Cat is so real rn

THE STANLEY PARABLE ONE CAUGHT ME SO OFF GUARD OMG

chat can i be honest with you guys rq. i want to kill myself. thats not new, im not original. i bet over half of the people here share the same dream as me. A few years ago, I just thought I could get over it. I would cry late at night and rant in my notes app, then continue life the next morning as if nothing happened. Every now and then I talked to a friend or two about it. Every person I talked to, I vented about something completely different. I wasn't lying, thats just how I work. I found any small issue about myself and spiraled down, just to force myself to forget about it. So, the result is that each time I cried it was over a different reason because I couldn't remember why I was upset last night. My life is fine. People don't seem to dislike me, and my parents try to care. I always have to ruin it with my own thoughts. Im tired. Im tired of remembering how to forget. Im tired of waking up, existing, and falling back asleep over and over and over and over and over again. I don't want to do that for the rest of my life. I don't care how good life could be, im tired. Im tired, and no amount of sleep can fix that. Im only thirteen.

I am sigma 🐺 but a sigma has to cry 😢👑 before he lets his wolfs come inside him 🐺🐺💦💦🥵

im too loud. so, i got quieter. but now people get mad at me for mumbling. i don't think i mumble. i just don't want to be too loud.

8:07 what’s the song in the background of that?

Whats this audio

The ones with friends. Or whatever. I hate them. I hate *him*. I cant believe he just threw away 6 years of friendship just because he "grew tired" of us. I would do anything to have him back, it was only 2 weeks ago. I want to be good enough for him again.

“I’m old! I’m more than 200. Happy? I’m not only just an old doormat! I’m worn out, I’m tired, I don’t want to be [readcted]!I want to be anything else but [redacted]!” I made it up myself but I feel like it resonates with people :<

I’m 11, I had a boyfriend. I sent him a picture of the goodbye note I wrote for him, my attempt didn’t work. He pleaded for me to tell him it was a joke. When I woke up in the morning. I tried texting him to tell him I was okay and it didn’t work, his parents responded saying that he killed himself the night before, because he thought I died…

My mum used to like me then I started accidentally messing up and then she would be rude then say “Oh I love you *you’ll always live here with me* “ and a few seconds later call me stupid then she treats my youngest neice like her baby..I’m her kid ..Not her ME! (TW sensitive topics) My friend said before that she will r@p3 me if I die and my uncle keeps trying to kiss me (I’m a minor and he’s like 50-60) but he acts like it’s a romantic one.. Everyone just scaring me and if I tell my parents They will laugh or abus3 me even more.. And I have wasted half my summer keeping My friend alive, Making sure he’s fine, making Sure he’s doing great, make sure that no one is Bullying him and as what is the matter and then He says nothing but complains going “I’ve been Through tough things. You don’t know what I’m Talking about.” I ASKED HIM IF HES FINE AND HE SAID HE WAS HE SHOULDN’T BE SAYING STUFF LIKE “you don’t Know what Ive been through.” IM TRYING TO HELP IVE SACRAFICED A LOT OF MY SIX WEEKS HOLIDAYS IDK WHY HE SAYS THAT

0:45 her mom was so real for this I'm literally crying this show is so sad

3:00 is my fav

Why can’t he understand how much I actually loved him. I explained all my pain to him and he makes it worse. I was actually smiling more because of him. I was becoming my old self because of him. I was loving myself because of him. I was more confident because of him. Now I feel like I’m annoying. I feel like I’m dead. I feel like I’m a worthless piece of shit. Not even my parents care about me. I’m on my period and all my parents care about is cleaning. While I’m over here dying in cramps they expect me to clean. I can’t talk back to them or tell them my feelings because they are gonna hit me for not listening (Mexican parents) I have been through so much not one person knows everything I’ve been through but they think they have. I miss him. He treated me so bad but it’s okay because it’s him. we have been dating for 4 months. And while we were dating he would block me on social media. Give my gifts away to other girls. Read my notes I gave to him in public in front of everyone. Ignore me in public. Never ever made time for me. Lied to me. And he brainwashed me thinking he actually loved me. I kissed him on the cheek. That was actually magical. I felt that it was real love and I never noticed that he was probably just using me cause he never had a girlfriend. I love him still. But I blame myself that he broke up with me. It was all my fault. I was not a good girlfriend. I got mad at him for giving my gift to another girl. I got mad at him for hanging out with my best friend and she touched his fucking butt. It was all messed up. I will always blame my self. I have always been told that he treated me so bad. And I am starting to realize it but it’s just I can’t stop. I love him so much. I love the times we used to talk. The time we made plans together. The first time we hugged. The times he would ask me if I was okay. The time I kissed him. The time everyone would ship us together. The time I asked him for valentines. I hate myself. I wish I was dead because I actually thought we would last. F**k him but I still love him. Part of me is even still waiting for him to come back. Even though I know he hates me. Life is complicated. I go through a lot of stress as a girl.

0:06: My old "friends" when they realize they hurt me 😃👌

I can’t be the only one who says they are fine and try’s to make jokes about everything, but they aren’t fine and there’s just a void in our hearts that we can’t fill.

thank you!! i say this to the playlist creator for giving me voiceover audios ^^

First day of school.. I finally feel like Im not Real..

nothing i say matters cause everyone thinks im lying....

my dad is telling everyone about my youtube. I can’t say anymore that my oc is a self insert because now _everyone_ will know.

