As the leg shaped hairlocks extend from maternal breasts to the womb of rebirth, the lioness's head proportions are such that they highlight the bust of a second animal figure. The Lioness's ears as eyes and eyes as nose (nostrils) brings to life the figure of a reptile. 'Neath the halo headress of the solar egg, the lioness's egg fertilization process being internal (Set) and the reptile's egg fertilization process being external (Setting), such being key components to the safety of entering the trans-egoic or "born again" state. The life threatening fear associated with the predatory nature of a lion and/or crocodile encounter are reflective of the intense ego death experiences associated with the transpersonal awakening process. In spiritually matriarchal times, illumination could be seen as wearing the false beard (ancient Egyptian funerary "ego" death mask) as the high state of cyclical self knowing; high awareness of both our upper matriarchal half and our lower (later) patriarchal half (compared with a mini lower body replica, an "as above so below" tail end beard extension); in full recognition of her civilizational Underworld; her inevitable cyclical destiny. The male pharaoh wears his beard tapered in reverse, indicating a pointing upwards towards the patriarchal head, divine representative of God's tail end cycle. Mary's anointing and wiping of Jesus's feet with her hair can then be seen as "Head to tail" (toe) imagery as she descends her matriarchal head to his patriarchal feet, thus reenacting the high understanding of the divine cyclical process. (John 12, verse 3) To carry the Ankh (now the female symbol ♀️) was perhaps to symbolically carry that upper and lower understanding. As the upper matriarchal womb symbolised the fertile birthing of civilization, below, the now Christian cross is carried to place emphasis on the lower (later) "End Times" Father principle of the great cycle. Lord Ganesha, the elephant headed Hindu diety, displays a cyclical head to trunk symbolism and points to the Mother head of his matriarchal elephant society. Ganesha (like the elephant) wears God's cyclical nature on his face. A whole temple was dedicated to Hathor (ancient Egyptian diety), who is the matriarchal "Uterus" personified. kzfaq.info/get/bejne/gJadY917uKuqe2Q.html "See all women as mothers, serve them as your mother. when you see the entire world as the mother, the ego falls away. See everything as Mother and you will know God." - Neem Karoli Baba "My son, keep thy father's commandment and forsake not the law of thy mother" - Proverbs 6 : 20

The biblical "Tree of Life" is the tree that produces fruit for physical sustenance (fruit, vegetables, nuts...). The biblical "Tree of Knowledge" is the tree that produces fruit for spiritual sustenance (cannabis, Banisteriopsis caapi/Psychotria viridis - DMT, Opium poppy, Salvia Divinorum, Iboga, Acacia...). "When the woman saw that the fruit of the tree was good for food and pleasing to the eye, and also desirable for gaining wisdom, she took some and ate it. She also gave some to her husband, who was with her, and he ate it" - Genesis 3:6 Spiritually speaking (gender aside), a patriarchy ends and matriarchy begins with a fundamental understanding of the cyclical nature of reality (God). Represented by the snake in many creation myths, the living cycle has a trinity of a beginning (head), a middle and end (tail). As above so below, the sexes were created in the image of God's cyclical nature where Mother is the head and opening to all beginnings and Father holds the tail to all endings (through which the sowing of seeds allow for the next great matriarchal rebirth).The joining of the two (symbolized by the Ouroborus or the marriage ring) is the sacred union needed in assuring the creation and continuation of new life cycles. To speak of the present day God as "Our Father" is simply an admission to our collective positioning within the bigger cycle. As all mothers have direct experience with the creator quality of birthing, so is the direct experience of rebirthing the divinity within (baptism) belong to that which is spiritually matriarchal. (John 3, verse 3-8). Sekhmet statues (ancient Egyptian) carry most of their weight in symbolic memory of what was a mother culture dedicated to the direct experience of baptism. As the leg shaped hairlocks extend from maternal breasts to the womb of rebirth, the lioness's head proportions are such that they highlight the bust of a second animal figure. The Lioness's ears as eyes and eyes as nose (nostrils) brings to life the figure of a reptile. 'Neath the halo headress of the solar egg, the lioness's egg fertilization process being internal (Set) and the reptile's egg fertilization process being external (Setting), such being key components to the safety of entering the trans-egoic or "born again" state. The life threatening fear associated with the predatory nature of a lion and/or crocodile encounter are reflective of the intense ego death experiences associated with the transpersonal awakening process. In spiritually matriarchal times, illumination could be seen as wearing the false beard (ancient Egyptian funerary "ego" death mask) as the high state of cyclical self knowing; high awareness of both our upper matriarchal half and our lower (later) patriarchal half (compared with a mini lower body replica, an "as above so below" tail end beard extension); in full recognition of her civilizational Underworld; her inevitable cyclical destiny. The male pharaoh wears his beard tapered in reverse, indicating a pointing upwards towards the patriarchal head, divine representative of God's tail end cycle. Mary's anointing and wiping of Jesus's feet with her hair can then be seen as "Head to tail" (toe) imagery as she descends her matriarchal head to his patriarchal feet, thus reenacting the high understanding of the divine cyclical process. (John 12, verse 3) To carry the Ankh (now the female symbol ♀️) was perhaps to symbolically carry that upper and lower understanding. As the upper matriarchal womb symbolised the fertile birthing of civilization, below, the now Christian cross is carried to place emphasis on the lower (later) "End Times" Father principle of the great cycle. Lord Ganesha, the elephant headed Hindu diety, displays a cyclical head to trunk symbolism and points to the Mother head of his matriarchal elephant society. Ganesha (like the elephant) wears God's cyclical nature on his face. A whole temple was dedicated to Hathor (ancient Egyptian diety), who is the matriarchal "Uterus" personified. kzfaq.info/get/bejne/gJadY917uKuqe2Q.html "See all women as mothers, serve them as your mother. when you see the entire world as the mother, the ego falls away. See everything as Mother and you will know God." - Neem Karoli Baba "My son, keep thy father's commandment and forsake not the law of thy mother" - Proverbs 6 : 20

