Im very thankful for the dedication and time you spent for this video. This is very insightful! Mother Aya seems to be calling for me, whatever that means for me. 😊 Lots of love your way. 💞
@spicygingercat3 күн бұрын
I love how many insights from the trip you are able to recall. I also love how these aren’t things that people *need* ayahuasca or psychedelics to know and believe. The psychedelics just magnify how real the spiritual reality actually is. Very interesting story, I love it
@charlesspissu46475 күн бұрын
To all viewers: The narrator is a (self?)-deluded purveyor of (literally) toxic snake-oil. Ayahuasca has literally killed people; it has plunged others irrevocably into deepest psychosis. Worst of all, it has caused many users to condemn themselves to eternal perdition. Christ came to Earth not to lead people into pharmakeia, which is drug-induced sorcery; on the contrary, He came to save people from this satanic bondage. Those "machine-elves" (of Joe Rogan) and "spirit-guides" (of the shamans) to whom initiates refer are demons and devils; they hate and hurt and ridicule humans. To those who seek wellness and wholeness and self-integration: Give your lives to God Almighty, through His Son Christ. Abjure all sorcery, and all psychedelics. I love you all, enough to tell you the unvarnished truth. DO NOT TRIFLE WITH YOUR IMMORTAL, GOD-GIVEN SOUL! AMDG.
@HSwanny8 күн бұрын
Excellent report. Mother ay is calling :)
@randifreja17 күн бұрын
Thanks! It impressed me to hear you speak calmly and honestly about your experiences! Very inspiring :)🙏
@Lotuslaful19 күн бұрын
❤❤❤
@tanyacharette292121 күн бұрын
It did not feel like a guiding personality for me - the shamans served that purpose beautifully. Everyone has a very different experience based on what they need to experience. The first time I did it was with the same four people for three nights in a row and every single one of us had vastly different experience’s that were unique for us alone, and yet we were united. Vomiting is good - it means you are releasing stuck toxic energy from this life and even releasing ancestral trauma that is transferred from one generation to another. When you choose to do this - prepare appropriately (you will be informed how), make sure you are supported and guided by an experienced facilitator, preferably a South American shaman, and you mediate on your intentions before and during the ceremony. Everyone’s experience is different and unique to them.
@rd2happydestiny222 күн бұрын
I really resonated with your video and found it to be so helpful as someone who had been considering this for some time now. I especially connected when you mentioned IFS which has been a huge part of my own personal and professional journey as both a consumer of therapy and a psychotherapist myself. I’m grateful that this video landed in my feed and I have subscribed for more. Thank you ~
@rauxieswisdom310222 күн бұрын
Demonic possession is real. That said, the Holy Ghost is the only healing we ever need. Drugs never soled anything, it is a doorway to the dark side. In the fight between good and evil is about free will. We can unknowingly be subdued through drugs. Remember FREE WILL.
@yoya476624 күн бұрын
His nasally, enlongated speech, strange ennunciation is so f'ing annoying. He should clear his throat, nose and get some frigging elocution lessons. I can't bear to listen.
@KC-lc8dx27 күн бұрын
Super helpful thank you😊
@annai3394Ай бұрын
It’s a demonic possession. That’s it.
@MizzlenumАй бұрын
Aya was to me like they call it, a loving grand mother who in my first ceremony it treated me with some tough love but in subsecuent ceremonies it gave pointers to things I needed to research and after that I find my brain being able to absorb information like a sponge and process it more easily. I had an alcoholisim problem and I can't say that I dont have the cravings any more or that I haven't had al least one slip up, but I find it harder to allow myself to get wasted again knowing all that I know now. I'm still working on implementing my inner power to command the bad energy away in my day to day life but the journey continues.
@jodilee2023Ай бұрын
Did he say a serpent demon entered him, gave him power and then moved on from there with no further explanation ummmm
@DeepMindfulnessАй бұрын
Haha, it was as weird for me as it sounds. It’s more that I became that demon and its wisdom and power helped give me guidance. Thank for asking! Have you experienced this medicine before?
@jodilee2023Ай бұрын
@@DeepMindfulness no I haven't but am interested. Just I know that a person becomes very vulnerable at that time to nefarious shaman and questionable entities? Spirits? Idk. But nothing to take lightly anyway
@DeepMindfulnessАй бұрын
@jodilee2023 - yes! You want super qualified guides.
@SuperiorDaveАй бұрын
Don't believe the fake accounts trying to get you to send money for psychedelics. It's all a scam.
@empressnampreti1174Ай бұрын
Where did you go for your Ayahuasca ceremony? I am looking for a safe place to experience it for the first time.
