يارب متى سوف أقف عن تصديق كل ما يفكر بهِ عقلي الباطن ٫ أيماني بعقلي الاواعي يسحبُني الى طريق لا ردة فيه صرتُ اشكك في صحتي النفسية اتمنى من الله خالق السموات والأرض أن يحقق لي امنيتي الوحيدة وهي تصديق واقعي وتكذيب عقلي الاواعي.
@emmamazurek92299 күн бұрын
I know it's good that we won't see each other but it hurts...
@root......10 күн бұрын
I'll never meet them. Life is pointless anyway.
@happydayssunny783012 күн бұрын
You will all make your dreams come true just believe. Trust me they really can . Kindness and peace to all of us misfits 🙏😎⭐ A star will shine for us all in the true time of need 💙
@marrqeww13 күн бұрын
he cheated on me
@dasdesyarmam13 күн бұрын
can you pass me the source of the background image pls?
@Itsgoofygrape13 күн бұрын
My soul grieves for something I’ve never known
@NEXUSQUAD74113 күн бұрын
So many make better friends in there head who comfort them then real ones.😔
@LoriNorton-cw6mv16 күн бұрын
Never say never
@redacted856717 күн бұрын
I think I love her. I think I have for a very long time. I want to lay with her, hold her, spend the rest of my life with her. But I don’t think she wants that. And if she does, I will never work up the nerve to find out.
@Salatkowas18 күн бұрын
Here’s my story cuz everyone adding yours Once I met a boy he texted me , we were pretty young . After some time we became best friends but one day I had a really bad mental state where I didn’t know what To do. Because of that I was fighting with him. I was super mad at my self that I tried to unal!ve my self. He saved me . Then I boned with his friend (the worst thing I could do) I was friend with these too my love got better but the boy friend numer 1 probably because of jealousy blocked me. I was so devastated the friend number 2 I hurted him so much I just to say I’ll ki!! You if you won’t believe that he will be back with and etc. The bad mental state came again . But it’s turned worser. I stated to see things I developed schizofrenia . I was tying everything to get back to him I was fighting and over bad things (talking about friend numer 1) that he trined to unal!ve his self. But I didn’t save him. Another girl did. I’m worthless
@notnog15 күн бұрын
I'm pretty sure the first friend blocked you not out of jealousy, but because you cheated on him.
@SWEATYSNIPER120 күн бұрын
I just don’t want to be lonely anymore.
@WhyTurquoiseАй бұрын
I broke up with her, I’ve had a bad relationship, barely active, she was social and I wasn’t… she spent time with friends more than me, I guess it’s partially my fault since I never started most of the convos or calls, I feel bad but not since I wasn’t attached, I miss the affection though… I wonder what would’ve been us if I stayed longer.
@69wounds16 күн бұрын
The average human being, by nature, craves to attract the look of the other and the attention, to make them feel that they are part of our world. Sometimes we forget that everyone has their own world and feelings. We do not control the other to remain in the covenant with our feelings and desires. Soon they can change too. And fulfilling their personal desires too. Life doesn't stop here, no matter how sad you feel. And no matter what you feel when you see everything And it reminds you of them.
@billymaze1241Ай бұрын
This one vibes
@billymaze1241Ай бұрын
Yo dark and gritty indeed
@d3s_dangerous736Ай бұрын
This is incredible
@ArctheicecubeАй бұрын
Loving them hurt me more. And I dont want to hurt anymore.
@kirapon12 ай бұрын
Мы больше НИКОГДА не встретимся, а я так этого хочу....
@HR-ZR-wn5ql2 ай бұрын
I once met a girl at a festival who gave me their number. During the summer I broke my phone and couldn’t get her number back after she moved away.
@WhyTurquoise2 ай бұрын
Damn
@HR-ZR-wn5ql2 ай бұрын
@@WhyTurquoise the worst part is how much I wanted to know her better. She seemed like a genuinely cool person to hang out with. Sometimes I wonder if she thinks I was ignoring her on purpose.
@WhyTurquoise2 ай бұрын
@@HR-ZR-wn5ql fuck bro… man i wish you wrote it down
@WhyTurquoiseАй бұрын
@@HR-ZR-wn5ql hey… we broke up haha… like 2-3 weeks, at least I experienced something eh?
@WhyTurquoiseАй бұрын
@@HR-ZR-wn5ql broke up, didn’t care much though, I experienced something eh?
@Voiding-ofdark2 ай бұрын
Ah yes, modern and the depressed cousin of the popular post World War II song called; We'll Meet Again. His more successful and happy brother Beautiful
@mekostuff2 ай бұрын
I spent 6 months of my life chasing after a girl I saw every good flag in. A girl that did not compare to anybody else. I'd had small crushes and small 'what if' thoughts that my brain had discarded as quick as they had come, but nothing stood as tall and fought for as long as the thought of loving her. I was so sure that I loved her that when she told me the person she had a crush on was already taken, I stopped thinking I loved her to prioritise making sure she was okay. January 1st, 2024. I have absolutely no doubt in my mind that ANYTHING good will come my way this year. I can tell. I'm losing hope, it's settling in that I was indirectly shut down 2 months prior, and I just want to let the thought go and go back to just wanting to be friends. February rolls around. I hear the words I never thought I'd never hear. I have never seen or heard or been a relationship that had looked so stable and loving and caring, which shocks me more knowing I was in it. Knowing I was who she loved made me feel like I owed her the world, and so I gave her what I could give of MY world. A world I was willing to share with her. A life, a positive change that now deeply hurts to think of. Because almost 8 months of loving and caring and feeling loved was seemingly reduced to nothing in a matter of two weeks. Because she felt she couldn't reciprocate. She didn't NEED to reciprocate; in my eyes, she was already enough. She didn't need to walk half-an-hour in the rain, but I did because I loved her for who she was. She didn't need to make time for me because I felt lucky to have time with her at all. The last thing we did was hug eachother and tell eachother how much we love eachother. Today, she isn't even looking in my direction. She didn't yesterday, she didn't last week, she won't tomorrow and she won't next week. She never will again. And that's what's best for her.
