Thanks for checking in and growing up watching, buddy <3 Magic will always something you'll have in your back pocket, when the occasion calls for it :)

@@DisturbReality always. I watched your road to recovery and it’s good to see you pull through. Most of us have grown up, all with different roads to travel and different demons to battle. You are strong, motivated and will always have my support. 💪🏽

Bro thank you so much! So happy to read your kind words and know you enjoyed the mix, def find ways to immerse yourself in the soundscape one of these nights <3

@@1Jack1daniels having a bad case of imposter syndrome, by chance?

@@DisturbReality could be. Comes and goes. Goal is to be better than before and achieve at a much higher level. Trying to find new ways to stimulate myself now that I don’t have the emotional crutch and added self esteem and confidence that came with that. Now all that’s gone and I’m feeling an emptiness and it’s hard to move on. In your experience, do you ever feel normal again?

@@1Jack1daniels I don’t quite know, think, feel, nor believe that I’ll ever have the same passion that I once had. It’s like when you suffer your first real heartbreak you never quite ‘give’ yourself again to that extreme to prevent from feeling that ache, again. I can say, that I’m at great peace these days, happy and content with living peacefully, with Oscar, and no one else that I feel/am responsible for. There’s a lot of satisfaction with peace. The pursuit of happiness is just that, an endless pursuit of never quite being enough. I’d just simply advise to try your best to have and maintain structure in your days and maybe have small but obtainable weekly+monthly goals that you can look at everyday to help maintain your healthy structure.

@@DisturbReality I agree bro. It’s nice to hear from someone who is on the other side. At the minute, I need every tidbit and little piece of advice I can get. I do want to beat this thing much like you have beaten your addiction.

@@1Jack1daniels I’m still very much in Recovery, in a lot of ways I always will be because if it’s not drugs, there are other vices an addict can get lost in that can be detrimental to one’s health and life. If you can adjust to enjoying in the peace of your surroundings without hating the sounds of the walls talking back to you you’re probably in an excellent path tho must say, congrats on 10 years or so dude

@@MagicianFancyNancy thank you for the kind words and positive message❤️going on 16 months🧼🫧🧼🧼

@@SubhamShrivastavaa thanks for being here, with me❤️

@@Badzilla staying strong keeping my nose clean, brother🫶🏼

@@phytonex765 thank you so much. Wishing peace, for you.

@@MenTallisT_96 it’s been an excellent healthy hobby for me this past year, and you’re right about me making a habit out of trying to get good at skills I decide to pick up🫶🏼

Goodnight homie, I’ve drifted away to it myself a time, or two.

True hardcore OG, that's amazing man. Over two decades then,, brother <3

Live peacefully

@@DisturbReality that’s the dream. You’ll be able to achieve it.

I stopped producing videos full-time in 2018. When you take an extended hiatus it's not going to be the same as it was.

Still floatin around, buddy. So cool to hear that you’re seeing people today doing stuff that you remember learning from me 10 years ago! That’s an incredulously cool feeling. Thanks for sharing.

@@DisturbReality yo man, i have long retired from magic. but i still come by once in a while. you were a big part of my childhood. glad ur doing well man :)

Thank you for the nice message. I will say, it is a nice party trick to have someone give you a random 3 or 4 digit number then give you a number between 3 and 10 and you can quickly multiply the first number by the second number quickly in your head. Overall you may shock yourself at how much better you get at math doing this dealing stuff.