“I’d never hurt you!” Oh, yeah? You hurt me mentally, emotionally, physically. I don’t know what else to do, I trusted you. You left me just like this. I wanna fucking end my life.

I was supposed to listen to vent audio to make an angst video, now I'm just venting and hating on myself with the wanting to cry, but in fact I can't because my body won't let me.

4:51 NOT SCARRYMOUCHEE

PLEASE STOP ANYTHING BUT THE STANLEY PARABLE AUDIO NOOOOOO IM SOBBING WHYYYYYY

NOT STANLEY PARABLE ZEN ENDING STOP STOP STOP STOP GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD

MY JAW DROPPED AT THE THOR AND LOKI ONE 😰

I don't wanna die.. I don't wanna disappear! I hate this.. I hate, boys! I hate.. my father! And my mother! I hate everyone! Nobody cares about me! Nobody stays with me! So I don't want to depend on anybody.. but I hate it at the same time.. it's a pain! I don't wanna be alone! I don't wanna be alone!! I don't wanna be alone!!!

i noticed that 6:14 is labeled "it’s not your fault" and the 6:31 says "Whose fault is it?"

YOU DID NOT JUST PUT ZENDING ON HERE I'M CRYING

I dont know if im my mom's fav anymore. She said she loves me more but whenever i do something small, she would scream and scold and then compare me to others..

STOPPP THE LOKI AND THOR ONE KILLED ME- 😭 (SO DID THE NICK WYLDE ONE)

0:21 hits hard

I never realized how much family makes me cry. For both positive and mostly negative things. I keep seeing these things as I get older, and it makes me cry more to think about leaving them no contact. I want to express my feelings and have tried, but end up nearly crying and walking away because I’m scared of denial or being hurtful to them. My parents pushing me religiously doesn’t make it any better. I DO want to connect with god but I know I don’t have the time and patience. But thats not a good excuse for my parents. I’m now only starting to make connections and relationship with one of my older brothers, but he gets influenced by my other brother who shames me for my appearance and likings. Now school is my only escape from my home.

Getting as loud as I want but I still can't be heard 😊

???: Seriously when you say sorry i don’t believe you! you always break promises and never keep quiet, what is wrong with you me: *Always says sorry since i’ve been mentally and physically abused for about 2 years.* I’m sorry…

0:02 I need the song

I hate her I hate her But I care But I love her

Charlie wtf is this 😂

Thank you so much for including a Stanley parable audio

You know it’s good when there is a neon genesis evangelion audio

I want my mommy

0:44 🗣️:Sometimes, special people come into our lives, stay for a bit, then they have to go… Me:But that’s sad…! 🗣️:It is…But the bit that they *were* here was happy, wasn’t it? Me:yeah…..We spent halloween together and made our own aus! 🗣️:maybe that makes it all worth it…

I always feel like my friends hate me, or just they would be better off without me. Every time I spend time with them it's like I ruin the moment and whenever I'm away, they're happy as can be. Im getting so many mixed signals, they say they love me, but I can't help but feel like they hate me. Why do I feel like this. They give me attention, they say they love me, they even support me. Why don't I believe them? I should, but I won't.. I have so many questions for myself I don't know how to answer. </3

1:42 NOOOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO STANLEY GO BACK NOOO 😭😭😭😭 NOOOOO

I love eating eggs.. 🥚 but now I have no more eggs, because I ate them all.. 🙁

Ive been feeling so empty lately idk what this is but it feels like I’m missing smt deep inside of my heart and it’s getting worse idk how to stop this idk what it is I js feel like I’m not good enough and I’ll never b able to do anything right

9:08 lmao Quackity

My friends keep leaving me with no explanation, no matter how many times I try to change myself so they’re happy they always leave for someone else

WHAT THE HELL ITS JUST A STUPID MATH PROBLEM WHY CANT I ANSWER IT, ITS BEEN 2 HOURS WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME I CANT EVEN DO IT WITH A CALCULATOR IM SO FREAKING STUPID I FREAKING HATE MYSELF WHY AM I SO STUPID WHY CANT I DO IT I JUST CANT WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME I CANT DO IT WHY AM I CRYING OVER A STUPID MATH PROBLEM ITS FREAKING ADDITION WHY CANT I DO THIS I HAVE TO GET TO THE TOP IM FAILING WHAT IT WRONG WITH ME I DONT WANT TO BE HERE I DONT WANT TO BE HERE I HATE SCHOOL I HATE MY LIFE I HATE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE AROUND ME I HATE SCHOOL SO MUCH I HATE MY LIFE I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I WANT TO THROW GLASS ACROSS THE HOUSE I WANT TO BREAK EVERYTHING AND SCREAM AND CRY I WANT TO BE ALONE. THIS IS ALL OVER A STUPID MATH PROBLEM I HATE IT I HATE MATH I HATE SCIENCE I HATE EVERYTHING AND MYSELF I DONT WANT TO RELAPSE I DONT WANT TO RELAPSE I DONT WANT RO RELAPSE WTF IS FREAKING WRONG WITH ME I HATE LIFE

them: "sophie was demented and ABUSIVE!" me: "yeah.. i kind miss her"