@BlackSheepBagel2 ай бұрын
🫂
@leftgirl2 ай бұрын
I have a very strong parasocial relationship with a best friend i created in my head because i really have no friends and it breaks my heart to know ill both never meet him and i will never have a friendship as strong and nourishing as the one i have in my head. We will never meet.
@BlackSheepBagel2 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry 🫂
@leftgirl2 ай бұрын
@@BlackSheepBagel 💜🫂
@-Tenebris-Ай бұрын
So sorry... Wanna be friends?
@przm_2 ай бұрын
calm :)
@hoodgang92552 ай бұрын
In another life....
@bb-mtlf2 ай бұрын
I've been told no on will love me I think maybe I'm not and I'll never be good enough for her I feel lonely, I hope one day God will alow us to happen..
@MunataMurakami2 ай бұрын
Ни с кем)
@lipixkpop2 ай бұрын
Only if he was actually what he showed
@nj28752 ай бұрын
When you realize your enemy is a villain not a monster.
@jokersized3 ай бұрын
Absolutely enthralled by your sounds
@Vivip_mipp3 ай бұрын
Maybe things will be easier if everybody thinked in others before doing things
@Mangonade694203 ай бұрын
I don’t exactly know you, but I wish you nothing but the best in your life. I hope you achieve your goals in life, I hope you find your soulmate, I hope you be the best you can be
@rachelmanzione25673 ай бұрын
Same to you 💜
@roguespartan28543 ай бұрын
This is like a really slowed version of Lost It to Trying (Umpire Remix) by Son Lux.
@Nothing-lasts-forever...3 ай бұрын
I loved some girl I thought she is the answer but the End she was just pain to my whole body so I think you can guess the rest😔
@colton39993 ай бұрын
feels like visiting a graveyard of fairies.
@terriwiley97373 ай бұрын
I've waited my whole life.
@CosmicCreeper993 ай бұрын
Your soulmate. Your other half. Your clone of all your choices of attraction is out there somewhere. There’s 8 billion of us, there’s probably multiple about them. They could be near you and you haven’t noticed or they could be the furthest away distance from you. And you’ll most likely never meet them. And that’s okay.
@Mr.Meowgical2 ай бұрын
How 'bout meeting them and getting to know each other, being told they have no romantic interest in you, and eventually being ghosted? No one else seems to compare, and I hate to compare, but everyone else falls short. I don't want to settle for someone, and don't want them to feel settled for.
@WhyTurquoise3 ай бұрын
Thanks, just outside… sitting on grass doing nothing, relaxing and unsettling It’s just like sitting on the edge of a building
@Theking-wb8fu3 ай бұрын
i love this video honestly, it's got me through some hard times... Thank you for creating this
@rogerbarrett19793 ай бұрын
This is a great song. Too bad it ends too soon.
@HamStar-of1kj3 ай бұрын
Met a girl that study in the same class as me but different time we met cause she draw something on my table I respond and we started chatting a lot she gave me her number when I was gunna ask we talked almost everyday she even made me say good morning to her everyday even though I had no intentions of doing that, she’s my only friend I have.
@elevant60743 ай бұрын
Song + Picture = Amazing. It feels like having a home is better 😞
@BadbunnyK53 ай бұрын
I just want to be with him, I will always wait for him to come and pick me up until the end of my life
@dielcastro773 ай бұрын
Que música linda ✨
@glitchplaze90733 ай бұрын
Why can’t it be me guys
@z3ig3324 ай бұрын
Damn bruh
@WhyTurquoise4 ай бұрын
I feel like someone likes me but I don’t know if I should, I like her too but it might mess up our friend group, and I don’t know if she even likes me back, she gives me the most physical contact (brushing my hair out of my eyes and poking me around in a friendly way and gets closer to me than anyone else) I don’t know if she is trying to give me hints or acting like an older or younger sister I never had.
@-Tenebris-3 ай бұрын
Don't hesitate bro, she is giving you hints that she likes you if she gets closer to you. I would recommend confessing to her before it's too late
@WhyTurquoise3 ай бұрын
True, she is moving
@WhyTurquoise2 ай бұрын
@@-Tenebris-hey, I moved on, turns out someone liked me, we’ve been dating for 3 days so not very long, first girlfriend
@WhyTurquoise2 ай бұрын
@@-Tenebris-We started dating at a carnival
@-Tenebris-2 ай бұрын
@@WhyTurquoise wow nice!
@WhyTurquoise4 ай бұрын
Thanks, it’s like your in an glowing enchanted forest and your all alone… but there are no threats
@WhyTurquoise4 ай бұрын
This makes you feel I an a post-nuclear fallout, You found some survivors…