this was an awesome video sophieee!!!!

When I was 12 I lost my mom I’m now currently 16 I still get upset thinking about it the first few years I didn’t know how to deal with it, sometimes to this day I still cry in my room but not as much as I did and I totally understand you and I’m also sorry for your loss ❤️

Loved the video and it’s great to see you and Billy doing a video together again!

part of me wants to go just to see sukie

I would definitely be super scared too 😱

OMG I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU IN YEARS, YOU WHERE MY ENTIRE CHILDHOOD, I EVEN HAVE OLD MERCH, YOU MEANT SO MUCH TOO 8YR ME, THANK YOU XX

redemption comment: lovely video! outstanding work! editing skills on point yassssss🤩 how many letters in devoured !😌

Most wonderful!

I'm 100% a believer in the paranormal. I've always believed in the paranormal even just after watching shows on TV like Ghost Adventures since I was in high school. I knew I was hooked. I did have an experience I'll never forget. Back in October 2022, I went with my cousin (who's not really a believer) to a paranormal investigation event hosted by KZfaqrs, Haunted Nights with Steve and Dylan (you should check them out). It was at the Old Washington County Jail in upstate, NY. I knew this location after watching one of their recent videos of them investigating it, so I already felt comfortable about going. Let me tell you, when you first walk into a place you know is haunted, the atmosphere changes. I'm sure you felt that when you just went to the Hell Fire Caves. I remember feeling anxious as soon as I stepped in the entrance. I asked my 6 spirit guides aka protectors who are deceased loved ones, to watch over me. It's always good to ask relatives whom you were close with to watch over you, as I'm sure they always will. They let us use their expensive equipment which I've been dying to use: music box, the SB7 Spirit Box, REM Pod, Mel Meter, EMF reader, the Panasonic DR60 Voice Recorder (which is rare to find but well known), and more. I already brought my dowsing rods with me, as they are the most quick, real-time yes/no answers you'll get. Ok, fast forward to the middle of the event to what actually happened. We were in the basement of the jail doing the Estes Method (I would look it up so I don't bore you anymore with how long this already is lol). The basement was long and narrow. There were motion devices (REM Pods and Mel Meters) everywhere in each doorway. For some reason, I was towards the front of the basement, away from the group. Sometime during the session, I heard what sounded like a blow of air or whisper of some kind in my left ear. I couldn't recall what it said. I was startled, so I spun around making sure no one was near me. I was alone where I was. As soon as I acknowledged what happened, a Rem Pod in one of the doorways started beeping IMMEDIATELY after I said, "Something whispered in my ear." The rest of the night was a blur after that. You will eventually have your first paranormal experience like I did. My advice is that you don't want to over prepare yourself or go in assuming something will happen. Otherwise, you will become disappointed if nothing does. Most of the time, it's rare you'll get concrete evidence like a hum or a whisper caught on video. It also depends how active the spirits are at that location, too. They could be there, but aren't doing things in that moment. Going just to experience the history of the location and for fun something MAY happen is enough. It's good that Billy informed you that spirits can attach themselves to you, because he's right. If you didn't say for them to not follow you home, they could unknowingly end up following you. Anyway, I'm happy you went! I'll be surprised if you read this up until this point.

Yes! Love this! Go to more spooky plac3s!

I'm so very very sorry for your loss!

Sophie you are obviously close to your brother and grief takes a lot of forms depending on your relationship, how you handle the loss and your personality. I too lost a brother. I wasn't emotionally attached to him and I was given a year warning because he had throat cancer. Our relationship was strained because of a misunderstanding and my family is disfunctional. When he passed, I went into shock and depression. It is a weird feeling losing a sibling. I didn't feel anything when my parents passed and I have had all my aunts, uncles, grandparents and cousins pass and my grief varied. A sibling passing for me was simply a shock and I had a tough time dealing with the aftermath because of how I was treated by my family afterwards. I personally hate people saying to me, "I am so sorry for your loss". I know they mean well, but it just reminds you of your loss and opens up that wound when you are trying to deal and heal while grieving. I rather hear, " I am here for you" or his or get a hug. I lost dear friend and he was a bus driver. Shortly after his death, I saw a male bus driver with his same body type drive by me and I thought it was my friend and busted out crying. Grief sometimes takes years and you never get over it, but the pain level lessens. I still grieve for my grandfather who died in 1962 when I was 8. My advice is to see a grief counselor if you can and just remember him as he was. You haven't lost him. He still lives in your memories and on the other side of the veil. You will see him again. He is healthy and happy. HUGS!

