I'm 15 years old and was recently diagnosed with depression and anxiety. Like the top comment says, mental illnesses hurt like hell. It's so difficult to keep living, but it's too much to not be alive.

Hey. What’s your name? Woah, that’s such a pretty name, it fits you. Me? My name isn’t important. How are you? Is life hitting you again? That’s alright. Let it all out. I’m here for you. Whatever you’re going through. Just know, I’m proud of you. You’re doing great, love. Your smile is adorable, did you know that? Yes, it is. It’s alright to feel tired. It’s alright to feel hopeless. It’s alright. I’m here. I’m always here. Forever and ever. I’m proud of you. I don’t care what grades you have. I don’t care how you look. I don’t care who you are. Where you are. Why you’re here. We all have reasons. We all have a story to tell. Your chapter isn’t done, love. Yet the book is closed. What happened? You don’t need to tell me. I know it’s hard. I’ll be with you. And once you’re able to open that book again, let me know. I’ll throw you a surprise party! What’s your favorite cake? I’m not very good at baking, but for you, I’m willing to try. Chocolate? Simple but delightful. Leaves a bittersweet taste in your mouth. It reminds me of someone. Hehe, anyways. I leave this book in your capable hands. No requirements. I just want you to write your feelings down. Maybe, a story will be born. I love you <3

I really thought I got it. But back down just like that. Crumbles in a few hours or less

At minute 34:07 what song is it?

en el minuto 34:07 que cancion es?

Ay que linda musicaaa 🥺

Why.. just why.. Why the hell is the world like this?.. Why the hell was I born? I..I can’t do anything right I can’t achieve anything well… Why can’t I help my mom?.. Why do I face fake friends? Why do I get punished… WHY AM I FUCKING LIKE THIS?! WHY WAS I BORN IN THIS SHITTY WORLD? IM USELESS!

The incredible thing is to think that in a few months it will be 2025, and 2019 won't be another year ago, I miss the friendships of 2022, I hope they are doing well, even though I know that my friends from 2023 are great, but in the meantime Next year we won't be together, I'll miss them, there will be just me...alone...

The fact my parents will never believe me or my therapist on my illness no matter how hard we try

I so tired of trying anymore

Its really getting bad again I can’t feel anything you know. I don’t know what I am doing. I don’t just I don’t know now what is it

It’s been so long sense I’ve felt happiness I’ve forgotten what it means to be happy

What is the song at 11:15?

I'll be happy one day, but not today 😢

Im proud of you all.

I'm not mad but sad that no one understands my pain.

I'm so tired.

A friend told me, long ago "good things dont last". I didnt want to believe him, but as things go on it seems he was right. He was a fucking peice of shi- either way, but he was right. Only things that get to last are the bad ones.

11:38

reading through all of y'alls comments and just thinking, "ill never relate more to people who go through the same as me, even if ill never literally meet them"

Обожаю этот плейлист.. он дает мне надежду что я найду любовь на всю жизнь, а не буду тонуть в слезах и грусти от отказов..

Wow, just wow. I spent 20 minutes scrolling thru these comments. I think this wolrd has hurt us in a way that we might never repair ourselves, well...at least not on our own. I did not say it's impossible, but this world is rather cruel don't you say? Watching your life slowly pass away, like you are watching yourself fade. Rather painful isnt it... What i have leant is there are 100 of possibilities for you to be here and seek thru it. We get blinded...stop breath You have air in your lungs, listen to the wind. The trees, birds the sunsets. Petting your cat/dog as they sit beside you, when you drink your coffee or tea. That moments. My point is. There is so much out there. The simplest things Believe me It gets okay ( better?? You try and grow and that enough) Im proud of you

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Im tired of live

I miss my best friend, from living 5 minutes apart too 4 hours to 7 hours in just over a year is so hard, we have been friends since we were 5 and next year is 10 years of friendship. We FaceTime all the time and shes coming to see me for a week in june its hard to hear her talk about school and not understand like i did for 6 1/2 years of school together. Shes my rock. The person i called when the guy of my dreams and I broke up. The girl who made her mom drive 7 hours in the pouring rain to comfort me because none of my other friends could. My parents were on vacation when he and I broke up so i couldn’t even talk to my mom. I talked to her and told her everything. She sat and listened. Held me as I cried abd called him abd explained in detail about how he just lost the best girl he would ever have as i layed on my bed laughing listening to him say nothing. My best friend is my favorite person ever. Love you J

To everyone thats here reading this You feeling the way you do is normal you aren't a burden or a mistake even if you weren't planned! you're a gift. the world is lucky to have someone like you!! Even if no one loves you (which they do) i love you!

its pretty sad when you have to come to a youtube video to feel like you arent alone

Met this boy march 12th he said i was his best friend he loved me i loved him but i knew it was to good to be true my friend dated him they loved each other so much i liked him the day i met him but i hid my feelings because i would have became the horrible person but then i thought my best friend would never say anything she goes and tells her i like him even though i never told her anything because i knew this was gonna happen because everyone i have in my life is fake but then i lost her and she thought i was a really bad friend but i gave yp my feelings for her when i was really happy but he dosent know what happen and after that she asked if i wouldn't tell him anything and me not wanting her to hate me i didn't but 1 month later they brake up he drops hints he likes me i drop hints but if i date him ill be the toxic friend again i cant talk to anyone about this because everyone will take her side because shes so pretty perfect at everything friends with everyone so all alone and me and him are starting to drift away it was long paragraphs on why we were best friend's matching tattoos meeting each other for the first time our whole day planned now its just hi wyd gn i new it was to good to be true why am i still here what is the purpose Sorry for the long story just needed to vent Thank you for whoever listened more then anyone in my life could💔

as an emo teen, these songs help me a tot.

