I'm sorry that you believe He made it worse. I know He has not done that, but instead it is the enemy at work, or just the natural consequence of being in a fallen body. "Jacob I loved. Esau I hated" is an often misunderstood passage in which believers think it applies today. This phrase has to do with how God has chosen Jacob to be the one which He worked His purposes through. In this way, when He chose Jacob, God's love was demonstrated. However, using that today is not applicable because in Christ, God loves us all the same, as much as He loves His Son. I pray God shows opens your eyes to the Truth, that you humble yourself and believe Him, and that God will miraculously heal you.

​@@AliciaaBright​@AliciaaBright I believe people are blessed in different ways. Jacob was was considered the most blessed and he still had issues.. Maybe I'm being too carnal, who doesn't want to be blessed like Jacob. And Jesus is the old law and new. Being covered under the blood of Jesus, doesn't give an excuse to act like Esau. God can give you a million chances yet If you act irresponsibly in society he's not going to put you on a pedestal. Part of my issue is personal testimonies, I've seen inconsistency among them, people acting like it's suppose to happen to yourself. Maybe not, some preachers say don't take too much out of testimonies. Maybe that's my problem

praying for you! He will do it

YES!!!!

🙌🙌🙌. May Jesus guide you on this journey