Thug police tactics whats new !

She’s adorable and presented a balanced perspective the values of nursing that could be integrated into a collaborative team working with psychedelics.. well done

The biblical "Tree of Life" is the tree that produces fruit for physical sustenance (fruit, vegetables, nuts...). The biblical "Tree of Knowledge" is the tree that produces fruit for spiritual sustenance (cannabis, Banisteriopsis caapi/Psychotria viridis - DMT, Opium poppy, Salvia Divinorum, Iboga, Acacia...). "When the woman saw that the fruit of the tree was good for food and pleasing to the eye, and also desirable for gaining wisdom, she took some and ate it. She also gave some to her husband, who was with her, and he ate it" - Genesis 3:6 Spiritually speaking (gender aside), a patriarchy ends and a matriarchy begins with an understanding of the cyclical nature of reality (God). Represented by the snake in many creation myths, the living cycle has a trinity of a beginning (head), a middle and end (tail). As above so below, the sexes were created in the image of God's cyclical nature where Mother is the head and opening to all beginnings and Father holds the tail to all endings (through which the sowing of seeds allow for the next great matriarchal rebirth).The joining of the two (symbolized by the Ouroborus or the marriage ring) is the sacred union needed in assuring the creation and continuation of new life cycles. To speak of the present day God as "Our Father" is simply an admission to our collective positioning within the bigger cycle. As all mothers have direct experience with the creator quality of birthing, so is the direct experience of rebirthing the divinity within (baptism) belong to that which is spiritually matriarchal. (John 3, verse 3-8). Sekhmet statues (ancient Egyptian) carry most of their weight in symbolic memory of what was a mother culture dedicated to the direct experience of baptism. As the leg shaped hairlocks extend from maternal breasts to the womb of rebirth, the lioness's head proportions are such that they highlight the bust of a second animal figure. The Lioness's ears as eyes and eyes as nose (nostrils) brings to life the figure of a reptile. 'Neath the halo headress of the solar egg, the lioness's egg fertilization process being internal (Set) and the reptile's egg fertilization process being external (Setting), such being key components to the safety of entering the trans-egoic or "born again" state. The life threatening fear associated with the predatory nature of a lion and/or crocodile encounter are reflective of the intense ego death experiences associated with the transpersonal awakening process. In spiritually matriarchal times, illumination could be seen as wearing the false beard (ancient Egyptian funerary "ego" death mask) as the high state of cyclical self knowing; high awareness of both our upper matriarchal half and our lower (later) patriarchal half (compared with a mini lower body replica, an "as above so below" tail end beard extension); in full recognition of her civilizational Underworld; her inevitable cyclical destiny. The male pharaoh wears his beard tapered in reverse, indicating a pointing upwards towards the patriarchal head, divine representative of God's tail end cycle. Mary's anointing and wiping of Jesus's feet with her hair can then be seen as "Head to tail" (toe) imagery as she descends her matriarchal head to his patriarchal feet, thus reenacting the high understanding of the divine cyclical process. (John 12, verse 3) To carry the Ankh (now the female symbol ♀️) was perhaps to symbolically carry that upper and lower understanding. As the upper matriarchal womb symbolised the fertile birthing of civilization, below, the now Christian cross is carried to place emphasis on the lower (later) "End Times" Father principle of the great cycle. Lord Ganesha, the elephant headed Hindu diety, displays a cyclical head to trunk symbolism and points to the Mother head of his matriarchal elephant society. Ganesha (like the elephant) wears God's cyclical nature on his face. A whole temple was dedicated to Hathor (ancient Egyptian diety), who is the matriarchal "Uterus" personified. kzfaq.info/get/bejne/gJadY917uKuqe2Q.html "See all women as mothers, serve them as your mother. when you see the entire world as the mother, the ego falls away. See everything as Mother and you will know God." - Neem Karoli Baba "My son, keep thy father's commandment and forsake not the law of thy mother" - Proverbs 6 : 20