Come to Jesus He will heal you from all your pains

The righteous cry, and the Lord heareth, and delivereth them out of all their troubles. The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit. Psalm 34:17-18

I'm feeling a little goofy tn (I need help)

i don't know, but lately it seems like nothing it's working out and i'm hearing life says: maybe you are not supose to be here. i don't know...

I miss my mom I miss my brother I miss my sister's I miss my dad I miss my cats I miss my old friend's I miss the old friend group I miss my cousin I miss my child hood I miss the way my mother would braid my hair I miss the way i ised to enjoy life when i was young I miss when looks didnt matter I miss my dog who passed on I miss my old toys from child hood I miss the old house I miss the way life was vibrant and colorful I miss that girl who would play witg me when we where kids I miss when my dad used to take me to the store and spoil me I miss her and her smile I miss the way that boy would hold my hand I miss falling inlove for the first time I miss old memories with my older sister I miss you I miss when my little brother and me would play outside in the dirt I miss my family I miss my grandmother I miss my grandfather I miss my grandparent's old house when i stayed over for the weekends I miss wanting to go to school and not worrying about grades I miss summer of 2013 I miss getting sprayed by the sprinklers on a hot day I miss the way i used to dream about my future in a good way I miss when i was little I miss helping mom around the house when she was tired I miss the way mom would cradle me durring thunderstorms and tell me everything was ok I miss the times when dad would cover my eyes durring the scary parts in movies I miss when me and my brothers used to play tag outside I miss the bond i had with my older brother I miss drinking hot coco that mom made me after playing outside in the cold I miss when birthday partys where fun I miss going to the library with my aunt I miss when my sister would pit makeup on me and show mom and dad I miss sleeping with piles of stuffed animals I miss catching bugs and chasing my sister with it I miss playing with chalk im the sun I miss the green grass in the backyard I miss going to my cousin's and having fun I miss when my brother used to play with me I miss my old dog and how he used to do tricks I miss huging my grandmother I miss how exploring new things where fun and not scary I miss my mom and dad would tuck me into bed an tell me they love me I miss the bond i had with my old friend I miss a lot of things. I miss everything. I wish i was a kid again. I miss it so much.

Everyone deserves love even if you feel like no one does you deserve everything❤😊 Also if you want to vent then i will look at thum and try my best to help idk if i spell it right 😅

Yall ever love someone so much that they made life feel worth living and then one day you learn that they never even loved you and that they were just having fun playing with your emotions, that shit hurts

I lost motivation

Relapsed a couple nights ago

Low key I ain't depressed or nun I just like sleeping to this shi

I lost everyone

ngl im not to sad but the music is just so good

I know this sounds stupid since a bunch of random strangers will probably see this but I really wish that everyone could just stop judging people by how they look or how they act it’s so annoying and sad that nowadays I’m scared to talk to anyone that I don’t know bc I’m scared that someone is going to just judge me for how I look or how I act I just everyone to be nice like all of these people commenting and really understanding what it’s like with people like this I mean the sad thing is is that my friends even treat me like that and I just wish that they would treat me like how they treat eachother idk I just hope I and everyone gets better that’s all!💗💗💗💗🌸

when everyone is being sad in the coment i was thinking that WHERE TF IS THE KIND PEOPLE WHO GIVES THE TIME STAMPS ???

Everyone thinks just cus im young that im not sad or depressed even though i am....all i want is people to care and help me....

i'm just a monster... haha... i need help for my mentallll issues shahdjdba idk why, but that is too funnnn haha... mommy, can u hear my screams? hahahaha... help... me...

What is the first song name?

Hey guys. I understand you're going through some tough times. My friend is getting over stressed about school, and harms herself. Please, please, from my prospective don't ruin yourself more than people ruin you. Trust you know how to treat yourself more then those people do, whatever you do .. Surely don't follow those who bully you, harrass you, or anything else. Be yourself, go on into the depths of life, live it well, don't live it by going to some sort of party where all the unsuccessful rude crazy people go. Study, eat healthy, sleep well and get a job and live life. Just.. Don't waste it, you got it? Before I go, I want to wish you an early/late birthday. I want to tell you that everything is okay. This comment will always be here, talk to me love. I understand what you're feeling, go be free and live life well! <4

Much love everyone 😴

I’m almost right back where I was, the only difference is I have a really great friend now. Thing is. She’s suicidal as well, so this might not last forever. But if she goes down she’s gonna pull me with her.

I’m too numb for people to notice how bad it is for me