@erickladstrup1394Ай бұрын
Which place exactly did you use?
@dakine4238Ай бұрын
Thank you. His teachings are digestible and honest.
@nondualitywithdonna3402Ай бұрын
Fantastic ❤
@matt12.8Ай бұрын
Amazing content. Am also from the post-structuralist, Deleuzian framework. What you say at the end on the phenomenology/concept battle in modern art is very on point, this battle is essential in philosophy as well. Hegel is the first modern philosopher on this, "introducing" his purely conceptual presentation (Science of Logic) by a phenomenology. You literally make me see why Hegel hated Buddhists so much: you're too close to him, but still not Christian
@mariandHoltzTVshowАй бұрын
Thank you sir
@aalliaandreadis5109Ай бұрын
Y'all need Jesus.
@maxb1390Ай бұрын
What’s wrong with the woo? Reality is mystical. Quantum physics is mystical. The old physical reality paradigm of Newtonian physics is not correct
@user-me4wv7kb4j2 ай бұрын
great walk thru of your experience. What has changed in your life since this experience? Is you life difference, more peace…etc. I am very interested and excited to here the in the after part.
@stumrektun2 ай бұрын
Be careful, you have no idea on what you are baffling with.
@davidfuller764Ай бұрын
Trifling with?
@stumrektunАй бұрын
Beklager mr korrektur😅 ellers, så smiler livet ?
@ketan0192 ай бұрын
Which retreat did you go to?
@mikhailnikolaev78132 ай бұрын
Just curious. Why didn't you link the retreat or the trip you went to for the trip?
@misstownes2 ай бұрын
Thank you for being brave and sharing your story ❤
@itsLaHarmony2 ай бұрын
Over explaining “energy” (3:09) as being woo woo, “mystical” or “sh-mystical” was irrelevant and very disrespectful, especially given the fact that this is a “woo woo” “mystical” or “sh-mystical” spiritual experience you’ve inadvertently judged without actually judging. But overall very mindful video. Thank you.
@20m6942 ай бұрын
Very good description. Thank you. I think it's time for me to do this for the first time. I would like to do this in the U.S. if possible, but I want to make sure the people are top quality. Are there any top notch retreats in the U.S. or do I need to go elsewhere? I know you can't tell me where to go and what to do, but I would appreciate any advice. I live in a rural area and don't know anyone I could talk to.
@journeytoself80672 ай бұрын
This opens one to negative entities attachment
@virginiacreager43312 ай бұрын
Wow your experience describes why I could never do the cry it out method with my infant son even though many people pressured me to do it. I intuitively felt the absolute terror and devastation he would feel crying into the dark and no one coming. I learned in my doula training program how His body after being a part of my body was designed to be regulated and comforted by the touch of my skin the sound of my heart beat, the sound of my voice, my smell, the chemicals being released in my body and simultaneously in his. I was the matrix he had lived inside of and been fully supported by for 9 months. I think this translates to when we are adults knowing how to hold ourselves in moments of sadness and fear. Pick up and hold our inner baby. 🙏🧡 thank you for having the courage to do this.
@mountainair3 ай бұрын
Love Shinzen and his books!
@gabefinalperigee3 ай бұрын
holy shit... 53:56
@311baca3 ай бұрын
Witchcraft people! Wake up!
@limeng79993 ай бұрын
Excellent content, thank yiu guys!
@DeepMindfulness3 ай бұрын
🌿
@christopherhamilton36213 ай бұрын
It feels like or it felt like that to you? I might sound pedantic but one really has to be semantically accurate if you want to be honest.
@DeepMindfulness3 ай бұрын
100%. There was a whole part very stating this is my subjective experience and in one of the 20 rounds of edits, my editor cut it and I didn’t realize for six months. Sadly you can’t add footage on KZfaq, only subtract. But that’s going to be the first sentence of my next video. Good point.
@fawzjamal22383 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing 🙏 I had a very similar experience about crying into the pillow - sue helped me free my pain and not feel ashamed for meeting vulnerable ❤️🙏
@user-rq4cu5gx3r3 ай бұрын
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@RY-fe3rt3 ай бұрын
Why do mind-games nullify the best intentions? I remember being stoned with my best friend back in my varsity dorm. We were comfortably lost in one of those deep, meaningful conversations students love to have, unpacking how we saw ourselves in the future. I went on a whole ramble, picturing where I would live, work, what I'd be listening to, reading on my balcony etc etc. It took a while. When I was finally done, my friend looked at me for a while and then simply asked.... "But who are you with?" I was totally blank. I hadn't even considered it. I'm still occasionally given pause by this memory when I'm comfortably alone. I try not to confuse it with being lonely or cobbling it to a phantom, self-soothing inner child. Just my two cents. Not to invalidate your deeply profound experience, of course. Great vid! 😁✌️
@Italliving4 ай бұрын
Well all of this depends on your mental state of mind and what kind of brew they gave you, Jaguar or Anaconda or Mixed .... So i don't know if you had several journey"s and if you have an understanding of witch medicine you actually drunk ? and all Experiences are PERSONAL
@birthing4blokes464 ай бұрын
Thank you. do you think your experience can be generalised?