Omg I love your videos sophie❤ please keep being you ❤ Ily ❤

You driving scared me the most icl x

I love this sm, ur panic is hilarious 😂

YESSS THIS IS THE CONTENT IVE BEEN WAITING FOR!

i really hope u enjoy this one, let me know if you want to see more of this style of video & give me some ideas of what 🥰🥰

Love the video we don’t live to far away from each other by the looks of it your very much like me in what you like and personality. i saw you went to the liverpool comic con i did too you look like an awesome friend and person i really enjoy your channel 😊

So, what's next in the "Billy Making You Do Things You Don't Want To Do" series?

I loved the video! Having Billy back on the channel brought back some great memories.

Omg I love this! 💚

Oh ya this looks fun, if its in West Wycombe its too far for me to go 😭😭

did u just wake up one day and decide u wanna do this

ohhh!! This looks so spooky! <3

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FIRST!!! LOVE YA BAKEEY

ANOTHER BANGING VIDEO BAKEEY <3 this looks so exciting!!

The old her is so pretty

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I actually hate Dramione,I’m sorry but Romione have my heart ❤

which brother is this, is this Joe? or another brother I remeber you saying in your recent vidoe you had 2 or 3 brothers :(

u should definitely do more!! They look so cool and so unique and they r so u!!!🫶 My fav is definitely the devil x

We lost my boyfirends dad on 3rd May, the one thing that gets me the most (ther is and age gap between us) is the realisation that one day I will be alone and it scares the s**t out of me

im so sorry for your loss sophie, in 2020 i lost my uncle and in 2021 i lost my grandad, i still greave to this day and it never gets better but i try and keep going

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i am so sorry for you're loss 🤍 he's in a better place now.R.I.P🕊️

Very sorry for your loss.. I lost my partner of 7 years to cancer in 2019. I think you said it best that everyone deals with grief differently. Sending love

I wanted to add that I've had this same question. How does one go from existing ... to just ... not? It's a question many of us ask. There is no solid answer. I think that's why so many turn to religion. I myself am not religious, but I can understand why others are. Is there an afterlife? I don't know... but it's comforting to think about. While I'm not religious, I think I'd still talk to my loved one, hoping they can hear me. Finding comfort in them still being here in some form ❤ ❤

I've never lost anyone close to me ("close" being the key word). I can only imagine what losing a sibling is like. Even though I have not experienced it myself, I do know from being around others that grief absolutely hits everyone differently. Movies and TV Shows will say crying is the most appropriate response. But the reality is not all of us cry right away. Some go through denial for awhile. Others go through anger. Some may even shut down and are not be able to function. And then there are many who take comfort in keeping busy to distract them from it. Either way you deal with it, it all ties into grief. I'm very sorry for your loss Sophie ❤

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Denial is the first "step" of the grieving process. Your brain is trying to protect you. Especially if the loss was sudden. The questions you ask yourself are the sort of existential questions that follow such a tragedy. I fully remember asking myself the same thing. How can someone just stop existing? There is no answer to this. I wish you and your loved ones all the strength. It will never make sense. But the grief will find a place where you can live along side it.

i lost my grandma back in june, which was also my first experience with losing someone i dealt with it mostly by staying busy, journaling and connecting with music. it's definitley not easy but i'm proud of you sophie

So sorry ❤

I’m so pumped for Halloween!! My girlfriend and I have our costumes planned already!

I am so sorry for your loss. Time really does help, you learn to live with the pain and the emptiness that loosing someone close leaves. I have my faith and that helped me. I also talked to my dad all the time even though he was gone, I would tell him about my day, the kids etc. I found that crying in the shower in the mornings helped me to release my feelings enough to get on with the day. It will be raw for a year or so and especially on special days, however, you and your family will get through this together. Remember the good memories all helps ❤

I’m 27 too and live with my parents. So I get it😂 I found you because of the Harry Potter videos but I’ve always adored YOU. You’re hilarious and so down to earth. I’m not going anywhere. Also thank you for saying “what’s up Muggles” for old times sake 😂 I just care about you and what you’re doing.

I’m so sorry for your loss❤ I lost my dad when I was 11 and it’s hard. Grief is very complicated. The first year is always the hardest but it does get better. You will always miss them and feel some form of sadness, but as time goes on you gain a better understanding. I remember the first week and first month of my dad’s death being hard. The book Tear Soup helped me a lot. ❤❤❤

Sending love to you. It will be a long journey, know we love you all along the way. 💔💔💔

I am so sorry for your loss. That is so tough. I lost my father when I was young and I deal with the grief by trying to be the person he would want me to be. I also have gaming as a hobby and it’s thanks to him that I like video games, so I imagine what kind of video games he’d like if he were still here.

I lost a friend last month