Rest in power to a real one

In the Controlled Substance video Tyce sang its praises! He felt the idea was excellent, just needed some adjustments, clientele screening. In the Drug Dinner the initial THC oil dosing in the amuse-bouche was strong,..well for some people it was… An amuse-bouche is a small, bite-sized hors d'œuvre or appetizer served before a meal to stimulate the appetite. It's usually highly creative and showcases the chef's skill and style. Amuse-bouches are often served complimentary and are designed to provide a glimpse of the chef's approach to cooking while exciting the palate for the meal to come. They are distinct from regular appetizers in that they are usually one or two bites in size and are meant to be a memorable and delightful introduction to the dining experience. Of course this aspect is highly dependent upon how informed, familiar the clientele is with the ingredients and whether or not they can tolerate the doses served, especially high doses of multiple substances-synergism. The informed & familiarized diners are the ones rolling the joint at the Cab…”we are still standing, after high cuisine!” Hilarious!! Noah is an excellent Michelin Chef, the intended demographic for High Cuisine is the drug familiar, the drug informed. Patrons that are drug naïve, or high risk to psychiatric illness must be screened out..Those of us who are drug informed, drug familiar, like me, we would have a GREAT time at this event! Looking forward to enjoying this experience soon. Cheers!

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why doesn't this video have more views, it's clearly explaining how DMT is the best medicine known to man since penicillin.

thank you William for being an unbreakable badass of a human being.

Bergson described two time dimensions, not duration and mathematical time, but in his illustration showing the two cones overlapping in opposite directions touching the “plane of action” at point o

22:50 don’t go there 😂

Much gratitude for uploading this, B.C.. "Finally got to see and listen to your presentation dear Craig. I sadly just happened to learn of your passing... Rest in peace dear old Friend and thank you for the bright memories your voice just recalled about John C. Lilly, you and the Lovely crowd".

thank you for your many gifts of sacraments to the world❤ from a 46 year old mississippi man who would not want to live in a world where i never experienced LSD.

Terrific

I love Casey's reference to shimshai. Thats crazy thats what hed listen to during xtalization 😂

What a shame psychedelics couldn't cure women of their exhibitionistic narcissism, masquerading as world-redeeming compassion, the universal camouflage of serpents.

this is an excellent conversation would love to hear these lads chatting away in a pub

4:00 all those pointless identifiers are barf worthy.

maybe one of the the best talks on this channel and its shut down a quarter of the way thru..not impressed...had i paid to go to the event i'd have been quite pissed off

Recreational use of psychedelics at festivals will be the death of psychedelics being taken seriously

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It's run for ocd pure? (Damage and sexual thoughts)?

Boring, nothing new

I have so much admiration for this women. She is highly underrated in the field. She has so much deep knowledge and passion for substance-assisted therapy. I love to be guided by her in a psychedelic session.

Is La Chorrera still essentially the same as it was in 1971? Do people make a pilgrimage of sorts to visit?

Ska Pastora is not a Mazatec term. It is Spanish. Terence McKenna said that the Mazatecs say they have no Mazatec word for it because it is too new. As Salvia is only found naturally is such a small area, we might conclude that it is either on the wax or the wane. Since science cannot account for the appearance of new species, evolution being the currently operative (and inadequate) model covering that area, we have to say we don't know how new species arise. If we take the Mazatecs at their word, that it is too new, then it could be the appearance of a new species and potentially on the increase. I'm certainly doing all I can towards that end.

very good!

Has anyone done EEG studies on subjects in sensory deprivation tanks, or float tanks, as pioneered by Dr. John C. Lilly? He was very thoughtful in establishing, at least for himself, a drug-free baseline of the float tank experience.

This talk is the first time I have met Jonathan Ott... it makes me feel very much supported and safe that the world is held by him with such erudition and insight, and I am so thankful that he takes the trouble to reinterpret his vision to us ordinary people...