@MiltHerman3 ай бұрын
(Psychedelics are way easily accessible for me from a mycologist who introduced me to dmt and other psychedelics products)❤
@MiltHerman3 ай бұрын
Chaposhroom... ..
@MiltHerman3 ай бұрын
On Instagram and telegram…!! ....
@Marbega84 ай бұрын
Wow! You connected with your true self (your 26:57 divinity) which is pure love and light and healed yourself of the trauma of the past 💕🌹
@DeepMindfulness4 ай бұрын
Thanks for that. I appreciate when people can see that because it’s such a beautiful healing engine.
@MrStrocube4 ай бұрын
I swear, I did not come here to troll anyone. But, I gotta say, my experiences with ayahuasca were nothing like the way it is presented to the masses. I’ve done over 50 ceremonies in various countries over the years. Most of them were in Peru, Canada, and Colombia. Maybe I’m especially dense, or somehow flawed, but I have never experienced these “profound transformations” that so many people talk about. Nor have I ever experienced any kind of clear message from “Madre Ayahuasca”. What I did experience was much blood an guts horror, where I was convinced I was gonna die and be trapped in some demon infested, crystalline hell-world for all eternity. I never reached any kind of “enlightenment”. It’s been about 10 years now since my last forays into “the medicine”. With hindsight, I can say, that what I got out of it was that it made me a bit less of an asshole, and I maybe hate myself a bit less than I did when I went into it. I was trying to heal myself from brutal childhood trauma, CPTSD, panic attacks, night terrors, anxiety, depression, and a crippling self-loathing. I was not fucking around. I puked so hard and for so long, I gave myself an epigastric hernia that required surgery. After the surgery and recovery, this idiot went back and did a final month-long dieta in Pucallpa. I gotta say, I HATE the fucking jungle. That was in 2014, so yeah, ten years ago now. I’m done with any kind of “heroic dose” of any psychedelic. Though, I do microdose shrooms to manage a host of mental health issues that ayahuasca did not fix.
@FollowMagicBrad4 ай бұрын
Greetings from Minneapolis, MN I have an Intro call tomorrow with a guy from Rhythmia in Costa Rica. It is about a $5000 experience. Which feels like a lot to me. But I think that is part of the reason I am going, is because of my blocks to money and worthiness.
@DeepMindfulness4 ай бұрын
That definitely is a LOT. Try contacting the Ayahuasca foundation in Peru. That’s the origins of this tradition.
@user-dm1bu8fu3c4 ай бұрын
Omg. Just finished listening to your explanation and experience with the medicine and cannot believe how much my experience lined up with yours 🙏 l got back home with mixed emotions and feelings about my own experience at Rythmia in CostaRica and now l have more clarity and understanding of what l experienced while in ceremony and why l felt the way l did especially the first night which was really intense for me. Love and light to you brother, l also am dealing with depression at the moment. Paul from 🇨🇦
@DeepMindfulness4 ай бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing that! I’m glad you’re settling in and wish you all the best in your healing journey! Hope we cross paths some day soon.
@jaggill5745Ай бұрын
Paul were you depressed before? It goes worse or better?
@tylerdavis5205 ай бұрын
A demon came in? That’s a good thing?
@christopherhamilton36213 ай бұрын
LOL! Why so literal, bro? 😂
@tylerdavis5203 ай бұрын
@@christopherhamilton3621 let me guess, you’re too scientifically knowledgeable to believe in demons? This shit isn’t a game, brother
@qwortor5 ай бұрын
Nama/rupa to me is concept/sensation. Concept being the organisation or clustering of sensations. Sensations being the phenomena of the 6 sense doors, ... (...including concept, but mostly the other 5 doors, yet also the reproductions of the 5 in the 6th ie, vision and mental image are both sensation, but mental image has much more of a concepts leaning, as it's more about structure/organisation/clustering of the sensations.)
@luigidopobici84595 ай бұрын
Which psychedelic can i partake which does not give me a religious /god experience? I dont want a religious experience or analysis with or through a religious or god thing.